Only if walls could talk.

  Jordyn Garcia. Thirty-Five. Mother. (ex)wife x2. Dramatic Therapist, sometimes just dramatic. Badass bar Owner. Lover of a strong drink and a good smack on the ass. Just because I'm a mom doesn't mean I'm boring.  

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“My apologies for being away, If anyone needs me I’m here and ready to hear about all of your Christmas’“

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Shoes with...laces???  #EmersynOlive #thisisthree #shecanttiethem #dontletherfoolyou

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⌚

Is your muse good with keeping on schedule for meetings, appointments, or events, or are they always late? Or, are they always a bit early?

It honestly depends on what aspect of her life were talking about. She’s always on time to work but in her personal life she tends to be late to some...most things. 

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☺

What is your muse’s smile like? Do they smile often?

She smiles when smiling feels right, if that makes sense? Like she smiles but also does have a mean resting bitch face

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📱

Does your muse prefer calling or texting?

Texting! If someone calls her sometimes she will just stare at her phone until it goes away and stops ringing

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♬

Does your muse sing well? Regardless of whether they sing well or not, do they enjoy singing?

Give her a few drinks and she’ll sing all night long lol 

No but honestly, she was on Broadway so yes she can sing!

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☂

Does your muse like rain?

Honestly it really depends on her mood, sometimes she would be in the mood to stand in the rain with a smoke and just take it in and on the other hand she can do anything in her power to avoid it and it could make her miserable. 

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Random headcanon meme!

⍤ : What does your muse’s voice sound like? Is it light? High pitched? Scratchy? Deep? 

✍ : What is your muse’s handwriting like? Is it neat? Sloppy? Fancy?

☕ : Does your muse prefer coffee or tea?

⌚ : Is your muse good with keeping on schedule for meetings, appointments, or events, or are they always late? Or, are they always a bit early?

♿ : Has your muse had any injuries in the past?

☺ : What is your muse’s smile like? Do they smile often?

⚡ : How does your muse feel about storms? Are they afraid of them, or do they calm them?

⚠ : How does your muse react to possibly dangerous situations? Do they face them head-on, or do they plan out their actions first?

☃  : What is your muse’s favorite season? What about their least favorite season, if they have one? 

☂  : Does your muse like rain?

☼ : Does your muse like daytime or nighttime more?

🏨  : How well does your muse sleep?

❤ : What are your muse’s thoughts on love? If they are not in a relationship, do they believe that they will ever find a perfect someone for them?

☘ : Does your muse believe in luck? How about fate?

⚯ : Does your muse have good eyesight? If not, what is it like? Are they nearsighted or farsighted? Or both? Do they use glasses? Or do they prefer contacts?

👓 : If your muse wears glasses, what are their glasses frames like?

♨ : Does your muse have good table manners? How do they feel about bad table manners?

❀ : What is your muse’s opinion about flower crowns?

♬ : Does your muse sing well? Regardless of whether they sing well or not, do they enjoy singing?

📐 : Is your muse good at math? Do they like it, or do they hate it?

♞ : What is your muse’s favorite animal?

εїз : How does your muse feel about bugs and insects?

📱 : Does your muse prefer calling or texting?

☆ : Of the sun, stars, and the moon, which is your muse’s favorite?

ツ : Does your muse prefer lots of friends, or just a few close ones?

✝ : Is your muse religious?

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doctorxseuss‌:

Dr. Seuss approached the nurses’ station, looking to grab her new patients’ charts. Her tablet wasn’t giving her access to her patients’ information, so she asked the nurse on shift to grant her permission on the device. It was sorted out, and just as she was about to head back to her office, Sidney walked straight into one certain too-familiar face. Jordyn Garcia. The doctor froze and she stared wide-eyed for an uncomfortable moment, then blinked a few times to ensure she was truly seeing what she was seeing. “H-hey…” @jordyngarcia

Jordyn had been rushing around like crazy the last few hours, her whole day had been filled with business. “Thank you Liz!” She exclaimed grabbing her tablet from the nurses hand and turning around quickly, hitting another body as she did so. “My god I’m so so -” Jordyn’s whole body froze in the sight of Sidney, never in a million years had she expected to see this face in her work place again. Eden hadn’t even told her that Sidney was coming back to work. “Wow..” She paused again, unsure on how Sidney would treat her after the whole spill with Kim and hoping to god she didn’t know what was going on between Eden and her. “Sidney..what a surprise!” She hugged her tablet close to her body, awkward was never a feeling Jordyn had present but right about now her awkward metre was through the roof.

