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got my tablet working again, so heres a better intro post.

text under the cut incase anyone can't read my handwriting.

Oh Laurie and Janey, I wish you two passed the Bechdel test

#watchmen #my art #laurie juspeczyk #silk spectre ii #Janey slater

Fuck ass heatwave is actually going to kill me I fear

#not to add insult to injury but I was stuck in a humid boiling fucking theatre having to do quick changes and wear like 3 layers #istg it was actually hotter in the theatre than outside #personal #I had like heat exhaustion yesterday from rehearsal #just girly things ya know?

Fuck man, one thing my family proved to me ever since I was 8 is that I never fucking want to have my own

#personal #eldest daughter eldest daughter eldest daughter #ughhghhgghgghggghgg #mommy issues #i guess #love my mom but holy shit I wish she never had kids #I think she would be a much happier woman if she never had me #idk #lowkey I push through by just telling myself I’m Rorschach coded/j #ugh #love her lots. she so fun when you don’t have to live with her trust

Just had the worst rehearsal of my life, it went well, but it was hot as balls, I was dehydrated and ready to collapse

#personal

Actually crazy that Kevin Denovis wasn’t the original actor for Lahn, that man ate in drag

#surrender dorothy 1998

Exam season is lowkey kicking my ass but what if the comedian was a freaky ass butch and absolutely nothing changed?

#really lazy sketch #I’m avoiding getting an essay done #watchmen #the comedian #eddie blake #my art #rule 63 #fully believe that absolutely fuck all would change about him if he was gender swapped #ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #I hate essays so much I’m gonna DIE #not so fun fact about me: I used to fully believe I was bi despite the fact that I had to genderswap men in my head to be attracted to them

Literally tell me why TikTok takes down my comments saying white people are annoying (verbatim btw) but it says there’s no issue when I report comments that say the most horrific shit about brown people. Ughhhghhghhghhgghhhg

#rhetorical question btw #I know why they don’t care. it’s white supremacy #but uggggghhhhhhhhhhh #I’m genuinely dying out here #like I can’t say white people are annoying but randos can say literal nazi shit and not get flagged #idk #personal #white people!! get more normal right now!!!!#my native ass is soooooo done with social media #racism

I HATE MEN. I HATE MEN. I HATE MEN. I HATE MEN. I HATE MEN. I HATE MEN. I HATE MEN. I HATE MEN. I HATE MEN. I HATE MEN. I HATE MEN. I HATE MEN. I HATE MEN. I HATE MEN.

#personal #some thoughts #ughhhhh #this is the only social media that doesn’t feel like I’m gonna get men’s unsolicited opinions #some of you are fine #but oh my goooooooood some of you creatures are actually the devil incarnate #not a safe space for bioessentialism btw. the evil ones CHOOSE to be evil

hannibalfan15

trying to get comfortable with using my drawing tablet. we are deepfrying this man NOW

#he’s so awful #boil him PLEASE

Here’s my Blake in bg3 btw. I’m having a lot of fun just being awful

#watchmen #eddie blake #the comedian #first night at camp and I got the Astarion bite scene #I was so conflicted on what to do😭😭😭

vonkarma2

i dont think laurie and her relationship with dr manhattan (skull) is poorly written per se but i also think it had potential to be explored that much more deeply. she was 16 and a grown man and god became obsessed with her and no one stopped it. even her mom who wanted to keep her from being hurt in that way. and after they break up she clearly expects him to be around and she feels guilty that hes always on her mind. he takes her to mars and forgets she needs to breathe. and he looks remorseful but so distant from the fact he almost killed her.

the whole conversation they have where he knows how it'll end and he still gets mad at her. he knows she's together with dan, but still gets mad when she tells him. his lack of respect reminds me of abusive mindsets, where the perpetrator is already 100% certain in their sense of reality and views the victim's perspective as unreliable. he dismisses everything she says about the earth as shallow and limited-- she never could have changed his mind. in fact, he only does change her mind when she's at her lowest point, reliving her mother's sexual trauma without anyone to comfort her but a man who's busy holding the world in his hands.

like there's a very clear disregard for both her personality and will + her bodily autonomy. and yeah professor manhattan looks at all humans like that, but the way we mostly see it directed at a woman who he started dating as a teenager feels very purposeful and charged.

#I love laurie so much #I wish moore had fleshed out this particular aspect more bc I feel like it could mean so much more to the story if she was focused on more #like sexual trauma is very present theme in watchmen and I feel like in comparison to the other characters who experience it-#-laurie is like almost sidelined?#I get that the point is that the abuse goes unnoticed but laurie doesn't get enough autonomy in the narrative to make it compelling #idk #I have thoughts #this post was a wonderful dissection btw

fiyomio

rough minthy wip

#wife wife wife wife wife #I love her so much #lovely art

Bro there’s this one dude, he’s suuuuper chill and very sweet when he’s baked, but when he’s not he uses really misogynistic language and like it’s just because his family is AWFUL -anyway I really wanna hang out with him, but I genuinely fucking hate the language he uses when he’s pissed. And tbh if I don’t have to, I don’t like being around that kind of talk. Uggghhhhh

#personal #like this dude isn’t even misogynistic in his actions #he threatened to beat the shit outta a guy who catcalled my friend #he just says shit #I NEED to propaganda him up with my bs #like he realizes that his bigot family is bad #he just hasn’t changed how he talks

Some stupid shit

#watchmen #the comedian #eddie blake #rorschach #walter kovacs #adrian veidt #ozymandias #pls ignore Rorschach’s shirt #it says adrian veidt did 9/11 if you’re wondering

I love this stupid fucking game

#surrender dorothy 1998

plotting, guys. trust.

#watchmen #the comedian #eddie blake #my art #digital art #I've been getting edits all over my tiktok to I'm the Slime by Frank Zappa #and all i can think about is him when I hear that song #I'm so normal

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