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“Not even a sip.” An aversion to alcohol had been too firmly ingrained in him from growing up in the Snape household to even entertain the idea of having a glass. Was he having fun? He was stuck at a Ministry function without a wand with people from all of the factions, the majority of whom were happily partaking in the spiked champagne. “You tell me, Hestia. Am I having fun?” He certainly didn’t feel like he was having a good time. “Are you having fun?” He asked, feigning interest. If he was honest, he couldn’t wait to get home.
With a shrug, Hestia took a long sip of the pink bubbly liquid, the taste of alcohol settling on her tongue in a way that left her wrinkling her nose - but still continuing to drink. She’d only been properly drunk enough times to count on one hand and still have fingers left - but the feelings that came along with this was quick, left her laughing and smiling widely at nothing. “I don’t know, I don’t know if you ever have fun,” she exclaimed as she grinned, her voice louder than she expected it to be. “I wish you would, because then maybe it’d be easier to figure out how to be your friend.” She dropped the empty glass onto a passing tray, still holding onto the other one. “Do you wanna dance with me?”
Ministry Gala
25 April, 1982
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Amelia hadn’t expected to have much fun at a gala, especially with all of the recent events that had happened, but something had compelled her to suck it up and slip on a dress. Public image, for one, et cetra. She was uncomfortable for the first hour or so that she was there, polite smiles being given and conversation attempted before she retreated to the wall. Then the bubble juice was served, and against her better judgement, she took a glass and took a sip. That seemed to do the trick, for now she’d been here for a few hours, and Amelia was actually smiling and making conversation beyond the weather and politics. She was relaxed, and glad for it, as she found the person by her and asked, “What do you think they put in these drinks? It’s wonderful.” She wanted to buy a gallon’s worth of it.
She should’ve been working - should’ve been taking notes or keeping track of what was being said. Rita Skeeter was clearly doing that, and Hestia would be damned if she ever let that woman get a leg up on her and Mary. But at the same time, it was nice to relax and not worry about what else was going on. After the past few weeks, blowing off steam was too east to pass up. “Amelia!” Hestia exclaimed as she made her way over to the other girl, her cheeks rosy from the drinks she had already had, knowing that she had easily had one - or possibly three too many. “You look so lovely and happy! You need to smile more. Come and dance with me.” Without even waiting for an answer, she grabbed her hand and starting tugging her along, unsure if they were even heading towards where the dance floor was.
the ministry of magic, london 25th april 1982 6:45pm
“For the last time - no, I don’t want a glass of champagne. I don’t drink. You’re the third person to ask me that in the space of fifteen minutes.” Severus sneered, shooing the waiter away with a glare. “Thank Merlin I don’t have my wand on me.” He turned to the figure next to him, adjusting the cuffs of his suit jacket. “The next person to offer me a glass would have been hexed into the middle of next week.”
“Not even a sip, Sev? It’s not every day we’re invited to a gala at the Ministry, after all!” she pointed out, announcing her presence as she sidled up beside him and plucked two of the champagne flutes off the tray, holding one out to him, wondering if maybe he’d give in. After a few moments, it still remained untouched in her hands. With a shrug and a grin, she took a large sip from the first one. “Suit yourself, more for me.” Not that she was a large consumer of alcohol, the term lightweight coming to mind almost instantly. “Are you having fun?”
Are you happy?
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Lately, I’m not quite sure how I’m feeling. I’m always worried that I’m going to lose someone or that the next time I see someone I care about, it’s going to be the last time that I see them. It’s getting harder and harder to focus on the positive things in life because there aren’t as many left.
For the next five asks, my muse cannot tell a lie.
March 11th, 1982 Auror offices, holding cells @joneshxstia
Oscar had never been so humiliated in his life - sitting in a cell, waiting to be released like some criminal when he hadn’t done anything wrong. And to be here with Fenrir was even more dangerous, because nobody knew about his lycanthropy and if they did now, they’d take him away for good. But right now, for some inexplicable reason, his own safety was his priority at the moment, because he was still preoccupied with what had happened at the inauguration speech and the fact that he hadn’t been able to do a thing before he was arrested.
