𝜗ৎ juh aven lover

"memories' ripples are waiting to be kissed awake by a shooting star"

[juhlovesrain]

† 𓈒ֺּׅ juh 𓏼 he / they / she⠀ ິ 𓈒ֺּׅ‿◞ ྀི

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byf/info: my content is mainly about non dualism, consciousness and shifting, but I also talk about things I like. I don't care If we have the same s/o, but feel free to block me if you're not comfortable with doubles. and I love aventurine :3

dni: basic criteria, anti shifter, sionist, anti-endo.

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[divatakesontruth]

You as you Are have no history, you have no past and there will be no future

You as you Are , are the spontaneity of unrelated ‘experiences’

You as you Are cannot be touched by anything for You are the screen of the play called life, appearing separate but necessary for the expression of life.

You as you Are remain constant as the world seems to move not knowing there is no movement but solely what is Known.

You as you Are are the inconceivable THAT.

[natdelioncourt]

I would like to know your opinion about desires.

I ask this because there is no I so whatever desire is there, isn't that a story appearing so how is that the fulfillment/attainment is not there and if it is then how does anyone can seemingly experienced whatever desire appears within Awareness/That/Knowing

Desires are just stories/narratives that are appearing/arising in Self because Self/" " knows of them.

It's all optional. Personally, if a story of desire appears, I just go with it and let a story of fulfillment appear. Vague illusions with seeming meanings that we are seemingly giving them. The story of fulfillment can appear if " " seemingly decides it. Any narrative is possible because it's just " "/Self >seemingly< experiencing " "/Self (itself) in " "/Self.

But seemingly fulfilling desires does not make me happy, I'm not happy and will never be. Happiness is an appearance that the illusionary "I" feels. Happiness is a story, sadness is a story, everything's a story. " "/THAT/Self can't be affected by anything. I seem to be happy when seemingly fulfilling seeming desires, but it's all " " and its stories/narratives/appearances.

Know of xyz and seemingly experience xyz.

[trulyeverafter]

Do I really need to understand the whole concept? (This seems like a question, but I think it's more of a title; I don't know how to explain it.) If this seems like I'm offending you or telling you what to do, I'm not, I swear. English isn't my native language, but here goes: you write a lot, a lot indeed, and at the same time you write and explain very well. You can answer all the questions perfectly, but in the end, do I need to know everything? Will knowing the answers to all these questions help in any way? Do I need to know something? I already know the answer to everything is no, and you were one of the only creators who didn't suggest practicing self-inquiry (this has nothing to do with the text, I only included it because I appreciate you being like that, and because I don't have the patience to keep inquiring). I think what I said isn't even a question per se, I think I just wanted to say something. In the end, I have the answer to this (I think I do). I think in the end it's not necessary to know anything, any question or answer is illusory. Thank you for being so simple.

There is no need to understand anything, indeed.

As much as people value "self-inquiry", in the end, it's just another method. I hate methods. I don't like talking about them, lol. Besides, it isn't just about my hatred for them, there is no need to do "self-inquiry" or whatever. " " just IS regardless. I am just being honest.

I am also not here to teach or guide or help. This blog is a museum of art pieces and mirrors that people may or may not resonate with. I just love engaging with all of you. I am not here to fix any of you. That would be quite ironic given how you are already " ". This is just another ordinary/extraordinary day in the unfolding of " ", hehe.

Is there anything to do other than enjoy the experience fully which is already being done anyway?

I am glad you liked my simple yet sophisticated art! <3

Oh, and by the way, the "answer to everything" isn't "no". It's just that there's no inherent answer, be it "yes" or "no". Only what you make of it, which isn't really an answer. So, am I really answering your questions perfectly? Once again, no inherent answer. :)

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[trulyeverafter]

Feeling restricted?

Reader: do you still feel restricted? Do you feel free in every respect? Perhaps it isn't freedom on a personal level — not the freedom for one's personal wishes to simply come true. But if you *are* Him — if your personal will has dissolved and your will has become His, in perfect alignment—then wouldn't that mean your wishes are fulfilled at every moment? There is only Him; why, then, does my individual will not appear to be in harmony with His? Why does there seem to be a separation—an illusion of separateness?

