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Best friends since transferred. Who doesn't want to ship that? The brains and the brawn. Also I mean Ryuji being bottom would be hella cute.
Kusuru Akira x Goro Akechi:
Popular ship, frenemy relationship, most likely to have hate sex majority of the time. Also most likely both fight for being on top, which is most def fun to see.
Kitagawa Yusuke x Sakamoto Ryuji:
Okay but imagine Yusuke's social stupidity and give him flowers as a sign of friendship after reading a book about how to be be friends (with females lmao), but Ryuji doesn't mind but he's being a tsundere about it.
Takamaki Ann x Okumura Haru:
Their personas would be hella best friends for their royal like attire. And Ann, being not royal at all, loves to watch how elegant Haru is when she goes over her house or when they fight together. Also Ann being riled up a lot, hates Haru's fiancée and will figure out a way to take her away from him.
Niijima Makoto x Sakura Futaba:
Futaba, being somebody who lost her mom, meets Makoto and being pampered the way Makoto did reminded her of her mother and loved that kind of affection. And as they keep talking and hanging out, Futaba ends up falling deeper in love for her. Her passion, her determination, her intelligence, Futaba thought it was amazing. Makoto loves Futaba from the start. Losing a parent already connected her to her, and she wants to show her she can be there for her through any problems and would treat her for any accomplish she made.
Takemi Tae x Kawakami Sadayo:
Teacher maid x Doctor sex?... count me in. Sex aside, Sadayo has always been tired for working as a maid and teacher at the same time that Sadayo goes to Tae for medicine so she can stay awake, and while Tae gathers the medicine, Sadayo complains to her about the teachers there and how tired she is of the parents who she owe money to. And Tae would comfort her and tell her she's always welcome to come in the back if she needs a break.
Niijima Sae x Ichiko Ohya:
Sae was redirected to Ohya after knowing about the phantom thieves and they both end up talking a lot about each other after several drinks, especially with Sae needing that time for letting loose for all the weight she put on her shoulders. Ohya was a fun girl, and Sae ends up liking her for her outgoing joyful personality.
Togo Hifumi x Mifune Chihaya:
Hifumi often goes to Chihaya for a reading. She loves listening to Chihaya's voice when she ponders over the cards and tells her the results. In return, Hifumi gives her free passes to go to her shoji tournaments and Chihaya ends up being as riled up as Hifumi when she gets too into the game. It makes Chihaya happy and excited and she accidentally gets out of hand when she watches her... Hifumi thinks it's totally cute.
Would You Let Me Love You? - Tales of Berseria School AU story
Hello! ((((: I saw that a lot of people were really willing to read it ///v/// thank you so much for giving me the motivation to make the fanfic. And I’ve already finished the first chapter! I’ll be sending links down below
If I make a Tales of Berseria school AU, would you read 8)))) I’ve created character background and plot already, but… I’m not sure if I’ll be able to do it. I’LL TRY THOUGH, I swear, if people are willing to read it!
It’s most def Veleanor (Velvet x Eleanor) and possible Rokeizen (Rokurou x Eizen) ((((: here’s the character and plot info. If you’re really interested, comment please~
Characters:
Velvet Crowe
Delinquent, introvert student, family died from fire when she was in middle school, her arm burned therefore it’s bandaged. Lives on her own, until she found Phi, who looked like Laphi, abandoned in an alley and decided to take care of him from then on. Only Phi has seen her smile lmao.
Eleanor Hume
Student Council Representative, looks up to the Dragonia/Linares siblings. Typical GPA 4.0 stuck up, book smart rather than street smart, therefore very oblivious with how others feel. However, despite being a stuck up, she loves her school and attends and loves to have fun at the games and stuff. Gay for Velvet lmao.
Rokurou Rangetsu
In Velvet’s clique, was born with skin disorder and heterochromia and prefers to hide them cause his family used to tease him about his face. Is a skilled swordsman, in the Kendo club with his brother, and his goal is to surpass his brother. Really calm and nonchalant, likes to crash at Vel’s place with Eizen and Magilou from time to time, esp for her food lmao. Gay for Eizen.
Magilou Mayvin
Delinquent who does what she wants. She doesn’t care much about anything, but prefers to go with the flow. She loves hanging out with Velvet and the gang and loves to bug everybody. Doesn’t usually go to class, but often goes and does good work during tests and finals when the time comes.
Eizen and Edna
Subconsciously clumsy delinquent riflery and basketball athlete. Somewhat reserved, but extremely street smart. Loves to learn about things across the land, and wants to travel after high school. Lives with his sister, but they don’t talk as often due to his clumsiness. But he loves to give her presents and brings home treats when he goes into stores or food places.
Phi
Abandoned, orphan taken and being cared of by Velvet. Is home schooled, and being taught by Eleanor. Usually the one to keep the house clean and doing chores around the house because he’s usually bored when Velvet’s at school. Loves the company when Rokurou and the gang comes to visit.
Melchior Mayvin
Principal of the school. Doesn’t do much, but cares about the school reputation and thinks Magilou is a disgrace to their family, even though she’s adopted.
Artorius Collbrande
President of the student council. Used to date Celica until she died, was one of the members, besides Velvet, who survived the fire but was unharmed. Velvet hated him because he was supposed to protect Celica from the fire, but in reality he couldn’t help them due to being separated in the fire. He tried looking for Laphi but Laphi was already pierced through the chest with a sharp wooden object. He blames himself for everything that happened, and is now reserved and prefers to keep everything work related. Feels sorry for Velvet and wants to keep being friends with her but nope.
Shigure Rangetsu
Vice president of the student council. Does everything he’s told, but secretly hates and wants to leave the student council. Very charismatic and swoons a lot of ladies. Is a playboy. Leader of the Kendo sport / club. Despite being laid back, he takes things seriously in classes and sports. Just during at home or in boring classes is when he doesn’t like doing anything.
Teresa Linares
Oscar’s half sister, treasurer of the student council. Cares about her reputation, prefers to stay by Oscar at all times though. Secretly hates the student council, despite doing everything for them. Usually the one who helps with fundraisers and helping distribute money to clubs.
Oscar Dragonia
Teresa’s younger half brother, one of the secretaries of the student council. Cares about Teresa a lot, looks up to Artorius, and secretly caring for Eleanor. Oscar, however, subconsciously ends up being insensitive to her and feels bad about it afterwards. Is usually rough on her when she’s being a stuck up, but doesn’t mind when Teresa does that lmao. W0w.
Zaveid
Delinquent student not within Velvet’s clique. Does his own thing, doesn’t like crowds, and loves his iguana friend at home. Used to have a lifelong girlfriend but tragedy happened. His late girlfriend loved everything about Lacertilia, and bought an iguana in remembrance of her. Even named it after her. Frenemies with Eizen
Meddisa and Kamoana
Medissa is a single mother who adopted Kamoana, lives next door to Velvet’s apartment, and gets along with her and Phi very well. Kamoana loves to hang out with Phi and plays lots of board games or video games with her. Has heterochromia eyes like Medissa.
Dyle and Kurogane
Gay couple that lives on the other side of Velvet. Kurogane is usually at work as a blacksmith/bladesmith not far from home. Dyle is the housewife, usually running errands and getting groceries and stuff for the two of them to eat. Often visits Velvet to help cook for Phi and cooks dinner with Velvet from time to time.
-Plot-
It’s the start of their senior year, and with the money Velvet saved up, she wants to help Phi go to school. But even though she doesn’t have enough money for an actual school, she has enough for homeschooling / tutoring. She calls the school and wonders what she could do for tutoring and gets redirected to the tutoring center where they help students of any age and grade with their school, and does homeschooling if requested. Velvet asks for the best they have, but since she’s so reserved and slightly embarrassed since it’s a place where her fellow classmates go, she leaves immediately before knowing who they picked to tutor Phi.
Eleanor gets picked to be a tutor a little boy at the age of 10 for the school year during the weekends, Mondays, and Wednesdays. She has no problems with this, and she’s told to start on Friday. She goes to the address, and when she sees who’s on the other side of the door, she’s shocked. Lmao, AND FUCKIN FLUSTERED. Her first and only crush, Velvet, opened the door. THUS THEIR ROMANCE-DRAMA-COMEDY STORY BEGINS. hue.
Okay but imagine Futa!Velvet has high libido and out of all the girls she's been with, Eleanor was the only one who can endure all of her sexual frustrations. But years after they split, the two ended up working together in a business and Eleanor tries to avoid her, but can never do it cause Velvet is hella hot and alluring and is low key jealous whenever Teresa calls Velvet into her office for "a talk."
Eleanor gets reminded that this was why she left her, but even then she can't stay away from Velvet. She hates her, but wants her all to herself.
One time Velvet overheard Magilou and Eleanor talking about Velvet and Rokurou. and Magi, knowing that Vel was listening, says Eleanor should totally just hook up with Rokurou for a night. Velvet, still somewhat possessive of Eleanor, stops her before she leaves her home and instead they have sex. And reconfirmed their feelings. And dated. Again.
