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Julian Meadows || 37 || Quantum of Devils || Drug Dealer

[animusrox]

The Guest (2014) | dir. Adam Wingard

[julian-meadows]

birdiecheung​:

JULIAN MEADOWS.

As nice as it would have been to hear the words that had fallen from his lips be echoed back at him from Birdie, Julian knew this was enough. it was enough for him to be given the chance to be with Birdie again in this way. He loved her. He loved her every single day he was away, even if he slept with someone else she had always been on his mind. Why he could never move  forward with anyone else, because he knew deep down he only wanted one person. He was going to take whatever he could get in that moment. And in that moment he kept kissing her like he was starved for so long and only now had a taste of anything worth while. 

His hands continued to roam her body, trying to memorize each curve and mound of her soft skin to his thoughts. He didn’t want to forget any of this again. A myriad of moans had begun to fall from his lips as she continued to touch him. It was clear how well she still seemed to know him. It was like no time had passed between the pair and they were a couple of kids who had fallen in love for the first time again. 

At hearing the words fall from her lips though, Julian opened his eyes to look at Birdie a moment at her request. He wanted her more than anything else in this world and here he was being given what he wanted for so long, but knew he didn’t deserve. Instead of dwelling on it. He kissed Birdie’s lips again in a heated frenzy as he moved his hand between their bodies to take Birdies hand from where it had been previously and guided it up next to their bodies. It was then that Julian moved his hips until he was aligned with her entrance, before slowly  sliding his  full length into her. “I want you too. I want you more than anything else.” He sighed against her lips as he began to pick up the pace to create a rhythm in his movement. He wanted to show Birdie just how much he had missed her. 

[fcoppola]

Look on the bright side. Nobody got hurt.

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@themiguelfuentes

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@birdiecheung​

[venturespetrock]

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birdiecheung​:.

        Once her back landed on his bed, Birdie was completely done for. She had no intention of wanting Julian as she held his birthday gift in her hands, but now was a whole different story. Laying underneath her ex-boyfriend, the masseuse felt something she hasn’t felt for a long time. Loved. She was loved by her large family, but this feeling was incredibly different and she was savoring every moment she could. Wanting to reply to his sexy words, she opened her mouth to say something but when his lips made contact with her neck, her eyes fluttered shut. A lustful moan escaping her mouth, she took in his words the best she could. She shouldn’t have been doing this with him, but when they entered his bedroom, everything they had to deal with was put on the back burner. Now it was just him, her, and their hunger for each other.

        After Julian said everything he needed to and gave her space to reply, Birdie knew exactly what she wanted to do. Leaning up and pressing her fingers against his cheek, she kissed him softly before pulling away herself. The next thing she knew, she was saying a statement she was never going to forget. “I want to do you, Julian.”

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“I’m all yours: Julian mused as he stared at Birdie a moment before letting her take control for now.

If Julian had to wager whether or not this was going to happen tonight, he would have been out some serious cash. He hadn’t planned for this. Honestly he hadn’t even really expected Birdie to show up for his birthday, but this was so far the best present he had ever gotten in his entire life. It felt like old times though, Julian noted Birdie seemed to have learned one or two thing’s over the years and as much as he tried to block out how she must have learned, the truth was not lost on him. It wasn’t enough to sway him into stopping, because he was being honest tonight. He still loved Birdie. He had never stopped. it was why he had been so weird the past few years when it came to moving on. He still wanted Birdie. And in the position he was currently in the wait was worth it.

Julian barely had a second to register just how fast thing’s had progressed. One moment he was kissing her and they next they were both half naked and she had him out and in her mouth. His train of thought was interrupted by a series of moans that had fallen out of his mouth every time Birdie touched him. He kicked off the rest of his jeans the best he could trying to maneuver around Birdie as gracefully as he could in his currently position. “Fuck, Birdie” He moaned at movement below him. He could get lost in thought at what she was doing but the truth was he wanted to be touching more of her. He needed his hands to roam across her body and  remind himself of every inch of her. He had to memorize every curve of her again because it had been far too long. “You’re amazing”

While he found it a complete turn on that she had taken control, it was his birthday after all and he wanted all of her too. Julian moved quickly and carefully to pull her up into his arms only to roll her till she was under him his muscular frame. “ Sorry but you are wearing too many clothes still” Julian replied before unbuttoning her own jeans to slide them off. His other hand in the meantime roamed her body as his lips left a trail leading the way.  He moved back up before finding her lips again and letting out a heated breath before kissing again. “Fuck, I love you Birdie” He sighed against her.  

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dakota-fuentes​:

“Yeah, it’s nothing major. It’s like it has a bit more pizazz, ya know?” She replied, returning the smile. “Oh, it was Here Comes The Sun.” She turned the music up a bit on her phone, so a bit of the song could come out of the headphones, reaching up to let him listen to it for a moment. “Do you like them as well?” She curiously asked, bringing her hand back down and the headphone as well. Her thumb went to pause the music, clicking the power button off, and tucking her phone into her pocket. “You up for a spontaneous adventure, stranger?”

“Not bad” Julian nodded at hearing the song she had been listening to when they had run into each other. “ I guess I can be okay with being bumped into while listening to that song. “ He smirked before nodding his head. “ Yeah definitely. It’s such a cliche answer, but the White Album is one of my favorites. “ He explained before raising a brow at her next comment. He had to admit he was around a lot of forward people, but this was new. “ Do you normally ask strangers to hang out? “

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skylarxkennedy​:

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Skylar knew everyone was worried about it her, truthfully, it was hard to manage especially since she wasn’t used to people being like this when it came to her. She cleared her throat as she nodded her head at his words. “Really, I’m okay.” She murmured as she leaned against the counter, pressing her lips together to keep herself from wincing at the pain in her side. “I’m all good. The only people we should really be worrying about is Quinn and Alicia.”