They didn’t find anything, of course, and he genuinely had nothing to tell the Aurors - it wasn’t as though he’d anticipated the attack or had known about it. It was only becoming clearer to him that the Death Eaters were beginning to act on their own, planning something big that they didn’t need him to know about. Still, they held him for hours, while he was tapping his foot nervously against the stone floor wondering if she was okay. Once he was (finally) cleared and they walked him to the door, Oscar was ready to go straight back to where he’d seen Hestia last to try to track her down - what he hadn’t expected was to see her face right as he stepped out of the holding area.
What the hell was she doing here?
The belated realization that she might be here because of him made his throat suddenly close up, and Oscar opened his mouth to try to find the right words to say.
“…You’re okay.” Thank god you’re okay. “I’m sorry, I should’ve…I promised you I’d take care of you and…” He’d let her down, but it was hard to admit it, even just to himself. He had been so confident after the appearance of the List that he would be able to protect Hestia and keep her safe, that he couldn’t help but feel ashamed at the fact that he lost sight of her within minutes after the Mark appeared. “I’m sorry.”
Her head was still spinning, chest felt like it was heaving even though hours had passed since the chaos that had unfolded at the election ceremony. She stared down at the notebook in her lap, the clock above her ticking away as a reminder of how long she’d been sitting her with her notebook open and blank on her lap - as if it were mocking her. The list of people who had been accounted as missing after the destruction had finally quieted down was written on the paper, but the only one she could focus on was Mary.
Completely wrapped up in her own thoughts, the sound of the door opening caused her to look up, her notebook slamming shut on her lap as noticed one of the Aurors holding it open. Her chest tightened in nervousness, because none of them had planned for this afternoon - let alone for if one of them was dragged off to a cell - but when she saw Oscar, she let out a breath of relief. At least he was okay, she thought to herself, rising to her feet as she went to meet him.
The concern in his voice was something that she wasn’t used to - and wasn’t expecting. He was the one who had just been locked up, after all. “I’m fine. Rabastan got me out of there and to Frank before any of the other Death Eaters had a chance to find me,” she replied, realizing that Rabastan’s quick thinking had not only saved Millicent from an imminent death, but potentially herself from being taken like the others. “Are you okay?” she asked quietly. “I heard that you and Fenrir had been taken away by the Aurors for questioning, and I just... came right here.” It probably sounded stupid, as there was no need for her here, but this had never been part of the plan, and she could only think if it was her on the other side of things, being released from a lockup to see a familiar face would be a blessing. “Are you okay? Is Fenrir alright?”
Some, Gretchen nearly repeated with a scolding look, but remembered that Hestia was not here to irritate her or to provoke her (there was a first time for everything) and thus swallowed the comment. “I saw it; I tried to take Bellatrix down, but there’s only so much you can do when you’re fighting against You-Know-Who’s biggest fan girl. Alice was knocked unconscious and Bellatrix took her away. I was sporting an inflamed leg from a hex by that point, so try as I might, I couldn’t grab Alice away.”
Tapping her quill against the notebook she had sitting in front of her, this was perhaps the biggest question of them all. Alice’s name hadn’t been on the list, and yet she was the only one still missing. “I wonder if Bellatrix was supposed to kidnap you instead - considering your name was on the list. But why Alice?” she thought aloud, not expecting an answer or a response from Gretchen before shaking her head, scribbling down some notes on the pad. “I’m sure you did the best you could. Have you seen the black material anywhere other than at the statue?”
He wondered, however briefly, how long she had been aware of his presence in the foyer, but he knew it wasn’t worth lingering on. He hadn’t done anything illegal, at least not to his knowledge and despite the pioneering efforts of many, being curious wasn’t a crime. Evan let her speak without interruption, head tilted in what many would identify as a pretense of interest. However, for once he was actually curious to know about someone’s interpretation of events other than his own, especially when that someone had their name on a list. “A list had appeared, overnight, seeming with no culprit, carved on a fountain which is meant to celebrate all that is good about the Wizarding World and you haven’t taken it as some kind of threat? Hestia, my dear, I know nothing more about this list than anyone else, as shocking as that may seem as I do often know everything. I am simply concerned about your welfare. Perhaps it will all come to naught, but that shouldn’t mean you let your safety be in jeopardy.”
