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It’s a new year, with all sorts of changes. Like a week ago I woke up and remembered that I’m almost 30 and need to better my life. I’ve been trying to fix something that I can’t fix, and I had to accept that and face the music. My cat n I are about to go out on a whole new adventure together. I think I want to move north. I don’t know where north is, but it’s not going to be in Florida. For now I’ll live with my brother and keep gaining as much knowledge as possible at the animal hospital. I’ve never loved a job so much. I really want this to be my career.

I’m excited for change and am proud of how much I have grown in the last few years. I didn’t think I would even make it to 25, but I’m still kickin.

At the ripe age of 28 I’m finally putting myself first. I have to learn to be more independent and able. Life’s all about growth or whatever. I really have been enjoying hiking and avoiding ppl.

Also- does anyone still use this app? I’m just here to rant into the void

#life

Hi guys what’s up. How’s life been? I took a break from tumblr for a bit while I was workin on myself.

I’ve been on some kind of a weight loss journey. I was 243 pounds this time last year. I am now at 185 and I’m quite proud of myself. I feel good.

Depression is a bitch and it is the main reason I was at my heaviest. I’m also almost two years clean. I was addicted to my Xanax prescription and was crazy. I literally would forget weeks had happened. Just blackout. I was in a really dark place and it took a while to feel normal.

In a couple of months it will have been a year at my job. I work at an animal hospital. For the last four months I’ve been training to be a vet technician and it’s been a wild ride. I’ve made amazing friends along the way bc of my job. I got back into rollerblading and have a group I skate with. Starting to learn tricks and going down ramps. Idk who I am lol I don’t even recognize the person I see in the mirror and it’s beautiful. Garbanzo is still as cute as ever.

I got back into ceramics too, and baking. I love to make bread. I love to eat it even more.

Here’s to a year of growth.

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