BEINGIS: No, no! there shows tremendous misunderstanding in the above questions.

Yes, I feel restricted all the time. For example, the body can't just fly. And if I forget to wear enough clothes when the weather gets cold, I get cold and probably get into a fever, the body would become very uncomfortable for a period of time. For example, I can't just get whatever the Mind wants, my wishes are mostly not met. I have said many times before, personal will has not been dissolved. I can feel "me" just like you do. I can feel personal will rising and falling. Just like I don't have a requirement to dissolve the storyline seemingly flowing through, there is no requirement to dissolve personal will and feelings. Feeling personal and having personal will is an integral part of this experiential storyline.

Wishes to dissolve personal feeling or personal will is like trying to improve the storyline of a dream, such wishes are exactly an integral part of the dream. When the above questions are being asked to me, you are not sensitive enough to notice that these questions and wishes expressed in the questions above are exactly what the Mind is projecting, an illusion projected by the Mind. You may assume that these wishes to get free in a storyline is beyond the storyline. No, these wishes are exactly part of the storyline, or a dream by itself.

Freedom is not obtained by having the character called "me" in a storyline obtain freedom in activities and feeling. You want to feel free, so that you can freely become a billionaire, you can freely do things that others can't do, you want your wishes to come true. Please notice, and notice again, all these wishes are part of the dreamlike storyline. All these wishes show that the storyline is being take seriously as if they are actually happening.

Yes, there is only THAT. The body's every action is actually THAT's action. Feeling unfree is THAT's freedom. Feeling pain is THAT's enjoyment. Feeling restricted is THAT's entertainment. Just like you may dream about being jailed last night, and yet fully realized by now that all of that seemingly terrible experience is nothing but your own entertainment. It feels 100% real, but nothing like that has actually happened.

No, the character in the empty storyline won't be like THAT. Why? just ask this question to yourself, do you desire that the dream character in your dream last night to be like THAT? By realizing that these desires themselves are jokes, upon that realization now, you stand at the same place as THAT.

In perfect alignment with THAT? All is already in perfect alignment. There is nothing for you to do a bit. Just watch your experience and notice, regardless how the feelings are trying to say, all is in perfect alignment with THAT. All these narratives from feelings, such as "no freedom", "restricted", "suffering", are nothing more than the Mind's descriptions, don't take them seriously. These narratives are like feelings in your dream, keep telling you: "this story is important! this story is important! do something about it!".

Beingls says that not everything is possible; if you’re saying the same thing here, why do you say that everything is possible?

This "me" is always limited. The "me" always has restrictions and limitations. That's part of the experience.

For example, if "you" are a human, then "you" have human limitations. If "you" are a god, then "you" have the limitations of a god. How can a god have limitations, you ask? Well, "individuality" is defined. Anything defined has limitations. This god is defined as something. Hence, the god will have limitations. For example, this "god" can't be everywhere at once. This "god" can't be something other than a "god". This "god" is still limited to being a "god" and not anything else. This "god" can't be "powerless". See how an "identity" no matter what it is, always has limitations? That's just how experience works, because experience is "defined".

But " " is undefined. Any "me", with its own bundle of limitations, can appear and disappear within it. The "defined" experience arises within this undefined " ". The "defined" is not separate from the "undefined", of course.

All of these are stories. All stories are limited and defined by, well, definition, lol.

So any "me" is free to appear within " ". But, the "me" which is human cannot become a god. The "me" which is a god cannot be human. Each "me", or generally, each "story" is fully and perfectly itself. What you truly are is this " ", within which stories of "me" keep arising and dissolving.

This is why he says "you", or what he calls "the seeming plotline itself", cannot be "improved", "modified", "changed", "expanded". Each "you" is fully itself. Each story is fully itself. Of course, it's not like you can hold a "you" in place. The "you" keeps changing itself and its reference indefinitely. It cannot be said what this "you" truly is at any moment, because it's never anything at any moment. This is the "magic"(as he says) of " ". There's nothing, yet there's everything.

