moondust

going to hell in a hand basket. queliot + reddie deserved better. disaster bi energy.

[katiethesociallymaladjusted]

when  your best friend has a secret santa gift exchange at work and the only thing she knew about her person was that they liked schitt’s creek but weren’t at all familiar with the show.... you help her out and you reap the rewards of one of your hyperfixations.  very pleased my half assed ideas worked out.

[katiethesociallymaladjusted]

i have way too many feelings about last night still and i know a lot of people aren’t so keen on margo and josh together but????? i fall more and more in love with them every waking moment???? the strong, independent woman who don’t need no man (or anyone, other than eliot) unless he’s between her legs!!!! the poor man who was ALWAYS left behind and was willing to stay in that little pocket realm and remain the king of singing bc what else is new, at least the people there liked him???? finding love??? together????  healing and growing and not forcing the other to change who they are???? accepting themselves, each other, and the fucked up circumstances of the world YET AGAIN!!! together!!! i love josh hoberman so much tbh

[katiethesociallymaladjusted]

The woman the monster put his sister in had cancer and was dying, that's why he needed a stronger body and also because he loves her so much, he decided to find her an indestructible body

oh worm!!!!!! thanks anon!!!!!! i completely,,,,,, forgot about that in the light of my ridiculously high emotions thanks to last night.  

[katiethesociallymaladjusted]

listen this just hit me like a brick wall but with the realization last night that the monster needed julia’s goddess-not-quite-human body to house his sister bc she was strong enough???? and they’re TWINS????? so how has eliot’s body been able to keep the monster for as long as he has?????? is it his inherent telekinesis that gives him a leg up???? is it something more???? will there be some beautiful reveal that this is the true legacy eliot waugh will leave: being able to overcome a monster that took him over once he learns how powerful he is????? 

[katiethesociallymaladjusted]

prayer circle that this slide back into alice’s arms (and like, this is not hate on alice!! love her so much!! but she deserves better and so does q, and that is NOT with each other!!!) is just the result of a very very very done in quentin who is just looking for five minutes of affection, five minutes of peace, five minutes of familiarity in this shit world they’re in now.  she’s tried to prove to him again and again that she wants forgiveness, specifically from him, and it’s so much easier to just ease in than to keep fighting, isn’t it?????  but i’m hoping, god, i’m hoping that with eliot’s return (in the finale???), q will realize that, OH HEY, that’s what i’ve actually been waiting for, this is who i actually belong with.  idk i’m sad. i’m so sad.  thanks jason ralph for killing me last night.

[katiethesociallymaladjusted]

anyone else annoy the shit out of their friends (rl, bc fortunately, at least here, people GET IT) because you’re too obsessed with the magicians????? i have no shame in loving getting swept away in the fantasy, weeping over these amazing characters and this beautiful cast but????? this past weekend, my best friend’s husband told me he was worried about the depth of my love for the magicians and tried to tell me i needed to take a step back.  and i got to pull the ‘but sir, that’s my emotional support hyperfixation’ meme on him unironically.  he was not impressed but IT BE LIKE THAT SOMETIMES!!! i’m not ashamed!! 

[katiethesociallymaladjusted]

anyone else get really emotional thinking about when eliot is finally back, how he’s going to react to hearing that q was ready to bring on the end of the world if it meant saving him??? that margo gave up a crown that she had fought so hard for, worked so hard for???? this boy who grew up never fitting in, never feeling right, completely reworking himself into this new person who didn’t give a shit about anything other than feeling good??? this man who had to kill his first chance at happiness bc of the beast?????? this man who has struggled and suffered and floundered??? will finally have TANGIBLE evidence as to how much he is loved, how much he is cared for. in this essay i will -

[katiethesociallymaladjusted]

i relate to quentin coldwater because i too am a disaster bi from new jersey with greasy hair and a desire to climb eliot waugh like a tree.