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eden-mayer‌:

Eden almost nodded and turned out of the brunette’s office. 

Almost. 

But when she seemingly suddenly felt Jordyn’s hand on her jaw, nearly freezing at the sensation alone. It was something that Eden never realized that she wanted— not until that very moment. Plenty of thoughts stirred around in her mind, though the blonde ignored them, as difficult as it was. Now wasn’t the time for any what if’s, it wasn’t the time to think about the past or the effects on the future one simple action would have— Eden practically yanked herself from the deep well of thoughts to bring herself to the present. The present, which was, intentionally deepening the kiss between the two, backing Jordyn further into the office— and feeling incredibly grateful that she’d closed the door on her way in.

All the unsure feelings that could be present in the Latina’s mind were thrown away and all she could think about was how surprisingly good of a kisser Eden was and how incredibly fast this was moving, whatever this was. Her back hit wall hard, no recollection on how the two even got there. Their bodies were close, Jordyn’s hands ran through the blonde locks before pressing her lips in harder to the other woman’s, almost like a game of tug of war, but in this game no one lost. 

The brunette’s hands wanted to explore every curve Eden had to present, hands running down the blondes torso tightly, her shirt hugged her curves in all the right places. Jordyn held onto the bottom of Eden’s shirt and began to lift it up over the other head, throwing it across her room. Her brown eyes met the blue again “I hope that shirt wasn’t too important to you.” a light smirk formed on her lips as she wrapped her arms around the other, undoing her bra as her eyes stayed fully connected to the blondes.

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eden-mayer‌:

“Got it.” It wasn’t like Eden was expecting Jordyn to respond with an argument— insisting that Eden was, in fact, a Kim. But for some odd reason, she wasn’t entirely expecting the reassuring response that she received. Jordyn’s words, all of them, echoed throughout the blonde’s mind, and she nodded her head. It was almost like Eden could feel the relief coursing through her veins. Eden had never been a fan of Jordyn in the past, and she never quite understood why the brunette and Kim got on at all. Though, hindsight seemed to be 20/20 on that situation. She absolutely never expected to grow as close, and as attached, to Jordyn nearly as quickly as she did. Nor did she anticipate feeling comfortable enough to open up to her about the tricky situation. Eden hadn’t noticed that her gaze had fallen to the floor while she was deep in thought, and quickly looked back up with a sweet smile on her lips, “thank you.”

An immense amount of learning had been done in the last few years of the Latina’s life, she had jumped though many a obstacle and had been growing mentally. Each of her past relationships had taught her patience in different ways, Daniel had taught her that not everyone is going to be as infatuated with her as the last person and to be patient because not everyone's affection was the same. Kim taught her patience in the category of being a woman as a whole, same sex relationships were more complicated in her opinion and woman’s feeling needed to be taken more seriously and attended to quicker. Woman need to be assured and loved a completely different way than men and for a long time Jordyn couldn’t understand that because she herself was more like a man when it came to being loved. Eden’s blue eyes were beautiful as she looked into Jordyn’s, her smile lit up the brunettes whole aura. “Absolutely. Thank you for coming to see me today.” Her words flowed out of her mouth like water, calm and smooth. Their eyes stayed connected for a few moments before Jordyn took her free hand and placed it on the side of Eden’s face, rubbing her thumb along the other woman’s jaw line. She pulled the blondes face closer to her, sending a soft smile before connected her lips with the others, hoping to god the signals she was getting from Eden were correct.

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lolaspalmer‌:

“Damn, do I need a night out.” Lola sighed loudly to herself. Of course, she needed a nice fun night out to relieve all the stress. All the stress of all the work she’d been doing around here… which was next to nothing but that wasn’t the point.

Jordyn wasn’t sure if the other woman knew she wasn’t alone, but she couldn’t help but laugh at the tone in the woman’s voice “You know I own a bar down the way if you’re serious about this night out you are so desperate for.” She smiled, crossing her arms against her chest.