She frowned, unsure what to make of the conversation. It wasn’t as if they were comrades or they were friends - even to say that they were acquaintances was perhaps pushing it too far, as the extent of their relationship had been singled out to one evening. And even so, she couldn’t ignore the fact that he seemed to have genuine concern in his voice, something that she wasn’t exactly expecting. “Sorry,” she mumbled, staring down at her hands for a moment. “I didn’t - I wasn’t trying to insinuate or accuse you of anything. I’m just - a little jumpy, I guess. I like having all the answers, and I don’t - and nobody else seems to,” she replied with a shrug of her shoulders. She was speaking candidly, something she wasn’t sure on whether or not he was looking to listen to, considering that she had been the one to initiate the conversation. “I don’t even know why someone would be interested in getting anything from me. I have nothing to offer. I’m a nobody.”
A very odd sense of relief washed through her at the moment Hestia admitted not having a Valentine’s date and Mary couldn’t even hide her smile as she listened to her. Her sweet voice was like drinking a cup of her favorite tea; cinnamon, milk and honey. Mary simply sighed as she allowed the emotions run free for a second. “I think it’s important to treat yourself with chocolates and flowers, Tia. No one would ever love you more than yourself and you should definitely celebrate that.”
Mary decided that she needed to focus on their mission instead of staring at Hestia like she was made of sunshine and sugar, which she was, but that wasn’t the point. Only that, of course, Hestia had other plans and Mary was completely and absolutely sure the world had stopped spinning just for a moment. “Yo-you want me to– Oh… I mean, yeah, that sounds– that sounds good, yeah, yes.” She was so lame. “I like that idea. I’ll buy us dinner.”
It wasn’t a date, obviously not, yet Mary could feel something fluttering in her stomach and she tried so hard to stop smiling like an idiot. They were friends and Hestia was being nice, and there was no reason to think of Hestia in any other way, right? Because they were friends and she was lovely, so it was completely fine if Mary enjoyed her company.
Pushing all those thoughts to the back of her head, Mary followed Hestia and nodded. Sometimes the most obvious place was the perfect place to hide something, she knew that very well, and they had to make sure they covered the entire building. “We just need a way in. I doubt it’s easy, they keep so many weird things there.” She stopped and looked around for a place to stay out of sight. “We could hide and wait for someone to open the door, and then just do exactly what they do to get in.”
At Mary’s response to her offer, Hestia couldn’t help the overwhelming smile that came across her face. Even if she didn’t have a significant other to spend the evening with - not in the way that many of her friends did, it didn’t mean that she couldn’t spend Valentine’s Day with someone that she loved. How lucky that Mary fit that criteria better than anyone else. “Really?” she beamed, though her voice came out more as a squeak over anything else. As if she couldn’t believe it - because it was impossible to believe that Mary not only didn’t have someone to spend it with, but also wanted to spend it with her. Her cheeks flushed slightly, before she laughed softly, considering that she must’ve looked a little foolish. “I mean, really - that’s great. It’ll be fun. We never get to spend a lot of time together outside of work,” she quickly added, twisting her hands nervously in front of her.
There was no reason to be nervous, it was just the two of them spending an evening together. They’d done it plenty of times before, ordering takeaway and working the hours into the night onto whatever task needed to be done. This was just... nothing to do with work. Tucking a wayward curl behind her ear, she followed after Mary down the hallway, because for a few moments it was easy to forget that the two of them were actually here at the Ministry to do reconnaissance and not simply enjoy each other’s company - even if that’s what Hestia was completely focused on.
She nodded, looking around the corner at the door that led to the Department of Mysteries. “I could just go and test if it’s open,” she said with a shrug, figuring what was the worst that could happen. Alastor and the rest of the Order seemed to have the confidence in them to continue on with this mission, so there wasn’t a whole lot that could’ve happened - she hoped. As they approached the door, she paused a couple of steps away, turning back to look at Mary. “Did you hear that thing that Rita Skeeter mentioned, by the way? About missing memories that haven’t been found yet. She asked me if I knew anything, but I didn’t have any idea what she was talking about.”
Oscar had had many drinking companions in the past. None that stuck around, really, for one reason or another. There were people like Prewett, who wanted something from him, then there were the Death Eaters, who always seemed to be watching him like he was going to turn into a werewolf at any moment. They were exhausting to be around, and he didn’t particularly enjoy having to watch his back while he was enjoying a cold beer or whiskey, so he’d always preferred to be alone. But there was something inexplicably comforting about Hestia Jones, and he thought it was perhaps because she didn’t have any expectations for him. She’d always been like that, he supposed - even at the Janus meetings, she always seemed to be so…forgiving. Warm.
