Crecer
El tiempo pasa.
Los animales desaparecen.
Los casquetes se derriten.
La tecnologĂa no espera.
Los papĂĄs comienzan a morir.
La frente se pliega
y el pelo se pinta de gris.
El planeta explota.
(suspiro)
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH

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Crecer
El tiempo pasa.
Los animales desaparecen.
Los casquetes se derriten.
La tecnologĂa no espera.
Los papĂĄs comienzan a morir.
La frente se pliega
y el pelo se pinta de gris.
El planeta explota.
(suspiro)
Masquerade Ball
Here i am, one more time awaking with the sun, opening my eyes to get up and start the day.Â
So here i am getting my make up right; but most important of all, getting ready to wear my mask and get into the masquerade ball.Â
Have you heard of this magnificent dance?Â
Everybody goes, but if you wanna go, you need to choose your mask and always wear it.Â
Youâll meet a lot of people and you will be chosen by others depending on the kind of mask your wearing. But I must warn you, when this happen you will never shall take your mask off, otherwise you may be expel for not being what your mask was standing for.Â
Ironic, isnât it?Â
Well, thatâs how tha ball works, i mean, itâs a masquerade ball after all. Mask are important, thatâs how you introduce yourself and how you will act and how you will take your decissions.Â
I know, it could be really exhausting and demanding but after all this is LIFE right? i mean... this is a Ball.
Cruel - An Open Letter from Glowie
People are Cruel
Iâve been Cruel to people people have been Cruel to me but mostly Iâve been Cruel to myself.
Iâm so hard on myself Iâm a perfectionist. If I donât do things perfectly instantly I start beating myself up mentally.
I donât know how to receive a compliment, to be honest..compliments piss me off because I donât think I deserve them. Thatâs a lot of pressure I put on myself. Itâs a difficult situation. Itâs Cruel.
Even now as Iâm writing this Iâm thinking âthis is all crap and Iâm never gonna be a good writerâ. But Iâm used to that, Iâm used to feeling unsatisfied with everything I do. As sad as that sounds, having this judging version of me always by my side, it makes me do the best I can in everything I do and Iâm always trying to find ways to do things even better.
Iâm not struggling, Iâm just constantly competing with myself and it excites me, it keeps me moving forward.
Cruelty is all around everywhere. Thereâs no way of escaping it. Iâm always gonna see it hear it feel it.
What I decide to do with it changes everything.
Itâs always gonna affect me in some way. But I can either let it break me down or I can let it make me stronger.
The cruelty I got from other people, it changed me, I took it so personally.
When I was 5 years old in kindergarten, all the girls were scared of the boys, they would run after us.
So every time the boys came, the girls screamed.Â
I remember I was terrified of the boys, they would pull my hair and push me over. Nobody did anything about it. What an odd game to play at 5 years old.
When I was 10 years old kids made fun of me. They called me names. I was different, had big curly hair, body so skinny I was called âskeletonâ. I didnât feel like I was allowed to be myself.
I had to fit in. Be like everybody else.
When I was 12 years old the girls ignored me. I wasnât there, I didnât exist, I wasnât welcome, I wasnât good enough. I thought I was a total loser. Nobody wanted to talk to me or spend time with me.
I thought, nobody wanted me there or anywhere.
When I was 16 years old I felt pressure to start dating. I met a guy online he seemed nice I wasnât ready for a relationship I wasnât ready for anything I just wanted something innocent but that didnât exist in his mind.
Cuz on the second dateÂ
he raped me.
For a few years I felt broken, I was shy, insecure, scared, depressed, unsure.
Because I didnât understand humans
behavior feelings thoughts.
All of a sudden the world seemed like such a complicated place. All this cruelty, I felt surprised. Being a young girl living in a country that was usually so safe so quiet.
I started to build up these walls around me, to protect me from everyone and everything. The walls were sadness cold attitude straight face no smile eye contact that made you feel unwelcome. I didnât trust anyone, if someone got too close I pushed them away, I pushed them so far away from me. I thought it would protect me but it didnât, it only hurt the people around me.