Okay but what if Eleanor topped Velvet for once, and THAT ONE TIME… Magilou accidentally walked in on them. Since then Magilou likes to tease Velvet for being a bottom and Eleanor low key loves it
Before everything went downhill with Laphicet, Velvet always talks to Artorius about Seres. She enjoys talking to her, even though she can't see her. (From my understanding) Seres, on the other hand, fell in love with the younger female. Even though she's not capable of loving her, she simply enjoyed being together with her. However, three years after that night, Seres knew she didnt want to serve under Artorius anymore, therefore she helped Velvet escape. She asks nothing of her, except for her to escape. She follows her, as her job, and will do anything to get her off the island. Velvet, despite full of rage and vengeance, she always had a soft spot for the malak. She loved her... despite not showing any of her emotions to her. She ate Seres, and leaves the island. Even if she didn't verbally say it, she vows to use Seres however possible to gain her revenge. She won't let her die in vain. What pains her the most is when Velvet finds herself in front of a woman who almost has the same features as Seres. Although young, naive, and a crybaby, Velvet's feelings immediately hesitated. An exorcist, with a daemon... she refuses to let these feelings get to her, as her only goal is to murder Artorius. As time progresses, their relationship with one another is bumpy, and mixed. Eleanor is nothing like Seres, but no matter how hard she looked, she sees the malak. It confuses her, and she bottles it all up. Eleanor doesn't understand why Velvet's so hesitant about each other when shes always up front with her about their goal. She reaches out, but Velvet refuses, causing them to break into an argument, and Velvet ends up spilling out the contents of the bottle, leaving Eleanor speechless. She tells Velvet she's nothing like Seres, whoever she maybe, so she wants to see her as her, and take their relationship from there.
Ship: Kaminashi Nozomi x Miyata Sayaka
RATED M FOR SMUT
Nozomi lies down on her bed as soon as she and her elite team return from their training at Kyoto. She inhales as she thinks about the great times she had with everyone and all the things she learned from not only Kyoko, but from her friends.
The girl sits up as she hears the door open, seeing her best friend and good rival Miyata Sayaka. She smiles and waves, “Miyata! Where's Toyoguchi and Aoba?” She asks, leaning back against her arms. Sayaka shakes her head and rests her bag and stuffed monkey on her bed. “Aoba and Toyoguchi wanted to go bathe.”
Now that Nozomi looks at it, she rarely ever gets any quality alone time with her since they met. She smiles as she lies down on the bed and gazes at her friend. “So… Miyata… do you have a boyfriend?” She grins. The other woman’s cheeks start to heat up, but she looks away, “I don't have time for relationships…” she grumbles. That’s a total lie, and Nozomi knows it.
“Oh? Then why are your cheeks red? So you DO like someone!” Nozomi teases and giggles, “who is it?? Do I know him?? Can I meet him???”
Sayaka looks back at her, “You know who they are… more than you think.” She states shyly, unpacking her clothes and setting them back to where they belong. Nozomi’s head tilts as she watches her. <i>I know who he is?</i> she thinks to herself.
“They're pretty clueless, but they're also a great thinker. They think outside the box… and they’re really obnoxious…” Sayaka rambles on, in hopes her ‘friend’ would find out. The dark blue haired girl blinks and shrugs. She sits on Sayaka’s bed before she hugs the monkey. “But he's a boy, right? I don't think we know anyone that's a boy.”
Sayaka shrugs, “she acts like one. Maybe you could count it.”
“She?”
Miyata’s cheeks shades into a rose pink and she turns to her, waving her hands. “No! Forget what I said!!”
Nozomi stares up at her, then she lets go of the stuffed animal. She slowly walks over to her, the outfighter and infighter’s eyes lock onto each other… almost forgetting everything around them. Sayaka’s chest beats loudly, overpowering the noise in her ears. She's mesmerizing the woman in front of her…
But as soon as the light haired student feel the girl’s skin against her cheek, she pulls back. “W, what are you doing?!”
Nozomi has no answer. She pulls herself closer, causing Sayaka to be pinned against the wall. The shorter woman gulps with anticipation and fear… this has never happened before. She’s so scared of how this will turn out.
“... I'll be gentle…” the taller woman whisper into her ear. Nozomi grinds against her, her lips tracing all the way to the other’s, grazing against it. “So, is it okay…?” She asks. The former judo wrestler hitches her breath at the feeling of her breath mixing with hers, at the feeling of their bodies close together, of their lips so close… yet so far away…
Her mind is already blank. All she wants is the feeling of her rival’s lips against hers. “Yes…” she manages to say. Nozomi closes her eyes as she leans in, their lips touch, her hand cupping the other’s cheek, the other hand on her waist to pull the woman closer to her. Her warmth is too intoxicating. She slowly pulls away, her eyes roaming to see her expression.
Sayaka’s in a daze, her eyes focusing on her friend’s lips. She wraps her arms around the purple eyed woman’s neck, and pulls her closer for another kiss. Nozomi giggles as they kiss, then she wraps her own arms around the other’s waist. She pulls her towards the bed and sits down. She pulls her down to sit on her lap, smiling. Sayaka blushes as she looks the other way. “This is embarrassing…” She says.
“But you look cute, Miyata~” Nozomi teases, starting to take off the other’s scarf and uniform. Miyata blushes even more, biting her lip. The dark haired female leans into her to kiss her neck. Sayaka moans slightly, her body shivering at every contact. She leans back, only to keep Nozomi leaning forward.
Nozomi flips them, and she throws their clothes off onto the floor. She leans in and kisses Sayaka’s chest, then down to her stomach, then back up. She loves the smooth feeling of her skin…
Sayaka lets out a soft moan every time she feels her rival’s lips touch her body. She shivers, but she somehow enjoys the feeling of it… the light haired woman slides off her bra and underwear, looking at the other with a shy expression. Nozomi stares at her body.
She never realized how beautiful her body really is, despite her chest--or lack of. She slides off her own undergarments before she gives Sayaka another kiss on the lips, this time with more passion. Sayaka pants as she let Nozomi’s tongue take over in her mouth, gripping onto Nozomi’s ponytail before pulling off the ribbon hair tie to let her hair free.
Nozomi gently rest her hand on the other Keijo player’s breast. She gently gropes, then flick her nipple. Miyata gasps in surprise as they continue to kiss, her body heating up and her heart pounding. “<i>Mmmh…! Nhoshomee…</i>” She tries to call out in their kiss. The hovering woman pulls away and pants before she slides herself down to lick and gently suck on her nipple. Sayaka’s body tingles at the feeling. Her body arches and lets out another moan. “You have such a cute voice, Sayaka.” Nozomi mumbles between sucks. She gropes her other chest while she uses her tongue to flick her nipple. This causes Sayaka to gasp. “Mmmh!”
Nozomi smiles as she start to butterfly kiss down her body and to her thighs. She smiles as she kisses the inner thigh, seeing her slick nether regions. “You’re already wet, Miyata~” She states, using her finger to feel her entrance. Sayaka closes her eyes and breathes heavily, her legs tremble, causing her to close her legs. “No… Don’t say that…” She whispers.
“Why not?~ You certainly enjoy this…” The infighter teases with a playful grin plastered on her face. Her arms wrap around both her legs before she opens them, then she leans in and gives the little orb a kiss, a lick, a suckle. She looks up at her partner, seeing her struggle to hold in her moans. She kisses her inner thigh before she rubs her clit with her finger. She crawls up to her and kisses her jawline.
“Don’t hold it in. I want to hear your beautiful voice.” Nozomi whispers into her ear. This sends a shiver down Sayaka’s spine, and she grips onto her. “Don’t say that--” She interrupts her own sentence with a gasp, feeling her entrance being probed by Nozomi’s fingers. She grips onto her back and bites onto her shoulder. “Nnnh!!”
“Oww~ Don’t bite…” Nozomi laughs before she starts to slip her fingers in. Sayaka’s toes curl, moaning against her shoulder. “Nozomi…!”
The sound of her partner saying her name is music to her ears. Nozomi looks at the other, gently nibbling on her ear as she slowly moves her fingers back and forth inside. “You’re really wet, Miyata.”
“Noo…!” She hears the former judo athlete opposes, but only to feel her clench around her fingers. Nozomi smirks, picking up the pace. “Miyata, you can’t lie~” She whispers. She inserts another finger and starts to go even faster.
Miyata flinches at the feeling of her insides being toyed with, and her back arches. “Nozomi!” She lets out. Her body tension building, and she moans louder with every thrust of her rival’s fingers. “Nozomi, wait!” She gasps, trying to pull her away. “I’m gonna…!”
Nozomi smirks before she starts pounding her fingers deeply inside. “Like that?” She asks, then suddenly curling her fingers to hit a special spot for Miyata. The shorter woman’s eyes widen and she starts to wiggle away, moaning loudly as she orgasms. “Nozoooomiii~~!!!”
Nozomi grins at her good work and she gives her partner a kiss. But she and Miyata jolt in surprise when she hears the door open. She grabs a blanket and covers the both of them. She looks up to see Non and Kazane, both cheeks are Rose pink with embarrassment. “...We’ll be back later…” The two other roommates say in unison, then closes the door again.
Sayaka’s face was a deep crimson red, and smacks Nozomi’s upper torso, yelling at her for being careless. Nozomi laughs as she’s being hit, hugging her close. “Just enjoy it!” She laughs before she kisses the other’s lips, her hands roaming around her body to continue their little fun time.
Two days later, Zarya hasn’t been called in for the battle, so she tries to enjoy the time she has at home, doing core exercises and listening to music. She pants as she reaches the set goal for each of the exercise, and she lies down on the floor. But no matter how loud the music is or how many muscles that ends up being sore, she can never forget Angela’s visit and Zenyatta’s dysfunctioning, broken body.
Почему я не могу забыть? She asks herself.
Silence breaks out once the music in her ears abruptly pauses, and the ringing noise start to echo. Zarya winces at the unfamiliar noise and she pulls the plug off her phone, and presses play again. She plugs it to a music player speaker before she grabs the nearby mini towel to wipe off the sweat on her face. She heads to the bathroom to shower and get her mind off the unnecessary distractions.
