Lauren

Drunk texting while sober.

[justletmelie]

Message my kik at justletmelie if you wanna roleplay

[inkskinned]

something that has usually worked for me in the Bad Times is just. Giving myself an hour. no i don’t want to wake up. but i tell myself. get up. and if in an hour we feel worse, we’ll go back to bed. i say to myself: you don’t have to like it. you just have to do it. sometimes i get to the end of the hour and go back to bed. but a lot of times after a shower and water and maybe doing some jumping jacks or stretching i feel better. there’s a lot to do in an hour that makes it a little less oppressive to breathe. picking out good clothes, putting on good music, doing your makeup so tight it forms a blade, texting a friend, making tea, trying a new hairstyle, making an omelette. it’s gotta be up though, nothing in bed, nothing still, nothing just sitting and staring into the void. it’s got to be moving. creating things helps. journalling helps. but not in bed. 

i think we who are mentally ill kind of got. a double dose of inertia. and sometimes the push it takes to overcome that inertia keeps us in bed. but i have found a lot that just. starting to move. helps. even a little. because if you’re up you might as well make the bed. and you might as well go to one class - you can skip the second if the tired gets worse. and once you’re at that one class, you make it to the second because why not. 

it doesn’t always work. but give yourself an hour. sixty minutes. say: okay. it’s gonna suck and that first push might take all of our effort and we might sit on the floor for an hour and if that happens, fine, we’ll go back to bed. but then you tried. you got up and tried. and something about that makes the guilt a little less harsh and makes you feel a little bit more powerful and the next time you wake up and your body wants to sit on the floor, you say: no, thanks, we did that yesterday and my hips still hurt. let’s see if i can shower. and maybe you sit in the shower instead but you did take a shower so it probably counts. there’s a lot of power in baby steps. i believe in you. and i think you can do a lot with those sixty minutes.

[blartpaulxoxo-deactivated202001]

playlist updates?

check out my playlists here!

songs to play while hooking up in the backseat 

nobody knows the me that u do

his hair, his smoke, his dreams

having unfinished business with someone

even my phone misses your call, by the way.

a mix of happy, pure, love songs

the ultimate uni beakup playlist??

if that one person said they still loved you

these songs radiate mega in love vibes

i’m a little drunk and i need you now

a love that consumes you but in a good way

literally my favourite songs from when i was in the 7th grade

songs about being in love with your best friend

babe, you look so cool

love songs but pop ish?

i want you, i always will.

idont know what i’m supposed to do, i’m haunted by the ghost of u

real love is never a waste of time

god is a woman aka anthems

i keep dreaming of you so i stopped sleeping

there’s no space in my heart where i don’t want to love you

my new writing playlist

im glad i didn’t die before i met you

if u loved me, why’d you leave me?

every otp ever

i’ve been trying but u don’t hear what i say

i hit u up too often, i’m sorry.

i know u wanna die, so do i, so drag me down.

SIDE A: i should have known i would miss u

SIDE B: i should have known i would mess this up.

sometimes i wonder if these songs make you think of me

getting over u

i still feel all the things i did before when u used to need it more 

everything i wish i could tell you

actually the saddest playlist i’ve made about soulmates?

SIDE A:  you are my favourite ‘what if’

SIDE B: you are my best ‘i’ll never know’

why did i think it was ride or die?

[inkskinned]

I want to ask you about that sarcophagus they found. What you’d been hoping they would see inside. Are skeletons inherently evil. Is history interesting to you. I want to ask about if you had that Egypt phase back in middle school or if you were a dragon/horse/wolf phase kid.

“Hey,” I say. My arms are around my body and the sky is grey and you have someone who isn’t me.

You keep looking up to that grey sky, delight in your eyes, watching a storm. Like this, you have this more-than-alive around you. I want to touch you for the same reason when statues say “keep off” I want to climb on.

“Hey,” I say again. You turn those eyes to me you warned me about. I’m more concerned with that smile of yours. I look away first.

I forgot what I was going to say. I’m thinking about how you look and how I’m not supposed to feel and how much you resemble a live wire and I almost say what I’m not supposed to. I almost say something so big and so stupid it would ruin friendships for good.

“Hey,” you say back. That smile like you know. God, what if you know?

Somewhere in the distance thunder cries a name in the language you speak naturally. I want to taste the name of electricity on you.

