PoeticallyEngineered

I have a lot to say that I've never said.I'm a poet and I just thought people should know it:).Think of this as a picto-diaramic-poetic-blog. I coin that word. If you google it you should find my copyrights. #UofLSophomore #MechanicalEngineer #PoeticallyBlessed Istagram:@JreyaKyong

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Cause you gotta look off to the side ;)

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Made my own wig. Time to grow my hair without qualms. #welcomeback #tryingharder #teamcreative #herestothepoetry #inme

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#shophopes :) @shophopesrepangelica giving 10% off for @shophopes

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Today someone told me that I looked half dead and I replied, sharply I might add,” I think you’re looking at the glass half empty I”m actually half alive.” My comebacks never cease to amaze me.

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Is there really supposed to be a method to our madness. Tell me there's a reason, just one encompassing reason for any evil. I will not hold my breath. There isn't one reason you could give me that would justify attacking defenseless countries, or arming defenseless yet offend-able countries. There isn't one reason to leave children orphaned, leave father's without children, and the women don't get left because they're never given a chance to make it. I'm just ranting though, America will destroy us as it pleases, and there's always only one steering wheel so we can only be passengers in this crash.

Today in the life of an aspiring engineer I've battled the anxiety of being an introvert. I suppose in the stereotypical regard that would make me perfect quality for a future engineer. I cry in large crowds. I almost hyperventilated and flat out, embarrassingly cried because I had to share my tutor with one other person. Although some days I'm a joy to laugh with strangers, most days I just don't want to talk to anyone, almost like I could live my life dodging whispers and outspoken people as I follow the silence. I'm just not that huge of a fan of strangers.

Music, however, That's a noise I could drown my self in. I could live without people directing their words towards me, but if music didn't exist the world would exert an eery silence that would again bring me to tears, I believe.Just my thoughts on the world though.

Thanks for reading if you stopped by or thanks for passing it on if you didn't and may Allah bless you in ways I cannot.

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Today's life, nothing like yesterday guess its logical because they've been given both different names

Great way to start an entry right. Today's battle with a myriad of problems went quite well.I began my first ventures with Minitab the engineering version of excel as far as I've learned. Currently watching Doctor Who. Of course the 11th modern Doctor. I'm in love with Matt Smith's character. Also happy birthday to him.Today is his day.

Today I made pan de muerto except the totally inedible kind. I attempted to make it in the shape of a skull and bones. Its more of a general giant blob and its definitely not edible I don't think. I also mad ea trip to ValuMarket. It was a pretty decent travel I do believe. This entry won't have much volume to it. God bless those who move forward and those who cannot. God bless my enemies, if they exist, and those who love me. May you find your dream and go after it love.

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Welcome to the mind of an aspiring engineer, who writes at the writing capabilities of , in my own mind of course, a female Langston Hughes. Today was a regular day Chemistry class, Programming class, Spanish class, and the Dynamics class. In between those classes I do this modern thing called work study, which allowed me to read a chapter ahead for my Dynamics class, so a special thanks to my bosses of course. Thank the lord for work study because the other amazing side of me is the poor kid who's always asking where the free food is. Unfortunately the struggle is not only real but it resides in my apartment complex and uses my electricity. Today's blessings? besides waking up which I mus thank Allah the most high for, I would say actually starting to understand and really like the dynamics concepts. Quite the enjoyment for one of my stature :). I haven't quite decided what I want out of engineering nor if I want to actually pursue this branch or a different subset branch. I only for sure know that I want to design cars and engines and I would like to have as much fore knowledge on the concepts before I actually get thrown into that lions den.

Today I spent a significant amount of money on food. In response to my lack of food last week, I literally scrounged the campus for free food and had to sit in an office full of girls complaining about having too many extra meal plan points while my stomach acids began to deteriorate themselves. I wish that the acids would instead get working on this fat that seems to be hiding along my gut region as if it has no where better to be than my stomach. Trust me lipids, you could find better destinations than your current residence. I do apologize if I'm a bit of a scatter brain. As a child they said I had ADHD , but as an adult I'm now believing it is merely a case of too much on my brain. Rapid brain thoughts.

Do you know that the average engineering student that I have come contact with, which slightly screws with the definition of the word average, has been an overly privileged child raised to complain about the lack of finer things in life you can enjoy while being a poor college student? Its a sad reality for me, not them, because I have to endure the complaints of their parents keeping their car until their sophomore year, or their parents not paying for their gas, or how this month daddy didnt give an allowance, or he bought the wrong cookies when he went grocery shopping for them. The thing I fear most with maybe being able to have money after I have acquired this degree is that I'll be that person complaining that the caviar tasted cheap, or that my louis vuitton shoes  just werent as comfortable as my old Prada shoes. I fear I'll be that person I've spent my whole life despising because I could never be them. And soon I'll have the chance to be them and I wont know what to do. It scares me to finally be free of worrying about should I eat dinner tonight or save the food for lunch tomorrow. I've actually had to make decisions like this and I think no one should. The bright side is one day I can buy my mother a car, send her on trips around the world, and let my siblings see what its like to enjoy vacations for once. The hunger for these benefits outweighs the hunger for something to eat I feel.

What started out as a simple explanation of the mind set I'm in as a n aspiring engineer turned into me telling whomever may be reading , exactly what I feel as a lonesome college student. The amount I can write without a general prompt leads me to believe my other dream, poetry/creative writing, isnt as far off as I think. If any future possible employers happen to run across this, you can't imagine how much effort I would put into supporting the prosperity of your business, not only for the benefit of you, but for the benefit of my family. As much as you deserve my help and commitment, they also do.

Thanks for reading if you stopped by or thanks for passing it on if you didn't and may Allah bless you in ways I cannot.

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Dexter

Is it just me or does Dexter wear the same outfit everytime he kills someone?

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I like glasses. I don't need them though because I already see the vision 😂😂#jreyakyong

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#whenwasthatWednesday ;) #jreyakyong I be about something sometimes ;)

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So totally in #love #relationship #hancock don't ask about the ring. Just know it's #reallove #winkwink #JreyaKyong

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#flexing hard and I ain't go no where #wasgoingto #stunt #butnahh #ilovestupid #captions #InstaSize #jreyakyong #engineer #inthemaking

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Hello world. Actually goodnight ;) #nightnight #sleep #tight #imsorry if you don't know the rest :D #2014 #springsemester #almostover #jreyakyong

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#godisgood #bbn #doubt #gatorswho ? Once again y'all said it wouldn't happen and once again you were proved #wrong. #imcrying #bleedblue #inmysoul

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#talkshit #getbeat #bbn #youmad or #nahh #youare #idsaysorry #imnotsorry #imbouttopissyalloff #kentucky #bbn damn I'm scared to go back to school Monday. #goodday

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#russdiculous #russsmith #youdontwant #them #CATS #BBN #BigBlueNation #BasketBallNation #BirdBoppingNation #ItsAllAboutThatBlueLife #thugs 👏👏 two claps because were awesome.

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I laughed too hard #justintimberlake #cryme #a #river #flow #grammyawardwinning #POTUS