[katiethesociallymaladjusted]

(the umbrella academy au that no one asked for but won’t leave me alone. unfinished.... maybe i’ll keep going idk.) 

he’s seen the dead his whole life, practically.  for as long as he can remember, though as the years go on, the recollection of those years gets foggier and harder to hold on to.  that’s mostly his fault, he’s willing to accept his hand in that.  but what else is a young man to do when he’s forced to listen to the screams and dying wishes of ghost and ghouls for hours on end?  

drugs and alcohol were an early retreat, one discovered very young, while his voice was still cracking between childhood and manhood, while his brothers were only focused on flirting with girls at school.  he could find quiet, solace, a fucking break in those little pills or in another line or in five shots.  eliot learned quickly (and through a lot of error, because what is life without suffering?) that this was the only way to make his life feel somewhat normal. 

the years poured by, lost in a sluggish haze of self medicating and losing himself to the quiet darkness, the fuzziness that came with taking too much, the comfort that came with realizing that at least he was alone in his head.  there was nothing spectacular about his life, about his power (if you could call it that, eliot would certainly call it a curse).  there was no one to teach him how to control it, how to subdue it in healthy manners... there was nothing but making his high last to the next day, to tipping himself over into unconsciousness as he lost himself again and again and again.  

(there was no reason to find himself, he’d decided.  he knew who he was, what he was, and it was best he stayed lost.) 

and then he met q.  

good fucking god, where had quentin coldwater come from?  he had found him while eliot had laid sprawled in a park, half buried in a sandbox, surrounded by empty bottles and cigarettes smoked down to the filter.  (he should care, shouldn’t he? how he looked, where he ended up, how he smelled.  but what the fuck did any of that matter when you were outrunning the dead?)  

‘um,’ the man says, edging towards where eliot is blinking confusedly up at him. ‘are you - are you okay?’ the sun is disgustingly bright and it’s hard to make out any of the stranger’s features until he’s almost eye level, squatting to peer at eliot more closely.  his hair’s pulled into a bun and the amount of concern pouring out of him for a stranger is almost tangible.  

for a moment, eliot’s convinced he’s a ghost.  (but no, that comes later. much later, but too soon.)  the man shifts, expression sharpening, and eliot does his best to sit up, brushing sand-covered hands over crusty eyes with a mix between a laugh and a moan.  ‘is anyone truly okay?’  

the stranger gives him the saddest smile then, brushing pieces of his hair back from where it has fallen in his face.  (eliot is no stranger to attraction, no stranger to finding lust, or sex, or five minutes of sick companionship where he can find it but there’s a tenderness blooming in him at the sight that he can’t reconcile.)  ‘fair point.. but uh - is a sandbox in central park really where you want to be right now?’  there’s no judgment in the words, just curiosity and concern.  

eliot wants to kiss him, badly. even with his gritty lips and morning breath and hair that is more mop than style.  eliot wants to kiss him, badly, for showing him even the smallest amount of attention.  eliot wants to kiss him, badly. 

[katiethesociallymaladjusted]

this is a josh hoberman appreciation post tbh...... loved that stoner since the moment he popped up to save the day and he ain’t perfect but he’s Trying His Best.  and actually broke my heart last night too. thanks buddy.  

[katiethesociallymaladjusted]

(i haven’t posted in a million years but breaking my laziness to scream about tonight’s ep is worth it)  QUENTIN FUCKING COLDWATER!!!!!!! went from hiding behind his hair and doing everything he could to be inconsequential bc he thought nothing really mattered and life sucked anyway TO THIS BAD ASS STARING DOWN THE MONSTER!!! the monster he knows could kill him with a mere flick of his wrist?????? STARING THIS ACTUAL GOD KILLER DOWN (bc hey, the monster doesn’t hold the monopoly on that!!!) to save the man he loves, the man who gave him this modicum of hope in arguably some of the shittiest months of his god damn life!!!! ??????? 

he’s not hiding anymore.  he’s ready for war. 

[vovler]

This one is mine :

The ENFP personality is a true free spirit. They are often the life of the party, but unlike Explorers, they are less interested in the sheer excitement and pleasure of the moment than they are in enjoying the social and emotional connections they make with others. Charming, independent, energetic and compassionate, the 7% of the population that they comprise can certainly be felt in any crowd.

Test Yourself :)

Find Your Personality

[socialismartnature]

When I was a boy and I would see scary things in the news, my mother would say to me, ‘Look for the helpers. You will always find people who are helping.’ To this day, especially in times of ‘disaster,’ I remember my mother’s words, and I am always comforted by realizing that there are still so many helpers - so many caring people in this world.

Mister Rogers (via socialismartnature)

thank you mr. rogers, for reminding and reinforcing the ideals that are so hard to remember in times of tragedy.  

[katiethesociallymaladjusted]

there are some majorly fucked up people.  praying for all those involved and injured at the boston marathon. stay safe, people, get off the streets!!!  (and for the love of all that is good, hug your family tonight and thank whoever or whatever you believe in that they're safe and sound.)  