A "me" trying to change itself is more of that "me" story. A "me" cannot become some other "me". Any story can arise within " ". But a "me" cannot become some other story or become "unlimited" like " ". So, there's no need to be bothered by how this "you" is the way it is right now. It makes no sense to be. It's perfectly itself. You were never this changing "you", anyway.

This ask was already sent to @divatakesontruth. I don't know why you considered a "second opinion", lol.

You can check out what Being said about "anything is possible" there, already. There's no conflict or contradiction with what he said between two posts in question. It's just the magical paradox of " ".

Here's the post in question:

Post by @ko-existing

💬 0  🔁 260  ❤️ 956 · Saying "anything is possible" is an understatement. · by Being_is_IT / Twitter Q: Because it is dream-like, anything i

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[natdelioncourt]

Hey, so I read your previous posts, and so, if I sump up. There is no “I” to realise Self, just Awareness “creating” a seemingly “I” who seemingly seek a realisation? And when bloggers say to us to see it by ourself it’s just notice how awareness is simply “working” and how awareness is already realised? ( I’m really sorry if it doesn’t make sense, I guess it’s completely normal to not understand it, anyway, it’s seemingly understood or not and English is not my first language so it’s really messy).

Btw, I love your posts and your aesthetic! Can’t wait for you to post more 🫶🏼

Hii! English also isn't my first language

THXX, I'll post more soon!!🫶🏼🤍 So happy

There seems to be an "I" realizing Self, and there's an appearance/illusion/seeming experience of Awareness 'creating' (although it's not, because creating implies that awareness is doing something, when " "/awareness is just being/knowing effortlessly) an "I" that seeks realization. In fact, everything (non-duality, an I that seeks for realization, someone who helps people who are seeking realization etc) is just a story/narrative/appearance/illusion.

When bloggers say to see it by ourselves, they are saying that words, books etc, can't help the seeming people seemingly discover the truth, because they (words, books etc) are just pointers (stories/narratives just like everything else) that are apparently pointing to " "/awareness. Direct experience is simply abiding in Self/resting with the knowing of being Self. The seeming "I" used to read many books and watch hundreds of videos about Advaita Vedanta/NonDuality, but still, the seeming realization did not appear. Then, "I" decided to see the truth for myself by simply knowing that " "/awareness is everything, including the illusion "I", "you", and "they." THAT is realization.

Awareness is not working or seemingly working. It's just existing/being itself.

Note about my writing: There's no need to divide the stories in 2 (like I did when I typed 《I》 inside quotation marks ["I"]; I only write like this when talking about the seeming "I" that lives in a planet etc, not " "). I like to write like this cause it's better (I think), since awareness doesn't feel or does anything (like realizing the truth etc— these are just stories/narratives).

Again, words can't help much since they're just pointers, so seeing it (truth) yourself is the only thing I'll recommend anyone. Sometimes, I type things that are not 100% accurate because " " can't be described by simple words.

This post down below explains the "see it yourself" part greatly:

Post by @divatakesontruth

💬 0  🔁 6  ❤️ 37 · Hii genuine question cause im a bit confused! If everything is just an equally "meaningless" appearance, why do you guys p

[hesperiaaan]

︵ things to include : in a sexual waiting room ♡

obviously, this contains sexual content, do not interact if you are uncomfortable with such topics.

O1 ー tv/computer/phone: have a digital platform where you can fully modify your waiting room (for example; changing the environment, adding/modifying extra rooms if your wr is a hotel, adding doors that open up to different places for your fantasies...), yourself (appearance, sensitivity, genitals, etc.), summon people/toys... this can be the "lifa app" of your reality.