I look away first. “Hey,” I say, “You’re a nerd.”

[mitski-miyawakis]

Do you like Bubbline, but don’t want to have to go through 200+ episodes of Adventure Time? Fear not!

Or perhaps you want to skip all the filler episodes and just get to the plot? Fear not!

I went by season and put them in chronological order as well as specified if it was simply Bubbline stuff or plot-related (very basic plot-related just so you know enough to get a general idea of what’s going on; these will be marked with an asterisk *) so you can choose if you want to see the plot ones too or focus solely on the ship. If you want solely the plot-related episodes (and I mean ones that are a little more than just basic plot, see this post—though I can pretty much guarantee the episodes listed in this Bubbline post are most likely listed in that one too).

Season 1 (2):

•Evicted! (Just Marceline)

•Henchman (Just Marceline)

Season 2 (4):

•It Came from the Nightosphere (Marceline)

•Go with Me (Subtle Bubbline)

•Mortal Folly* (Simply show plot)

•Mortal Recoil* (Simply show plot)

Season 3 (5):

•Memory of a Memory (Marceline; some past, but not too deep; more present than past)

•What Was Missing (Some Bubbline)

•Holly Jolly Secrets, Part I (Plot, but indirectly related to Marceline’s past)

•Holly Jolly Secrets, Part II (Plot, but indirectly related to Marceline’s past; continued from Part I)

•Marceline’s Closet (Marceline)

Season 4 (7):

•Return to the Nightosphere (Marceline)

•Daddy’s Little Monster (Marceline)

•Princess Monster Wife* (This is just a really, really good ep; completely optional)

•Princess Cookie* (This is also a really, really good ep; completely optional)

•Lady & Peebles (Princess Bubblegum characterization)

•I Remember You (Marceline, specifically her past)

•The Lich* (Simply show plot)

Season 5 (10):

•Finn the Human* (Simply show plot)

•Jake the Dog* (Simply show plot)

•Simon & Marcy (Marceline, a lot of her past revealed)

•Sky Witch (Bubbline)

•Time Sandwich (There’s like one single interaction between Bubbline, so it’s not über necessary)

•The Vault (Bubblegum’s past)

•Red Starved (Another one with one Bubbline interaction, but this interaction is kinda funny)

•James (Bubblegum characterization)

•Rattleballs (Bubblegum’s past)

•Betty* (Plot; related to Ice King)

Season 6 (6):

•Princess Day (Some Bubbline, but mostly Marceline)

•Evergreen* (Plot; pertains to Ice King, but this could be considered optional)

•You Forgot Your Floaties* (Plot; indirectly related to Ice King, concerns Betty, whom you’ll find out about)

•Orgalorg* (Simply show plot)

•Hot Diggity Doom* (Simply show plot)

•The Comet* (Simply show plot)

Season 7 (13):

•Bonnie & Neddy (Princess Bubblegum’s past, FINALLY)

•Varmints (Bubbline like HELLA)

•Stakes [all eight episodes of this miniseries which follows Marceline and features some Bubbline]:

-Marceline the Vampire Queen (Stakes Pt. I)

-Everything Stays (Stakes Pt. II)

-Vamps About (Stakes Pt. III)

-Empress Eyes (Stakes Pt. IV)

-May I Come In? (Stakes Pt. V)

-Take Her Back (Stakes Pt. VI)

-Checkmate (Stakes Pt. VII)

-The Dark Cloud (Stakes Pt. VIII)

•King’s Ransom (Ice King, Betty Grof)

•Crossover* (Show plot)
•The Thin Yellow Line (Princess Bubblegum’s past)

Season 8 (16):

•Broke His Crown (Ice King/Simon Petrikov, Marceline, Princess Bubblegum)

•I Am a Sword* (Show plot)

•Normal Man* (Plot, not hugely important)

•Elemental* (Plot, not hugely important)

•Preboot* (Plot)

•Reboot* (Plot)

•Two Swords* (Plot)

•Do No Harm* (Plot)

•Islands* [all eight episodes of this miniseries is more about plot, specifically things surrounding Finn]:

-The Invitation (Islands Pt. I)

-Whipple the Happy Dragon (Islands Pt. II)

-Mysterious Island (Islands Pt. III)

-Imaginary Resources (Islands Pt. IV)

-Hide and Seek (Islands Pt. V)

