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Whyy do Lukamari shippers always ignore/forget that Alya supported them getting together? She was even the one to push Marinette into talking things out after they broke up
Can’t speak for everyone on the matter but personally I think it’s because Alya can be quite pushy when it comes to Marinette making any decisions at all. On one hand that makes sense for her character wise, but on the other it takes away a lot of Marinette’s autonomy in a show where her autonomy is already subject to the whims of the plot and the writers. It can be quite frustrating if Marinette is trying to process her feelings about something (i.e. the consequences of dating someone as a superhero) and Alya interrupts this to speed-track her friend into happiness. I’m not saying Alya doesn’t have good intentions, she clearly wants the best for Marinette, but it prevents Marinette from growing as a character when all her decisions become circumstantial and not an actual thoughtful choice, if that makes sense.
Bc of that it doesn’t really make a difference if Alya is pro Luka or pro Adrien. Her insistence on strong-arming Marinette into a choice acts as a naturally opposing force to Marinette choosing anything, which can come off antagonistic despite her good intentions.
In regards to my fic, the issue with Alya is largely from Juleka’s POV who is more likely to feel protective over her newly dumped twin. Juleka is mad at Marinette too for stringing him along, if that gives you any consolation.
Hope my opinion was helpful :)
Of Ribbons and Other Lost Things - Chapter 4: The Mari-ception
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Juleka Couffaine was worried about her family.
Not just the idiot brother who’d spent every waking moment he had away from the Liberty to avoid their (new) rockstar father figure, but also the Captain who’d single-parented them for so long that she was determined to keep it way even if it killed Juleka’s one shot at getting to know her dad.
No– pause, calm.. calm.. She needed to calm down. Juleka took a deep breath and let the anger wash over her like a wave, awful and all consuming, and then retreat backwards, down down down into her core like Rose’s mother had taught her.
Inhale fire, exhale ice.
When she opened her eyes again, the frustration had quelled significantly.
Juleka flipped open her phone lock-screen to find the last fifteen messages she’d sent to her twin still unread and rolled her eyes. For all Luka’s misplaced-swagger and multiple assurances that he was completely over his breakup with Marinette Dupain-Cheng, she wouldn’t have bet ten million euros that she’d find him at her bakery.
Juleka felt the stirrings of anger rise within her again.
She couldn’t make either heads or tails of her brother’s infatuation with her clumsy classmate, especially after everything that had happened in New York.
Juleka had been there. She’d seen Marinette pick Adrien. Hell, their entire class had. She’d watched the girl chase Adrien through the Akuma-infested streets of New York on a bicycle.
But something had happened between then and the flight back home, because the very evening they’d touched foot on Parisian soil, Marinette was back in her brother’s arms.
Luka tried to play it off cool and insisted it wasn’t anything serious, but the lovestruck chords he played all night on the deck of the Liberty, said otherwise.
Juleka had tried to warn him, in her own roundabout way. She’d shown him the video of Marinette dancing with Adrien on the rooftop of their hotel. Recounted the infamous chase scene. But Luka wasn’t hearing any of it.
In fact, the only thing he seemed to take away from the matter was succinctly put into “You guys let her do something so dangerous, by herself?”
Juleka had flushed with guilt with at the time and dropped the matter. Luka would learn in his own time. (And perhaps there was a kernel of truth to him pointing out how Marinette was the only one chasing after their classmate in the cold, that she wasn’t entirely comfortable dealing with.)
Juleka’s fears only grew when they’d started “officially” dating and Marinette was suddenly too busy for her brother altogether.
She was surprised the akuma had taken as long as it had.
Luka may be composed– but he wasn’t aloof.
She was sure whatever he was doing in Marinette’s bakery, he was doing idiotically.
Sighing out the frustration, Juleka parked her bike next to one with Luka’s jacket hanging out of its straw basket, and used her bike-clasp to lock the cycles together. There. Try avoiding that, brother dearest.
She pursed her lips, repressing the smidgeon of satisfaction that bloomed in her chest and pressed ignore as her phone vibrated with another call from her not-official-but-kinda-sorta-girlfriend.
Ma Rose ♥ : 5 MISSED CALLS
Juleka had strong-armed the aforementioned not-official-but-kinda-sorta-girlfriend into giving her details about her brother’s whereabouts by promising her they’d go to the end of term school dance together and didn’t want to deal with the aftermath.
Of course, there was that small tiny itty-bitty fact that Juleka had actually planned on skipping the school dance altogether, but she had plenty of time to debate that with Rose later, once she’d dealt with her brother’s annoying disappearing act.
It had been a week since the events of the Truth akuma, and Luka had promised her he was going to talk to Jagged (calling him Dad was still too weird) today. She hadn’t wanted to meddle at first– she was still getting used to the strange family dynamic that having a father brought into her home and far be it for her to rush her brother into accepting something he was clearly uncomfortable with.
Especially since he’d always been the one to reassure her into taking her time when anxiety got the better of her.
So Juleka did what she’d always done– held her tongue and waited for the problem to resolve itself.