O2 ー toys: you can summon any sex toy/sex doll you desire (out of thin air when you imagine it or from your "lifa app" where there are different toy categories; or you can have some kind of assistant that summons whatever you want?) or your waiting room already has a place full of these toys. the platform you are summoning sex toys can also provide you with description of the toys, how to use them & their pros. you can have: dildos, bullet vibrators, wand vibrators, clitoral suction vibrators, direct contact clitoral vibrators, rabbit vibrators, cock rings, butt plugs, prostate massagers, penis pumps, anal beads, finger vibrators, nipple clamps, sex furniture & realistic sex dolls...

O3 ー porn: you can access any kind of pornography you desire & find exactly what you want. you can find videos that exist in this reality, videos that don't exist in this reality and videos created completely for your desires/prompts. you can also manifest interactive videos that proceed according to whatever you want.

O4 ー sex games: you can access any kind of sex game you desire, including ones that exist in this reality, ones that don't, ones that you can design from the start and ones that your waiting room can completely create for you to play, according to your desires. you can also transfer these games to other realities/your current reality and play them on your device too. other than normal games, there are interactive games, virtual reality games and teleport-into-it games. (you can also turn normal games from this reality into sex games... i want nsfw versions of hoyo games so bad!!!)

O5 ー nsfw scenarios: you can insert yourself into any sexual fantasy/scenario you desire. for example, in my waiting room, i have a section on my "lifa app" where i can write whatever scenario i want to experience, and the door in my room allows me to enter that scenario (you can also make it shifting-like, where you directly "shift" into that scenario after deciding what you want). other people/your sexual partners in your scenario don't have to be actual real people with awarenesses, they can be created by your waiting room to just satisfy your desires.

O6 ー sexual education: you can learn/read things about sex in your waiting room. for example, i have lessons & tutorials for nsfw art in my waiting room, but this can go for anything sexual.

O7 ー fanfictions: you can access or automatically create any nsfw fanfiction you want. you can also write your own or choose an already existing fanfiction, and "enter" it to experience whatever is happening in the fanfiction.

O8 ー summoning: you can summon any person/character you want in your waiting room. again, they don't have to be real people with awarenesses, they can be products of your waiting room.

O9 ー chatting: you can have a "chatting" section with your desired people/characters. they can be similar to chatbots of this reality, but of course, more real and accurate. you can also call or facetime them.

1O ー audios: you can access any kind of nsfw audio you want or have your waiting room create completely new ones according to your desires.

[hesperiaaan]

hii hallo again :3 if you don't mind.

can you make a power based script of Cyrene and IronTomb or things to script when shifting as IronTomb?

only if u want to ofc 𖹭

︵ powers to script : cyrene & irontomb

︵ CYRENE :

♡ memory manipulation : user can control memories of oneself and others, allowing them to modify, fabricate, suppress, influence, repair, restore, erase, detect, and view them. they can change memories to confuse, or wipe away certain memories to cause amnesia, discern and provoke nostalgia, and enter the victim into a psychic vision, replaying their memory.

♡ writing manifestation : the user can write words or sentences and make them happen, manifesting written words like energy, forms, and actions, such as inducements, transformations, and appendages to the body of oneself and others.

♡ narrator : the user can create, shape and manipulate reality via writing, making everything they write become true.

♡ story manipulation : users can manipulate stories and its characters and how they act, what they can do, etc., the locations and what they look like, and the events of the story as well as how it starts and ends.

♡ memory communication : the user can communicate with or through memories. for example, by leaving messages within a person's memories.

♡ memory implantation : the user can implant memories into one's mind or that of others. which can either be the memories of themselves or others, or false memories manufactured by the user. they can completely re-write a person's memories to change their personalities, knowledge, self-identification, etc.

♡ memory imprisonment : the user can imprison the consciousness of other beings in their own thoughts, that of others, or that of the user.

︵ IRONTOMB :

♡ omni-distortion : the user can distort, twist and warp everything, including matter, energy, space, time, vectors, distance/location, reality, logic, perspectives, identity, variables, physics, concepts, powers/skills, rules/laws, paradoxes, etc. warping them for either offensive or defensive purposes. they can cause anything to bend, twist or change within the distortion. users can even distort things that by their very nature can't be distorted or that are considered immutable.