-Min & Marty (Islands Pt. VI)

-Helpers (Islands Pt. VII)

-The Light Cloud (Islands Pt. VIII)

Season 9 (11):

•Elements* [this eight-episode miniseries is mostly important to plot but also contains material related to the Ice King and Betty]

-Skyhooks (Elements Pt. I)

-Bespoken For (Elements Pt. II)

-Winter Light (Elements Pt. III)

-Cloudy (Elements Pt. IV)

-Slime Central (Elements Pt. V)

-Happy Warrior (Elements Pt. VI)

-Hero Heart (Elements Pt. VII)

-Skyhooks II (Elements Pt. VIII)

•Ketchup (Marceline and some Bubbline hints)

•Whispers* (Plot)

•Three Buckets (Plot and some of PB’s past coming back)

Season 10 [Final Season] (8):

•The Wild Hunt* (Plot)

•Always BMO Closing* (Plot)

•Bonnibel Bubblegum (Princess Bubblegum’s past)

•Seventeen (Plot and Princess Bubblegum’s past)

•Marcy & Hunson (Marceline characterization)

•Temple of Mars (Plot and Betty)

•Gumbaldia (Plot)

•Come Along with Me [Series Finale] (Plot and Bubbline endgame)

[paper-tweets]

ruby-throated hummingbird

zebra finch

willy wagtail

house sparrow

blue jay

The house sparrow and blue jay were the very first gryphletts! These designs have all been sold. Custom gryphletts are $50, you can contact me here or on my deviantart if you are interested! https://www.deviantart.com/nybird

[couriers-mile]

@darkcongregation

[kimpossibooty]

I'm at the point (again) in college where I just can't find the energy to get up and actually get things done. I just don't know what to do bc it's my depression combined with my add that results in bring able to focus on nothing and I don't know how to get anything done now (you probably don't have much advice but I saw you were doing this and figured I'd ask in case someone had some insight)

Hey I absolutely hear you on this. I was at a four year for two years and I lost one and a half of those to depression and only managed to not get kicked out by the skin of my teeth. It’s tough. 

Get yourself out of your room. Even just doing homework at a cafeteria on your own or reading a book in a coffee shop. If you spend time out of your room, your whole world starts to feel wider.

Find friends around you. Most schools have a Facebook group for each class, so try joining it and see if there’s anyone you interact with who you want to invite to hang out. If you have a class just before or just after lunch, ask someone in there to grab food with you real fast. Even if they’re not a close friend, interacting with someone who’s not just you is going to do wonders for you.

Eat your veggies! Or at least eat a variety of things. My school had Chick Fil A on campus as part of the meal plan, and I ate 16 nuggets and 2 fries almost ever night. It’s going to make you feel terrible inside and out.

Work out! See if your campus has any sort of fitness center. Even just walking around a track listening to some podcasts is going to make you feel pretty great and like you’ve accomplished something big.

Communicate with your professors. Most of them will understand depression and will work with you to some extent. If you don’t ask for any help, they can’t offer you any. There’s no harm in asking! And if you have documentation, go through disability services, they can help ensure that your teachers work with you on things like late assignments, absences, and things like that.

You are going to get through this. You are strong and brave for being here in the first place. If you start pulling things together in different areas of your life, everything will become easier, and that includes your work. You’ve got this and you’re going to be great.

[inkskinned]

i could make a poem out of this but i don’t have the spoons, just the anger so like. right quick? the “problem with social media” isn’t the fucking Artist Rendition of “sucking out their personality’ or “not paying attention to complete strangers” or “happening to miss a single point of beauty during their otherwise boring commute” like i fucking hate that “hot take” and i hate that these stupidass “the problem with phones is that people use them!!!!” ThinkPieces (posted, of course, on the fucking internet) 

