somewhat have a perspective

I love to watch movies and tv shows, read books and comics, and see broadway shows. But does it really amount to anything.

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Did anyone else suddenly get like a lot of friends when you are trying to become more independent and they want to hang out with you and the feeling of people wanting to be by you feels strange... or is it just mental illness

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I don’t get it why can’t I be efficient all the time

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I just wanna say this.

The thing about depression for me is that I feel like I’ve been turned off. Sometimes it doesn’t feel like numbness it feels like my switch has been turned to off and It won’t get turned on until some random specific time.

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I can feel my heart breaking

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It’s safe to say my heart is broken

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Can Netflix Spend a little time and money on advertising their stuff.

I was just thinking that Netflix might have a chance of sticking around because of all of you amazing original content they have compared to Disney+ of other subscription things. But they need to learn how to advertise because a lot of people don’t know about a lot of these amazing shows. And it is just sad

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Me: learns how to make taco meat

Me: eats 3 plates of taco nachos right before work

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Do you ever feel like you can only breathe when you are laying upside down

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I really need to stop...

People keep catching me singing. This will not end well

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I have no more buttons to push. You are just pushing me now

-to my bother brother

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I want to be better but I want to scroll aimlessly for eternity

You feel..

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Day 3 without meds = the same old bad thoughts

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The fact that I’m planning to get up early to eat a bag of chips, becaus I’m too full now, should be a sign

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Things my Grandpa says

Gpa: “I need to go get some boots”

Other person (obviously not me): “Why?”

Gpa: “because the bullshit in here is getting deep.”

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The fact that I have 600 followers on Pinterest is impressive. But I had like 614 a couple weeks ago. I think it’s because I pin like 3 pins per second.

What? I like everything...except running.

Maybe it’s because like everything I pin is about Narnia...

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I want it to stop.

But how will that affect others?

Do they care?

Do I care?

But most of them cause these thoughts.

How can I choose between a life filled with blackness and one filled with pain.

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