After she puts on clean clothes, she grabs a can of juice in the kitchen and makes her way towards the living room. She sips on her drink before she sets it down on the coffee table. She checks her phone, realizing there’s a voice message on her communication device. Her heart skips a beat, seeing it’s from the angel.
Good morning, Zarya! I must’ve messaged you a little early, since you’re not called out for battle. But I was hoping we could meet and eat at Rikimaru again for lunch. Message me whenever!
--Angela
Zarya sighs to herself. “These devices only exist to bother one another…” She mumbles to herself before she takes another sip of her drink. It’s 13:34, and being outside doesn’t seem to be a bad idea. She looks out the window…
The cherry blossom petals sway by the many homes and cars, the sun shining brightly above, not a single grey cloud in sight. Birds tweet here and there, singing their own melody to fill the peaceful scenery. The wind whistles, the tree branches creaking, the people chattering, almost responding with the bird’s music to create an ensemble. Zarya could live here…
The woman stands up and she wears her casual clothes. She smiles at the people that glance at her, their eyes twinkle and their face wrinkle as they smile and greet in their natural language. Zarya greets them back with enthusiasm, rather butchered it due to her thick accent. The people giggle and smile and wave as they resume to their routine, leaving Zarya to do what she wants.
Zarya smile as she walks on by, watching the people pass her, however she comes to a halt when she sees Zenyatta, and inhales. She does not want to see him… Not again. She’s tired of him trying to befriend her. Who does he think she is? She turns around, and begins to walk back. She hears the robot call out her name many times, but she just wants to ignore him.
She suddenly feels lost, losing herself from the real world. She starts to hear the bullets raining, machines wrecking homes and buildings, blood splattering onto their cold metal bodies. Some recklessly throwing people out of their homes and others mindlessly ruining towers, glass, anything in their path.
Her breathing quickens, terrified of what’s unfolding in front of her. The faces of the children filled with fear, the screaming that fills the static of burning buildings, the sweat that drips from the Russian woman’s face. She can’t…
She feels a cold arm gently touch her arm; the feeling rushes throughout her body and her eyes widen with anger. Her instincts start to kick in, and she turns around to snap her arm away from the contact. Her breathing quickens as she sees Zenyatta… but her mind forces her to see an Omnic about to attack her. Zarya, in form of defense, swings her fist at him.
All Zarya could see is red and yellow, the burning light behind an Omnic who won’t stop until they finish the order they’re given. She continues to punch it until it hits the wall. She smashes its face in, yelling in Russian.
Mei comes into the scene, holding a popsicle in her hand as she licks at it. She’s beside Fareeha, talking about other places the group could go for a vacation. But Fareeha abruptly halts and pauses for a second. She clenches her hands into fist, and runs towards the bullied robot. She pushes the Russian woman away from her and swings her knuckles at the other woman. The pink haired woman staggers backwards, coming back to her senses.
“What’s wrong with you?!” Fareeha yells furiously. Mei’s beside Zenyatta, hoping he’s not malfunctioning again. Zenyatta, disorientedly, responds that he’s doing fine. But Mei shakes her head and takes her back to the laboratory for Mercy and Satya to fix. Fareeha frowns at Zarya. “He was only trying to be friendly.” She scowls before she follows Mei. Zarya watches them walk away and she rubs her own head. “Я сделал это снова…” She whispers.
Aleksandra sits behind the bell shrine, staring at the sun setting behind the buildings and trees. She sighs as she leans back against her arms. Even though she’s staring at the scenery in front of her, she just doesn’t understand why she had an impulse to hurt the omnic… Even though the omnics ruined her life, this one… just this one… She shakes her head and glares at the dying light. She needs to get this off her mind.
She turns her head when she suddenly heard a tap behind her. She stands up to see the white and green cyborg ninja. “What do you want?” She asks coldly. The cyborg shifts his head to the side, then back at the Russian. “You have abused my master again.” He states calmly, but his body is expressing otherwise. His hand is gently gripping onto his katana, his stance is wide and almost prepared to fight.
The pink haired woman glares and lifts her Particle Cannon. “Do you wish to pick a fight with me?” She asks, holding the gun pointing at him. Genji lowers his head before he throws shuriken at the other person. Zarya wraps herself with the particle shield before she beams her blue and purple laser at him, but he dodges. He backs off, continuing to throw his shuriken, breaking the shield on Zarya and slicing cuts on her arms. She winces as she follows him, trying to aim at the super mobile ninja.
Genji throws another set of shuriken before he starts to reload. Zarya sees this as an opportunity and shoots an explosive charge at him. Genji flinches when he sees this. However he reacts fast and pulls out his Wakizashi to deflect it. Zarya sees it come back as she flinches. She tries to step out of the way but she was too slow. She falls back from the impact before she tries to get back up.
The ninja sees his opponent struggle and stays silent. He walks over to her, then steps on her chest.. His head lowers, as if looking at the Russian. “I thought you were stronger, considering your muscles showed promise. But… 俺はあいつを過大評価したようだ。” He scoffs. He sees the ledge behind the bell, and kicks off. Zarya flinches as she sees her gun falling as well. She reaches for it, but slips. She feels the fear in her chest, and she reaches again, grabbing the gun before she uses her particle barrier on herself.
But when she lands to the ground, her body collapses, and her vision turns black.
The rhythmic high pitch beep echoes in the room as Angela sits on her office chair. She sighs as she leans back, looking over at an occupied bed. “...Genji…” She says in disappointment. She turns back to type something down on her computer. But as soon as she hears loud shuffling, she redirects her attention back to the bed.
“Augghh…”
Angela sees the bandaged pink haired Russian as she walks towards the bed. “Hello, Aleksandra… How are you feeling?” she asks her patient. The other woman rubs her head, not sure what had happened. “...Why am I here?” She asks. The blonde hesitates a small smile before she responds.
“You and Genji had a fight, and you fell off the ledge… It was a good thing Winston came in not long after to help you out of there… We thought you were dead.” She inhales, “But I assumed you had your gun with you to shield yourself.”
“...If I hadn’t…?”
“We would’ve lost a friend.” Angela sits on the side of the bed before she starts to unwrap her bandages. “They need to be replaced. You have a lot of bruises, some almost really painful to move. So be careful.”
Aleksandra leans back against the pillow to relax, but as soon as she loosen her muscles, her left arm start to ache. She groans and breathes slowly. Angela tells her that her gun landed on her left arm, so it’ll be very painful to move. But with proper physical therapy, it’ll be back to normal. Zarya stares at her and closes her eyes. “Thank you.” She manages to say.
The doctor looks over at her for a minute before she smiles. “Anything for you,” She grabs a new roll of bandages and returns to her seat next to Zarya, “Do you have anybody to visit you? I’m sure your parents would want to see you.”
The muscular female looks away, “Nobody.”
The other woman blinks, and giggles. “Nobody? Don’t be silly. They must be worried.” She strokes her hair, then heads back to her desk. She hears the shuffling back at the bed and she glances. She sees Aleksandra lying down uncomfortably on the bed. Mercy frowns, “Do you need anything?”
“No.”
Wie stumpf. Mercy pouts. She sits back down and continues to write down observation she has for her other patients.
Half of a month has passed and the blonde doctor notices nobody, really, even visited the Russian woman. She heads over to her computer and checks Aleksandra’s files. Reading it broke her heart, realizing her parents are deceased. She glances at Zarya’s room, then heads over to her office. She picks up the phone and calls someone. She hears the ringing echo in her ear as she waits patiently. When she hears a greeting on the other side, she smiles. “Hello. Yes, it’s Angela. I’d like…”
Fareeha walks in and sees the doctor with a smile on her face as she orders something. She raises her eyebrow, unsure why she’s buying these… items. She knocks on the door, catching Angela’s attention. The two wave at one another before the Egyptian woman lets herself in, sitting down on one of the chairs. Angela bids goodbye on the phone and hangs up. “Fareeha, I’m glad you could be here. Do you need anything?” She asks.
“I’m here to see you. How have you been doing?” The woman responds, slightly disappointed that she almost doesn’t notice her anymore. Angela shakes her head, “Oh, right. I’m sorry. I’m doing well. I need to do some stuff though, so our date is off for tonight. I hope you’re not upset…” She bows her head, her nervous expression showing in her smile.
Fareeha looks at her for a moment before she hesitates a smile. “... Yeah. I understand. Your patients must be growing at this time of month.” She says before she stands up. “I’ll be heading out now.”
“I’m really sorry. I’ll make it up to you tomorrow, I swear.” She gives her a quick hug before she shows her out the door. She waves at Fareeha as she walks the opposite direction, finding her way to another patient’s room to check up on them.
Meanwhile, Zarya is sitting up on her bed, leaning back against the pillow for comfort. Her physical therapist has just left and she’s working out her hand. It’s slowly coming back together, which is a good thing for her. Hopefully she’ll leave before the month ends. She sees a magazine on table beside her, so she decides to pick it up. She skims through each page until she reach a fitness article. She leans back, reading through it. She wonders if the people who wrote this actually know that majority of the stuff fitness players say don’t actually work… She wonders why anyone would actually buy any of this crap. She’s getting upset, not really down to read more of this.
Luckily, by the time she sets down the magazine, she sees a delivery guy come in with “Get Well Soon!” balloons and flowers. She stares at it for awhile and looks at the dude. “кто эти из?” She asks. The man glances at her before she hands out a card. He bows, then leaves. Zarya looks down at the card, then opens it up.
Я надеюсь, что вы вернулись на ноги в ближайшее время. We all miss you. Rest up and hopefully your arm will be better than before.
--A.Z.