when really we should be talking about how things like instragram sell “real people with real results” even though many pictures are purposefully doctored or angled to provide unobtainable results; so now instead of telling people “oh only celebrities look like that” the new cool thing is “everybody can look like that”. and now there’s a new way to be thin that’s absolutely also potentially unhealthy for certain bodytypes (high muscle, low fat) but because they are muscular, clearly they’re “healthy.” and people like me get called “chunky” even though i’m literally in the exact middle of my BMI range and should just be considered literally normal - but this idea that because i don’t have a six-pack i’m therefore inactive is enormously pervasive, which is stupid as fuck since the one time i came close to having a six pack, i was super sick and about 10 pounds underweight. and god forbid a person be actually fat and not hate themselves! oh and by the way now not only is there a wrong way to be fucking normal but there’s also a wrong way to be thin, because obviously we all need a small waist but a huge ass, and who cares about how tricky camera angles and shorts hiked way up your ass can create this effect - people still read it as being “real life”. but it’s healthy! and since we’re all nutritionists and have a degree in fucking medicine, it’s our business to tell people with any amount of fat on their bodies that they’re “””promoting””” obesity, all while praising and worshiping unlicensed eating advice from individuals who practice extremely restrictive diets, because obviously as long as there’s vegetables involved, a diet can’t be enormously unhealthy and eating disorders aren’t real things, i guess.

and in the middle of this we have situations where young girls - i mean 5 year old children - get put into full-face makeup and posed and taught that mommy needs to take another angle because she looks bad. and like this is considered cute and heartwarming. which is absurd because this girl knows she’s being judged by who knows how many complete strangers and moms just say shit like “oh but she likes it!!!” bitch that doesn’t mean you need to put it on the internet first of all and second of all have you considered kids like whatever we praise them for so maybe she only likes it because you like it. but no!! toddlers in tiaras is a precious thing we should protect a parent’s right to ruin their child’s self-image with and every girl ever has obviously said “i really wish i had been judged on my appearance more while i was growing up, that really helped me learn a healthy connection with my body”

and teenage girls get sexualized and then punished for that sexualization in many, many, many ways i literally can’t fit into this post because i’ll lose my mind but the short of it is that the pressure to be perfect is now literally worse than it’s ever been and it’s wild that now people are judgmental and dismissive of girls for “falling for it” instead of saying “we put a huge amount of expectation on you and it’s not your fault” 

and i don’t personally believe that video games lead to violence (the science is inconclusive) but the fact we’re letting young boys be exposed to communities that use language that celebrates violence can’t! be a good thing! and the fact many of these communities continue to punish boys for being gentle/empathetic/kind by using homophobic and misogynistic language only enforces the idea that boys can’t be vulnerable or form deep relationships with other boys or be nurturers. i fully believe the obsession with strength harms boys more than we’ll ever be able to study because too many people write it off as “manliness” instead of “an unhealthy obsession” and this goes for every form of strength because guess what! if you’re a boy you’re not a man if you step one toe out of line, even to the point eating disorders are just as celebrated because obviously the height of manliness is a sixpack even if it’s unhealthy for you to have one.

the problem with social media! is that shit is frequently unresearched, almost everything can be altered/faked while still presented as the honest truth, echo chambers exist, extreme individuals are given the biggest voices because they’re the most interesting to respond to instead of the more moderate ones, aggression and cruelty is seen as cool, cyberbullying is literally celebrated, doxxing someone is fine, nobody cares about important shit like flint or puerto rico after the 15 minutes of #trending, internet celebrities are given as much expectation and following as genuine celebrities without as much privacy or financial compensation, there are literally people out there who have a sole mission to destroy activist groups, algorithms are fucked up and unhelpful, people in positions of extreme power are using twitter without fucking re-reading their tweets before hitting send; oh and nazis, pedophiles, and porn blogs are allowed but things like the word “lesbian” are shadowbanned even if they’re positivity posts — so yeah!!!! there’s some goddamn problems with social media!

but it’s not me reading my goddamn feed on the bus. i don’t give a single shit how cool and cultured you think you are just because you don’t stoop to my level. who cares how i’m passing my goddamn time - it’s my time to pass. not yours. the whole “grey face in a world of color” bullshit is dehumanizing, overdone, and frankly? stupid. i don’t need to be reading war & peace, i don’t need to be talking to my grandma, i don’t need to have “a good reason” to be on my phone. im taking a second in the middle of my capitalist nightmare to zone out. if that bothers you, close your goddamn eyes.

call me back when you have something genuinely interesting to say.

[ramdaughter]

anyways since white liberals got all this money lying around who all needs some financial support add ya links yall betta get paid!!

[justletmelie]

I’m Lauren! I have cerebral palsy. Help pay for my service dog for independence 💖

https://www.gofundme.com/mobility-and-guide-service-dog?pc=ot_co_dashboard_a&rcid=874a2867f2f34c29b87fa139a64fc17f

[lovelyvacancy]

Disabled College Student In Need Of Service Dog

Hey, everyone.