Except it didn’t. And not just that, it somehow managed to get worse.
After Luka’s emotionally charged outburst at Jagged, the world-renowned rockstar spent the night on the houseboat, trying to coax his two remaining family members into listening to his long-winded theory about how the music industry was a breeding ground for opportunistic nepotism and how no one cared about raw talent anymore.
Her mother, the Captain, had only rolled her eyes in disbelief and called for lights out, but Juleka snuck out to the deck much to Jagged’s delight, and the two spent the night giving Fang belly-rubs and pretending they didn’t hear her brother’s hushed crying downstairs.
Her father was a surprisingly good storyteller, and Juleka listened intently as he spun tales about people she’d never met – the older sister who put Jagged through music school, Croco-Duo’s backup drummer, his very first assistant – and tried to imagine what it must’ve been like for a younger version of the purple-haired musician.
The Captain rarely ever talked about her life before having her children (though she recounted pregnancy misadventures aplenty) and preferred to sweep it all ‘below deck, where dusty records belonged’ as she would say unperturbedly.
Luka had been the one to explain that Anarka had probably done it for their benefit, so the two of them wouldn’t feel like they’d derailed her life but Juleka couldn’t help but feel like there was a large part of her mother that was so out of reach, it would take crossing several seas just to find the map.
Jagged, on the other hand, was keen to share every other minute detail of his life, even stuff that she could’ve lived without knowing.
From Fang’s defecating schedule to exactly which chord bothered him in their school’s acapella version of Clara Nightingale’s chart topper ‘Miraculous’! It didn’t matter how much they’d already talked, Jagged never seemed to run out of things to tell her, and much to Juleka’s surprise, she never grew tired of listening. Though in part, no thanks to the Captain’s meddling.
Their unbalanced family dynamic seemed to have gotten to Anarka too; without her oldest’s voice to steady her rocking vessel, their mother walked around like she was waiting for someone to storm their ship. She seemed to take offence to Jagged’s mere existence, never mind that he was trying to makeup for all the time he’d lost with his children.
The noise permit only placated her for a day or three, by week’s end she was back to chasing him off the Liberty with a mop.
What was almost equally astounding was that the rockstar reluctantly began to let her!
Jagged interpreted Luka’s semi-permanent disappearance as a self-imposed exile (not the more obvious response, her brother’s deep rooted tendency to avoid conflict) and began to spend less and less time on the Liberty much to Juleka’s horror.
So she meddled a little.
She poked and prodded and needled her brother until he caved and agreed to have one conversation with their father– okay, only because you asked me Jule– but when the fated morning rolled around, Luka was already cancelling on her because he had to take even more job interviews so he could continue to run from his feelings.
Not on her watch. Juleka would put her foot down this time, for both their sakes, before Luka did something he’d regret forever like actually pushing their would-be father away for good.
She set her phone to ‘do not disturb’ and slipped it into her pocket before slamming open the bakery door.
Juleka almost hit the new girl in the face.
“Juleka, dear!”
“Juleka!”
“Jule?”
“Ow!”
A chorus of voices bounced around her from all corners of the bakery as Juleka let the door gently swing close behind her to see a blonde girl prostrated on the floor, a plethora of macarons (some crushed, some perfectly intact) scattered around her, like the open door had managed to both smack the treats out of her hand and somehow trip her up while doing so.
“Careful dearie,” Marinette’s mother, Sabine Cheng called from behind the counter.
“You should be more careful Juleka,” Alya tutted, putting her phone away to help the blonde girl up, who, to her credit looked more embarrassed by the attention than the accident.
“You could’ve really hurt Zoé there.”
“No, it’s my fault everyone,” the blonde raised her hands in surrender, “I’m so clumsy, I’d trip over air if I could.”
“I wish I didn’t know exactly what you mean,” Marinette added good-naturedly from another corner, already reaching for a fresh paper bag, “Let me get you a new batch of macarons.”
Juleka exchanged a startled look with her brother, who was also on the other side of the counter, beside Mme. Cheng, his tan hands covered in powdery-white flour.
Luka’s brows were knitted with worry.
Sure, Juleka had almost hit the girl in the face, she would have if Zoé was any closer, but the door had swung open easily, without obstacle; not even a bump. But that didn’t make any sense.. why would someone pretend to fall over for no reason? Everything happened so fast– had she hit her?
For the first time in her life Juleka wished she and Luka shared the telepathic thing that all twins seemed to have on TV so she could read the SOS signal in her brother’s blue eyes– it seemed to her that Luka had also picked up on the strangeness of this new girl.
“Oh, I forgot you two haven’t met,” Marinette interjected, turning to her after handing Zoé the freshly filled paper bag.
“Juleka, this is Zoé Lee, she’s here from New York! Zoé, this is my friend Juleka. She’s the model I was telling you about– she’s also Luka’s sister.”
Juleka shifted back imperceptibly, though neither girl noticed. Ever since Marinette had broken up with her brother, Juleka’s friendship with the pig-tailed girl had become.. well, “strained” was an understatement.
