July-Sky

Asya || she/her || currently hyperfixated on Disco Elysium

[julyskyest]

I haven’t touched plasticine since about primary school, and I’m a college kid now

My skills haven’t grown magically since then but heeey, any kind of human art is better than AI!

[sea-puppy]

Someone: *Looks at me after I tic one single time*

Me: I see you have chosen the deluxe tic package

Me: TIC TIC TIC TIC TI-

[thisis--ableism]

I keep seeing people ask about specific things asking if they're a disability.

Can i just make a blanket statement?

If something effects your life to the point of being a hindrance, it is a disability.

Also the 2 that I saw were in reference to addiction and anxiety

If youre not certain, look it up! :3

A lot of the time you will find that it is a disability/disorder

Like addiction is substance abuse disorder

And anxiety has maaaaaany different disorders associated with it but the most common (and the one i have that is 100% disabling) is generalized anxiety disorder

Remember that you are valid!

Much love! /p

^

[julyskyest]

Generalized anxiety disorder… sometimes I doubt it’s “that serious” because every second friend of mine has it.(yeah we’re all queer neurodivergent goblins and what)

But then I remember how I almost failed classes and literally cried every other morning because I had to face my teachers and ask some of them when can I hand missed homework/take tests. Most of the teachers were nicest people ever, also I missed those tests for a legit reason and they had to allow me to take them. But noooo anxiety told me that we couldn’t, and it was getting worse every day…

Definitely disabling!!!!!

[wingkink]

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

[julyskyest]

What do I do now chat, the baby pebble is here and I don’t even know Eridian yet😭😭😭

[julyskyest]

I recently got into Project Hail Mary fandom and Grace as a cane user is the most heartwarming thing for me here.

[julyskyest]

Ok I’ll ask the question which haunts me

Are there any cane users who use it solely for balance-related issues but don’t have any pain in their legs or elsewhere?

Because I am, and I can’t find anyone else irl or in fiction who’s just like me.

I have worsening balance issues since winter, like I hardly can stand without losing balance and sometimes struggle with walking for the same reason.

I’m not diagnosed yet, they send me to yet another specialist and say it can be anything from polyneuropathy to autism-related.

It would really help me if you shared your similar experience!

[ceruleanheaven]

[very clearly indulging the urge] im fighting the urge

[julyskyest]

@shit-hdb-would-say

[julyskyest]

It’s a weird feeling when you have enough neurological issues on a daily basis to use a mobility aid when going out, but not enough to fully relate to all the disabled people in communities here. Like yeah I have tics and lose my balance when i stand but i don’t have chronic pain or whatever. I don’t even have a diagnosis to follow the tag and see the same people as me. Like they say it could be anything from autism to really scary things like neuropathy. Or something else. Or I just need some nootropics and magnesium. Or psychotherapy. Or whatever. They run all sorts of tests and send me to more and they turn out fine and I can’t even google what’s wrong with me.

But nevertheless, I’m fine most of the time, so does this even matter:3

[julyskyest]

Kimharry found on my friend’s table

[julyskyest]

I took a few photos of my shadow and my friend and me agreed it’s extremely Yulia Lyuricheva’s shadow!! Who would’ve thought I look just like my favorite tragic lesbian!!

(No I don’t, if you look at my actual photos. But nevermind)

[systemdeez]

Women are so hot but I low key get the appeal of men though 👀

I'm bipolar 🏳️‍🌈

[shit-hdb-would-say]

Harry du Bois would say this.

[julyskyest]

OMG SO ME

I’m also kinda bilingual<33

[heathertrash10-blog]

Reblog if

It’s 104% okay to come to your DM and just say, “Hi, can we be friends?” And then start asking you random questions.

[writhe]

was i normal / forgivable / worth saving at the party last night? be honest haha 😂 🙈

[shit-hdb-would-say]

Harry du Bois would say this.

[1girl2jesters]

[shit-hdb-would-say]

Harry du Bois would say this.

[julyskyest]

Did I really have to see this post after an all-nighter and a really terrible day after, I really feel like this picture lolll

[goth-queen]

[afterword]

idk who needs to hear this rn but suffering is not noble. take the tylenol

[wahoo-shem]

One time when I was younger I was refusing to take headache medicine and my mom said “the person who invented that medicine is probably so sad you won’t let them help you” and now every time I find myself denying medicine I just imagine the saddest scientist making those big wet eyes like “why won’t you let me help” and whoop then I take the medicine