My name is Lauren Slattery. I’m 18 years old, and about to enter college. Unlike most college students, I have a bit of an extra challenge. I battle with cerebral palsy. This causes my balance to be off, my stamina to be nonexistent, as well as chronic pain and low vision. So, on a quest to find a tool that will help further my independence, I stumbled upon service dogs. I know that this was the perfect tool for me.

Service dogs help people with a variety of tasks. The tasks my dog, Baden, would do for me include momentum pulling, counter balance, retrieval, opening and closing doors, and alerting to curbs. The momentum pulling furthers my stamina, counterbalance will help save me from falling, retrieval and opening/closing doors will both benefit me when my pain is high, and since I don’t have depth perception, alerting me to curbs will keep me safe.

After over a year of searching for a dog that will work for me, I found Baden. He will cost me $900, plus $300 for his x-rays, and another $300 for gear and food and supplies. Unfortunately, I don’t have my parents’ support in this endeavor. If possible, I would really appreciate it if you could donate or share 💖

https://www.gofundme.com/mobility-and-guide-service-dog?pc=ot_co_dashboard_a&rcid=874a2867f2f34c29b87fa139a64fc17f

[moon-berri-deactivated20201026]

Reblog this if you want a compliment or rate on your page from me. I'm going to do everyone Rate: ♡♡♡♡♡ Compliment:

[livixdunne-blog]

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?

[languages-are-my-second-home]

french person: *speaks french*

me, crying: how do you do that with your mouth

[mortoisetheturtoise]

huilfbsdihfkjG THEY DISCOVERED AMELIA EARHART’S BONES ON INTERNATIONAL WOMEN’S DAY WHAT THE THIS IS A PERFECT COINCIDENCE 

[brendanthesalty-deactivated2018]

It’s kind of even better than that.

They actually didn’t find new bones. Rather, a forensic scientist re-examined measurements taken from bones found on Nikumamoru Island back in 1940. The bones were originally examined by some dude back in 1941 who unequivocally concluded they had to belong to a “short, stocky male” because there’s no way they could belong to some fearless globe-trotting adventurer delicate woman. Using new techniques to examine the measurements, the scientist has concluded with 99% certainly the Nikumamoru bones belonged to Eartheart.

So yeah, basically Earheart’s disappearance was only a “mystery” for like eighty years because of lowkey sexism and shitty science. And now we more or less know the truth. On International Women’s Day.

[smitethestate]

No wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy lmao this is kind of perfect. Now maybe Amelia can have some rest.

[citizen-zero]

YA literature? You mean books about Super Special White Girl and Her Mysterious Brooding Boyfriend?

[readyalit-blog]

Here’s a list of black YA leads! And ten Native American protagonists! And a list of ladies who love ladies in YA! And genderqueer / transgender YA leads! And more queer titles! And 2015 / 2016 YA books with Asian / East Asian leads! And bisexual YA leads! And Muslim YA leads! And asexual YA leads! And YA Interrobang’s entire section on diverse YA fiction! *confetti*

[hikatebishop]

PLEASE REBLOG THIS

[fixyourwritinghabits]

PLEASE DO NOT THROW THE YA GENRE UNDER THE BUS it is filled with diversity that goes far beyond whatever makes it to the movies! Please give it a chance!

[inkgut-deactivated20180603]

PLEASE! WHAT YOU SEE ON THE SHELVES OF BARNES AND NOBLE IS NOT THE WHOLE GENRE!

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[atuans]

here’s some of my random spotify playlists check them out if you want they make no sense

songs that sounds like they’re from the 80s but aren’t

you make a cute new friend but you’re not sure if she’s gay and you don’t want to ruin this new friendship so you’re going to try to have fun hanging out with her while not developing any feelings

waiting rooms are liminal spaces

chill vampire tunes for ppl who just got bitten recently

soundtrack for a horror movie where the lesbian couple survive and kill the axe murderer/exorcise the demons/bust some ghosts,etc.

those kids riding on their bikes in indie movies

this one literally makes no sense if you haven’t read the basic eight i guess but i’ll put it here anyway because imo it’s good if you haven’t read it just picture a teenage girl at a party that goes very very wrong

modern songs i would put on the soundtrack of a western movie (ignore the title,,)