“Hello, Juleka,” Zoé held out her hand with a smile, “I’ve heard so much about you, I feel like I know you already!”
“Uhh.. Nicetomeetyoutoo,” Juleka mumbled, shrinking away from the touch. This time, the girls exchanged a concerned look.
Alya joined them, putting one hand on Zoé’s shoulder, and reaching the other out towards her.
“You’re all pale. You okay, girl?”
Juleka bit down on her tongue.
Marinette herself hadn’t been around enough to clock the difference but the other girls in their class had watched Juleka tense up whenever the missing member of their group was mentioned.
Nobody brought it up; not even when she conveniently “broke” her phone and all the sad close-ups of her brother disappeared from the group chat (she deleted all of them when Alya said something about how Adrien would never), or just happened to “go for a walk” during Kitty Section’s routinely scheduled costume pick up.
In fact, she hadn’t even been around when the girls had ambushed Marinette and gotten akumatised into the “Gang of Secrets” this morning. Rose had yet to fill her in about it.
And though nobody had anything to say about her wavering allegiance, it was what they were saying instead that rubbed Juleka the the wrong way.
Even Chloé’s sniping didn’t get under her skin the way Alya’s off-handed remarks about Luka and Marinette not being destined to end up together, suddenly did. Juleka had been able to ignore stuff like that when it was about Nathaniel or Nino but this was her brother.
Her persistent, annoying brother who spent all his time strumming his emotional support guitar, in the morning, at noon, at breakfast, when she couldn’t sleep, quietly plinking notes into the night air regardless of how low the temperature dropped above deck.
The same guitar that he’d brought back home, dented, strings snapped after the suspicious possibly akuma-related blackout last month, and shoved under his bed without a second glance.
Her dumb, uncool brother who sounded nonchalant over the phone during her trip to New York, but nearly worried himself into a fever (according to the Captain), when he’d heard that their flight was attacked by supervillains.
Her stupid, crybaby brother who pretended to be allergic to the shampoo she’d used for years when she caught him trying to hide his puffy eyes and bright red nose the day after Jagged first came to the Liberty.
Her terrible, sensitive, overly-righteous brother who had the audacity to be born four minutes before her.
Her brother who loved her and the Captain more than anything. Her brother who deserved a happy ending, destiny be damned.
Juleka couldn’t handle the way they were talking about him like he was some kind of charity case; like they expected her to agree. Like she was supposed to smile and nod and go back home and look her twin in the eye after saying Poor Luka, how could he have known he was getting in destiny’s way by liking Marinette?
Poor Luka? Poor Luka?! Poor Marinette really if the Universe decided that she would be stuck trying to get Adrien to notice her for the rest of time.
She’d scoffed as much to Rose who gently pointed out that Marinette’s affection for Adrien was probably the only constant thing about her. At least, since the whole Socqueline Incident.
So Juleka begrudgingly chalked it up to Marinette’s inherent flakiness, and the creeping irritation grew and grew until she was convinced she wouldn’t be able to talk to her friend without letting her true feelings get in the way.
But looking at Marinette and Zoe now, Juleka felt all that itching frustration in her dissipate into cool confusion as she finally got a proper look at what was happening.
“Juleka?” Both girls asked in harmony.
Juleka crossed her arms reflexively, wondering if she was going crazy, or if everyone else saw it too.
She turned to Marinette. Then to Zoé again, and then back to her pig-tailed friend– the resemblance was too uncanny not to notice.
From the statement jackets, colourful denim pants cut off at precisely three-quarters-of-an-inch above the ankle, to the identically doe-eyed, puzzled look both girls wore on their faces, Juleka felt like she was getting whiplash just standing between them.
The only thing slightly unique about Zoé was her blonde hair being interwoven with a faded streak of pink, something Juleka could never picture Marinette doing.
Shooting another panicked look at her brother’s general direction, she stuck out her palm to belatedly shake Zoé’s, only to find it covered in a thin, white film that had already begun to harden and crack.
“What–“
“Sorry about that Juleka, the door’s been freshly painted,” Marinette’s father, Tom Dupain, sighed and handed her a paper towel from behind her. Juleka took it obediently noticing the faint white imprints on his own palms and down his blue apron.
“What’re you doing here, Jule?” Suddenly Luka was beside her, putting a comforting arm on her shoulder to lead her away from the Mari-ception, reminding her why she was here in the first place.
Focus, Juleka. You risked going to The Dance for this.
“I could ask you the same thing,” She tried to temper her tone through gritted teeth, “What’re you doing here, Luka?”
Exhale ice. Exhale.
Her brother shuffled her to an unattended corner, leaving floury fingerprints on her black mesh sleeves that she quickly shook off before rounding on him accusatorially.
“Weren’t you supposed to talk to someone today?” Her brother cocked his head in confusion. She mimicked Jagged’s obnoxious air guitar-playing.
Luka’s eyes hardened with clarity as he recalled the promise he’d made then shook his head.
“No, not today, Jule. I’ve got another job interview.”
“But–“ Juleka began.
