Kat

Welcome! Just my Personality:)

[dip-the-pip]

not to be dramatic but i’m in the middle of nature and it’s raining and it smells like rain and there’s birds everywhere and they’re all singing and for once i feel at peace

[katleocadialuz]

This text made me feel at peace, I miss nature.

[adampvrrish]

life really is just like. you meet people you love them and then you lose them and you never see them again. and it's inevitable and it happens to everyone and there's nothing you can do about it

[adampvrrish]

richard siken quote. you know the one

[fizzyarts]

Realistic Marinette

⚠️ PLEASE DO NOT EDIT OR REPOST⚠️

The year is almost over and It’s kinda a tradition that I draw a realistic Marinette to see my improvement, the second picture it’s a drawing from 2018 and I’m really proud how much I’ve improved this year 💖

[onlyonekenobi]

the thing about deancas is they’re both like. it’s like. “i can’t love this man, it goes against everything my father molded me to be,” but then they’re also both the realization of “i love this man more than i ever loved my father” AND the realization of “i also love this man more than my father ever loved me” AND “this man loves me more than my father ever loved me, so i both can and will choose him over and over” it’s!!!! insane!!!!!!!

[aquiboni]

My Melody and her love, Kuromi💖

[princsess]

[gentlekirk]

uterus culture is forgetting all the weird symptoms that come along with your period every month and wondering why you’re feeling some kind of way until you Realize

[castiel-left-his-mark-on-me]

It’s 2022. The Supernatural meta and conspiracy theories died out just over a year ago; and the only time Tumblr references Supernatural is when a relevant GIF is needed.

We are at peace– we are at rest.

And then Jensen Ross Ackles posts the raw 15x18 footage to his Instagram with the caption: “Love you too.”

The internet implodes.

[tolkienmercury-deactivated20220]

HBO Supernatural but dean looks like this

Cas looks like this

And Saileen look like this

The power I just created. Wow.

[wormstacheangel]

I just like the idea of Dean and Cas being together as a couple and them just forgetting they’re together. Cause all the couple stuff they done while they were just friends. Dean didn’t mind when Cas picked off his plate. They always sat too close together. If they could they would spend hours enjoying the others company in silence reading or watching a movie. Cas has always volunteered to join Dean on long drives just to think or watch the stars. Dean was always the one that made sure Cas was dressed comfortable, in enough layers to keep out the cold. They knew what the other liked to order on the menu and Cas even orders those fancy coffee’s Dean is to embarrassed to say out loud. That was their normal for 12 years.

Then slowly they added hand holding because they would see a couple and Dean would catch Cas just watching them in awe. Dean made sure to remember that Cas liked to hold his hand in public. They added I missed you kisses after an I miss you hug. They bickered but it never got as heated as it would have been before because Dean can’t hide behind his hurt anymore, Cas can see right through him. So that meant they had to talk things out. Even if it meant staying up all night until the found a solution because Cas was always afraid to be pushed away and Dean was afraid to do the pushing. 

[prophetcas]

goodnight to destiel shipper barack obama and jensen ackles who refuses to believe the show ended after ep 18.

[roguecas]

angel from buffy is a little BITCH compared to cas. he needed to FUCK to achieve happiness he couldn’t just be happy being in love w buffy he had to have sex w her. unlike castiel fruit of the lord who is a chad and loves so powerfully that the mere act of being in love brings him true happiness god bless

[dotthings]

Dean: I’m going to stay in monster hell for months even after I have a way to escape just to find Cas. I prayed to Cas every night. I’m not leaving here without Cas. Cas: I wonder if Dean loves me

Dean: I was so traumatized about losing Cas in Purgatory, my brain made up false memories so I could blame myself rather than dealing with how he pushed me away because he felt he needed to do penance and stay in monster hell.

Cas: Unfortunately I believe my crush on Dean is one-sided. I will nobly pine forever.

Dean: I’m going to yellow crayon Cas down from brainwashing, on my knees to show my love, and tell him how much I love him. The original script draft is going to say “I love you” but it will be changed during filming.

Cas: But does Dean love me?? 

Dean: I’m going to invite Cas out for a cheeseburger date.

Cas: Not now Dean we’re very busy with serious angel business. 

Dean: I’m going to kick a door down, after racing frantically to find Cas across several states, torturing demons, just to get here in time to save him, only to be too late and I’m going to cry out Cas’s name and my voice will shake with emotion and when it turns out he’s okay I’m going to yell at him for scaring me.

Cas: I should probably continue to  repress more, for I am in love with someone who is not in love with me

Dean: Despite being under the influence of a magic curse mark that makes me uncharacteristically violent, I won’t be able to kill Cas, because the love between us is so strong.

Cas: But does he love me…*pines*

Dean: When Cas is under a magic spell that brainwashes him into attacking me I’m going to fend him off without hurting him and when he collapses as he’s freed from the magic spell, I’m going to keep touching him and cradle his face in my hands and stare at him with worry and love and tenderness.

Cas: Love is ineffable, it is enough just to love, even if Dean doesn’t love me back.

Dean: Cas is possessed by Lucifer, this is awful, I’m going to spend half a season on a mission to save Cas, and the divine feminine is literally going to use Cas’s heart to triangulate on my location.

Cas: Oh, the plight of an angel helplessly in love with a human. 

Dean: I’m going to act jealous when Cas’s ex is in town and refuse to give up on him when he’s dying. Again.

Cas: I’m going to tell Dean I love him only when I’m dying so I don’t have to deal with the consequences of my words.