♡ cyberpotence : users possess unlimited power in cyberspace (the global network of computers, information technology infrastructures, telecommunications networks and data storage systems) or virtual reality. this power grants some users vast superhuman abilities that may elevate them to a god-like position in virtual reality or a deity in the real world. the user can manipulate the simulated reality of cyberspace freely and without limit. the power of a cyberpotent may extend beyond virtual reality and into the real world. the power may even go for a reality warping being from a simulated reality.

♡ error inducement : the user can induce errors of any kind onto anything, including writing, beliefs, plans, actions, powers, attacks, etc. with this power, anything can go wrong in any way when an error is induced onto something.

♡ reality hacking : the user can hack reality as if they were hacking a game, which grants hacks used in games to win, including "Aimbot", "ESP", "Noclip", etc. users can manipulate variables to customize their personal physical prowess. they may be able to create their own hacks, to further expand their arsenal.

♡ data manipulation : the user can create, shape and manipulate data and digital information, transforming the digital and physical worlds alike. users can control artificial intelligence, breathe digital life into existence, and encrypt or decode information—including the very thoughts within their mind. their power grants them seamless interaction with computers, enabling them to control, influence, and even become one with digital systems.

♡ glitch physiology : the user either is or can transform into a living glitch, a digital (and/or conventional) lifeform never meant to exist or cohabitate within the world they reside in, causing their existence to be a walking paradox. they are usually not an intended piece of the world and can, as such, do things nobody else can.

♡ rule bending : the user can bend variables/aspects of reality, inducing amplification and reduction of the effects the targets possess, and generate collective phenomena from altered effects. due to reality holding anything that contains a variable or aspect, the user can "bend" them to amplify or reduce to accomplish a desirable outcome or sometimes "nudge" them to their advantage. rule bending can affect anything in reality, from dreams, organisms, astronomical objects, forms of matter and energy, concepts, powers, etc. but cannot "generate or delete" them from reality, similar to laws of conservation, energy and matter are constant no matter the circumstance, only its influence is affected (that is, spontaneously or drastically edit reality to the point of generating new effects out of nowhere).

[trulyeverafter]

So does it mean that the story and the person we call 'me' are limited and can't change that, but the awareness in which they appear is free?

That's right. Since I love analogies, let me use another:

You are reading a book in read-only mode(lolol). You are on a page. The page can't be changed. It cannot be modified, torn etc. or whatever. You just switch the page. You are free to switch to any page. But what does it mean to stay on a page and try to modify it? It just means you are on that page. Nothing more. Nothing less.

Once again, this DOES NOT mean that there's a "you" selecting the pages. The "you" is part of that page.

So, there's nothing to do. Whatever page is being read is perfect. You were always free to switch to any other page. What's being read is just one of infinite pages.

There's no "you" in a page that comes out of the page it's a part of and selects other pages. The "you" of a page is part of that page.

No, this is not manifestation-esque. The "you" is not posited as some separate entity. And don't think I successfully explained everything using this analogy although I am quite proud of myself for doing what I did. This is just more language, concepts and pointers. And all of these are part of the unfolding that arises within " ".

You cannot use any of these to explain anything beyond themselves. Better said, it makes no sense to do so.

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[trulyeverafter]

https://www.tumblr.com/trulyeverafter/818677552243703808/the-permission-to-do-whatever-you-are-doing-now-is?source=share