“No, I can’t. Not yet. I need time.”
“But Jagged–“
“Juleka.” Luka’s voice rang with a sense of finality, “You’re not listening. I need more time.”
Juleka let out a breath, defeated. She hated how quickly the fight drained out of her but his stubbornness came straight from the Captain herself. Even a rock and a hard place would concede to the two of them.
“He means well, you know.” She mumbled finally, feeling her shoulders droop as she recalled her father’s forlorn face everytime she’d come to see him alone.
“I know,” Luka acknowledged, pointing to his temple with a twirling motion, “And I know you mean well too. It’s just.. it’s too loud in here to read the sheet music properly.”
Juleka cracked a wane smile. Only her brother could say something like that and make it make sense.
“Is everything okay?” Marinette’s voice (and only her voice this time) interrupted the siblings, and she watched as a flush of red climbed up her brother’s throat and scorched his pierced ears.
Speaking of things that didn’t make sense..
“Just reminding Luka about Kitty Section’s rehearsal next week,” Juleka lied, turning to her friend, “Rose said you couldn’t make it because you’re still working on that.. science project?”
“Actually, it’s almost done,” Marinette said, “And I was wondering if I could invite Zoé to the Liberty? She’s new to the city and it might help her make friends.”
The Couffaines exchanged a look.
“Um.. Marinette,” Juleka began, involuntarily scratching at her paint-flecked palm, “How long have you known Zoé?”
“Huh? Well,” Marinette counted on her fingers, “–an hour or two I guess! Isn’t she super nice? I feel like I’ve known her for forever.”
“She’s definitely.. familiar,” Juleka mumbled, “A little too familiar if you ask me.”
“So you don’t think there’s anything.. strange about her?” Luka interrupted, brows furrowing as he tried to gauge Marinette’s reaction.
“What? No! I mean, she’s a bit accident-prone like me but that’s hardly anything weird..”
She trailed off as she sensed the distrustful silence radiating from the siblings.
“Maybe it’s too soon,” Marinette corrected sheepishly, “I just thought it might be a nice gesture since she’s transferring into François Dupont after all, but if you guys don’t want her at the Liberty that’s totally fine, I’ll–“
“No it’s a great idea, Marinette!” Luka backtracked immediately, noticing the discomfort in her tone, “The more friends the merrier. We’re so glad you– both of you– can make it.”
Surprisingly, the pig-tailed girl seemed to deflate at his encouraging words.
Juleka raised an eyebrow when Marinette’s voice took on a forcedly higher pitch, “Right! Friends! Of course! We’re all friends here, right?”
“That depends, will Aaaaadrien be there?”
Ugh.
Juleka had to ball her fists to keep from crossing her arms as Alya snuck up behind Marinette and grabbed the latter’s shoulders, spooking her. She didn’t even need to look over at her twin to know the light in his eyes had dimmed at the mention of the name.
“He’s in the band, isn’t he?” Juleka couldn’t stop herself from lacing the mutter with an edge of derision.
“Woah, Tiger,” Alya put a hand to her chest in mock surprise, “What’s got you all worked up today?”
“Can’t you two give the Adrien thing a rest for once?” Juleka didn’t know what possessed her to say it, but instantly wished she could take it back when a guilty flush crept into Marinette’s cheeks.
Alya, on the other hand, became defensive.
“If you've got something to say–“ she began, crossing her arms, but was cut off when Luka put an arm on his twin’s shoulder to voice his opinion.
“I think what Jule meant,” Luka kept his voice light, to float over the feuding girls, “–was that we have no idea. We actually haven’t seen Adrien at a single rehearsal since you guys returned from New York.”
That was not at all what Juleka meant, but when she when she looked up at her brother, he had a painfully cheery smile plastered on his face. Damn your conflict avoidance-y.
She rolled her eyes, “Yeah, I guess his Dad must’ve freaked and put him under house arrest after the whole Hawk Moth thing on our school trip.”
Luka gratefully squeezed her shoulder as the tension dissipated between the four of them.
“Really?” Marinette’s guilt gave away to concern, “We should check on him. I’m the one who convinced Mr. Agreste to let him go in the first place– do any of you have his number?”
“Come to think of it,” Alya added thoughtfully, “Nino mentioned he hasn’t been answering his phone. We didn’t think it was this serious though.”
“Oh, duh. I’ll just ask Kagami,” Marinette smacked her temple at the mention of Adrien’s girlfriend,
“They’re dating! And go to the same fencing class! She must’ve seen him around.”
As Marinette reached into her pink, polka-dotted purse to pull out her phone, Juleka caught a glimpse of what she could swear was bright red eyes peeking back at her.
Alarmed, she looked around to see if Luka had seen it too but he was looking off to the side, watching a seemingly harmless conversation between Zoé and Mme. Cheng intently.
Juleka quickly turned back but her friend had already snapped her purse shut.
“Oh Marinette,” Alya clicked her tongue, “You haven’t heard? Adrien and Kagami broke up!”
