schermolalìa

listen to my cries: Soundcloud or else.... (crying lots disclosing little).. i like computer

[jowisz80c]

next first game will have her cause ive done bad to her but her is me and it will come out

[jowisz80c]

it makes sooo little sense it's funnyyyyyy, this endless world of crappy placeholder

[jowisz80c]

lol i was very sad when i turned this painting into a cat i think it helped

[jowisz80c]

found this track during annual hard disk cleaning, totally forgot again I've been feeling the same feelings all my life like I could be speaking these words right now & thinking it's progess.... it's at least 2 years old and let me not start about what I would find in high school diaries.... at least emotions are emoting somehow and i have something to process it through

[jowisz80c]

every room i sleep in at night and the feverish dreams it contains

[jowisz80c]

I've been wanting to try and make a small little game on godot for a while now, I hope my head won't fuck it up again this time, 'cause I think I'm ready to stop being depressed T:T, it's been sooo long since last time I was active on something and actually learning and not wasting my life.... also neeeeed to make that music.... and have enough strenght to do it "now" even though I don't have so much personal space or even a proper room....

[jowisz80c]

[jowisz80c]

cover for a doomed weight-on-the-chest song somewhat feels like being trapped in nightly paranoid window scrutiny and just then bells start tollling...

[jowisz80c]

brother doesn't have a name but they've been following me since i picked them up from the ground and their ears are getting longer and longer..............