Aleksandra stare down at it for a second and slowly smiles. She looks at the balloons for awhile before something gold caught her eye on the other corner of her eye. She looks over to see the female doctor with a smile on her face. She waves slightly before entering the room. “Good afternoon, Aleksandra. Are you feeling well?”
“I am, thank you.” She nods, “Did you send these?”
“Hmm… I’m not sure. Did I?” She glances at the patient with a sly smile on her face. “Who knows.”
Zarya stares at her for a long while, then smiles. “... Mmh. Sure.” She chuckles. She closes her eyes and sighs with relaxation. “Благодарю вас за заботу обо мне.” She says, hoping Angela would understand. Angela glances at her with a smile. She checks her vitals, asks her a few questions, and sits down beside her. The two converse for awhile, talking about their ambitions and things they needed to get off their chests.
Just secrets that only the two of them would know.
Translation
Разве я узнал, что мой урок - Have I Learned My Lesson
Почему я не могу забыть - Why can't I forget (RS)
Я сделал это снова - I did it again (RS)
俺はあいつを過大評価したようだ。 - I seem to have overestimated you (JP)
Wie stumpf - How blunt (GR)
кто эти из - Who are these from (RS)
Я надеюсь, что вы вернулись на ноги в ближайшее время - I hope you're back on your feet soon (RS)
Благодарю вас за заботу обо мне - Thank you for taking care of me (RS)
Keijo!!!!!!!! Setouchi students headcanons based off of the six-eight episodes I’ve watched... LOL
I haven’t read any of the chapters... and I’ll make up for one who hasn’t made their debut in the anime by using wikia for their personality ; v ;!
Kaminashi Nozomi x Miyata Sayaka:
Sayaka’s totally shy when she goes on dates with Nozomi. But even when she’s really shy, she has the tendency to drop hints. Nozomi, despite being usually clueless, she loves to give her girlfriend the best of everything. When Nozomi becomes a prize queen, she would love to spoil Sayaka with unnecessary things, and Sayaka would always be grateful, even though she most likely would just hold it in their room.
Aoba Kazane x Toyoguchi Non:
Non loves to be all clingy with Kazane, and it makes her happy. But Kazane is quiet and reserved and easily embarrassed... Because of that, Kazane isn’t used to PDA, leaving Non confused sometimes. But it helps Non realize what she needs to do for her girlfriend and even though she messes up a lot, she tries her best for Kazane to open up to her.
Kusakai Mio x Kawai Hanabi:
Both on land and in bed, the two always play-fight their best to be on top. However Hanabi is totally fine with losing to Mio in bed. Despite Hanabi's calm and collected personality towards other elite players, she gets jealous whenever Mio flirts with other girls. And vice versa. Whenever Hanabi talks about her past in Kyoto about meeting with handsome men, Mio has the urge to dominate her to show her she's better at making her feel good than any boy... and the attention makes Hanabi happy.
Rokudou Rin x Fujisaki Kotone:
For the girl who’s really into BL, Kotone is secretly dating Rin. Rin, being cocky and obnoxious, loves to unplug her headset out of her ipod and tell her “I can make you feel better than these losers you’re listening to!” Kotone always gets embarrassed, especially when it happens outside the dorm room. Kotone admires Rin’s speed and cockiness though. During sex, Rin knows dirty talking is a big turn on for Kotone, and with her speed, she loves to put her on edge, only to slow down just to tease her and make her beg.
Also cat x dog otp... the only two that have a trademark with something of an animal.
Yoshida Atsuko x Tsukishita Usagi:
It really bugs Atsuko that Usagi only ever notices Mio, and talks about her. Even when she is her girlfriend, that’s all Usagi ever really talks about. Regardless, Usagi cares about Atsuko since she’s all she has, or at least someone who noticed her. So, Usagi loves to reward her girlfriend by being bold, only to end up being bottom for the night.
Kogatana Saya x Murata Mari:
Mari has a mysterious side to her (as she’s not exactly given a character debut), but that’s what attracted Saya to her. Even if Saya is the 2nd best counter of Setouchi, there’s always something she lacked. She never understood, but when she met Mari, she realized she was what she wanted. Mari never understood why, since she’s not the best at anything, especially in their group. But when they fought against each other during a match, there was something about Saya that intrigued Mari. When the feelings became mutual, both girls understood that they were content just being with each other.
“Let us soar through the skies, enjoying the sun as it sets under the clouds and the horizon. Let me kiss your mechanic arm, then your lips, and continue to tell you you’re more beautiful than the brightest star in the galaxy.”
Sometimes I like to think Fareeha super romantic and cheesy and loves to spoil Satya by telling her all kinds of sweet nothings.
@zwithnolove replies: I think I love you, this ship is awesome.
omg thank you so much for liking my headcanon ; v ; sgjsjkg I was thinking about writing this story on top of writing my Zarcy fanfiction. If I get enough love for this ship, I’ll definitely think about it.
But thank you so much for your comment! That really lifted my spirits.
HC1: Top and Bottom Ana was originally top. Sombra used to be shy in bed and had let Ana do all the work in the beginning. But when Ana let Sombra take over, Sombra was rather rough on her and did so many positions on her. Ana, who's totally into hardcore, loved it and Sombra was so proud of it she always teases her only to end up fucking her hard every time they have sex. HC2: Exhibitionism Ana and Sombra are deeply into exhibitionism, whether they're proud of it or not. Whenever in Dorado and Sombra and Ana are on opposite sides of the battle, Sombra would target Ana first and pull her to all kinds of secret hiding places just to end up fucking her in public. Sometimes she would step out and whisper in Ana's ear telling her to imagine so many people watching her getting fucked, and Ana gets wetter and orgasms hard every time. This confuses everybody since on the top right side it would say "Sombra => Ana" about five+ times really quickly like a Quintuple kill. HC3: Toys Sombra would use a lot of fuck machines to fuck Ana. She would also love to use a super advanced dildo that makes it turn into a futanari dick and fuck her, but teases her by pulling out before Ana could cum. Sombra would shoot out inside her and teasingly jokes about having kids. Sometimes Sombra would create robots and gangbang Ana with them. HC4: Jealousy Even though Sombra would fuck Ana with multiple robots, she ends up being possessive of her pussy and won't let anything else use it. Even with fuck machines she would sit back and watch but she would get jealous that Ana's enjoying it so much and punishes her by not having sex for awhile. Ana always gets her way though, she ends up getting her to screw her big time and have hours and hours of hardcore, loving/affectionate sex.
Before you make any comments like "but age gap!" "Ana isn't a sugar mommy!" Well y'all shipping Pharmercy and they got some age gap. And a bigger age gap is Mercy76, which is technically sugar daddy. Not to mention a 11 year gap between the ship Sombra x D.Va. so, uhm, let me enjoy my headcanon. Go away if you're butt hurt and don't ship SombrAna - h e a d c a n o n - Mercy and Ana have been trying to figure out a way to reverse Widowmaker's so-called experiments and have her return as Amélie. However for years of no progress, Ana decides to find Sombra, who she knows that she holds a lot of information for what happened to Widowmaker. Not only she wants to help Mercy, but she wants to find closure with herself/Widow by doing this for her (because of her eye.) However when she finally meets with Sombra, she refuses to hand out information without some sort of deal. Ana and Sombra quarrel about it for a long while until Sombra decides to have some fun. Instead of a casual deal, she'll keep in touch. and being playful as ever, she decides she's going to give Ana false hope and give up on finding information on Widow. However, Ana too has that playful side. At first she was frustrated that Sombra has been playing tricks on her, but she soon realizes that it's just a little game they're playing. So she decides to go along with it. Taken by surprise, Sombra likes how the tables have turned. They continue to play cat and mouse until they finally got close enough. But despite being close, Sombra has never given Ana the information she needs. Frustrated, Ana decides to finally quit the act and will try to hack her herself if she won't tell her. Sombra's amused by this. Feeling a spur of the moment, Sombra kisses Ana, and they apparently do stuff. LOL. Somewhere in the end, Sombra finally decides to help them and helped restore Widow. Or maybe not. I didn't think this far.
Zarya x Mercy, F Pharah x Symmetra, H Widow x Tracer
Violence, angst, jealousy, etc.
Zarya finds herself lying down outside under a pink tree. She gazes up at the cherry blossom petals as it drifts off, swimming in the blue and white sky. She sits up and rests her back against the tree trunk. She has just finished a match in Hanamura and rather than being stuck in her temporary home, she’s enjoying one of Japan’s beautiful sceneries. She resumes to gaze at the trees and buildings until a voice calls out to her name. She turns to the side to see the doctor waving and calling out for her.
She smiles at her as she stands up. She walks towards her, but eventually slows down when she sees Fareeha place a hand on the other woman’s shoulder. Angela looks over with a smile before she motions the pink haired woman to come. Angela then cups around her mouth as she yells out, “Do you want to eat at Rikimaru?”
Zarya finally gets close enough and she nods at the two girls. “I certainly won’t mind.” She says. Zarya and Pharah stare at each other for awhile before they enter the Rikimaru ramen shop. The muscular woman sits on one end as Mercy sits beside her, and Pharah beside the doctor. “Did you have fun at Hanamura today?” The black haired woman asks. Mercy gives a single nod, “I’m glad we had Zarya on our team this time too! She was full of energy in this match.”
“Widowmaker would’ve gotten me if it wasn’t for your barrier,” Fareeha smiles a little, “Thank you.”
Zarya shakes her head. “Only doing what a teammate would do. You had a great play of the game.” She praises after she and the two other girls order what kind of noodles they want. Zarya starts to slurp on it and she smiles at the other two as they all converse with one another.