“What? Are you serious?” Marinette’s eyes widened, “Alya you couldn’t have told me this sooner?”
Alya smirked, milking the anticipation for a few seconds like a reporter about to catch her biggest break yet, before shrugging to say,
“You haven’t been around for a while, Marinette. And don’t act like I’m the only one keeping secrets between us, y’know? You never told me you–”
“ALYA–“
Juleka nearly flinched when Marinette let out a high-pitched squeak, and the panicked girl slapped a hand over her best friend’s mouth to keep her from saying anything else.
Luka’s eyes snapped back to the scene in front of him and the siblings looked at each other in surprise. Okay, that was weird.
Juleka was used to Marinette’s shenanigans – they’d been friends for the better part of the year after all and they’d been classmates for basically their entire lives, so she’d seen her act in a myriad of strange ways; the girl screamed basically every chance she got.
If she tripped, stumbled, dropped something, pushed someone, broke something, even if she’d forgot something important. Her shriek would often draw attention to the offending mistake, making it even more obvious and even more embarrassing than normal.
Juleka narrowed her brown eyes.
But she’d never sounded as terrified as she had just a few moments ago.
What had Alya been about to say?
“Mmff–“ Alya defended, but Marinette proceeded to yank her to the side, out of the earshot of the Couffaines before releasing her.
“Did you–“ Juleka began, turning to her brother.
“Yeah,” Luka nodded without missing a beat, “There’s something strange about all this.”
Huh. Juleka gently bumped her brother’s shoulder with her own. Maybe there was something to this twin telepathy thing after all.
...
Adrien Agreste wished, not for the first time that day, that his miraculous gave him the ability to read people’s minds. It would save him a lot of time, whether it came to interpreting his father’s haughty sniffs, Natalie’s tired sighs, Gorilla’s approving grunts. Especially now, as he tried to catch his ex-girlfriend’s eye from across the Bourgeoise Hotel Lobby.
It was impressive how unchanged Kagami Tsurugi’s face remained when she did, barely a ripple of expression over still water, but he knew she’d seen him. Her gaze burned like the sun.
He didn’t blame her, their last interaction (over a week ago) had been so hopeless that Adrien had prayed the Truth akuma would somehow come back to life and zap him just so he’d be able to admit that he was Chat Noir to someone, anyone, without feeling guilty about it.
When I’m ready to see you again, I’ll let you know.
It didn’t hit Adrien at first, not immediately. He figured she just needed a little space, and they’d be back in their usual groove in no time. That’s how it had always been with Ladybug. His lady had gotten short with him plenty of times (usually for good reasons) but she’d always come around. Even after New York. Even when he’d gone against every explicit order and let her down spectacularly.
Ladybug and Chat Noir were a team after all; she didn’t abandon her partner.
But Kagami didn’t seem to share this forgiving nature.
Adrien hadn’t realized just how empty his life was until Kagami disappeared from it. Suddenly fencing lessons were private again, social events were all but impossible to sneak out of solo, and the silence in the car ride back to his empty house was incredibly loud.
Adrien couldn’t even count on Plagg to fill the silence; the little glutton was either in a food coma or a pre-food coma. If he didn’t know any better, he’d think his Kwami was avoiding having to talk to him after the events of New York.
He tried to busy himself with patrols (his partner never showed) but Shadow-Moth seemed to be uncharacteristically leisurely with his new approach. Adrien had wondered if it was because creating both an akuma and a sentimonster to match took a lot more energy out of him than normal but never found the time to pitch this to the ever-absent Ladybug.
Minutes crawled by like hours, seconds like centuries, the boredom so suffocating Adrien wished somebody would get akumatised, just so he’d have something to do; a sentiment he immediately felt guilty for as soon as he’d thought it.
When I’m ready to see you again, I’ll let you know.
Kagami did not in fact let him know. Aside from being frustratingly AWOL, she ignored all his texts, his calls, so much so that Adrien began to leave flowers at her windowsill to check if she was alive.
It was friendly, he reasoned with himself the first time he transformed into Chat to lay the rose by the window, his duty even. The poor girl had been akumatised an unfairly high proportion of times since arriving in Paris, he was just doing his due diligence as a hero to make sure she wasn’t in any immediate danger of turning into Lies, or Oni-chan or Riposte or-
His heart leapt into his throat as Kagami appeared at the glass, mid-toweling her hair when she glimpsed the rose. She picked it up confusedly, leaning out the window to spot the perpetrator and for reasons he couldn’t name, Adrien leaned back into the tree-cover darkness so she wouldn’t spot him.
Curiosity sufficiently quenched, she then gingerly held the rose to her chest and sniffed it, before turning away. He’d craned his neck to see her expression - was she smiling? - but mis-stepped and nearly tumbled off the tree, as the Parisian wind blew close her window and shut him out with a soft thud!
Adrien returned the next night. And the night after. But the forces of the universe seemed to be displeased with him since both times he was lulled off to slumber before he could see Kagami discover the flowers. One blink, the rose was there and the next, it was gone. Windows shut, curtains drawn, like he was being punished.