“Between you and me - I honestly don’t do a whole lot. File papers, organize information. Snoop around Knockturn Alley if she needs me to.” It wasn’t something he would have liked to admit to anybody else, but there was nothing to lose by telling her. “If I could have it my way, I probably wouldn’t even be working for that department but we’ve all got to start somewhere, right? It’ll be impossible to hold any other job when I have to take days off every full moon. Someone’ll catch on and I don’t feel like going to Azkaban just yet.”
You’re welcome to spend time with me. Oscar wasn’t sure if it was pity or genuine concern, but it was difficult to be cross with someone who just told him that they wanted to be around him instead of simply tolerating his presence because they had to. And he’d thought Hestia was doing much the same, both being in Janus and all - he’d never expected her to actually care. “So you do get a kick out of watching people like me,” Oscar said, though this time with an amused laugh. “I guess I understand that. But it’s not really safe to be out by yourself at this hour. Not anymore, anyway.”
She listened intently, nodding along. The amount of things that could’ve been going on in the Ministry seemed endless, but to think of a job of simply pushing paper and filing seemed almost like a bit of a... letdown. Even though Oscar was quieter than most of the other voices in Janus, it was evident that he knew what he was talking about when he spoke, a common sense that most people seemed to have misplace during the times of war. “You should do what you want to do. Not let anything - including a full moon hold you back,” she blurted out, before realizing what she’d said, pressing her lips into a thin line. A nervous laugh bubbled up from her lips as she shook her head. “What I meant was that... you’re very smart. And you could probably do a lot of good within the Ministry. More than just filing and intimidating people. But - that’s none of my business.” Her mouth slipped into a frown at the mention of Azkaban, the thought of something like that happening not something she was interested in thinking about.
“I like observing anyone. Pubs tend to be the best place to go because there’s always a variety of people who come into them.” She idly shrugged. It was an offer that she wasn’t expecting him to take in the first place, he probably had plenty of better things to do in his spare time other than hang out with her, but it was simply natural for her to reach out and offer something like that, no matter who it was. With Janus, it just tended to happen more because she was always around them. She nodded slowly, not having realized what time it was. She laughed quietly as she got to her feet, tucking her belongings into her bag before pulling the strap over her shoulder. Whether or not he was concerned was something she couldn’t quite place. “It’s just me going from here by myself, to my flat by myself. I’ll be fine.” Tossing the money that she owed down onto the counter along with a tip for the barkeep, she gave another smile at Oscar. “You’re probably right though, I should be going. Thanks for the company, though. It was nice talking to you. We should do it again some time.” A shot in the dark, knowing it most likely wouldn’t happen again, but she could hope.
She hadn’t counted how many days they had been there in the cold cabin, she only remembered pain and screams, and Daisy’s cries still echoed in her ears. The sweet couple helping them assured them that they would be okay, and Mary was having a hard time believing they had been there for four days. After all, it was hard to see if it was day or night in hell. But they weren’t safe, not even close, as the flashbacks and nightmares would forever haunt them. The couple weren’t telling anything about the kidnappings, saying that it was safer if they didn’t know anything. Mary feared the worst, and she worried every single second for her friends.
Knoydart Peninsula, or so they had told them. How the hell they had ended up there? That was, of course, the least of her worries. They needed to make it back to London, but they had to make sure it was safe. But Mary was getting desperate, they had to let the Order know that they were safe, hiding because who knew if the Death Eaters were out there looking for them.
A loud bang brought her back to reality and Mary looked at the sleeping figure next to her. She should definitely wake Daisy up and get the hell out of there, but then she reminded herself that the Death Eaters didn’t just go about and knock, they just forced their way in. She wasn’t being paranoid. Mary was terrified and her body was still healing, she was in no right place to deal with more tortures. They couldn’t go back to the cabin, they just couldn’t.
Could she be dreaming? It had been impossible to close her eyes without memories rushing back to her, and dreams were never that good. But that was Hestia’s sweet voice, and something within her felt warm and– Mary jumped to her feet at the moment the door was open and then she saw her, just like she remember her; bright as the moon and sweet as honey. “Hestia,” she managed to breath out, still not believe that he was there, that she had found them.
She’d heard the saying once before that you could’ve truly appreciate what you had until it was gone. And how true of a sentiment that was, now that she had lived through it. So many people were missing, and deep down, she knew that she should’ve been one of them, had it not been for Rabastan’s quick thinking. But despite knowing that others were missing, other friends and other good people who had been kidnapped without a trace - the only thing she could focus on was Mary. It’d only been four days since the events following Millicent’s speech, but it had felt like an eternity - days stretched out that never seemed to end, as Hestia could only compare it to feeling as if the heart had been stolen right out of her chest. What a world to live in, being a girl who thrived on emotions. It was bleak, dark, practically unlivable.