But I can't seem to experience whatever I want 🥺

Who can't seem to experience it? Yes, I understand your plight. This "I" you refer to has limits, can't experience what it wants, has a history, memories, habits etc. I won't deny that. But who is that "I"? Is it a solid entity? Are its limitations, experiences, history etc. solid? If it isn't any of that, then who are you, truly? This "I", including whatever it comes bundled with, is just another story. You surely have noticed how this same "I" had a different past, memories etc. some time ago... in fact, it was completely different just a second ago. Now, there seems to be an "I" with a past that includes this previous "I" and its own share of memories and patterns. When you were a baby, this "I" couldn't talk or walk, and when it grew up, this "I" can finally talk or walk... what's going on? Basically, this "I" is forever changing. And if it is forever changing, it means there never was a moment when it was ever "fixed" as anything. Even when you could tell this "I" couldn't talk or walk, it was in its process of change. How did you take a particular snapshot of this "I" and describe what it was when this "I" never stopped changing? And if it is forever changing, does it exist in any sense? You can't even catch this "I". So, I wonder if it's "I can't seem to experience whatever I want" or "I can't seem to experience whatever I want?" In fact, the uncertainty was the case from the beginning to the end of that question. So adding a question mark after every label, it's like... "I? can't? seem? to? experience? whatever? I? want?" This should also make it clear why the mental gymnastics that the mind so insists on putting on a pedestal has no use whatsoever when it comes to this. You engage your mental faculties so you could somehow solve this profound mystery. But if you can never reach any sort of conclusion, is there any point in involving it? Even in a movie, you see several characters. Each character is defined as someone with something. Each character has its limits. Each character always has something it lacks, that which it desires. That's just how experience works. But, what about the one watching this entire movie? What about the awareness all of this experience arises and dissolves in? It's a label, but whatever. No character is free or limitless. But the awareness that stays as these characters arise and dissolve. Isn't it utterly free? Isn't it limitless? Isn't it undefined? Any story can appear and dissolve while it remains untouched. It's as if it selects whichever "I" it wants but of course, there's no one to select and this selection doesn't depend on this "I". It's fresh and free. And there is no "I" present in this selection. It's spontaneous, perfect and effortless. Before you ask "How do I select what I want?", please re-read the above. 94 | Masterlist

[charomens]

remember, you are a valid system, even if you are:

｡ traumagenic

｡ endogenic

｡ willogenic

｡ mixed origin

｡ transplural

｡ cisplural

｡ polyconcious

｡ monoconcious

｡ simply just plural.

don't let some weirdo online tear you down for embracing your plurality

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remember, you are a valid system, even if you are:

traumagenic

endogenic

willogenic

mixed origin

transplural

cisplural

polyconcious

monoconcious

simply just plural.

don't let some weirdo online tear you down for embracing your plurality

[natdelioncourt]

what you KNOW (are aware) of is what IS (as @/deetakesontruth said in one of her posts)

I have also read her posts and talked to her, her stand is clear that there is no you to be aware (there's no one) so there's nothing to do

My words are quite different from hers, (though we post about the same thing), but YOU (" ") are " ", therefore, you are awareness itself KNOWING everything that is seemingly appearing.

There's no "YOU" or "I" to be aware of something because these are all appearances, and on this blog I talk about " "/AWARENESS, which is everything AND nothing (hence the name "NON-duality"). All things that appear are just concepts with apparent meanings that " " is BEING aware NOW.

I know clearly that "anon", "nat" and "non duality" are just illusions that appear within the same " "/awareness/Self.

" " is seemingly choosing, seemingly experiencing, and seemingly having fun with what appears. Everything SEEMS to happen.

Also, what I post here are pointers that point directly to " ". when someone points at the sun (awareness), don't look at their finger (words), instead, take a look at the sun (awareness/" ").

This is why all (or at least most) nonduality bloggers say that no words can describe " "— only direct experience, which is also a seeming thing.

One awareness, infinite appearances that seem to happen, and that are appearing within awareness NOW.

Question: When did I tell someone that they had to do anything?! I told the anon to simply KNOW, and KNOWING is the nature of AWARENESS. It's just BEING. if you think that simply BEING means DOING something, then that's on you.

[trulyeverafter]

When you collapse, is consciousness still there observing the fact that you’ve lost consciousness, or is consciousness itself also switched off?

Consciousness doesn't "observe". And this consciousness we speak of isn't defined as what you think it is.

When "you" are in deep sleep, this "consciousness" you speak of does vanish. This "you" is now "unconscious". But that isn't what is being talked about here.

There's the fact of Being(for lack of better words) that just IS regardless of whether there is a "you" or whether it is conscious or unconscious.