Today was the first time he’d been looking forward to seeing Kagami in a social setting, the last being Prince Ali’s disastrous birthday, and he couldn’t help but feel the familiar flicker of motivation to win her over again.
As friends, of course. Adrien would dazzle her so hard she wouldn’t be able to help but resume their friendship. Surely, she missed him just as much. Surely, she couldn’t resist his infamous Agreste charm for long.
Though with the chill that settled over his skin now as he walked up to her, Adrien wondered if she’d somehow become immune.
“Tsurugi-san,” Adrien greeted in Japanese, bowing to Kagami’s mother first before turning to her, “Kagami. How are you?”
The question was deceptively general, purposefully open-ended. How are you both? How are you doing? How are you feeling? How are you feeling about me?
Kagami met his eyes blankly, then dropped her gaze to his shoes as Tomoe huffed out a non-answer.
“We are well, child. Where is your father? Is he in attendance?”
“Father stayed back to take care of Natalie,” Adrien felt the lie roll off his tongue easily, like breathing. While it was true that Gabriel had stayed back, for what reason he couldn’t fathom. Perhaps he wanted to avoid Audrey Bourgeoise again.
“I apologize on his behalf. Tsurugi-san. May I escort the two of you to our table?”
Both women shifted not uncomfortably. Kagami still wouldn’t look at him. Somehow it was worse than the cold fury he’d expected.
“There is no need for that, Adrien,” Tomoe retorted, her words always toeing the line between flat irritation and condescension, “Keep my daughter company while I greet our hosts, will you?”
“Mother!” Kagami was so startled she said it in English, but Adrien pounced at the opportunity faster than Plagg on old camembert.
“Of course, Tsurugi-san! This way Kagami; the rooftop- “
Adrien stopped as Tomoe’s cane whooshed in front of his torso.
“Adrien.”
“Y-Yes, Tsurugi-san?” he gulped as the shinai moved to rest just under his neck.
“Do not take my daughter away from this event. Am I clear?”
“Yes.”
The bamboo sword lightly poked his chest.
“Good boy. Kagami, stay with Adrien.”
Kagami mumbled her assent under her breath but as Tomoe disappeared into the crowd began to head the opposite way - towards the tables he had promised to escort her to, without so much as a backward glance.
He would’ve been more offended by the snub if what she was wearing didn’t considerably slow her down.
Adrien suppressed a smile, caught up to her in two quick strides and said, “You look pretty.”
This earned him a sharp look, which he reveled in (she was looking at him again!) and a huff as she stopped to adjust her restrictive skirt.
Kagami was decked out in a proper red-and-black gradient kimono, the black scaley-pattern lightening to a red as it crawled up her petite form, interrupted by a dark sash with Tsurugi family crest scrawled onto it in silvery-grey.
Kagami tucked her hair behind her ears, revealing a delicate pearl earring but quickly dropped her hand when she realized he was staring at her.
“Sorry about my mother,” she said, looking around uncomfortably. They had accidentally ended up in a corner of the lobby that was perfectly concealed from everyone else by a large plant. Perfect for confrontations.. and stolen kisses.
Just a week ago, the two teenagers would’ve been giggling over themselves with glee at the prospect, but now both stood a bit stiffly, unsure of their bodies, of all the negative space between them.
“She’s been on edge since the last.. my akumatisation.”
Adrien’s shoulders drooped. The akumatisation he was directly responsible for. The mess he’d made Ladybug clean up for him yet again.
“Right,” Now that he had her attention he wasn’t entirely sure what to say, “Erm- how are you?”
Smooth. Adrien imagined Plagg snickering at him from inside his blazer pocket. Really laying on that Agreste charm aren’t ya, Adrien?
“I’m fine,” If Kagami sensed the awkwardness she chose not to acknowledge it.
“Mother’s kept me under watch, so I haven’t been able to go out as often. She makes me fence with her and she doesn’t attend many social events.”
“Sounds like you need a getaway driver,” he joked. Kagami‘s brows furrowed in confusion.
“Our car is self-driving,” She stated flatly, “Why would I need–”
“It’s just a saying,” Adrien held up his hands in surrender and Kagami seemed to catch herself.
“Right,” she said finally, “I think she’s embarrassed.”
“Your mother?”
Kagami nodded, imperceptibly curling into herself.
“She thinks– It’s a weakness in her eyes. Getting akumatised so many times.”
“What?” Adrien’s hackles rose, “That’s not true, Kagami. You’re not weak.”
“But she’s right,” Kagami's posture remained straight but he could sense the defeat in her voice, “I keep letting that monster in. I’m unable to control my anger when he calls.”
Adrien’s eyes narrowed.
“Kagami,” He grabbed her shoulders without thinking, “That isn’t your fault-”
“Let go of me, Adrien.”
The words stung more than he expected. Adrien pulled back like he’d been burnt. He’d forgotten just how direct Kagami could be.
“Right, sorry,” He continued, “But you can’t fight off an akumatisation by controlling your emotions–”
“How do you know?” She pressed, “Have you ever been akumatised?”
