I only have one question for him, does he love me? But every time he opens his mouth, all that comes out is lies and deceit. I don’t even think he realizes this, he’s gotten so used to lying, it’s like a second nature to him. Half the time he probably doesn’t even notice he was lying instead of telling the truth. It’s gotten to the point where I ask him: «Do you want pizza for dinner?» and he just say yes, even though it’s the last ting on earth he’d want for dinner, or I ask him who texted him and he answers «Oh, noone, just my mom» even when I can see that it’s his best friend. Why lie about these things? Why hide things that doesn’t even need to be hidden and why keep secrets that aren’t even secrets? So why do you lie when you don’t even need to? Why do you lie without any reason? Why do you put me through this when you know I’ve got trust issues? And do you actually love me? I guess we’ll never know, cause I can never trust a single word you say. So I’ll just lay here late at night with my thoughts and my trust issues.