[kaboomb]

              𝐒𝐎 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐃𝐈𝐃 𝐖𝐄 𝐃𝐎 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 ?                                 [ . . . ]  we'll  reminisce  and  remember  /  we  will  not  remember  .

     # KABOOMB  ,  an independent roleplay blog for  REZE  from  Tatsuki Fujimoto’s  CHAINSAW  MAN  .  Semi - active  ,  often queued replies through the week with most activity falling on the weekend  .  Est 28 Dec 2022 .

     I am fully caught up with both the manga  &  anime  .  I do heavily base my portrayal on personal headcanons  ,  however  ,  still closely follow canon  .

     Mature  &  dark themes will be present on this blog  .  This will commonly include  :  death  ,  violence  ,  gore  ,  and  blood  ,  both in images  &  in - character threads  .  Due to how graphic CSM is  ,  blood and gore in threads will not be tagged  .  However  ,  visual gore will be tagged  .  I do tag severe triggers  ,  and  avoid  mentioning  anything  that  is  heavily  triggering  to  me  personally  .

     My rules can be found  HERE  !

     I go by Cat !  25 , they / she .  I work full time  ,  so my activity can be spotty  !  I am comfortable sharing my discord with mutuals  ,  but I do prefer we speak or write together a few times first  !

[kaboomb]

“ how about a little midnight snack? ”  

     (  SHE  WANTS  YOU  TO  BEG  ,  to  sit  with  tail  between  legs  like  a  puppy  desperate  for  treats  .  The  look  on  her  face  says  it  all  ,  that  SICK  ,  smug  smile  that  beckons  you  to  BITE  the  hand  that  feeds  .  &  How  tempting  it  is  to  defy  her  ...

     But  your  life  cannot  be  YOUR  OWN  without  playing  her  game  .  Without  further  thought  ,  you  offer  that  indifferent  smile  of  your  own  .  )

     '  What  would  you  like  ,  Miss  Makima  ?  '

[kaboomb]

“ why can’t i come with you? ”  

     (  YOUR  SMILE  IS  PITIFUL  ,  far  too  weak  to  meet  your  eyes  that  grow  heavy  —  strained  in  the  sunlight  &  tears  that  sting  ,  desperate  to  fall  .  In  such  little  time  ,  he  has  brought  you  friendship  you  have  never  known  ...  can  never  tell  him  ,  for  you  BOTH  know  how  this  has  to  end  .  

     Life has  never  been  kind  to  you  ,  after  all  .  )

     '  Denji  ...  You  know  why  .  They'd  only  kill  us  both  .  And  you  like  it  here  ,  don't  you  ?  You  have  a  reason  to  stay  ...  I  don't  .  '  

     ...  At  least  you're  leaving  him  with  a  shot  at  freedom  .  

[kaboomb]

[rpclefairy]

𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒

“ am i not good enough? ”  

“ you’ve been so quiet. what’s on your mind? ”  

“ why did you help me? ”  

“ who do you fight for? ”  

“ why do you hate me? ”  

“ have you come to laugh at me in my miserable state? ”  

“ you’re not dating anyone, are you? ”  

“ i’ve got your back, okay? ”  

“ where do you think you’re going? ”  

“ how long have i been asleep? ”  

“ are you going to kill me? ”  

“ why can’t i come with you? ”  

“ we all have secrets, don’t we? ”  

“ did you want to be alone? ”  

“ why should i trust you? ”  

“ wait. did you hear that? ”  

“ promise me? ”  

“ why are you talking like we’ll never see each other again? ”  

“ do you remember anything at all? ”  

“ what? no witty remark? nothing clever to say? ”  

“ you wanna know what your problem is? ”  

“ may i have this dance? ”  

“ can i ask… what happened? ”  

“ how many people have you killed? how many? ”  

“ do you ever hear yourself? ”  

“ would you run away with me? ”  

“ could you be happy here with me? ”  

“ you can’t or you won’t? ”  

“ you slept with them, didn’t you? ”  

“ well, how do i look? ”  

“ after all you’ve done how can i possibly trust you? ”  

“ why can’t you let me in? what are you so afraid of? ”  

“ what did they do to you? ”  

“ so why’s it so important anyway? ”  

“ where have you been? ”  

“ why are you looking at me like that? ”  

“ why did you come? ”  

“ what are you doing out here by yourself? ”  

“ is… that my shirt you’re wearing? ”  

“ you… don’t like me very much, do you? ”  

“ why does it always have to be a fight with you? ”

“ why can’t you look me in the eye? ”  

“ can you forgive me? ”  

“ what if i never see you again? ”  

“ you were going to leave without saying goodbye? ”  

“ how about a little midnight snack? ”  

“ are you… smelling me? ”  

“ how did you get this scar? ”  

“ what do you want in exchange for it? ”  

“ what did you want to tell me? ”  

[kaboomb]

Looks at her like this

looks back at like this

[kaboomb]

They're cradled delicately , held close to chest as if they may crumble 'part at any moment . Her smile , soft , thankful for a familiar comfort .