Adrien fell silent at that. Kagami looked almost hurt by the implicit answer.
“No wonder Mother’s so insistent,” She intoned to herself, “How could I ever surpass Adrien Agreste? He’s never been akumatised.”
“You don’t have to surpass me, Kagami. You’re more than good enough.” Adrien tried to salvage the conversation but something had frozen behind Kagami’s still-water gaze.
“Please excuse me, Adrien,” she said, pushing past him, “I must go.”
Adrien wondered if he was imagining the wound in her voice.
“Wait, I–” he began, unthinkingly reaching for her again.
“The world doesn’t revolve around you, Adrien!”
This time it was her tone that hit him like a slap. He flinched but didn’t move, looking into her face with doe-like bewilderment. Kagami’s eyes softened as she loosened her wrist from his grip.
“My world doesn’t– not anymore.”
“Kagami–”
“I’m not ready to be friends yet, I-” Kagami paused, as if she was weighing whether or not to say the words, “-I might never be.”
“You don’t mean that,” Adrien wondered too late if that sounded as desperate as he felt.
Kagami sighed and looked down. Adrien realised he’d intertwined his fingers with hers unconsciously. This time, he made the effort to let go. Her pearlescent ring, twin to his, stamped red with the Tsurugi family-crest winked up at him.
“I’m sorry, Adrien.”
He was sorry too. He hadn’t realised it would get this far. Losing Kagami completely, losing the one person, maybe the only person who understood what his life was like. Well one of them at least.
“Well, I’ll– see you around? Or maybe not, that is..uh-”
As Adrien fumbled for an appropriate anticlimactic farewell, Kagami only gave him a curt nod, then a respectful bow. Adrien mimicked the gesture, but by the time he looked up, she was already gone, whisked into the prolific crowd of the rich and influential, no doubt finding harbour by her mother’s side.
And Adrien was alone again.
No Mother. No Father. No Natalie. No Ladybug. No Kagami.
“Biiig deal, the broad doesn’t want you around!” he smelt Plagg before he appeared, a smoky combination of burnt cheese and something vaguely chemical (kerosene?) tickling the inside of his nose as the Kwami emerged with a pop!
Plagg rubbed his stomach anticipatorily, flying around Adrien’s face once, twice, before settling on the satin lapel of his grey blazer.
“Not like you have a shortage of options, pretty boy. You're the Adrien Agreste, aren't you?”
“I don’t know, Plagg,” Adrien was too worn out to riff, “Am I? Maybe being around me is bad luck.”
“Awe c’mon, Adrien,” the Kwami tried to comfort him by nuzzling against his neck, “You’re a fancy-pants model by day and Chat Noir by night. Doesn’t that count for anything?”
Adrien looked down at his miraculous instead of replying. He absent-mindedly twisted the obsidian ring round and round. The thought of balancing his double life had been weighing on him since his trip to New York.
It was the first time he’d had to confront just how selfish his actions were if he tried to live out either one of his lives to the fullest. Paris had been wrecked and that was entirely on him. All that carnage. All those innocent people in the hospital.
He’d been seized by the sudden panic to make a choice then. To either be Chat Noir or Adrien Agreste, to commit to one life and forego the other completely. He’d chosen the comfort of the familiar, only because, if Adrien was completely honest with himself, he wasn’t a very good superhero.
It was Ladybug who came up with the plans, Ladybug with the butterfly-cleansing powers. It was Ladybug who could reverse the damage, undo the trauma. The most he could do to assist was keep the perpetrator occupied, minimise the damage they caused.
It was Ladybug who had her head on straight. Without her, Adrien was no better than an akuma himself.
The double life had been taking its toll on him, slowly, then all at once, like a cataclysm. Leaning too much into one life, letting himself get too attached to one sped up the destruction process of the other, back and forth, back and forth, light and dark until both of them collapsed.
“Hey, Plagg,” Adrien said suddenly. The Kwami looked up at him curiously.
“Back in New York–”
BOOM!
Before Adrien could finish his statement a crash resounded throughout the room. Adrien bit back a wave of frustration. Whatever it was he was about to ask, it would have to wait.
“Claws, OUT!”
NEXT CHAPTER ->
For anyone who needs it. Use in good health.
Sooo I watched Jentry Chau
I was hoping it could fill the void of The Owl House….
But there was a lot of similarities to other things
Also how dare they… the Neji reference was a dead giveaway
It almost felt like the old Sabrina cartoon mixed with American dragon and Juniper Lee.
The soundtrack ripping my soul right out of my body didn’t help either
ohhh october be kind. on god be kind
im handing out chocolate and tea to everyone reblogging this. good luck friends i wish you all the best
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Certain words can change your brain forever and ever so you do have to be very careful about it.
Enjoy this and forgive my absence :)
None of you understand Amber Bennett: She's just a girl, your honour. A review of the show writers' least favourite love story from Invincible season 1.
Now let me just preface this by saying I have 2 points to make. Just two, very long, super rambly points that does have mild spoilers for Invincible season 2. Read at your own risk.
