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Carlo. 30 something. Graphic Designer. Food, graphics, film, travel, photography, singing, dancing, fashion and artsy stuff. I like blogging about anything. It keeps me sane. When I'm not here, I use and reblog through here instead jolracrandoms2.tumblr.com

[jolrac]

I read somewhere before that you make decisions and you never regret them. That has been part of my mantra for the longest time. Today, after countless of unwise decisions, it finally hit me. I don't know if I can still own up to all this mess. Maybe I did bite more than I can chew this time. Failure after failure is now slowly creeping its way towards my pent up anger issues and my hibernating anxiety, empowering them bit by bit and is now trying to resurface unconsciously. Make it stop.

[jolrac]

I've been struggling with my mental health for months now and three of the things that I find very effective are:

1. Go out with your friends (or talk to them) - I know it can be difficult to get yourself out of bed most of the time, but getting yourself out there and just not be alone can help. Take that leap. It's a lot of effort I know but it's worth it, trust me. Sulking feels good, but sulking deep inside while hiding it from your friends feels much better. Lol kidding. It's your choice if you're gonna share it with them or not. At least you're not alone.

2. Exercise/Workout - I'm not the best and fittest guy to ask about these things but sweating it out and moving gives you endorphins. Endorphins are chemicals produced by the brain to help cope with pain or stress. Take a walk, hike or ride a bike. It's not much but it kinda gives you that boost to still want to keep on keeping on.

3. Write 10 things you are grateful for at the end of every day - this i found very effective. I've only been doing this for 3 days and I could say that it has given me so much boost just before sleeping. It may be something big or small. Write it. Just looking back on what you have accomplished throughout the day, even the smallest thing, makes life more bearable as you write them.

I can't promise anything to you but doing one of these gets me through the day based on experience. It's difficult. Like nobody understands you. I understand. I know that feeling. Hang in there. It got better for me. I'm almost getting there. I know soon it will get better for you as well. Hang in there.

Papunta pa lang tayo sa exciting part

[jolrac]

Sabi ko pa naman gusto ko magcelebrate with a special someone. Kahit ikaw lang. Kaso we really can't have nice things in this pandemic and economy. Cheers to turning 31.

[witchoria]

Echoes of the Past

witchoria x @djkrugman

[jolrac]

Ayoko na. Kapagod na sa earth. Pano ba maglaho na lang. Yung madali lang ha kasi pagod na ko sa life in general.

[toastbutteregg]

[jolrac]

I survived another day

I guess that's enough for now

[jolrac]

Part of me feels lonely, but a part of me just wants to be left alone

[jolrac]

Feels like I'm not making any progress at all

[terezis]

tik tok is having a bone stealing witch scandal. i repeat. tik tok is having a bone stealing witch scandal. but this time a man is collecting human spines

[terezis]

the nature of humanity is that every so often someone tries to brag about “””acquiring””” human remains on the internet again

[posts-from-a-scarier-timeline]

it’s the circle of life

[e-6000]

@normal-horoscopes

[normal-horoscopes]

AY THERE IT IS

[lordspoooky]

[gravegospel]

wheres that gif of a dude playing golf but he lands it like a fire emblem crit animation

[gravegospel]

[alan900900900]

Decided to make this into a gif

[caswarrenart]

Mountain on my mind

[sosuperawesome]

Richard Oliver on Instagram

[toastbutteregg]

THIS IS SUPER IMPORTANT!!! SPREAD THIS PLS!!!

[the-lafayettebaguette]

[bunjywunjy]

no offense but your boyfriend doesn’t know what a shawarma is

[jumpingjacktrash]

it’s possible he’s just really funny

[pyrrhiccomedy]

if you think this isn’t an appropriate response to hearing your partner’s shawarma fell apart then you don’t know how important a good shawarma can be

[jolrac]

I'll always have space for you

I'll never get over you

[jolrac]

I don't know how long I'll recover after being gaslighted by my boss. Don't ever do that anyone please. It's traumatic.

[shelgon]

I get a lot of feelings from these scenes!  

[jimfear138]

WHOA, HOLD UP, WHAT?!

[wandering-scarecrow]

Yeah, Oak was the kid in the Celebi movie.

[yay855]

Meaning that he also probably had more pokemon available when Ash first started his journey, but he deliberately tricked Ash into accepting a rowdy and untamed pikachu because that was Ash’s partner back during their adventure together.

[real-jaune-isms]

We stan

Samuel Oak

[feanor-the-dragon]

That means his verbal savagery toward Ash early on was friendship, which puts a whole different spin on it.

[jolrac]

WHAT JUST HAPPENED