死魚FISH

(He/him) shedblr fish boy that draws +trying recovery

[justadeadfishboy]

I GOT TERMED

Ellooooo l'm Fish(he/him) was @justafishboi before now I lost all my moots

Self intro

I draw sometimes, it's mostly fish, ocs or random fanart.

I love sharks, jjk, one piece, max verstappen and more

I'm Chinese(so I'm not very good at English)

I am VERY VERY mentally ill (shedblr resident)

I'm a minor pls don't be werid +pls look under cut before interacting

Pls note before interacting

I have diagnosed schizophrenia, cptsd, depression and lots more. I'm on heavy antidepressants and antipsychotics. Pls note that I have a tendency to disappear so I apologize for that. And tw for sh because I have sh problems and am very suicidal.

DNI adults over 19/trans&Homophobs/MAGA /pedos and zoos

MOOT LIST!!!

DAD @1moldshouldbedoinghomeworknow

MY BROTHER @d1n0s4urzz

TWIN @vynthefish

My fox son @sevsilv

Cool people @just-sleep-yall @rosedragon28 @dont-you-dare-forget-the-sun @vincian4 @pixelated-pyjamas

Tags!!!!

#fish art /fish draws

#Fish's moots

#Fish irl

#Fish on the cutting board (sh related)

( @deadassfishboi is my secret vent/sh/shit post blog)

[justadeadfishboy]

Won't kill myself today

Idk about tmr but oh well I live another 24 hours I guess

[justadeadfishboy]

I'm blocking everything

I dont deserve shit

[justadeadfishboy]

I want to tell everyone to leave

[justadeadfishboy]

I lowkey forget how to feel

Now I am starting to feel I want to die

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Im done

[justadeadfishboy]

I had a dream yesterday

I don't remember the details but it was someone I know telling me that im too much. "I can't love you if you don't even love yourself, You always hurting yourself, you are always covered and scars and wonds, it hurts me too see you like this and I can't take this anymore." And then she left, then more voices agreed, then they also left.

I was alone, this stuck with me. Probably Because I know it the truth, they are going to leave like all of them. its only going to be a matter of time for them to see that I'm unsaveable and give up, like ever other person before them even if they mean the world to me.

And I'm ok with that, because Im undeserving of these kindness. I was always alone, so why did I wake up scared and disgusted, on the verge of throwing up? I dont want to know.

Sorry for the vent

[justadeadfishboy]

And after writing this, I saw a video talking about how you have to realize that when someone who doesn't want to be saved will only drain you when you try to help them. And I realized I'm the person who doesn't want to be saved

[vesselhands]

let’s get reallyyy drunk and makeout and pretend nothing happened after until we eventually break and make out again pleaseeee

[justadeadfishboy]

I had a dream yesterday

I don't remember the details but it was someone I know telling me that im too much. "I can't love you if you don't even love yourself, You always hurting yourself, you are always covered and scars and wonds, it hurts me too see you like this and I can't take this anymore." And then she left, then more voices agreed, then they also left.

I was alone, this stuck with me. Probably Because I know it the truth, they are going to leave like all of them. its only going to be a matter of time for them to see that I'm unsaveable and give up, like ever other person before them even if they mean the world to me.

And I'm ok with that, because Im undeserving of these kindness. I was always alone, so why did I wake up scared and disgusted, on the verge of throwing up? I dont want to know.

Sorry for the vent

[justadeadfishboy]

Time for food

[justadeadfishboy]

School

[normystical]

happy pride month to straight queers!

⭐️ transhets ⭐️

⭐️ strayts/enbyhets ⭐️

⭐️ intersex straights ⭐️

⭐️ aromantic straights ⭐️

⭐️ asexual straights ⭐️

⭐️ aplatonic straights ⭐️

⭐️ afamilial straights ⭐️

⭐️ abro straights ⭐️

⭐️ polyam straights ⭐️

⭐️ homosexual heteroromantics ⭐️

⭐️ heterosexual homoromantics ⭐️

⭐️ bisexual heteroromantics ⭐️

⭐️ heterosexual biromantics ⭐️

⭐️ cupiohex/cullosexuals ⭐️

and many, many more!

[many-distant-pineapple-warlocks]

@justadeadfishboy

[justadeadfishboy]

Thanks man!!!