And so she did the only thing she could think to do - threw herself into work. Never before had she had the courage to walk to the editor and demand something, never before had she believed that she’d be granted it in return. But being a member of the press had it’s perks - people knew her voice, they knew her name and they listened to her, and when she spoke of how Mary and Daisy needed to be brought home as soon as possible, they listened and they rallied around her. Spending too long thinking or wondering was just that much longer that Mary was missing without Hestia to find her, and so she had steeled herself off to whatever she might’ve been feeling. Any worries, any fears, any troubles or sadness - there was no use in considering it. Mary was gone, and until Hestia found her, her safe return was the only thing that mattered.
Throwing the door to the basement open, her eyes were already scanning the darkness as she looked for something. Anything. She had never dealt with Death Eaters before, and even though she was hoping for the best - she didn’t know what she was supposed to be expecting. Being busy had allowed her mind to not wonder to the possibilities of what could’ve happened following the kidnappings, but she knew - she knew what may have happened. She was naive, but not stupid.
It was quiet, until - a voice. Her legs were carrying her down the flight of stairs before she had heard the entirety of her name leave Mary’s lips. It was barely a whisper, but she heard it, the sweetest sound that she could remember hearing in recent memories. Her heart was already thrumming heavily in her chest, the steps falling under her feet two at a time until she felt the floor underneath her, the only thing that seemed to serve as a reminder that she was still standing on her two feet, rather than crumpling at the sight of Mary in front of her.
She managed the rest of the distance to Mary, before her arms were reaching out, her hands moving to gently cup Mary’s face in them, tenderly in fear of any injuries. She just - she needed to touch her - make sure that she was okay, that she was truly here. “Mary, you’re here. You’re okay, you’re here,” she choked out, her words rushing together as the worries and the fears and the emotions that she’d shoved down over the past days suddenly came rushing back forward. Relief seemed to supersede them all, though, feeling like she could exhale for the first time in days. “We need to get you and Daisy out of here. Are you hurt?”
Gretchen warily looked over her shoulder, eyeing Hestia uncertainly… before slowly turning back, tossing a towel over her shoulder and raising an eyebrow. “Let’s talk about it. You and I both should have been where those captives are now. I don’t know why we weren’t - but everyone who was kidnapped, minus Longbottom, was on that list. Don’t know why Lestrange would want to kidnap Longbottom, but to each their own, I suppose.”
Hestia kept her mouth shut for a moment. She knew exactly why she hadn’t been kidnapped - because just like the Order had traitors, the Death Eaters had the same, and it was Rabastan who had thought quickly. “Thankfully some of the captives have already been returned safely,” she said instead, before raising an eyebrow at Gretchen’s words. That part still didn’t make sense. “I take it you witnessed Bellatrix kidnapping Alice. Can you tell me what you saw?”
The pert sound of reprimanding threw him mentally back in time. What did you do that for? Such a common saying towards the doctor he would have been certain he had a personal collection of come backs to shut up who ever it was up as quickly as possible, and to ‘let me do my work.’ But they were very clearly in a book store. Filled with a handful of text books that he’s written for students, and others he’s debunked as being fiction when they so claimed otherwise.
Her next comment didn’t stop him from gathering all the books he couldn’t turn around into his hands, stacking them up to have a word with the owner so he could get the publication cover switched. This was the last thing he needed right now. His life work being the cause of his capture and subsequently his death. He cocked a brow her way. The strong line of his jaw tightened to pop the joint subtly in his irritation, a stew of emotions he was never good at understanding or deciphering no matter how many wonders of the world he trekked into with pages and pages of notebooks filled about their histories.
Was this anger he felt right now? Towards this little woman who’s hands were now residing on her hips like she held any authority to be.