Julian had been rather heartless when he was younger. It was why he was nearly forty and single, because he’d screwed up a lot in the past. When it came to the people in his life now, Julian was devoted to his friends, especially Skylar. He trusted her in a way only a small group had earned the same trust. “ If you say so, I’ll let it go. “ Julian explained as he nodded. “Any of us getting hurt is a big deal . Yeah and I’ve been trying to keep in touch there too. What have you heard lately?

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ckrongold​:

♔

   Just looking at him hurt more than it should. He was a reminder of the ‘good’ times that there was. A time when peace reigned the city. A time when they didn’t have to constantly look over their shoulders. A time when Chris could barely care less as to anything else. Really, all he gave a damn about where his friends, and Julian, especially so. 

   Letting his tongue run against his bottom lip, the male shook his head somberly. ❝I have nothing more to say, because I know you won’t listen anyway.❞ All the while, his gaze rested on the other, knowing that it wouldn’t just work out the way he wanted it again. ❝Once upon a time, we were happy with it just being the two of us.❞ he lamented, clinging on tightly to the past. ❝Some part of me will always wonder if I could have done things differently for you.❞

Julian had liked to consider himself a perceptive person. Where he lacked some qualities on the more physical side of thing’s he understood people and relationships. Or at least he had thought he did. When he heard Chris speak though, Julian was taken back to a time long before thing’s had changed. Before he was going to propose to Birdie, before he had taken the steps to ensure his betrayal of the Royals. When him and Chris had a history that was in many ways more than friends. 

That was why the pair couldn’t just walk away from the other even if they were constantly at odds with each other. They were enemies and there was never gonna be any movement from either side to bridge that gap. Neither of them wanted to, but shit did it hurt hearing Chris allude to their past. “ Yeah I know we were. Or at least I know now” Julian nodded, trying not to say or reveal too much when it came to them. He had realized some thing’s in that moment he hadn’t noted back then. He also couldn’t run the risk of being seen looking too civil with Chris. At the end of the day they were always gonna come to blows on some level. And he didn’t want his loyalty to the Devils being questioned when his loyalty was never going to waver with them“ . I’m not gonna get into it, cause it’s the past. I’m not moving when it comes to my choices back then and now. I think we both know that by now. But when it came to us and how we were. It wasn’t on you. “ He explained.

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birdiecheung​:

        I’ve been wanting to do that a while. Birdie never got the chance to process Julian’s aweing statement before her lips were dancing with his once again. Like all others, she wanted to fully sink into the passionate kiss, but when he started speaking again, she stayed frozen in place. When he thanked her, she was ready to shake her head, but what he said next shook her to her core. ‘Cause I still love you. “Julian,” His name escaped her mouth in a whisper and with a great amount of emotion behind it. Still pinned against him, she could have spoke to him without touching, but right now, all she wanted to be was wrapped up in his muscular arms. “A part of me wants to slap you across the face as hard as I can, but the other…” Letting the rest of her sentence die off her tongue, she decided to not speak anymore and tell him with her actions. Leaning up, she kissed him again but with more passion than ever before. Helping him set down the items and free his hands, she moved them to his couch before settling herself onto his lap. At this moment, she was straddling her ex-lover and making out with the man who shattered her heart into millions of pieces years ago. She should have been doing anything else but this, but that wasn’t happening. Digging her hips against his, she let her hands run down his chest and torso. Finding the bottom of his shirt, she started to inch her fingers underneath before she pulled away dramatically. “What are we doing? We just became friends again, Julian.”

Julian was waiting for the rest of her sentence. Some sort of sign that he had gone too far when it came down to it. She didn’t own him anything. He was the one who had completely wronged her and he was trying to be realistic about thing’s. If Birdie pushed him away he’d get it, but God did he want to stay in this bubble where the reality of everything didn’t fit in with his ideal. “Honestly I deserve the slap. Save it for after this though” Julian mused out loud as he let Birdie take control of the situation. He wasn’t usually like that in the past, but when it came to them now, Julian was gonna see where thing’s go first before he had her wrapped around his waist and carried her to his bedroom. 

It felt like as soon as Birdie backed away and wasn’t touching him, Julian remembered he had to breathe. He looked up at Birdie with a smirk on his face. He knew they had so much baggage still they needed to work through. They were still technically exes but, the more he looked at her. The more time he spent around her, the more Julian just wanted to make everything right with her again and pick up where they had left off. “ I know we did, ” Julian nodded before he leaned in to kiss her neck.  This was really blurring the lines, but at this point he felt like they were both too far gone. “ I don’t want to be just friends though. I want to be able to do this again. “ He explained before kissing her neck once more. “ Were doing whatever you want to do. Say the word. “ He explained pulling back to look at Birdie again.

[wastrident]

What about him? Everybody’s best friend.

[mossomness]

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skylar

“ we already have, but yes Smash”

@skylarxkennedy

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smash or pass - ivanna

“I feel like we know too much about eachother already, but she’s a great friend so “ Smash

@martinezivanna

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isabella

“We have a fun friendship and she’s beautiful. Smash”

@isabellalawson

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Smash or Pass - Quinn

“She’s one of my dearest friends and is with my best friend so it makes things weird, saying pass seems so rude though. Smash because you don’t turn down someone like Quinn. “

@quinndavis

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smash or pass - liz

“I already have. She’d never let me hear the end of it if I didn’t rank her among the best. Truth is she is actually one of the best. Would do it again, but I think both of us are past that point of our lives”

@elisabethduncan