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瀬音　螢　【せな　けい 】 → Androgynous. Style Chameleon. デザイナー・時々モデルです。日本のストリートファッションの愛好者です。 ★ Fashion + Fine Arts + Photography + Music = Passion・人生 Japanese fashion styles from a person living outside of Japan. Photos posted are of me and/or by me unless otherwise noted. The content as it appears is copyright © 2011-2014 to 瀬音 螢. もし趣味が合うなら、是非フォローしてくださいね。では、宜しくお願いします。 ☆ 螢's Style | Art | Ask | Twitter | ムック | Sel'm | h.NAOTO | BPN

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★ I recently attended two of ONE OK ROCK's shows. As always, they were impeccable live performers and incredibly sweet — they autographed several CDs for me, in addition to my copy of their 人生x君＝ tour and live film DVD. In the second photo, Taka is holding the customized 35xxxv SnapBack I made for him because the last time I met them, several of the members complimented me on how cool my spiked Boy London SnapBack was. (I was only able to make one in time for the show, and sadly, Toru seemed upset that he wasn't the recipient of it........ Maybe next time though...!)

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★ Issey Miyake sheer colour block socks x Forever 21 colour block platforms

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★ [2015.02.06] 今日のコーディネート。

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★ First post of the new year! I'm currently ill again after coughing my way into 2015. (Excellent job, immune system.) And in other news, my hair has also been silver for the past 3 weeks — getting closer and closer to becoming a walking, real-life Final Fantasy character.

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★ Another work outfit

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★ [2014.11.28] Coordinate for work

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★ Model/singer Akira and The Rose Prince at Baby the Stars Shine Bright NYC/Tokyo Rebel

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★ 薔薇の王子

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★ Excited to attend Akira's tea party in Baby the Stars Shine Bright NYC tomorrow. Trying to figure out what accessories to use — looks like I'll be some kind of rose/butterfly/cross themed pirate prince. There's actually a small mountain of things atop my head but they blend into my hair in this image. Also, very late hair update.

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★ カラオケ with this ultra cute little rap star, Valentine, after dinner & dessert♡ (Pretty sure he has no idea I took this, let alone that I'm posting it here for all to see, haha)

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★ Went to work as Zelo from B.A.P (No Mercy era) for Halloween.

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★ With Chris at NYCC

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★ お人形さん → dress and headpiece by the wonderful Mika Takeuchi of Antigones.jp, former designer behind h.NAOTO’s FRILL, jelly, and Honey lines.

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★ Posting some slightly older images that I never got around to sharing

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★ Once in a while, I'm social. After dinner with my cute 友達☆

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★ Dressed up to attend Amato Haute Couture show at the Lincoln Center for New York Fashion Week. I’m an eerie porcelain doll and my friend is a handsome prince ❤︎

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Jw u a guy or girl lol U look really pretty and also really handsome at the same time aha

Ah, this is kind of difficult. The simple answer, if you’re referring solely to biological sex/anatomy, is I was born female.

The more complicated answer: I’m genderqueer. I’ve never strongly identified as only a “boy” or a “girl” for a significant length of time. There are days when I feel I am quite masculine and I’ll reflect that in the way I dress, carry myself, and speak. But in between those days, I’ll wake up and feel a little feminine too, and again, my particular state of mind will outwardly manifest itself in my appearance and mannerisms. It's not a 50/50 split either, because even more confusing for everyone are those moments when I truly feel like neither end of the spectrum — they're my avant garde days.

To be completely honest, there was a period of time where I felt bothered by the use of feminine pronouns, because I’ve never seen myself as a “girl”, but masculine pronouns didn't feel 100% right either, even though I did (and somewhat still do) prefer them. Nowadays, I just let anyone use whatever they like when referring to me because it’s too time consuming to sit every person down for this kind of discussion. For the record though, I like the use of the gender neutral “ze”, or simply my name (Kei) will do. In public, close friends will sometimes use the typical pronouns associated with my look for the day to cut down on confusion.

Sometimes, I jokingly describe myself as a man stuck in a(n arguably) feminine body who likes to dabble in crossdressing (which, for the most part, is a fairly accurate interpretation of my situation when you take into account my stereotypical "masculine" personality).

For me, my identity has always been dynamic and ever changing; it's something that I didn't always understand, and is something that I still have trouble formulating into words that accurately depict the entirety of my situation.

This was probably not the answer you were expecting but I hope my explanation wasn't too hard to follow, and also thank you for the ask! (As well as for thinking I'm handsome and pretty!)