' ... Dork . '

[dienju-deactivated20230802]

          ❝  'n I'll be takin' that as a COMPLIMENT !!  ❞    Cheeky grin ,  the hybrid lightly pinches the bomb - woman's cheek .  It's silly to think about ,  but there was a time when Denji didn't exactly understand what flowers even were ...

          ❝  Jus' be lucky I didn't make 'em my snack on the way over !  ...  I'm really friggin' hungry ,  Reze .  Ya got any grub layin' 'round ? ~  ❞

[kaboomb]

' But what if I'm not complimenting you ? ' Though tone is dry , deadpan , her smile is bright : much as she tried to fight it , Reze feels too free in this moment .

Like ... herself .

' Not for you , dummy . ' Reze nudges him with her elbow , stretching out before rising to dig through the cabinets for him .

' ... Actually , I don't wanna cook . Wanna go get something ? '

[kaboomb]

Stares at her like this

Stares back at him like this .

[kaboomb]

cute ... <3

Normally , unwanted attention would leave her skin crawling , desperate to get away & on her own again . But ... this little fox is so cute ! Reze scoops it up in her arms , a tap to nose before scratching between ears .

' Are you trying to get away ... ? '

[kaboomb]

Sticks tongue out at.

Yanks really hard on it & presses the top of his head down like a stapler . Goodbye tongue !

[kaboomb]

Bites

Do it again , and I'll bite your ear off . ❤︎

[dienju-deactivated20230802]

    Finally gets a chance to give her the flowers bought after all this time .

@kaboomb ♥♥

[kaboomb]

They're cradled delicately , held close to chest as if they may crumble 'part at any moment . Her smile , soft , thankful for a familiar comfort .

' ... Dork . '

[kaboomb]

crying shaking throwing up bc i was listening to liquid smooth and was punched in the gut by reze bc man. oh man this song is just everything abt my reze’s ideas of herself and now i’m gonna go into detail. i’m not saying this for reze overall and ofc it’s up to interpretation but <3 this is mine

“what am i to do with all this beauty? [ ... ]  i’m chemical, that’s all, that is all” is so. okay. reze’s entire current existence being crafted. concocted all by the government for their own gain, she is their perfect idea of a weapon because nobody expects the pretty, friendly teenage girl. 

“i’m at my highest peak, i’m ripe about to fall - capture me, or at least take my picture 崩れてゆく前に (loosely, before i fall apart)” oh boy. i use this as my vis tag for her because i think it just fits her so well. the “peak” in the song is more specifically about the “beauty of youth,” which while i think fits too, i like to think of this in a different sense: she believes her peak right now to be tied to her hybrid abilities and the idea of its usefulness to the government. but, about to fall - she’s grown resentful of her origins, resentful of her hybrid status, but above all else, reze can’t help resenting herself for never feeling strong enough to escape.

“how i feel this river rushing through my veins. with nowhere else to go, it circles ‘round.” again, the hybrid blood in her she’s already grown tired of carrying. everything feels the same, everything she is expected to do is the same, and she needs things to actually flow rather than cycling ‘round. her blood is stuck forever changed, forever coursing through her veins, just as she feels forever stuck to a life she did not choose. bbygirl just wants the freedom to carve out her own path in life, to feel it is truly her life and not someone else’s to lead. 😭

[cutecapybarapics]

[porcelain-rob0t]

cop car by mitski

[berleezymoved]

𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙻𝙰𝚂𝚃 𝙾𝙵 𝚄𝚂 [𝙴𝙿𝙸𝚂𝙾𝙳𝙴 𝙾𝙽𝙴] 𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂.   feel free to change pronouns/tenses/anything to suit scenarios, etc.

and that’s your biggest worry?

the whole world becomes sick all at once.

i presume the prospect of a viral pandemic keeps you up at night as well.

well, now there is reason to evolve.

i was gonna’ make you birthday pancakes.

you know i don’t really like pancakes.

you’re still alive, you old fucker.

he’s dependent on me. not the same.

i’m not splittin’ this job.

i barely wanna split it with you.

we could work a double.

i’ll bring back a cake.

shit. hope for us yet.

can’t tell you how exciting it was listenin’ to that fuckin’ conversation.

i swear you will use this later in life.

hey, is everything okay? like, on the news?