“Were you so inclined to read about the ancient histories on beetle fossils found buried in a location that hadn’t been rumored to be near water for a millennium?” he inquired deeply, the coming full moon making him agitated and draw out the unique accent of his person. He still hadn’t entirely looked at her, he quickly handed her one of the books to see if that shut her up. “I highly doubt without a mentor to walk you through this text– you’d understand the important underlining meaning to its historic narrative to the evolution of travel for mankind. You see it’s all a giant puzzle– the world around us– just as right now is. And–”
He turned towards her gently– his eyes strangely sunken in and tired appearing next to the folded armed image on the book looking proud yet mildly more approachable than now. He grabbed a few more tomes to stack them better without the owners consent. “Sometimes secrets and reasons why someone does something is really non of your business– stirring the truth can have dire consequences. If my life is anything to go by–”
Had someone spat in this man’s tea this morning? Or had he just woken up on the wrong side of the bed?
The curtness and the snap in his tone wasn’t something that she was expecting, leaving her to all but curl inwards on herself. Hestia listened with curiosity as continue to speak - his voice taking a turn for the condescending as he continued. Her arms moved from where they had been resting against her hips, to cross over her chest. It was no surprised to her, nothing new at all - someone else discounting her opinion or what she said or the validity of her words. Worst of all, this was coming from a complete stranger - that just seemed to pester her even more.
“No offense, but that’s not very nice of you to assume that I’m not intelligent enough to understand this text on my own. Or that I wouldn’t be interested in it. Although I am curious now why a book about beetle fossils is being sold in this location. I don’t see very many people with a desire to read about things such as that,” she murmured, taking the book from him and running it over in her hands.
She flipped the book over, noticing the picture on the back of the coversplash was the same as the image that was facing her right now. She didn’t say anything, turning the book back over and placing it on the shelf, a knowing smile on her face as she turned back to face him. “You say that secrets are none of my business, and yet you’re the one speaking in cryptics and inviting more onlookers and observers into your life by purposely hiding things and secrets. Not very well, I might add. Dr. Khalfani, is it?”
“You might think people would be better at protecting themselves, but when people are scared they tend to make more mistakes. Little things slip their minds because they’re too concerned about everyone else. Maybe it’s not a list of targets but a list of distractions. People will be so focused on us, they’ll go after someone else.” Dorcas shook her head a little as she spoke and folded her arms across her chest. That was quite possible. She knew that in her case, there would be other order members with her probably around the clock, protecting her. It’d be much easier to take them out when they weren’t protecting themselves. She would have to mention they at the next order meeting…which she supposed would take place soon in light of these recent events.
“And you’re only drawing more attention to yourself from publishing your little story. Whoever did this wants attention, and that’s exactly what you’re doing. If I were you, I’d be doing things much differently.” Doe mentioned with a small shrug and then looked around the Ministry as the crowds of people became less and less. “But whatever, you life. Not mine.” She added after a moment with another shrug as she looked back at Hestia.
Hestia didn’t say anything, instead running a hand over her face. There were too many things that this could’ve been, and she didn’t have the answers. She doubted that anyone in Janus or the Order would have the clues as to what had caused this either, and she knew that it meant just waiting. She looked back at Dorcas, listening to what she was saying, before turning back to the list. She read through all the names again, repeating them to herself, before she narrowed her eyes.
“All of the names on the list. They’re all - everyone is a member of the Order,” she said quietly, before turning to face Dorcas again, because this couldn’t have been a simple coincidence. There may have been a few double agents on the list, but that didn’t mean that their loyalties to the Order meant any less. It had to mean something. “There - that has to mean something,” she mumbled, scribbling down a note to herself.
Unable to stop herself from letting out a laugh at the other girl’s words, she pocketed her notebook and pen, before shaking her head. “It’s a good thing you’re not me, then. Otherwise the public wouldn’t have a clue as to what was going on around them. I wouldn’t tell you to not do your job as a Healer, so I’d appreciate the same respect from you.” The last words and the casualty in which she said them stung, as if Dorcas couldn’t care less about it. “I do hope you stay safe, Dorcas,” she added after a moment.
△ How do you feel about Mary?
7/10.
Mary is - she’s like the sun. She’s warm and she’s bright and she’s beautiful and she makes me feel so happy whenever I’m with her. She leaves me wishing that she was always around me, and missing her whenever she’s not. Sometimes she makes me feel too warm and leaves me breathless and confused in a way that I can’t quite figure out yet. She’s my dearest friend, and I hope that it never changes, because I don’t know what I’d do without her - but I don’t want to have to figure it out. It’s funny, because when I was younger, I wanted to be just like her - until I realized that was impossible. There’s only one Mary, because she’s one of a kind and there’s no one who can achieve just what she does.