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eden-mayer‌:

There was a small nod before the blonde sat down, unable to keep from smiling at Jordyn’s own joke about the coffee. “Yeah, I hope so, because there’s a whole lot of it in there,” she huffed, leaning back a little. Talking is good. NOT talking is NOT good. “I just wanted to make sure that you weren’t, like, I don’t know..” gone. “It was just.. not the most fun topic. And hearing you say all of that stuff about Kim really scared me because I think I am Kim. I mean, I’m not really Kim, but in the whole.. separation and custody stuff: I’m a Kim.” Pausing, Eden sat up a little more, tucking her hair behind her ear before taking a long inhale. “When Sidney left, and she did all of what she did, I took Emmy and I went home for a little while. And, years later, when we tried working things out, she showed me time and time again that she couldn’t keep her promises. I tried giving her extra chances to get to know her three year old, and she just kept.. she kept proving to me that I couldn’t rely on her. So that’s when I gave her divorce papers, by throwing them into her office like a paper airplane no less. She’d been sober for a little while, and then we were gonna try to do a shared custody thing. Before we could even do that, she showed up at my house absolutely hammered. By showed up, I meant literally walked into my home. That’s when I got a lawyer and eventually, after a long, tortuous trial, got full custody of Emmy.” Pausing to blink tears from her vision, Eden took another deep breath, “I got scared, hearing how upset with Kim you were, and how much anger you felt toward her. Valid anger. Because, regardless of when my stuff happened, or how different it is, I’m still a Kim.” Shoulders lifted in a small shrug, and Eden cleared her throat once more before speaking again. “I’m still a Kim, a-and I’ve really liked having you around and I was scared that it would chase you off.”

Jordyn’s eyes squinted as she listened to Eden begin her speech. Halloween night definitely got interesting to say the least, the way Eden had reacted to the topic they were discussing caught Jordyn off guard, reminded her of a familiar feeling she would experience when Kim would get overwhelmed. In the last few weeks the two had barely interacted, a sense of awkwardness filled each space they were caught together in. However Jordyn didn’t feel an ounce of awkwardness in these moments, the brunette couldn’t help but smile softly when she realized that Eden liked spending time, she enjoyed the company that she provided and this was never something that could ever have been predicted, nothing close to this. These two clicking? What an unexpected situation. Jordyn didn’t speak while Eden spoke towards her, however her eyes made it clear that she was listening and was taking every single word in. A smile came to her face as she got up off her chair and walked around her desk towards Eden, she bent down onto her knees. “Listen Eden, you are allowed to be scared, absolutely. Fear is real and is normal and okay to feel.” Jordyn reached up and took the blondes hand in hers. “You are not a Kim, trust me. What you did was completely different than what Kim chose to do. You protected your child, Kim punished her ex-wife with no reason to punish her. You do not stand close to a Kim, understood?” A small smirk appeared across her lips “and for the record, I’ve really liked having you around too and I definitely do not like having Kimberly around. Got it?” Her eyebrows raised, tilting her head to the right while looking up into Edens bright eyes.

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eden-mayer‌:

Slowly approaching the other therapist’s office, Eden clutched the coffee cup in her hands tightly, as if somehow that’d make her feel better. As she neared the door, the blonde inhaled a long, staggering breath just before knocking lightly. The immedaite sight of Jordyn alone in her office brought the blonde an unbelievable amount of relief, and an insane amount of fear as well. A soft, dimpled smile slowly appeared on her face as she walked towards Jordyn’s desk, setting the coffee down gently. “That’s some.. sorry that I ruined Halloween a little bit with my dramatics coffee,” she spoke softly. “It’s a really.. it’s a nice blend of, um.. self-deprication, lots of apologies, and just a little dash of shame.”

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“Believe me Mandy, If I get to the bar and there is not a drink already made for me I will probably drink the window cleaner instead.” A frustrating sigh filled her office, her whole day had been filled with unpleasant interactions and god was she glad that her day was over. She placed her head down on her desk and let out a louder groan of annoyance, not expecting a familiar voice to fill her ears. The Latina lifted her head to see the blonde and two coffees, not quite vodka but the smile on Eden’s made up for it. “Oh!..Eden...” She paused, her eyes carefully taking in the blondes expression before smiling her own soft smile at the words she was saying. “Just sit down wont you.” Her arm extended to take the coffee from the other woman. She took a sip of the coffee “Wow, the self-deprecation really just makes the flavour.” 