Dean: Here’s a mixtape I made, hours of work, of songs from my favorite band of all time, just for Cas, we’re better together.

Cas: I wonder if Dean loves me. Here is your mixtape back, Dean. 

Dean: FML

Cas: I am in love with someone I can’t have, woe, I think I’ll go repress some more and also run away from him because I think I’m doing the right thing and then die. Again.

Dean: I’m going to mourn Cas like a widower. I will yell at God to bring him back. When I get him back another way triggered by the power of my grief and love, I’m going to make him dress up like a cowboy and talk to him about our movie dates.

Cas: I will pine, pine forever, helplessly…

Dean: Cas and I are going to break up like an old married couple having a divorce and I’ll lash out in my hurt because God was messing with my life and I don’t know what’s real any more what if what’s between me and Cas was never real this is the worst thing ever FML.

Cas: Dean no longer cares about me. I’lll just go now.

Dean: I’m going to take Cas’s calls even though I supposedly am done with him and I’m going to accept him back despite our conflicts not being resolved. Then during our return trip in Purgatory I’m going to fall to my knees, praying and crying, because I’m scared I’m going to lose him forever, again.

Cas: Okay I actually heard that. But I don’t know if Dean loves me back.

Dean: I’m going to act like Cas is my husband and I’m so relieved that we reconciled after a trial separation.

Cas: I must save Dean from Death personified, so I’m going to give myself up to the deal I made to save the son we raised together and summon The Empty to take me by fully confessing the immense depth of my love for Dean even though he doesn’t love me back and then die. Again. So I don’t have to deal with the consequences of my words.

Dean: *sobbing on the floor* FML. Cas: Time to remake heaven for Dean, who I shall pine over forever.

***

Fandom: I wonder if Dean is in love with Cas back?

[steveyockey]

dean giving the mixtape to cas is like I will not explain what this is or even the concept of a “gift,” something you surely have never received from any of your incestuous siblings who hate you. I am leaving it on your dresser where you will presumably stumble across it in the next six hours and I will avoid you for all of them plus an additional three for listening time. every song matches up to a specific moment of my childhood that is simultaneously so nostalgia-tinged and enmeshed in my trauma if you ask me about any of them I WILL put a shotgun under my chin. I am handing you my diary to keep forever but it would take the team who cracked the enigma code decades to uncover the deepest resonances of what I am desperately trying to tell you but can never say because I have man disease so severe if I just played you a love song my heart would literally explode. and even though I know you will not understand this at least at first I will still get gruff and huffy when you attempt to return it to me like a library book because you only own like two things and everything else in your life is basically a rental until I die or get killed and you go back to being a supreme celestial being who doesn’t care about stupid human things like rock music or feelings.

meanwhile if cas ever gave dean a mixtape it would be like 1. “cranes in the sky” 2. “linger” 3. “I’m only me when I’m with you” 4. “love drought” 5. “anywhere but here”

[manbiteshog]

HE SAID I’M YOUR LOVER I’M YOUR FRIEND I’M PURITY HIT ME AGAIN WITH A BULLET NUMBER ONE KILL THE FAMILY SAVE THE SON

[crackers4jenn]

Just some actual destiel things that haunt me:

when Dean and Cas are going after Raphael in s5 and there's that whole 'last night on earth' vibe and Dean tells Cas "two things I know for certain: one, Bert and Ernie are gay. two, you are not gonna die a virgin, not on my watch."

"Cas, not for nothing, but the last person who looked at me like that? I got laid."

FROM THE SAME EPISODE, when Dean is ready to surrender to the ~Apocalypse and Cas shoves him up against a wall, seething, "I gave EVERYTHING for you, and this is what you give to me???"

"I'm hunted, I rebelled, and I did it, all of it, for you."

all of "The Man Who Would Be King" in its entirety, not a second less, but ESPECIALLY when Cas narrates "and the worst part was Dean, trying so hard to be loyal with every instinct telling him otherwise" while the shot lingers on him staring at Dean, JUST PINING AWAY.

the entire Purgatory arc of season 8 🙏🙏🙏

THIS NO GOOD, RUINOUS LOOK CAS GIVES DEAN IN SEASON 9 WHEN DEAN'S BREAKING UP WITH HIM AND SAM:

when the camera pulls back on this gaze that lasts approximately forever:

when Cas dies in season 7 and Dean keeps his dang trenchcoat

THAT HE THEN RETURNS WHEN CAS IS RESURRECTED, saying (okay, in a cut line, but it was in the promo!) "Part of me always believed you'd come back."

in season 8, when Cas is being controlled by the angels and Naomi creates a simulation where he's forced to kill thousands and thousands of Deans, but he still can't kill the real one

lol Dean really made Cas a mixtape of his favorite Led Zeppelin songs

THIS. WHAT THE HECK IS THIS:

the fanfic gap of 9x06

when Amara is taking Casifer and Dean says, so worried, "Cas?" in the most awful voice possible

"He manipulated him. He made him promises, said 'Paradise on Earth,' and Cas bought it. And you know what it got him? It got him dead! Now you may be able to forget about that, BUT I CAN'T!" Ahhhh, the ANGER. THE GRIEF.

"I left, but you didn't stop me" + Dean praying, "I should've stopped you. You're my best friend, and I just let you go." THE GROWTHHHH.

"The one thing I want... it's something I know I can't have" / "You are the most selfless, loving human being I will ever know" / "You changed me, Dean" / "I love you." 😭😭

[heartwave]

fellas is it gay to corrupt an angel of the lord the moment they touch ur soul in hell