Fresh like a salad!

[shaf3iiiii]

وما فائدة كلمة " أنا بجانبك" بعد المعافاة، و " أنا أحبك" وأنت لا تتقبل عيوبي، و " أنا آسف" بعد أسبوع من الخصام! ما فائدة " أنا فخور بك" وأنت لم تشاركني معاناة الوصول، و "دموعك تقتلني" بعدما تركتني للحزن يتآكلني، لا ياعزيزي، لا فائدة من كلمات باردة تأتي في غير وقتها، لا فائدة من ترميم روح قد ماتت قبل فترة، ولا فائدة من أن تخبرني بكلمة كنت أتوق لسماعها في حين من الزمن، لتقولها أنت في زمن آخر تماما ماتت فيه لهفة الاستماع.

- آية عيسى

[kafkaesquesworld]

خوفي الحالي اني اشتغل واعمل واوصل لوجهتي بس اول ما اوصل اكتشف ان ما عاد فيني روح وتختفي رغبتي وحماسي وطاقتي والمكان اللي انا وصلت له ما عاد يكون المكان اللي حبيت اوصل له ولا غايتي وبعدين اكتشف ان الوضع زي "فلما انتهيت من بناء قاربي جف البحر"

اللهم اعني واهديني ~

[kafkaesquesworld]

I started reading No One Belongs Here More Than You: Stories by Miranda July.

I finished the first story : The Shared Patio, and it was the funniest thing I've read for a really long time.

I'm gonna try and share what I like daily.

Hope it encourages you all to do the same lol.

[kafkaesquesworld]

Let me tell you with this song

People say the world has changed

But thankfully between you and me

Nothing has changed

Such a comfort song that I will keep on repeat for a really long time ~

[kafkaesquesworld]

One day, the world stopped

Without any warning

Spring didn't know to wait

Showed up not even a minute late

Streets erased of footprints

I lie here, fallen to the ground

Time goes by on it's own

Without a single apology

This song hits hard..

[kafkaesquesworld]

And God knows, I'm not dying but I breath now

And God knows, its the only way to heal now

[deadbyinsidee]

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Right in dem feels

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From Dear class of 2020

"In face of obstacles, we have the great ability to surprise ourselves, with how our spirits fight back, how we roll with it and how we grow with it"

[kafkaesquesworld]

We are all monsters, my darling

What matters is who we show our claws to

And why we do it

[kafkaesquesworld]

This is my desk and window

It is 06:06 AM 2020 and I'm still here...

Ever since high school I've always thought I'm going to die before I graduate, I've always thought that I would be lucky to die at a young age too...

[kafkaesquesworld]

Even if I put my dreams in my mouth, it only tastes bland, like it's made of clay

And that can't be normal, right?

[kafkaesquesworld]

I'll just blame my lack of courage on being born in this day and age

- Sayuri, Heikousen (parallel line)

[kafkaesquesworld]

I just feel I'm better off, staying in the same room I was born in

I look outside, and see a whole world better off

Without me in it, trying to transform it

- twenty one pilots, Not today

[kafkaesquesworld]

What I want to do by the end of this month

Finish Anne Frank - The diary of a young girl

Read l'étranger by Albert Camus

Read and Analyze Waiting for Godot

Score high in my Delf B1

Self study Guillaume Apollinaire

Learn basic hangul

I hope things go well!

[kafkaesquesworld]

Finished reading The diary of a young girl

Read and analyzed waiting for Godot

Took my Delf b1 test (scores after a month)

Self studied Apollinaires works: Le bleuet, si je mourrais là-bas, la colombe poignardée et le jet d'eau, Le pont mirabeau

Started studying hangul (고기 = meat) xD

I didnt read l'étranger.. its on my list for March!

[kafkaesquesworld]

I finished reading l'étranger... Albert Camus amazes me...

Started reading Voyage au bout de la nuit.. but stopped, I think I'm gonna drop it ..

Started reading The subtle art of not giving a fuck! So far me likey!

Started reading two webtoons at the same time! Bastard and Sweet home! And OH MY GOD! SOO GOOD! I'm loving everything about them!

Also finally caught up with AOT manga and The Promised Neverland..

[kafkaesquesworld]

Day 10 of quarantine: I want to yeet myself out the window :') I miss my uni, my friends, that yucky coffee next to my faculty, the professors faces and loud voices ...

I'm being optimistic still!

Everyone fighting!

[kafkaesquesworld]

What I want to do by the end of this month

Finish Anne Frank - The diary of a young girl

Read l'étranger by Albert Camus

Read and Analyze Waiting for Godot

Score high in my Delf B1

Self study Guillaume Apollinaire

Learn basic hangul

I hope things go well!

[kafkaesquesworld]

Finished reading The diary of a young girl

Read and analyzed waiting for Godot

Took my Delf b1 test (scores after a month)

Self studied Apollinaires works: Le bleuet, si je mourrais là-bas, la colombe poignardée et le jet d'eau, Le pont mirabeau

Started studying hangul (고기 = meat) xD

I didnt read l'étranger.. its on my list for March!

[kafkaesquesworld]

The audacity and hypocrisy of some people posting about mental health and how we should support one another while they continue dragging people down and neglecting their own "friends" is WOWISH! WOWISH I TELL YOU.