HC Mari koala hugs Luka before waiting for him to notice and greet her first
Sketch pages of Hazbin and Helluva characters!
Alastor, you petty bitch.
I 100% believe he just saw Lucifer and immediately realized how to get under his skin. It was hate on first sight. He also totally has an agenda that uses Charlie somehow. Two birds one stone.
Also, guess whose getting better at drawing in the style B )))
OKAY SO-
Alastor lost his cool and flipped his shit immensely when Lucifer showed up - why would that be? and why wedge himself between Lucifer and Charlie? Why would he react so viscerally when his literal main-competitor for retaining his rank and respect is Vox, and Vox openly antagonises him first, trying to drag Alastor's reputation through the mud in his broadcasts
Alastor remains cool, calm, collected, and in doing so completely surpasses Vox's attempts
in many ways, Alastor is unflappable. Always smiling, always a step ahead, always the most powerful and domineering in a room
and then- Lucifer shows up. This short statured, rosy-cheeked, rather pathetic excuse of a man
he waltzes in to the hotel, a fumbling over-excited mess, the least threatening a person could possibly look in hell, barely reaching Alastor's waist
and yet, he outranks Alastor, he could over-power him easily, he is the predator
and Alastor simply cannot handle that
Alastor may be furious that such a week-minded, emotionally unguarded man ranks so far above him with no way for Alastor to even attempt to gain the same status
so what does Lucifer lack? what is the one thing Alastor can have that he can't?
a relationship with Charlie
his anger is calculated, he finds what hurts Lucifer, he finds his weakness, he grips onto it with both claws, and he drags it in front of him, mocking the fact that, yeah, sure Lucifer may outrank him, but in his daughters mind? one of the few things Lucifer can't control? Alastor has the power, has the lead - in all manners of 'power' and 'influence' that Lucifer cannot control, Alastor makes sure he knows he is on top - he is Charlie's favourite, he succeeds where Lucifer has failed her
regardless of his motives, he has been there for Charlie, and Lucifer hasn't, and that's all that matters
but why does he have this deep-rooted need to prove himself? why can he not accept that he is still the second most powerful in that hotel?
his need for power, for dominance, for control is shown again when Husk confronts him in the hallway
'big talk for someone who's also on a leash'
this time, Alastor doesn't even bother targeting Husker's, insecurities, his weaknesses
he drags him down the hallway chained at his neck, teeth gnashing and positively enraged
there's no typical Alastor intelligence or cunning behind this action - it is pure unadulterated rage, it's a: I can kill you, and I will
killing husk would be useless - Alastor obviously has a purpose for him, that's why he's been kept alive and the other overlords haven't, killing him would get rid of any leverage Alastor had, it would get rid of Husk full stop
Alastor has been gone for 7 years, and now he's back, supporting a cause he doesn't believe, forced to wander around the hotel halls and haunting its residents instead of freely roaming Hell
Lilith has also been gone 7 years - and she isn't yet back
Alastor just so happens to appear at the hotel mere moments after Charlie tries to talk to Lilith, marching into the foyer and wedging himself into the project with a showman's flair
he is chained, he is chained to that infernal hotel where he doesn't belong - he cannot be redeemed, he doesn't want to be redeemed
he is chained to Lilith, and by extension he is chained to Charlie
and in his eyes, he is powerless, so utterly and infuriatingly at the mercy of those above him, and that simply won't do
so what can he do? what can a man, whose greatest desire is power, who's biggest insecurity is the power and status he wields over others, do to reclaim some semblance of that power? how can he usurp Lilith? how can be make this soul-bond beneficial to him?
he can win Charlie over - he can replace her father in the process, he can mould her as he sees fit, he can play on her need to view the best in everyone, in the need to create friendships and her insatiable ability to care for those around her
he cannot get to Lilith, he cannot match Lucifer, but he can have Charlie
and he's nearly got her
and when he does? who's to say her naivety, her trust, the relationship he's intentionally crafted with her, leads her to strike a deal with him in a moment of need? when the angels attack, when the hotel begins to crumble, when heaven commands her to stop her efforts? why wouldn't she strike a deal, in her mind, he's as caring as a father figure, and a man who's been there since day one unlike either of her parents
she shakes his hand
he has her soul
he has Charlie, and he has Lilith, and he has Lucifer
there's nothing they can do, and isn't that really what power is? not raw-strength, not magic, not status, but the ability to control those who others may believe to be above your own station?
he's forced to the hotel, he's chained down and unable to grab for more power - if Lilith is preventing him from earning it himself, well, he can always just force her to give it to him
all it takes is one hand shake.
the cherry on top? he get's to show Lilith it's her own desire for him to be at the hotel that has allowed him to ensnare them all
Alastor being all “Charlie is like a daughter to me!” when in fact their relationship is usually polite antagonism at best is so damn funny to me. Like he never even really believed in Charlie’s ambitions, he was at the Hotel for laughs, but then an opportunity falls into his lap to taunt Lucifer in emotionally damaging ways and get away with it and he ran.