so Iām probably not going to continue with this blog
if it wasnāt apparent already from me dropping off the face of the earth like a month ago Iām just not able to keep going with this. I donāt have a muse for Camus anymore. Utapri just isnāt something Iām in to anymore either. And itās been so long since Iāve roleplayed on Tumblr that itās just weird to me. I want to keep going, because I love to roleplay, but honestly I canāt do it with Camus. Not to mention I feel inferior to everyone else here. I just feel like some random bystander 99% of the time since I only really know Rae. Everyone has been so kind and patient with me and I tried to work through my problems but itās become apparent that I canāt fix them.
which ultimately means this is goodbye. Iāll probably still leave this blog up and all but I donāt think Iāll do anymore roleplaying on it. Iāve had a great time with you all and if I ever make a new blog Iāll let you know if you want to roleplay with me again but for now this is goodbye















