kayla ortiz.

open yourself.

[kaylaaortiz]

You are everything. #jonahmylove. • • • #love. #rideordieformysquad. #iloveu. #motherhood. #childhood. #growth. #growingtogether. #family. #life. #yesyesyall. #yay. https://www.instagram.com/p/BwlEQxigf8G/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1q8dbdpy3444o

[kaylaaortiz]

It took a lot of hardship just to learn how not to break down and stop, baby. No matter what I’ve seen in the past I won’t let it impact how we grow now baby. 💕🌞🎶 you give me feels that I know that I know that I know that is real. @martyrisdead • • • #kehlani. @kehlani. #whilewewait. #feels. #yougivemefeels. #esposo. #esposa. #amor. #love. #life. #vida. #vivalavida. #marriage. #hippiehood. #word. #ifuckingloveyou. #yay. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bv73E9EAxAo/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=180wfcalxlvoe

[kaylaaortiz]

Ride or die for my fucking squad. • • • Please tag these powerful ladies if you know their insta handles. ✌🏽 • • • #rideordie. #desmondtutu. #fightforwhatsright. #injustice. #snakes. #maketheworldabetterplace. #fight. #ride. #goinhard. #truecolors. #letsgo. https://www.instagram.com/p/BuHy98nAdGx/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=9t13vutrgusi

[kaylaaortiz]

My husband loves me. He made me a song and it’s 🔥🔥🔥. Go peep!! link in his bio, #applemusic, #spotify, #allstreamingplatforms. :) 🎶 @martyrisdead @obedpadilla_ @iamphilj @esesilent_steelcityproductions • • • #rap. #hiphop. #hustle. #hustleandflow. #love. #marriage. #forgiveness. #real. #life. #christmas. #music. #dream. #dreamchaser. #talented. #rapper. #iloveyou. https://www.instagram.com/p/Br22X1Cg11Z/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=tz8wf9tnhhkb

[kaylaaortiz]

My husband loves me. He made me a song and it’s 🔥🔥🔥. Go peep!! link in his bio, #applemusic, #spotify, #allstreamingplatforms. :) 🎶 @martyrisdead @obedpadilla_ @iamphilj @esesilent_steelcityproductions • • • #rap. #hiphop. #hustle. #hustleandflow. #love. #marriage. #forgiveness. #real. #life. #christmas. #music. #dream. #dreamchaser. #talented. #rapper. #iloveyou. https://www.instagram.com/p/Br22Cifg1IL/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=9q344qy3t1vc

[kaylaaortiz]

🖤🎶 If I could smoke fear away I’d roll that muthafucka up. And then I’d take twooooo puffs. 🎶🖤 #cornrowkayla. #fear. #damn. #kingkendrick. • • • #cornrowkenny. #bornwithavision. #lifesabitchthrowthempantiestothesidenow. #life. #fuck. #fuckfear. #imstrong. #untitledunmastered. #untitled2. #hiphop. #mentalshit. #word. https://www.instagram.com/p/BrgB-zkAn6L/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=18na8kmnadi4

[kaylaaortiz]

TODAY IS GOING TO BE DOPE AS FUCK. Just believe it. 🌿🌸🌼🌷🌺🌱🌿 • • • #norainnoflowers. #believe. #speakit. #beit. #ktse. #createyalife. #dope. #yeyeah. https://www.instagram.com/p/BrS3ZwGAkDT/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=11qzh1hwq15x7

[kaylaaortiz]

I’m 26. I’m a female. I’m a Chicana. I had a baby when I was 21 and often feel like the youngest parent going on my preschooler’s field trips. Sometimes people don’t think Jonah is my son until they hear my mom voice. I got bad grades in school. I was a mediocre athlete. I did one semester of college. I don’t have money. I have a VERY hard time finishing the things I start. I have miles of stretch marks and my belly isn’t what it was before I got pregnant. I have small boobs. My feet are weird. My glasses are always crooked (I think my ears are particularly uneven). All of these things can bring me down at any given moment. It’s hard for me to look past my flaws. But I do have a husband who genuinely cares about me and loves me through all of the shittiest things. I do have a son who shows me every day what it looks like to love others, and runs as fast as he can into my arms when I pick him up from school. I do have friends and family who love and inspire me and encourage me when I feel low. Life can get to be damn hard. Your mind can play tricks on you. But it is possible to rise up. Even if there are days when you just aren’t as strong. Keep moving forward. You are loved, if by anyone, by me. I love you. I see you. It’s going to be ok. Time only moves forward. We only have now. Try to be an optimist today. Don’t compare yourself to others. I’m in this with you. We can absolutely do it. ✊🏽💗🌈💕🌞✨ #neverwouldhavemadeitwithoutyou. #teyanataylor. #ktsfe. #love. #life. #realization. #thirdeye. #yourlove. #optimism. #flaws. #mentalhealth. #shookone. #takeaways. #uplift. #anxiety. #depression. #struggle. #chicana. #latina. #hippie. #bohemian. #thursday. #inspiration. #encouragement. #yay. #thankyou. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp7wvbtg7lD/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ei78h2bsz97q

