Our System Blog

Diagnosed, in therapy to reduce amnesia, still figuring out our system FREE PALESTINE

[jokestersinmyhead]

We are a diagnosed traumagenic system. We are NOT pro-endo but if you see endo-related tags on things we reblog it's just because we related to the post. We will not block anyone who is endo or pro-endo as long as you are not actively spreading hate. Our personal opinion is that anyone who considers themself an endo system still has some form of mental health condition, just not DID/OSDD. Mental health can be tricky so we try to assume the best in people and be kind as long as you give us the same respect

The body is early 20s and we use they/them and he/him collectively. We are in school right now for our master's degree and plan to go into the mental health field.

[eldritch-emojis]

Fyi you can NOT have a trauma related disorder without trauma (yes that includes DID). Those disorders are caused by trauma, and without the cause, you cannot have the consequence. It is physically impossible.

- Someone who studied DID and dissociative disorders in general

yup :)!

[unfamiliar-ghostly-system]

Plural culture is trying to explain to people why you sometimes have certain skills and memories while other times you don't.

[plurapony]

"omg you're a system!!! it just be so fun to have friends in your head!!!"

Yeah. They are my friends but you know what's really not fucking fun? Seeing how intelligent an alter is and how much they want to pursue their dream career but they can't because we share a body. Seeing how creative and talented alters are but we can't spend hours and hours drawing because we share a body and the body has to work. Seeing that an alter really wants to do something and we just don't have time, they say it's okay but we share a body and I know how they really feel.

Yeah I have friends in my head and I'm constantly letting them down because the things we all want aren't physically possible. Yeah that's really fun.

[number1-syscourse-blog]

Calling alters "alters, parts, headmates, peices": 🚫🚫🚫🚫

Calling alters: "those bitchass motherfuckers" ✅️✅️✅️

[august-zip]

DID is more than just having parts. Its also,

• amnesia

• confusion

• headaches

• nausea

• repeated childhood trauma

• anxiety

• spikes in fear. Anger. Or shame

• mood swings from parts

• body dysphoria

• depersonalization

• derealization

• self puzzlement

• loss of control

• flashbacks

• dizziness

And more.

DID is not "friends in your head" its traumatic, scary and uncomfortable. Its not fun it's a terrifying TRAUMA BASED disorder. And it should never be romanticized - Vesper

[zeros-sys]

it's killing me that systems think they are faking or lying because they haven't had other alters front in a while, headspace has been silent, your communication is down, and overall just "feeling like a singlet"

because number 1, cdds have more symptoms than just alters, number 2 it's a covert disorder, and number 3, you are an alter!

no one experiences the same level of their symptoms for any of their disorders every day.

if my avoidance to food due to arfid is more noticeable some days, why is it different for having alters in osddid?

cdds are covert disorders. they will try and hide your symptoms because it's the whole point of their existence. don't blame yourself for a survival mechanism your brain created to protect you!

and I see so many people forget this, especially hosts, but you're an alter! if someone else doesn't front, that doesn't suddenly make you a singlet because you are still part of a system

you can make mistakes or be wrong, but don't fakeclaim or feed yourself misinformation in order to realise that!

[incognitosystem-deactivated2025]

shoutout to systems that got so manipulated and gaslighted by their abusers that it took them years to realize what they went/go through daily was not normal at all, we're with you

[eclecticbutterfly44]

Undiagnosed systemhood is

Thinking you just have no sense of self, and that's why your "personality" keeps changing.

Feeling like you're watching someone else operate your body, with no idea how or why.

Having strange deja vu moments where you feel like you've done something, but you don't remember any specific details.

Feeling like years of your life weren't actually lived by you, but by someone else that still exists somewhere in you.

Saying things that you can't control or don't agree with and not being able to do anything to fix it.

Feeling like you don't belong in your body, like you aren't actually you.

[fyshtem]

Well, when life gives you lemons, just make a version of yourself that can handle the taste.