After they finish their meal, the two parties separate, and Zarya is walking on her own in Hanamura. She inhales the sweet, fresh scent of nature, and gazes at the cherry blossoms gently swaying. This honestly isn’t anything like Russia… It’s so peaceful and quiet, enjoyable to watch.
But those feelings disappear as soon as her green eyes focus on a floating omnic. She scowls, hoping the robot will walk pass her. But instead, Zenyatta stops right in front of her. “Greetings, Zarya.” It speaks.
Zarya growls, “What do you want, Omnic?”
Zenyatta shakes his head and and looks up at her. “I would just like to say congratulations on your win in Hanamura. Hopefully we will have another great match in the future.” He says. Zarya doesn’t buy it… “Why are you being polite? You are an Omnic. You exist to destroy things.” She argues.
The Omnic tilts his head, “I am here to seek peace with you, Aleksandra.”
Something snapped inside her. She pushes him away, “You have no right to call me by my name.” She snarls. She feels her cheeks getting hotter, and the urge to punch him grows stronger each time. “And peace? What do you know about peace? We were living in peace until your kind tore us apart!”
“I am sorry, on behalf of my brethrens.” He apologizes, however despite his sincere gesture, Zarya doesn’t hear it. She suddenly loses control and her knuckles crash against the metal face of the Omnic. She yells in anger as she keeps punching him till he staggers and falls onto the floor. Zarya hovers him and starts punching him until his face is caved in,
“вы не можете извиниться за то, что уничтожили ваш вид. Вы разрушили семьи и свои дома и все, что вы можете сказать ‘Извините?’” She yells, beginning to tear off parts of his metal body, tears streaming down her face. “You…! YOU…!” She yells again as she tosses his limp robotic body across the entrance of the shrine. She breathes heavily, the tears still flowing out and down her cheeks.
“Aleksandra!”
A voice calls out in shock and disbelief. When the muscular woman turn her head, her heart drops. Angela stands above the stairs, holding a bento box. The side of her hair tucked back with a cherry blossom flower over her ear. She drops the lunch and runs towards the dysfunctioning body. She quickly calls Fareeha and Satya to help pick up Zenyatta’s parts.
Zarya’s stuck, frozen in time. It’s like she doesn’t understand what she just did. Her heart is racing, afraid of what people will think of her with her anger. As soon as other members helped pick Zenyatta up, Mercy grabs ahold of Zarya. “Why would you do that?!” She yells.
Zarya’s fear turns back into rage, “What do you mean why?! He could’ve been acting nice only to destroy me later!” She yells back. Mercy shakes her head in disbelief. “No! Zenyatta is a good omnic and would never hurt a fly!” She argues.
“Если бы он не мешало бы летать, то почему бы его рода уничтожить мою страну!” She screeches, throwing a punch. Mercy flinches, her heart and body trembling in fear. Zarya breathes heavily, her knuckles bleeding from hitting the wall, right next to Mercy’s face. They gaze into each other eyes for a second. Zarya’s eyes widen, and Mercy’s eyes closes from fear.
The taller woman backs away, “...прости…” She whispers.
That was the last thing Mercy hears. She opens her eyes to find the muscular woman gone. She slides down, and as soon as her bottom hit the ground, she covers her face and begins to sob. “Ich verstehe nicht…” She whispers under her breath. She removes her hands from her face, wiping the tears from her eyes. She gets up and fixes her outfit, regaining her posture. She then heads to the nearby hospital to help fix the badly damaged omnic.
Zenyatta’s lower body is being repaired, and she is conversing somewhat gibberish English with Angela and Satya. Satya smiles as she sees him gaining back his speech. Satya finishes his lower body before she reconstructs his face. Angela sits beside Zenyatta, “Are you doing well now, Zenyatta?”
“Why yyy-yyehhs, th-h-hank yo-oo-ou.” The omnic nods his head before he got scolded to stay still. Angela giggles, but then the door swings open and the half human ninja rushes to his master. “Master, are you alright?!”
“Ah, Genji, welcome.” Zenyatta greets as soon as Satya fixes his face, “I am doing better now, thanks to Dr. Zeigler.”
“Oh, stop it Zenyatta. You can call me Angela.” She smiles. She looks at Genji, who doesn’t seems very satisfied. “Who did this to you?” the ninja asks, gripping onto the bed. Angela can feel the rage from her former patient… And knowing Zenyatta, he wouldn’t allow such feelings.
“Please do not worry. I do not want you to fight.” Zenyatta rests his own hand on his student’s, “I would prefer if you resolve this situation with peace.”
Genji stands immobile for a second before he curses in Japanese, turning away and rubs his metal head. Angela sighs and tells Genji to leave the room for a moment. She looks at Satya and smiles, “Please take care of Zenyatta for a moment.” She says as she exits after Genji.
“You know who it is, right Dr. Zeigler? It’s that Russian woman, right?” Genji turns to the doctor, his hands already clenched into fists. The blonde woman sighs, “Genji I would like you to refrain from having such violent thoughts in your head. It’s not good to bother with it…” She says as she rests a hand on his arm. The ninja inhales, and exhales. “... But it is her… right?” the half-human asks.
“...” Angela hesitates for a second, “Yes. It’s Zarya.”
Genji stands still once again, and he turns around, walking away. Angela frowns. “Genji?” She calls out. Genji shakes his head, as if he’s answering his question. “I will go meditate. Please tell Master not to worry.” And with that, Genji disappears in the crowded hallway.
Angela is walking through the streets of Hanamura, holding a black and pink bento box. She sighs… She had made one earlier for the Russian woman, but since she dropped it earlier, she has decided to make a new one for her. Fareeha isn’t around at home that day since she’s been out shopping with Lena… so Angela wants to pay Aleksandra a visit.
She stops in front of an apartment door and knocks on it. She steps back to wait for a response… Seconds… minutes passes by her and she frowns. The lights are on, why isn’t she answering? She rings the doorbell, and looks around her. A few moments more have passed and she’s given up. She takes a step back and turns around. She’s about to walk down the small steps, until she hears the door click. She turns around to see the pink haired woman open the door, with a shirt and shorts.
“... Come in…” She says nervously as she opens the door wider for her to enter. Angela’s frown flips and she enters the apartment. “Thank you for letting me in.”
“Don’t mention it.” The muscular woman says, almost as if she doesn’t care. The blonde woman hands her the bento box with a kind smile. The smell was amazing… “It’s fresh.” She adds. The taller woman slowly takes it and gives an awkward smile. She leads the other to the dining room, and she sits down.
She opens the bento box and sees the first tier has octopus-like hot dogs on one side, and the other with slices of chicken meat and vegetables. The second tier has slices of beef covered with brown sauce. The last tier is just rice mixed with the same sauce as the beef. Zarya’s heart skips a beat. This all smells like heaven for her. She looks at Angela for a long while, “Did you cook all of this?”
“I did… I wanted to make something for once.” The other woman giggles jokingly, “I’m joking. But yes, I did make it. I figured you like meat a lot, so I wanted to make some of the Japanese dishes for you.”
The scarred woman nods. She starts to eat the food, savoring every bite into her mouth. “Your cooking is extraordinary! вкусно!” She says. Flattered, Angela giggles. She rests her head on her hands as she watches the woman eat. “I’m glad you like it.” She says.
After a while of eating, Angela stares at her. “... Why did you do it?”
This stings Zarya. She inhales. So this is why you came here... She thinks to herself. She looks at the other woman and gulps down her food. “... I lost control. How can an Omnic be kind, and yet be destructible at the same time?”
“Destructible? He’s not even…” Angela frowns when Zarya cuts her off. Zarya doesn’t wanna hear it. “All Omnics are destroyers of family… End of story.”
Angela and Aleksandra stare at each other for a long time before Angela sits closer. “Zarya, I don’t want you to be closed-minded about this. You’re a wonderful person… I know you are. I’ve seen you before with children, with the villagers whenever we travel… And I’ve checked your file.” Angela inhales.
“My files?” She looks at her, “You’re looking me up now?” Zarya’s head start to feel hot. She hates the fact that someone checked into her private life. “Why?”
“Because I understand how you feel about the Omnic Crisis, but I want to help you get through that--” Angela jolts at the sudden closed hand slam against the table. She sees the anger in the other woman’s eyes, and she knew she’s just pushing buttons.
“What if I don’t NEED your help, врач?!” The other woman yells, “ты и я ничего, кроме знакомых. У вас нет оснований вмешиваться в мою жизнь, и как я смотрю на вещи!” Her chest heaves, and she slams the bento box right in front of Angela. “... The past hurts, and while it’s good to let go of the past…” She stares at her, then she stares ahead of her, gazing into a family picture of her and her parents. “... I promised my parents I would do everything in my power to save them and my home from those… монстры...”
“Aleksandra…” Angela reaches for her hand, but she sees the more masculine woman back away. They lock eyes for a long time, before the pink haired woman turn her head away, her posture faltering from a proud fighter to a confused, afraid expression.
“... Your parents must miss you.” Angela mumbles.
“... мои родители ушли.” The other woman mutters under her breath. The doctor’s ears perk and her eyes widen. As a doctor who had been traveling around the world, she has gained knowledge of multiple languages. Or, at least, understanding them. Not so well on speaking.
She inhales… Well, that’s another button she happened to push. She stands up and grab her bento box. “...Aleksandra, thank you for letting me stay.” She manages to speak. But from what the other woman had said, she’s shaken up about it. Death isn’t what she never wants to hear… not again. She walks up to Aleksandra and gives her the cheek-to-cheek kiss before she steps back. “Will I see you tomorrow?”