In fact, there's no such thing as an "absence of experience". Even "no experience" is an "experience". Stories with no substance, indeed, but still... they are stories.

Hence, there is no need to make sense of a conscious or unconscious "you", as Being just IS regardless. You may also call it Knowing so as to say this unconscious "you" is known, if that resonates with your style. But whatever it is... if I were not to label it at all, which would be the right thing to do, then " "... just IS. All these stories made of " " emerge and dissolve within " " as " ".

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[trulyeverafter]

The Beauty of Uncertainty?

I'd like to talk about uncertainty? It's so beautiful?

So, you're telling me you cannot actually be certain of anything? That's right?

That's right?

So everything is uncertain?

Yes? Everything is uncertain?

So does this mean whatever is happening is not actually happening?

It's not actually happening? It's happening?

Wait, I can't say a thing? There's so much peace....?

You want to stay in this state?

So, I am not actually limited?

You are not actually limited? You are unlimited...?

Why can't I be certain of anything?

Wait... you can't be certain of anything?

Oh... oh...?

So, the question "why" is the problem?

It's the problem?

Answer me!!! Is it the problem?

Is it?

Wait, doesn't this apply to the question "Who am I?" they keep shoving in my face?

Does it? Who are you?

Who am I? Who am I?

Who?

Me!....?

I am left with nothing but....?

You are left with nothing but...?

"You"?

"You"?

AAAAAAARGGHHHHH...?

(OMG, I love this idea I just got? This is a wonderful post? I am addicted? I...?)

(...?)

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[our-plural-cafe]

From a DID system -

Endos, willos, and other systems are all valid!

Dont stop being yourself, you guys helped us with our plurality and we thank you guys

[natdelioncourt]

Hi

"You let your attention focus on the fact of being aware." I saw this in someone's post, but I have a question: how do you focus on the fact of being aware instead of what you are aware of? For example, I'm aware of the sound of the television, but I don't understand how to focus my attention on the fact that being aware of that is what it means. Any examples? An explanation? I don't understand

hii

you dont need to focus your attention because the attention is not yours, its just a seeming thing that looks real but is an illusion

being aware is just being yourself (awareness/" "/Self), its effortless. youre aware of a nose, hair, a blue sky and every other thing that you see

what you KNOW (are aware) of is what IS (as @/deetakesontruth said in one of her posts)

notice how everything that is apparently happening is simply what you're aware of

everything is a concept, thought, idea 💡

if you're aware of, e.g., the sky turning red every time someone eats a red velvet cake, then that is what IS (although its still a SEEMING thing, its an illusion like everything else)

like images appearing on a tv screen

also, everything is YOU(" "), so its just " " apparently experiencing " " (itself)

[peppercornsystem]

I’d like to take this time to remind everyone that self diagnosis is valid. One because we are living in fucking fascism and many people either don’t have health insurance or if they do, can’t afford to go to the doctor. We spent over sixty fucking dollars on groceries just for ourselves, one body, the other week. That’s nearly double what we were paying two years ago. Demanding everyone go get a diagnosis is so fucking classist.

Two, we’re a prime fucking example that self diagnosis can be right. We suspected for years and got involved in the system community and faced tons of backlash and people being terrible, just to finally get insurance and seek medical help for it and be told by our mental health team that we have DID. We were right. We always had been. Our roadblock was just the fucked up system.

Mental health professionals are fucking human and can be fucking biased. As someone who works in mental health, everyone in this line of work is either fantastic or literally the spawn of Satan and there’s no in between. Some people get into it for a manipulative power kick. Some people genuinely don’t care about doing their job and don’t want to be scrutinized by colleagues and supervisors and don’t care what that means for you, being ignored and unhelped and very potentially misdiagnosed and improperly medicated, which can be dangerous and highly traumatic.

Are you going to foot the bill of people going to get help? Are you going to network for good therapists, psychiatrists, and psychologists? Are you going to comfort them after they have a bad session? Are you going to even hear them out?

No? Then shut the fuck up.

Rooney~

(He/him)