there was just a lot of police and stuff on the road today.

people out there need to get right with jesus.

i was thinkin’ we’d make some cookies.

you wanna’ give me a hand?

you locked the door for once. good job.

that doesn’t mean anything to you, i’m sorry.

i’ll get us one tomorrow. 

you got me a present?

where’d you get the money for this?

i sell hardcore drugs.

it’s better than what i do.

i could’ve stolen 60, but i put the change back because i’m an honest thief.

besides, it’s the thought that counts.

you were never gonna do it for yourself, so.

but i’m in jail. 

wasn’t my fault this time!

look, it doesn’t fuckin’ matter.

it’s a fuckin’ madhouse, [name].

get in the truck! right now!

we’re gonna’ be brave, and we’re gonna’ get outta this.

[name], you get back inside the house!

they’re saying it’s a virus— some kind of parasite.

minute ago, newsman wouldn’t shut up.

how do you know we’re not sick?

they’re saying it’s mostly people in the city.

somebody else’ll come along.

fuck! everybody had the same fuckin’ idea.

i can’t get through this.

son of a bitch, gotta’ go around. grab somethin’!

i can’t drive through ‘em all.

there’s nowhere to fuckin’ go!

easy now. we’re not sick!

we’re gonna get you somewhere safe first. 

i gotta’ get you up.

there’s gonna be a little tickle right here. 

or i could just shoot you. 

yeah, but then what would you do?

i just know they’re real.

pills and bullets, bullets and pill.

well, the more you shoot people, the harder it is to sleep, i guess.

i need the bag back.

hey, do yourself a favor… stay off the streets for the next few nights.

fuckin’ fireflies been blowin’ shit up all week.

two of our guys got shot this morning. 

it’s easy to make a mistake in the dark. 

what do you want me to say, [name]?

it’s not like i planned on… rippin’ you off.

how about we just let it go?

what else are you gonna’ do?

you gonna’ keep me here? kill me?

i want you to forget this ever happened.

i paid you for it, you sold it to someone else, and you spent my money. 

i mean, you think i’ve never done shit like that?

my guys fucked you up.

you cut off a finger or whatever the fuck you want— i don’t care.

they’re your fuckin’ guys. 

i give you my word that he won’t hurt you.

they’re shooting. they’re shooting at us. 

one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, fuck… you. 

hey, people are gonna come looking for me!

let me out or you’re gonna pay, motherfuckers!

i’m not supposed to be here!

is there any chance it’s comin’ in at night?

it’s never taken him more than a day to respond.

you’re a capable guy, but there are worse things than infected out there.

i got jumped by a couple guys. 

you know these guys were born after the outbreak. never learned how to argue, they just start swingin’. 

it’s a miracle you’re alive. 

it’s a miracle any of us are alive. 

nothing’s lost. shit like this is gonna’ happen. 

now we just shake it off, and we go get our cards back, or the battery. 

okay, fuck it, we get our money back and the battery. 

but i would very much like for you to hurt him. 

let’s go hunt that motherfucker down. 

my answer is to follow fuckin’ orders.

why do you have some random girl locked in a room?

we are in a war against a military dictatorship to restore democracy and freedom.

are we winning?

you tell me to look for the light and i’ll break your jaw.

how about we start with thank you?

i am the one who told ‘em not to shoot you, if you recall.

you that anxious to be a soldier?

you think i chose that place?

they put me there when i was a baby. it’s for orphans. 

you my fucking mom or something?

do i look like your mom?

why won’t you let me go home?

you have a greater purpose than any of us could’ve ever imagined.

what i’m going to tell you cannot be repeated to anyone. because if you do, i assure you, you will die. 

take it he wasn’t down here last time?

you think he came down after he was infected?

it’s like they reframed the whole structure. 

what the fuck? someone put a piano in front of this?

war must be goin’ pretty shitty for you to be buying from scumbags like him. 

he obviously didn’t take fuck off for an answer. 

i need it for a better reason than you do. 

you’re the cause of it. you turned my own brother against me. 

we won’t make it anywhere like this. not for a while anyway. 

oh, you don’t have time?

i know what you’re capable of— for better or worse. 

my team will not jeopardize that. 

remember what i told you?

the radio’s a smuggling code, right?

i’ve never been on the other side of the wall.

so, what’s the deal with you anyway?

you some kinda bigwig’s daughter or somethin’?

holy shit, i’m actually outside.

you stay close and you follow my lead. 

okay, let’s talk this out. 

yep. we’re doin’ this by the book.

you would’ve killed me!

i should fucking kill you!

it doesn’t matter! you have to trust me!

they’re gonna catch us if we don’t run!

[nanuuiy-deactivated20240726]

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