“... Maybe.” The other woman says. She looks at the blonde woman and manages a smile. The smile that Angela never wants to see, especially from a strong figure. A smile that attempts to hide the pain. Angela gives an attempted smile and waves. She hears footsteps behind her as she heads for the door. She opens it, turns to the other woman and smile. “Good night.” She says. Aleksandra waves, holding the door open for her. Angela leaves, heading home with her head down.
All she can see is the cherry blossom petals slowly swaying onto the hard, cement ground. She sees the lights of the buildings nearby, and the shadows of children run by like a shadow puppet play. They run in circles, then they leave. No audio, no detailed art… just silhouettes with little meaning.
Angela looks up, and sighs deeply. She turns her head to look back towards the direction of Zarya’s home. Has all she been doing… hurting her? She shakes her head and wrap her arms around her arms, rubbing them for warmth. It was getting cold… Time to go home, before she catches a cold.
Meanwhile, up above, the ninja cyborg stands above the buildings, watching Dr. Zeigler leave quickly. “... She seems distraught.” He comments. He turns his head to see the blue armored woman, her armor shining brightly due to the moon emitting its light.
“... Something bad must’ve happened… We’ll see how it goes in a few more days,” She looks at him, her eyebrows furrow in distress. “If that woman hurts Angela or Zenyatta again, make sure you put your katana to good use.”
The lights on Genji’s armor dims and he turns away, “I won’t let it slip by.” He says before the wind blows around him, and the cherry blossom flows with the wind, covering him until he disappears.
Fareeha looks at Zarya’s house, seeing her stand in front of the portrait of her family. The wind breaks the silence between the Egyptian and the Russian’s temporary home. A fraction of Fareeha’s heart feels bad for the woman, but at the same time she can’t forgive her for hurting Angela… and for making her feel there’s competition… for the angel’s heart.
Fareeha opens up her wings and she soars into the sky, heading home to the blonde doctor.
Translation
Вы не можете изменить Былое - You Can't Change My Past
вы не можете извиниться за то, что уничтожили ваш вид - You can't apologize for what your kind had destroyed
Вы разрушили семьи и свои дома и все, что вы можете сказать ‘Извините?’ - You destroyed families and their homes and all you can say is 'sorry?'
Если бы он не мешало бы летать, то почему бы его рода уничтожить мою страну - If he wouldn't hurt a fly, why would his kind destroy my country
прости - I'm sorry
Ich verstehe nicht - I don't understand (German)
вкусно - delicious
ты и я ничего, кроме знакомых - You and I are nothing but acquaintances
У вас нет оснований вмешиваться в мою жизнь, и как я смотрю на вещи - You have no reason to interfere with my life and how I view things
монстры - monsters
мои родители ушли - My parents are gone
Zarya x Mercy, Pharah x Symmetra. Rated T, future ratings M.
We’ve arrived at Volskaya Industries.
The female voice over the intercom announce. The team of six are either sitting down, reading books, or wreaking havoc throughout the library. Honestly, who’s great idea was it to send Junkrat in this mission? The mission was to capture both objectives: one pass the arched wall, the other in the facility. Mercy descends from the stairs, flying towards Pharah. Pharah looks over at the blonde scientist and gives a small smile. The countdown appears at the top of the shelves of books. 30 seconds… Everybody has time to talk.
Pharah’s attention fixes onto her rocket launcher, cleaning it. She stops, catching a ticking bomb as soon as it came her way. She tossed it to the side, hitting Junkrat in the face. Junkrat laughs maniacally and continues to wreck the library.
Tracer and Zenyatta are sitting at the counter, conversing about the Shambali and how the Omnic Equality is going. Roadhog grabs Junkrat by the harness and breathes heavily. He seems very upset that Junkrat isn’t behaving. Junkrat’s laughter dissolved and he groans in annoyance. He looks at Roadhog and pouts. He crosses his arms and Roadhog drops him to his butt. When the time starts counting down from 10 seconds, everybody becomes alert. They head towards the exit doors, and the clock starts to count down in front of them.
5… 4… 3… 2… 1…
The doors open and everybody rushes out. Pharah and Mercy head towards the left entrance, sneaking by the enemy team. Pharah’s body tingle from the blue surge entering her suit. She looks at Mercy and nods before she continues to head towards the objective with the angelic healer behind her. They stand above the objective, and the enemy team start to become alert.
The teammates up front attacks the retreating enemies, but it was hard due to Symmetra’s turrets slowing them down. Roadhog and Trace finishes off the turrets, giving everybody their speed back. They dashed towards the objective, aiming at whoever necessary.
Mercy uses her Guardian Angel up towards Pharah, healing and giving damage boost whenever she needs it… But something catches her eye. Something… out of place. A color other than white, blue, or faded red. She turns to her side and see a man--no woman--with a large gun. She’s carrying it like it’s paper though… She flinches when she charges her gun and throws a pink and blue ball of energy at her. The mesmerization causes her to not react in time, and she feels the orb hit her body. She loses control of her flight and she fell on the base. She pulls her upper body off the floor, and she sees a hand reach down at her. The blonde looks up, seeing Tracer smiling down at her. She nods as a thank you and she takes her hand. Tracer pulls her up, and zooms away with Mercy, causing a sniper to miss her shot.
“Ohoh…” The sniper peers away from her lens and she smirks at where the two were before, “You got away, mon petit lapin.”
Tracer glances back and snickers. “Maybe next time, luv.” She says. Mercy looks at her and frowns. “This isn’t a game, Lena.” She scolds. Tracer laughs and zips away, heading towards the back to resume her so-called “fight” with Widowmaker. Angela brushes herself up and she re-enters the fight. She heals Junkrat, who seems to not give a single care about his own health. She heads back towards Fareeha, and gives her boost. She looks around.
Where is that pink haired girl…?
She thought to herself. She flies up towards Zenyatta to heal him but another blast of energy hit nearby them, causing both of them to jump back. Zenyatta tosses a discord to the source of the attack, but the girl shields herself causing Zenyatta to retrieve back his discord. She shoots a long, loud laser at the both of the supports. The two retreat to the back, and heal themselves.
Zenyatta heads off to follow Roadhog, leaving Mercy to Pharah again. She flies to her, and heals her. She sees the pink haired female again… shielding their Lucio and aiming at Junkrat. Meanwhile, Widowmaker shot the omnic down, then moving her target towards Fareeha. Mercy hides from her as she gives her a boost, but it wasn’t enough to shoot down the sniper. Tracer heads to the back, shooting Symmetra’s turrets and leaving. But Reaper appears nearby, and shooting Junkrat and Tracer down.
She sees all her teammate fall to the floor, one by one, and she couldn’t retreat. She flies to Roadhog, feeling a powerful surge of energy. As soon as she’s done healing him, quick blue zaps of electricity exits from her fingertips, waiting to be used. She inhales, and flies towards the area of her dead teammates. She inhales and raises her hand, “Heroes never die!” She exclaims.
Her body glows a yellow aura, and all the teammates around her start to stand, feeling strong and healed. Tracer zips off after she thanks Mercy, finding Widowmaker to shut her down. Zenyatta throws the discord orb at Reaper, and Junkrat and Roadhog combo him to his defeat before he could ghost away. Pharah ults Symmetra and the remaining members, giving them all the advantage.
But that tank… she’s missing. Where could she be? Mercy sees the countdown above the point, she sees the blue line reaching full circle, and she follows the team as they head towards the next objective.
On the other team, the pink haired female scowls at the announcement in her ear piece. “Objective lost. Defend Objective B.” It said. The woman curses in Russian and starts heading towards the second objective near the base. She sees the woman in blue armor fly in the sky, and she aims for her. But she feels a pain hit her chest, and she shields herself, retreating to the side. She sees the Omnic floating behind the Australian maniac, and this fuels her anger.
She heads towards the middle of the objective and throws a ball of energy at them with her gun. She continues to throw it until she sees an angel fly towards the Omnic. She frowns. How can such a beautiful angel side with that machine? She falls back and lets Reaper fight them off. She shields him as he shoots the enemy team, dealing an enormous amount of damage.
She heads her way towards the side as soon as she sees Mercy retreat. She sees her resting at the side, looking for a teammate to fly towards. She aims for her, but she misses, as she see her immediately flee. She hears her teammate from her ear piece. “Zarya, come back to the objective. We need you.” Mei says. Zarya heads back to defend before the enemy team heads towards the point.
After a long time of defending the point, Zarya was full energy and her ult is ready. She tells her team it’s ready, and Reaper says his is as well. Mei, Widowmaker, and Symmetra says they understand. As soon as the enemy team is here, Mei throws her ult in, and as soon as they froze, Zarya shoots her Graviton Surge, pulling them together. Reaper jumps down and uses his Death Blossom, receiving a Team Kill. The clock ticks down, and finally the countdown ends.
When they finish, everybody is sent back, and is being received a party for both teams and their efforts. Zarya is by herself, eating meat with vegetables on the side. She stares at her food… She’s never one for socializing with most people. She resumes to eat, until she sees somebody sit in front of her. She looks up, seeing the blonde angel with her mixed fruits in a cup and a cup of water. She smiles, “It was a good match.” She said.
Even her voice is angelic…
Zarya nods. “... Yeah… Your Resurrection ultimate is pretty amazing.” She comments. Mercy glances at her, and giggles. “Oh? Well it was nothing compared to your combination with Mei and Reaper. You had a good team.”