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outsidersgracie‌:

As the lady welcomed her with a bright smile, Gracie immediately began getting flashes of danger. She was alone, in a room, with a stranger whom she’s never spoken to but was somehow supposed to confide in for the rest of this appointment. All Gracie could think of was leaving. She knew this lady wouldn’t let her leave, but Gracie found no harm in trying. She forgot to reply to her doctor’s warm welcome, as she quickly tried finding an escape route. “You… You know, um, ma’am, I really don’t-” she could feel the heat rising to her cheeks. “You look… busy… and, I don’t want to bother, really… Maybe I can come back at some later time?” she asked hopefully.

Jordyn explored the reactions that her new patient was expressing. Nervousness, the need to flee, looking for excuses. Jordyn new all of these feelings far too well herself. “Honestly..” She sat down on her chair and criss crossed her legs “I am not busy as all!” Her voice was believable despite just how incredibly busy she really was. “I’m pretty bored actually, sitting here twiddling my fingers and such.” She shot over a small wink, followed by another bright smile. “So I mean, if you really need to go that bad you know where the door is. But company would be nice right about now.” Her shoulders shrugged. “What do you think?”

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outsidersgracie‌:

Gracie re-checked the room number and gulped. The good vibes from two days ago were all gone. Now, Mom and Dad were nowhere to be found in this humongous building, and her friends back home (who gave her some sort of comfort, at least) weren’t around anymore. It was just Gracie, standing in the middle of a bustling hallway, facing a wooden door with a shiny metal handle. It didn’t help her mental state when her phone kept buzzing with texts, ones she knew she wasn’t supposed to read. Nevertheless, she took her phone out of her pocket and unlocked it, hoping that maybe one of her friends was talking to her, apologizing, anything. Instead, all she came across were numerous texts from creepy guys she didn’t know how to deal with. Before, she’d refer them to her friends. Now, all she could do was stare in disgust at their words and lock her phone. Gracie wasn’t used to this. Moreso, Gracie was sure whoever was at the other end of this office door wouldn’t know how to fix it for her, either. Still, she knocked twice, squeezed the handle, and hurried inside.

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Jordyn had been back to back with appointments this day, she shuffled the papers on her desk as she waited for the new face to walk through her office door. As she heard the knock she looked up and watched as the young blonde entered her room. “Hi!” Her voice was welcoming as she stood up and walkes towards the other. She reached her hand out to shake the blondes hand. “I’m Jordyn Garcia, it’s lovely to meet you.” She smiled the specific smile she kept for first time patients. “You’re Gracie right?” Jordyn began to walk back to her chair “Would you like to have a seat?” 

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kitrawlings‌:

Kit took back the pack and threw it lightly on the table next to the ash tray. At this point he did not care at all who might walk in and see him and now his accomplice smoking.

Taking another long drag, the cigarette smoke wrapping his lungs like a warm hug, Kit exhaled back the smoke and tilted his head to the side. If he only knew what was the problem, would have been pretty amazing. 

“I think the spark plugs might be dying on me.. everything else I checked so far seemed to be in shape” he shrugged, quite confused as to what really was the reason why his bike was not starting. His bikes were always fully serviced, so having a problem like this was rather a rare case. An exception.

“No shit, really?” he exclaimed, suprise appearing on his features. Perhaps it was new since he had no recollection of an existent bar last time he was in Brielle. After few moments of debating whether he should stay and continue tearing his bike apart or enjoy a beer, Kit finally took a decision. “You know what? I’m dying to put some alcohol in me” he nodded and stood up from his chair, leaving the instruments on the side. 

“Did you ride it?” he asked, glancing at the female.

Jordyn took in the mans mannerisms as he spoke, or just his movements in general. “Spark plugs could quite literally keep you stranded for a long while.” Her eyes widened with how genuinely shocked he seems at her information about owning a bar. “Really.|” The latina replied in a voice that was mimicking his shock in full. “Well let’s do this then.” She puffed on her cigarette one last time before walking over to the ash tray and squishing is down to put it fully out. “I’m assuming you need a ride?” She shot a wink his way as she adjusted her scarf, readying herself to step out into the cold. Which she hated to no end, the cold was one thing that always made her miserable, always would be. “Absolutely!” she shook her head as she spoke. “I loved to ride it.” She laughed softly, making slight fun of his questions innuendo.