[justadeadfishboy]

PEOPLE I LIED

I'M NOT COOL, I'M JUST A STRAIGHT GUY WHO TRYED TO BE BI BUT FAILED I WANNA BE COOL I DONT WANNA BE STRAIGHT

[rainbowsh-writer-and-artist]

MY FIRST TIME DOING A TAG!

Ahem, tag your moots for Pride Month!! What's your identity, pronouns, preference and types or are you allies, my fellow pride mates?

I am proudly genderfae (she/they), panromantic/fictoromantic and asexual!

@51lly-kn1f3 @c3rberuz @megamanzerov20 @holorform2009 @countingthestarsthings @pami-the-bunterfly07 @galaxywolfcomet @lalya-veronican @mothpheliaartgallerg @maruchxnn @scallywiggles @meowowstar

[pami-the-bunterfly07]

I’m a proudly Pansexual, Genderfluid, Teratoromantic, and I’m a Werewolfkin Otherkin :)

@vinylv1 @torrentialchaos @lunawolf012306 @galaxywolfcomet @frogshroomsarentadrug-official @roleplaynerdylover @khrystenapofficial @dazzle-expandism @elderwoodz @stroodlenoodledoodle @sleepi-toasti @glitched-across-aus @gloriatheitalianpuppetdoll @xxxlawrencexxx @b-does-arts @i-am-trashyy @stardxstsleep @bluechan2011 @herwonderlandfirefreakingevil @holorform2009 @lilonceleriscool124 @chairsqueue35 @sakiohappychan

[i-am-trashyy]

Um I'm proudly transmasculine, mainly he/him, errr, they/them works too err, grayaroace, and I'm almondsexual 👍

@kale-of-the-forbidden-cities @kingkit7734 @sharkinthewild @catdisguisedasaduck @im-garbage-trust @innocentlyhollowtoad @frogshroomsarentadrug-official @hawkeyedoodles @moonlitepaws @tacticalsp @santerball @fefe-the-cat @chaos-triangle

[boiling-with-rage]

SIIGGHHHH…. TAGGED CHAOS BUT NOT ME….. I SEE HOW IT IS

I’M ALMOST ENTIRELY UNLABELED BUT QUEER, GO BY LITERALLY ANYTHING (AND I MEAN ANYTHING) OTHER THAN FEMININES, AND TECHNICALLY QUALIFY AS OTHERKIN IF YOU WANNA GET INTO THE GRITTY ABOUT IT

@thatfreechyenigma @daringcrafter @he-who-vees @littlelysti @pyramid-steve-was-here @carb0n-m0n0xide @voidofthevoidmv @orionskittles @bees-with-a-camera

TEEBEEACHE I FORGOT WHO IS AND ISN’T A MUTUAL….

[littlelysti]

woah it’s one of these funny things,,, okauh

im proudly nonbinary, demiflux (he/they), recipromantic/fictromantic, and aceflux.

SOLDIERS,,,,, ATTACK‼️ 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ @anxiouschoco, @sun-captain-ghost, @dozer-official, @tragicbackstorycommence, @reflections-of-lunaris, @st4rs4m0ons, @eldritch-crows-official, @faiths-productions,

[st4rs4m0ons]

I am proudly nonbinary (he/they/it), panromantic, and demisexual !! :p

@lesterisemo @tragicbackstorycommence @idocreative

[lesterisemo]

Woauh okok lets lock in gangalang

I am very brazenly a trans man (he/him) and im queer.

If youre a human around my age that breathes/is alive, you cant escape me. Muahahahaha

TAGZZZZ: @mitsukiixx @alliterationless-andyxox @oliverisagaymuggleborn @anonymousdarkfigure @justadeadfishboy @rascaltheidiot and open to anyone else :33

[justadeadfishboy]

I'm a guy(he/him) and I'm straight

(I'm boring I know)

Huge ally tho HAPPY PRIDE!!!

@vynthefish @1moldshouldbedoinghomeworknow open tags

[justadeadfishboy]

I cant believe I hit deep stro on my hand this is way to funny

[justadeadfishboy]

Happy pride!!!!! Quick sketch of my trans icon yamato

[justadeadfishboy]

My wonds at the itchy stage I'm going to cry