Zarya keeps eating. She doesn’t know how to respond to that. She start to feel even more uncomfortable when a woman sits beside the blonde. She looks at her for a second, not recognizing her from her looks. She introduces herself as Pharah… The girl in blue armor. Zarya has no interest in interacting with either of them, so she continues to eat, staring at her food. Pharah talks to Mercy, and they try to talk to Zarya, but that doesn’t work out…
Soon, a floating cloth comes to Zarya’s view. She looks up and sees the omnic… this fuels something in her chest. He greets her, and congratulates her for a good fight, but Zarya only gave him a cold glare. Zenyatta tilts his head, and asks if he had done something wrong, but Zarya only tells him to leave. Zenyatta could only hear a muffle, and politely asks her to repeat. This fuels Zarya even more, and she flips the table out of rage, startling everybody at the party… most especially Zenyatta and Mercy.
Zarya then yells, “YOU… YOU are the reason our world is like this. YOU are responsible for everything that had happened!”
Zenyatta cowers out of instinct, “I do not believe I have caused you any wrong.” He says. The pink haired female inhales, and raises her fist, but Mercy stands in between them. “That’s enough.” Mercy frowns. Symmetra walks towards them and takes Zenyatta’s arm. She slowly pulls him away to leave the girls be. Pharah pulls Mercy away, and stares at Zarya with disgust in her eyes. Zarya watches everybody start to leave, and at the party, she stands alone.
Zarya comes home after cleaning up the mess she made back at the party, and she lies down on her bed. She closes her eyes and covers her face. Why did no one side with her? That Omnic caused her home so much pain, yet she’s the one portrayed as the villain. She inhales, then exhales. She feels her scar, and she grits her teeth. She remembers the pain she had to go through because of those stupid omnics… She turns her body to the side and stares at the clock above her drawers.
1:42AM
She stands up and changes from her pajamas to her sweats. Getting upset in bed won’t do her any good. The pink haired female exits her home and jogs her way to a gym. She stops at the side, seeing somebody on a treadmill. “врач?” She asks herself. She heads into the gym to see none other than the blonde angel jogging on a treadmill. She blinks and thinks to herself, Why is she in Russia? Did her flight get cancelled?
Zarya was about to head to the other side of the gym until she hears her name. She turns around, seeing the doctor’s blue orbs lock with hers. She waves nervously, this is not what she wanted… She walks towards her and greets her in her native language. “What’re you doing here, doc?” She asks.
“Just, you know, keeping up.” The other says between pants. She slows down, and soon comes to a stop. “I thought I was pretty slow this match… Lately I’ve just been working at a hospital, you know? But when they took me out to battle again, I was feeling like I dragged my team down.”
“There’s no need to think that way, врач,” She reassures her, “It was the o--” She pauses. She doesn’t want to get yelled at again. She leans back and scratches the back of her head. She sits on one of the seats and starts to pedal. Angela knows exactly why she stopped, but she doesn’t mind at all. “Are you resentful about what happened?” She asks.
“... Why are you still here? Shouldn’t you go back?” Zarya asks, avoiding the question all together. She doesn’t feel like answering, especially when she doesn’t want her head to explode. Angela smiles as she leans towards the handle of the treadmill. “The captain said to enjoy Russia for awhile. Fareeha and I picked our apartment for the time being.”
Fareeha… Zarya’s chest feels uneasy. “Вы вдвоем?” She asks. She looks at her, hoping she doesn’t know what she’s asking her. The angel smiles, as if she knows, but she dismisses the question as she pulls away, “I think it’s time for me to head home.” She says, heading towards the locker room. Zarya watches her go, and gulps. Jeez, don’t do it… don’t do it... She inhales.
“Do you want to take me home?” Angela glances back with a smile. Hearing that, Aleksandra stops pedalling and turns towards the blonde. She slowly nods, and follows her back. “Yeah…” She mumbles, trying not to act like a lost pup. The two changes their outfits before they head out. Angela has her hands behind her back, walking alongside the pink haired Russian. She glances at her with a smile. “It’s nice to see Russia getting back on its feet after the Omnic Crisis.” She points out, trying to make conversation. Aleksandra glances at her, “... Yes, it has… We have grown stronger to fight the Omnics.”
“But you know, not all Omnics are bad.” Angela points out. The other girl frowns and keeps walking. “They’re all programmed to do one thing, and that is to destroy.” She argues. Angela frowns for a moment, but it disappears into a smile and she nudges her. “Hey, I’ll make a bet. If I can get you to feel, at least, neutral about Omnics, you owe me dinner.”
Aleksandra blinks, processing the bet in her mind. “... Fine. What happens if I don’t?”
“Then I can take you to Switzerland and give you a tour.”
“What? That’s totally far off from each other.” Zarya laughs, but Mercy looks pretty serious. They stop in front of an apartment before they stare at each other for awhile, and the taller woman smirk. “Okay, deal.” She holds her hand out, and Mercy holds it. The two shake their hands. Mercy holds the larger hand tenderly, before she slips her own away, heading towards the apartment door. “Увидимся позднее, Aleksandra.” The blonde woman waves as she heads inside.
Zarya stands still, astonished. She scratches the back of her head. Is she learning Russian? She asks herself. She sees a figure up on the second floor, and she glances up. There, standing at the window, is Fareeha with a cold glare. She turns her head when she hears the door open and she closes the blinds. Zarya inhales, her chest beating an irregular beat. She breathes heavily and turns around, “успокойся, Just… just go home.”
She heads home, wondering what’s wrong with her. схожу ли я с ума? She asks herself. She looks around as she feels the cold breeze pass her. Her shoes crunches against the soft snow, and the moon shines brightest behind the dark clouds. Zarya heads towards the entrance of her home and slips the key in, unlocking the door.
She heads inside and lies down on the couch. She rubs her head as she tries to forget the blonde woman. She just doesn’t understand… Why is she stuck in her mind? Why does she make her heart race, and feel uneasy when that other girl is with her. She gets up and heads to her bedroom. She needs to sleep it off. Maybe she’ll forget about it. She switches to her nightwear before she lies down on the bed. She stares at the ceiling, and slowly falls asleep, thinking about the blonde angel.
Translation
Я причинил тебе боль - I Have Hurt You (Russian)
Aber ich vergebe dir - But I Forgive You (German)
Что ты сделал со мной - What Have You Done to Me
врач - Doctor
Вы вдвоем - Are you two together
Увидимся позднее - I'll see you later then
успокойся - Calm down
схожу ли я с ума - Am I going crazy
Inspired by Deep Web creepypastas and human dolls theory
I used to be pretty.
Do you see this body?... Stitched into a man’s body… limbs popped into my body like I’m some kind of puppet… I was beautiful. I used to be beautiful. Now I can't talk, or even feel anything.
It started when I moved into my new apartment. The first day wasn't all that weird. Neighbors were a little loud, but they were kind to me. The resident above me moved a lot though… I didn't mind. They must've been a busy person. But regardless, I made myself at home at my new apartment.
The first few days were a bit dull and there was nothing to do. Along with the low volume of my playlist, footsteps above me came, coincidentally rhythmic to my music. I hoped my music wasn’t too loud. I head to the kitchen to make myself lunch. The footsteps above me stopped. “He’s probably sitting down now…” I smiled as I thought of the life others had around me, an odd thought once you got into thinking. Maybe he was a puppet maker…
And oh boy, was I close.
But that was how far it went. I never went to check on him. However, once a month, three people, including my neighbor, headed upstairs to the man’s room. I knew he was a man by his footsteps. Men have a type of movement, and it’s very noticeable with these floors.
I never knew what they gave the man. That was until I was heading to my room, and saw my roommate leaving his room. I wanted to call out his name, but instead, when he walked upstairs, I looked in through his open door, hoping he wouldn’t be back soon.. There wasn’t anything odd in there… Except maybe some aromatic flowers. Did he do gardening? I thought to myself. But then I wondered, why didn’t he bring them outside? Won’t they die inside here?
“Ahem.”
I jolted at the sudden noise and looked back. I saw my neighbor… upset. I laughed nervously as I waved at him. “Sorry… I didn’t mean to try and trespass…” I tried to explain, but he just smiled. “That’s fine. I forgot to close my door.” He said. He had red stains on his shirt, which caught my eye. I stare at it with curiosity.
He noticed what I was looking at cause he quickly responded, “Sorry about that. It’s ketchup.” He laughs. I looked back up at his face before I made a small laugh. I hope that’s ketchup… I thought. He waved goodbye before he went back inside his home and shut the door. I stared at the rectangular carved tree… That’s not funny. Trees didn’t deserve this.
Anyway… I walked towards my own room and reached into my pocket for the key. I slipped the silver item into the thin slot, the key shook a bit before it made a click sound. I turned the key and opened the door. The smell of a boring college student’s home… You guessed it. It smells like cup noodles and coffee. Realizing the smell, I thought to myself, I should take out the trash soon...
That night I took out the trash and tied it up before I led myself out to drop the trash out on the sidewalk along with everybody else’s trash. I went back in and saw an old man walk up the stairs. I stared for a second. “That could be the man that sleeps above me.” I thought aloud.
I didn’t think much else about it. I just walked back into my room and paused… and frowned. One of my coffee k-cups is gone. You know… the one for my Keurig machine. I only had five left, and one is missing. That was supposed to be for the rest of the week. I sighed. “Well nobody could’ve gotten in…” I thought. “Maybe I used it this morning… I can’t get mad at myself for that.”
Tap, tap, tap…
I heard the man upstairs again. I thought, for a second, it was the old man. But I quickly erased that. “No way. He’s an old man… he wouldn’t even have a Keurig machine.” I pouted, trying to erase every possible reason to why he would’ve stolen it. Plus it was already decided, I drank one this morning… I mean I could confirm it right now, but I was not about to go outside to my trash bag just to see if I had one earlier. I sighed and head over to my bedroom. “I’m so tired… Hopefully classes will be faster tomorrow.” I mumbled to myself, and quickly fell asleep.