[kaylaaortiz]

Whoo I’m crazy 😜🌈🚐🧡🌞✨ #radical. #optimist. • • • #optimism. #orange. #happy. #rainbow. #thinkhappythoughts. #mymindplayintricksonme. #getup. #stayup. #onelove. #wegotthis. #thursday. #leggo. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp7Pn6ggSFi/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=sht15lylhxl6

[kaylaaortiz]

Sister. Today it’s your birthday and what a special birthday it is :) Every year we get older it just takes me back to being a kid and pretending we were adults. I think about how we imagined our lives and what they actually turned out to be like. And look at us! We’re mamas and titas. We still quote movies and can find a harmony in less than 30 seconds. We still laugh so hard you can’t hear it (because we had to learn how to as kids lmao). And now we’re old enough to stay up late and wear face masks and drink wine and bake stuff. Anyway. I hope you get the best day ever today and that amongst everything else, you know what a gem you are. You’ve been through a lot in your own 30 years and it’s made you who you are. Happy birthday, Rae. I love you. ☺️😘💕✨ @rae_runyon • • • #happybirthday. #sister. #thirty. #talkthirtytome. #iloveyou. #scorpio. #muah. #yay. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp5Rv3MAPUd/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=rihkelhrbd6z

[kaylaaortiz]

Here I am. #curlyhairandidocare. • • • #selfe. #purplehair. #curlyhair. #3a. #3b. #fall. #smile. #behappy. #yay. https://www.instagram.com/p/BpVUcrIgGiJ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1a0zoglqiig7n

[kaylaaortiz]

Levitate levitate levitate levitate. #om. • • • #yinyang. #meditate. #levitate. #enlight. #edit. #sacredheart. #tapestry. #bohemian. #love. #yay. https://www.instagram.com/p/Boxn-4aAWxS/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10el7q1vriwxr

[kaylaaortiz]

I’m an auntie again! ☺️🤗 thanks @rae_runyon and @kt_runyon for cooking up such a precious baby Bryan! ✨❤️🍂🍁❤️✨ #nephew. #auntie. #love. #yay! (at Parkview Medical Center) https://www.instagram.com/p/BonYYUpABXq/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=xbvku7zwx1q2

[kaylaaortiz]

Tiny sketch of me and my girl @hannahleislw ✨🖤 go follow her too because she’s a dope ass human and artist 💕🌞🤟🏼 • • • #friends. #friendship. #colorado. #california. #longdistancelove. #tinydrawing. #tiny. #artist. #vintage. #bohemian. #hippie. #women. #girlfriends. #independent. #illustration. #doodle. #sketch. #selfie. #selfportrait. #art. #hustle. #yay. https://www.instagram.com/p/Boa2uyng-2v/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=15l864lyx2g3i

[kaylaaortiz]

Throwback Monday lol to a little sketch of me, Jonah, and Spider-Man on grocery day. My parents bought Jonah an inflatable Spider-Man at a parade and he seriously did not let it go for 48 hours. Haha ☺️ • • • #groceryshopping. #dreadlocks. #dreadbun. #mama. #jonahmylove. #motherandson. #motherhood. #kingsoopers. #lettuce. #spiderman. #independent. #illustration. #doodle. #sketch. #selfie. #selfportrait. #art. #hustle. #yay. https://www.instagram.com/p/Boau4G4A558/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1kbn3pdninxbx

[kaylaaortiz]

Little illustration of my love and me. Follow his clothing line: @rrss_apparel Musical (and visual) magic: @martyrisdead • • • #lifepartners. #marriage. #love. #husband. #wife. #rap. #hiphop. #emcee. #dj. #producer. #clothing. #apparel. #independent. #illustration. #doodle. #sketch. #selfie. #selfportrait. #art. #hustle. #yay. https://www.instagram.com/p/BoatAa-g95W/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=qsxli47dfy1u

[kaylaaortiz]

Slow shutter light graffiti attempt. #spreadlove. #lightgraffiti. #slowshutter. • • • #dark. #light. #photography. #spreadlove. #art. #vibes. #create. #live. #love. #yay. https://www.instagram.com/p/BoXX3Skgehx/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=qniw8mgy85b1