But then someone reminded me of that person I was trying to protect with these walls I had built. The person I used to be, the happy little girl. I had been so focused on protecting her. I forgot to let her breathe see hear sing dance laugh smile shine.
She had been back there this whole time hiding suffocating.
Now Iâm slowly letting her out. Iâm letting her shine through my eyes my voice my attitude my fingers.
For the last couple of months for the first time ever, I feel strong, I feel like Iâm enough. I donât have to be anything but myself. Iâve found balance, I feel comfortable, Iâm not scared anymore.
Iâm the happiest Iâve ever been.
But people are Cruel Iâve been Cruel to people people have been Cruel to me and mostly Iâve been Cruel to myself.
Thereâs no way of escaping it but we can decide to not let it break us down. We can use it as a tool to make us stronger. But itâs not gonna be easy, itâs never easy. From time to time weâll have to let our emotions out. Some might think itâs not necessary but to me it is necessary.
I think itâs important to let ourselves be vulnerable angry hurt confused.
Cuz these are the emotions we usually donât let out, the ones we keep locked away the ones that weâre ashamed of the ones that make us look crazy but are the ones that need freedom.
Thatâs the purpose of my song âCruelâ itâs your chance to let go.
Cuz afterwards youâll feel so much better, you can even listen to my other song âBodyâ dance a little bit have some cake and youâll be fine
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[15:00, 17/4/2019] Tio đș: Obvio ahorita no lo va a aceptar. [15:00, 17/4/2019] Tio đș: Solo es un juego ahorita [15:00, 17/4/2019] Tio đș: Pero jugar con eso, es jugar con fuego. [15:00, 17/4/2019] Tio đș: Y tu no quieres ningĂșn novio, acuĂ©rdate! [15:00, 17/4/2019] Tio đș: Entonces amor para ti, por el momento no. [15:00, 17/4/2019] Tio đș: Solo te queda aceptar tu derrota y hacerte a un lado. [15:00, 17/4/2019] Tio đș: A partir de hoy no volvemos a hablar de ese hombre. [15:02, 17/4/2019] ~ Theaâš: Esque.. haber perdido en mi propio campo de batalla                                                         [15:02, 17/4/2019] ~ Theaâš: por alguien que ni siquiera se esforzĂł.          [15:02, 17/4/2019] ~ Theaâš: O quizĂĄ sĂ se esforzĂł y jamĂĄs me di cuenta, quizĂĄ fue sigilosa e inteligente.                                            [15:03, 17/4/2019] ~ Theaâš: quizĂĄ, siempre fue discreta pero asertiva
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all i do
Accept what you canât change
We have absolut no control of anything in this world. Not our date of birth nor the family we grow up not even our feelings and the people we get to meet.
People we get to meet... maybe this is one of the most frightening experiences we have to deal with. Through life, good people come along the way, some others not quite good. But one thing I do know, every single one of them has a lesson to teach us.Â
Life is sad, thatÂŽs a fact. Lifeâs difficult and very demanding. Perhaps if we define life as multiple circunstances, we could try to figure out where to stand. Those circunstances are full of emotional catalyst, situations that deploys the best or the worst in us.Â
Itâs so difficult to control every emotion, itâs almost impossible to stop feeling sad, or avoid falling in love. Nevertheless iâve learned that âfeelingâ is actually the best that can happen to us. Feelings are the reason we are humans, they make us feel alive. And for this, i mean that we always discover a new way to feel, and that, my friends, is what makes life interesting, amazing and so much fun. Even when theyâre negative and life sucks, thereâs always this time, like a epiphany, when we get courage and no matter what, we accept our reality, our feelings (good or bad) and keep it going.Â
You know, every new beggining comes from some other begginingâs end. As i first said, we canât control how we feel, but sometimes we do have the opportunity to decide and do what we need, maybe not what we want, but definitely what we must.Â
Accept there are things we canât change, we canât control, embrace your pain, feel sad, heal your wounds and always get on your high heels again.
Do it for your future self, sheâll be proud of you in so many ways,Â
With love,
Just one more broken happy heart