Just In Time

A blog about getting over the one who got away

[justeatemps]

They say it's better to not go looking for love, but yet I hear of other people looking and finding it. It seems whether I look or not I can't find that feeling anymore, am I cursed, or is truly just not my time?

[catchymemes]

Sick Tiger Cub Gets Rescued From Circus, Makes Incredible Recovery And Finds Love

[deapseelugia]

SHES BLEPPING IN THE LAST PHOTO HELP ME

[chocolatequeennk]

Since so many “tiger rescues” aren’t really rescues at all, I did some googling on this one. 

Good news: This is a legit rescue, carried out by Tigers in America. This organisation rescues tigers from horrible situations like this.

If you’re an animal conservationist looking for an organisation to support, Tigers in America is worth looking into.

[quotemadness]

You know you’re in trouble when your own imagination starts punishing you.

Eoin Colfer (via quotemadness)

[depression-stays-but-you-dont]

[justeatemps]

The worst part is knowing that you are with someone else, you're happy, and you probably don't even care about me anymore. I wish I could flip a switch to stop thinking about you and how much you meant to me, but I have to face facts, you've moved on, and now I need to as well. If I don't I honestly think I'll go insane....

[toxiccemotion]

I may have lost someone who didn’t love me back, but you lost someone who truly loved you.

kaye  (via toxiccemotion)

[alovesynonymouswithdisaster]

No matter how hard I try I can’t seem to break free from you.

I need to let go (via alovesynonymouswithdisaster)

[real-demons]

[suckmyassbitchh]

[itsalla-masquerade-deactivated2]

I wanted it to be you. God damn, I really did.

//An eleven word story (via itsalla-masquerade)

[twisted-fantasia]

I wish my brain had an off switch to stop thinking about you.

4 a.m random thought!  (via twisted-fantasia)

[-revive]

[justeatemps]

Soooooo.

That whole saying that it gets easier with time when getting over someone is either A) Full of shit, or B) Never gave their full heart to someone to only have it ripped to pieces, stomped on, then poked with a hot poker. I feel like now then only way to get over her is to remove myself from two of my social media outlets just so I don't run the risk of seeing her picture pop up on either of my feeds. I saw one the other night and it broke me yet again inside. I doubt she knows that it does that to me, I also have a feeling like she wouldn't really care either. She left to start a new chapter in her life without me when we were still together. I know she was/is still seeing someone. A part of me is curious to know if she sees a picture of me does she break down inside? Or is it just a picture, i'll probably never know. At times when I feel like this I do want to freeze myself, I feel like waking up 500 + years from now, while it may suck, at least I won't have to play any what if scenarios in my head. Although I'd miss my family...

[justeatemps]

Out of the blue...

She messaged me the other day, she received some of her old things from her parents. In one of those items she found a letter she hand wrote to me back in junior high. It was a really nice letter. We talked for a bit then she found another thing from our past and the conversation went down a different path, one of we should have never dated and only been friends. I feel like either she does this on purpose, or she truly doesn't realise that when she says that it breaks me again inside. So what did those three years really mean to her I wonder. You said you loved me, was that true or not? Is this her way of dealing with it? I feel like at this point I need to just agree with her and not let her see how broken she has made me. I still wonder if I'll ever be whole again

[teenagecrush]

[justeatemps]

I'm sorry....

That the move I had to offer you want enough, or what you are/were looking for. I tried my hardest to show you how I felt but you said that I never showed you that I cared. It makes me wonder if maybe i just don't know how to love, or maybe you just didn't fully appreciate my love. I can promise you this, I would have been the one to always make you feel young at heart no matter how old we got. Those evenings out where we would do things like riding a bike and stopping somewhere for an ice cream cone, not typical adult behaviour but it was always fun. I hope that someone else can do that for you now, as I can now realise that will never be me again.

[justeatemps]

All I want...

Is to get a better job and start to live my life, but sadly no matter what I try/do I seem to be stuck. Am I supposed to learn something being stuck here, other than I really need a better job and more money? I know money can't buy happiness, but a little more of it and a job in the field I went to college for, sure would help my mood. Every single time I go for an interview and I don't get the job I keep getting knocked down another peg, it's hard to stay positive, when it doesn't feel like anything good has happened in your life for quite sometime. I know food things have happened, but I feel like I'm so blinded by my sadness/anger that I just can't see it anymore. I feel like the problem, like I have nothing to offer. I hate feeling like this.