[skyberia]

"what was your first _____" "when you were a kid what did you _____" "how old were you when ______" i don't knowwwww i don't knowwwwwwwwwww i can't rememberrrrrrrrr

[69constellationsinatrenchcoat-d]

unfortunately, if you ask the right alter we have the memory of a steel trap and remember things in extreme detail (especially traumamtic ones)...it's just getting that alter to front is harder (meaning we have a shitty working memory)

[culturistjack-deactivated201804]

I'd very much like to punch a feminist.

I’d never, ever hurt a lady but I’d be happy to punch a feminist. It’d bring me great joy.

[olisaurusrex]

I’m 6’2 and weigh 180lbs

ready when you are

[thattallsummonerguy]

Or if you’d like to have some more options….

I’m 6’4” 228 pounds and have 9 years of combined martial arts training and 3 years of being a Line Backer in football. Just in case you are looking for variety.

[wontbeafraid-deactivated2014041]

what about a lady and a feminist. warning, combatives certified soldier.

[nevergenders-moved]

im tiny, i’m like 5′4 and 130 lbs but u can fight me too

[scumbagsblog]

Reblogging for the last one cuz that’s adorable

[likeits1995]

SO PROUD

[ghost--ranger]

The Fantastic 4 we deserve

[crimezi]

OMG IVE ONLY SEEN THIS POST IN SCREEN SHOTS

[stars-for-thought]

We will all protect the small one.

[cover-your-ears]

I stan

[keithiskogained-deactivated2019]

it got better!!

[babygoose-deactivated20240106]

plot-twist: the small one could actually kick everyone’s ass

[raccooncryptidd]

If one day I see this on my dash and DON’T reblog it assume I’m dead.

[removed-account-05032024-deacti]

(Since they’re the only active accounts left on this post)

happy 10 years of scaring off anti-feminists, @thattallsummonerguy!

[theamccafrey-deactivated2024071]

Like every account here is deactivated. I feel like an archaeologist.

Oh and I’m like under 5 ft and like 78 pounds but I can stand at the side and say things like ‘Yeah! You deserve it!’ the next time an anti feminist turns up and we decide to beat them up.

[moss-ridden-owl-creature]

Holy shit- I’ve found it :0

[postalignments]

This post is chaotic good.

[mizuribbons]

the archaeologist is deactivated. we’re next

[non-tyrannical-usa]

ah, this again.

can’t wait for deactivation to hit us all

[lilithofthevaalley]

soon.

soon

[the1andonly-adrienbillcipherfan]

Hopefully not soon

-ooc

[jokestersinmyhead]

reblogging because we (5'2, 90-something lbs) would be happy to be punched for the cause even tho we're late to the party

[thesolarsystem]

[keeplivingsystems]

Please don’t cut your story short. Yes, your system will face trials and conflict, but you will come through the fire stronger than ever. You will find love, be it romantic, platonic, familial, or the bond shared between pets and their owners, plants and their caretakers. You will face conundrums and complex challenges, but you will also turn your face up into the sun and feel a cool breeze on your hair. You will enjoy good food and good fellowship. Your heart will lift with song, with pride, with gratitude.

We want you all to live to tell your story. We want you to be able to see your tale through to the end. If you kill yourselves, there is so much you will miss out on. We don’t want that for you. We hope that your own survival can inspire yourselves to press on, even in your darkest moments.

[cardentist]

generally speaking when it comes to mental and physical health, if you're asked "do you struggle with this" and your answer is "no, Because I Have A System," then your answer is actually yes

[69constellationsinatrenchcoat-d]

needed this today thanks bro

[jokestersinmyhead]

womp

[69constellationsinatrenchcoat-d]

I told someone that I'm a member of a DID system, and instead of them saying or implying we're faking, their response was "are the others hot?"

[okiimii]

it’s okay to be unhappy as a system. you don’t have to like it. what matters is that you get through it, and find ways to make your system more manageable.

im not happy to be a system, i wish i could just be myself. i could have real life relationships, i could remember everything, the dissociation would stop, the stress and anxiety would lessen.

but i’m stuck as one, and that’s okay. i’m okay. i just have to learn to accept and love myself. it may take time, but anyone can do it <3