Not long, I woke up with a thud above me. All I could see in the darkness was the figure of the light above me… My eyes adjusted to the darkness, being able to see above me in a dark blue tint. I gazed at the ceiling for a second before I checked the time… 1:28 AM. I groaned, but then I remembered what caused me to wake up at this time. I gazed at the ceiling again… and finally decided to check what happened. I got up and put on my slippers. I was slightly scared, due to the fact I never stayed up in a lonely apartment…
I peeked through the door. The atmosphere felt ominous, but maybe that was just me. Or the flickering light near the stairs to the second floor. I inhaled. “... I have to go check.” I whispered to myself. After standing at the door for a few more seconds, I finally mustered up the courage to step out my room, and sprinted to and up the stairs. I gasped, holding onto the stair railing for my dear life. It took me a moment to catch my breath before I head towards the room above mine. I blink for a minute. It just seemed ordinary. I knocked at the door and looked around.
“Hello? Mister? Are you okay in there?”
There wasn’t a response, and there seemed to be no response from the other rooms either. I decided to knock one more time just to be sure. I frowned. I kicked the door, “Mister! If you’re not answering, I’ll knock the door down!” I yelled with concern. What if he’s down? Like… you know, passed out? I have to help him, you know.
I was about to put my full force on my foot to kick the door down, but the locks click and the door slowly open. A big old man stand before me. He was bigger than I thought he was… I guess that wasn’t a big deal. He gave me a gentle smile. “Hello there,” He paused, “Are you here to gift the old man too?” There was something about his voice that had set me off, I wish I realized it sooner.
“No, no… I heard a thud earlier. I just wanted to know if you were alright.” I said. His smile disappeared and it extended into a frown. “That’s no good… Then you can be my gift.” He said, and his hand grabbed my arm, the size of his hand seemed massive against me. He yanked me in and slammed the door. Shocked and threatened, I thrashed around, trying to pull away from him… but he was too strong. His other hand had gripped my waist tightly, and before I had time to react, I was thrown against his shoulder, my stomach smashed against him, sending waves of nausea through me.“Let go!” I yelled.
I kept thrashing around that I almost didn’t smell the foul odor until I was thrown onto a metal table. I gasped as my warm skin touched the cold surface, sending shocks throughout me. Oh god, the smell, I wanted to puke.
My nose led me to the smell, and what I saw hung on the wall made me feel nauseous… I might have actually puked.
A collection of… dolls… But they were moving! Hands and feet were twitching, heads bobbing, muffled moans echoed the room. The worst part was… they’re not full body parts. Different skin tones stitched onto each body part, one caucasian arm, a black torso, Asian head… Too much of a variety, but all somehow able to move and moan.
“Do you like my collection…? I made them myself.” The man hummed in satisfaction and triumph. Once the things on the wall heard him, they started moaning louder. I look at them and saw they have no eyes… Their eyes are stitched shut, and same with the mouths.
“Shut up, you noisy children!” The man bellowed before he whipped them with a metal pipe. But there was no reaction. They can’t feel anything… That’s why their eyes and mouths didn’t hurt. But how could they still moan, still hear things? The old man sighed as he looked at me. “Now… since you’re a beautiful young girl… I’ll make it all useful for a better face.” He said, “Maybe in a few hours… you’ll see and appreciate your new body… I’ll keep your eyes…”
He smiles while he struggles to cuff my wrists and ankles down with small leather belts. “No!!” I screamed, continuing to struggle underneath him. “No!!!”
“I don’t want your body to be struggling while I cut it off… It won’t be a very good sight to see for the customers…” The old man sigh. I continued to struggle, dismissed what he said. I punched his face and he staggered back. I quickly sat up and unbuckled my ankles and escaped the room. I tried to dash to the exit door and screamed for help, but I fell forward, the man grabbed my foot. “You came to check on me, didn’t you…? Weren’t you concerned…? Please help the old man…” He whispered. I clawed the floor, grabbing anything that could hold me firm.
But that was a huge mistake.
I suddenly felt nothing from the butt down. I turned my head to the side and my voice died from shock. My legs… My legs were cut off. In one fell swish… I’m bleeding. I’m bleeding.
Oh my god, I’m going to die from loss of blood. The man shushes me as I whimpered in disbelief. He wrapped up the disconnected part of my body with a long towel. “There, there… Now you won’t have to run away.” He whispered. “Your body is precious, especially to a buyer downstairs… He would love to have you from your chest to your butt, but he didn’t like your face…”
I stared at him with wide eyes and opened mouth… I can’t process any words. Neighbor? Neighbor… body… legs… gone… dolls… I can’t process anything. The old man dragged me back into the previous room and this time, he rested my body down on the metal bed. It’s so cold… My body is growing numb. From the cold?... No… From the pain?... I should be feeling more pain.
I tried to make sentences, maybe even words. But nothing could come out. Tears ran down my face, and he wiped them off. He cuffed me again, and threw my limp legs onto a box full of other legs. I whimpered, I don’t have any more fight in me. If I struggle more, I’ll die…
He hushes me again and petted my hair. “I’ll make use of your beautiful head elsewhere. Okay…?” He reassured me… as if that made me any better. He took out a syringe of blue and green liquid. It reacted like oil and water… not merging with one another. He looked at me, then the syringe. “... Ah,” He clicked his tongue, “This is nothing to be afraid of. The green will put you to sleep for awhile.”
Green…?... Green… blue…? I gazed, my vision blurred a little before focusing again. “And the blue is to help your body form to the other body parts, so you can move them when you wake up. I whimpered, trying to object. But he pressed my head down on the bed and told me to calm down. I inhaled and exhaled deeply as the syringe slipped into my body, injecting the liquid inside me.
My vision blurred again. Oh no… My body was starting to numb. I slowly closed my eyes and I fell asleep.
I woke up to a slap in the face. My eyes shot open and I breathed heavily. Dream…? Dream… I tried to move, but my back hit a hard surface… What? I heard footsteps retreat… and came back toward me. I saw the same white hair… and I flinched. I muffled moans. I can’t speak. I can’t speak!?!
I looked down. My chest is flat… And bare. A male chest. A male body. A body only cut to the bottom of my stomach. I muffled again. The man looked over and smile. “I’m almost done, little one… Don’t worry. The blue liquid I gave you… you won’t feel a thing. I just wanted you to see the finishing touches. He holds up a male lower body. No. I don’t want that… No, no no…
The man could see the disapproval in my eyes, but he didn’t care. I connected something to my body. A bone… and locked it like a perfect shape of a puzzle fitting in. I watched him stitch the lower body into my new torso. This can’t be happening…
As soon as he finished, he smiled, happy with his work. He lifted my body and placed it on the metal table. “... I’m sorry, I can’t keep you.” He hums, “A buyer had requested me for something like this… She will be ecstatic to see the great effort and time I put into a beautiful piece such as yourself…”
I’m being sent away… No, I don’t want to… Please don’t send me away…
He could see the fear in my eyes, and he kissed my forehead, as if I was his own child he’s sending me away to a new family. “You’ll love her.” He reassured me, “... Well, your body will.” He joked. He grabbed a long, big box full of styrofoam. He fixed up some clothes for me to put in, except I didn’t have underwear. I was forced into these clothes and stuffed into the box. He hushed me again and closed the box. I could hear tape screeching across the box, and smoothed the tape on the flaps.
After hours and hours, I finally heard something. A human. Excited. A girl. A box cutter sliced through the tape and cut it all out. I saw her open the flaps and she gasped. She held me up by the armpits and set my back against the box. “Wow… look at you. You’re so beautiful!”
She was wearing provocative clothing, and my body reacted to it immediately. She saw it and she laughs. “Game time already?” Her voice seductive as she gripped tightly, dragging me to the bed. She shoved the old clothes my “body” had on, tossing them aside. I don’t want this. This body doesn’t belong to me. She can’t do this...
But she did it. My life ended the second she opened my box.
The body that now belonged to me, belonged to her. I was defiled, raped.
I’m not sure how long it’s been, how many times she has used my body for her selfish reasons. I’m nothing but a toy, a simple thought of when she has needs. I’m her puppet. I wish that old man had fallen. I wish I hadn’t gone to see if he was alright. I wish I wasn’t here, and instead with my family.
I miss my body. I miss being a girl. I miss being human. But no.
I am here. This is real, I know because I see the News all the time. It shows my face, smiling. It has MISSING plastered under it. They don’t know I’m here, they don’t know I’m a toy now.
The stupid bitch would ride me, and I would just watch TV and hope she got off sooner. The way she bounced on me, sometimes I would miss the most important parts. This damn whore just covers up the whole TV…
I think it’s been a few months, or at least that’s what the speakers sound out. I might be hearing wrong, the whore is always loud on me.
Sometimes she’d sit on me, which I never understood. Did she not realize I didn’t have a mouth? Then again, what kind of idiot buys a human sex toy. Why couldn’t she just get a prostitute, someone who could satisfy her the way my fake body couldn’t. Someone who could eat like a normal person, and wasn’t physically falling apart. My body was just getting weaker every day, she would need a new doll soon.
The most I could do was turn my head, but just barely. I could twitch my fingers too, which I wasn’t too fond of.. Sometimes she’d ride my fingers, and I’d just have to stare in horror as she expected me to twitch them inside of her.
But, hopefully I’ll die soon. I didn’t want this second life, but god knows how long it’s going to take for my organs to fail... if it’ll even fail. Is God even real? Would he really let this happen to someone?
This is what I’m forced to accept. Used, with no purpose other to satisfy.