[atrarchive]

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the parkinson brothers from the post-dh site, OUR SOLEMN HOUR.

—- parkinson, twenty-seven, ministry (suggested face: sebastian stan) the first request is the oldest of the parkinson offspring. the only things that are cemented in stone (HAH REDUNDANCY) are his age (mostly) and the his member group. he’s the only parkinson who works in the ministry so i’m sure that’ll cause some uncomfortable family dinners, especially when it’s made apparent that the rest of his family is a bunch of sadistic buttholes. this will create some epic family drama, as the rest of the family is pure and true novemberists. (and pansy, in particular, will be faced with draco’s own betrayal so she’ll be extra angsty if her brother tries to straighten them all out.) how he feels about pansy and his other brothers is totally up to you.

—- parkinson, twenty-five, novemberist (suggested face: ed westwick) ahh the second oldest parkinson. basically anything goes here, really. totally and completely up to you. i would like pansy to have at least a semi-close relationship with at least one of her brothers (if not all of them). but like i said, job, personality, face claim, etc. ALL UP TO YOU. how awesome is that!!! 

—- parkinson, twenty-four, novemberist (suggested face: aaron johnson) now if pansy were to be truly close to only ONE of her brothers these days, i would think it would be the one closest to her age. but once again, it’s totally up to you. i just love the idea of her brothers ganging up on her and teasing her. basically being like, ‘you’re not hot shit, ok?! you’re a hermit who isn’t allowed to leave home and all your friends are boys. what a weirdoooo.’ okay that’s a lame example but yeah.

[katiethesociallymaladjusted]

another wanted ad i posted on this our solemn hour, an awesome post deathly hallows harry potter forum.  you should definitely check it out because we're super active, super friendly, and super sexy ;3  plus pansy needs her brothers.  there is someone apping for the youngest brother, just a head's up.

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the wagtail siblings from the post-dh site, OUR SOLEMN HOUR.

myron wagtail, thirty-two, civilan (suggested face: michael stahl-david) this first request is for gracie’s twin brother, myron - wagtail. they’re thirty two and both very musical. it’s just that myron is the lead singer of the weird sisters, so quite famous. his personality is up to you but i do hope he gets along well with his twin sister. :3 grace has always said that his band is named so aptly because of her (though several of the other band mates have sisters as well). i would imagine that myron would have taken euan’s death just as hard as grace (if not harder due to probably being off on tour when it happened, but that’s up to you), so that could be a nice dynamic between myron and grace. they could see themselves as the guardians of their remaining sisters or the like. he’s only a citizen at the moment but i’m sure gracie will start coaxing him into joining the order soon enough. tommy —-, thirty-two, open membergroup (suggested face: channing tatum) next request is for tommy! there’s endless of information on him in jared peakes’ app and gracie’s as well. but long story short, tommy i have no last name is grace’s cousin. he’s the loose canon of the group, the one with only a limp grasp on his emotions. he’s probably the type that bawls when he gets black out drunk, maybe lol. so they’ve known each other forever and then tommy met jared as a kid and the three of them have been best friends ever since. they all started playing instruments as children and eventually formed their own folky acoustic band (ask kat for her description of it, it’s too precious and beautiful). for a few years after hogwarts, the three of them traveled around the uk and performed wherever they could get gigs. the band eventually disbanded and jared began teaching at hogwarts. grace waitresses at a few swanky restaurants in london and still does the occasional gig with tommy sometimes. so his background is totally up to you. as is his canon. but he should be the same age as grace and jared (and myron, for that matter). —- wagtail, twenty, civilian (suggested face: none) —- wagtail, eighteen, order (suggested face: none) this last request is for the two youngest wagtails. one is a twenty year old citizen and the other is an eighteen year old order member. i would imagine these two girls being very close not only because they’re mere two years apart (as opposed to the twelve and fourteen year age gap between the twins and them) but because they lost their brother who was only a few years older than both of them. maybe they weren’t as close growing up as they are now, now that euan is going. totally up to you guys. but gracie will be quite protective of them, to a point where she basically acts like their mother ninety percent of the time.

[katiethesociallymaladjusted]

i posted this wanted ad on this awesomeee forum i'm on!  it's active and while there's only a few members thus far, there's plenty of characters to plot and interact with.