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@kelly--smith-blog
SURROUND / re: stop the belfronts
01. the odyssey - sza. 02. wolves (kill them with colour remix) - bon iver. 03. dickhead - kate nash. 04. stops my mouth - bat and ball. 05. not again- yumi and the weather. 06. chances - alpines. 07. premonitions - vaults. 08. death favors no man - james newton howard. 09. again and again (deo & z-man remix) - bird and the bee 10. i can’t make you love me (david keller remix) - bon iver
gonna make this garden grow | toby & kelly
Toby had had a realization sometime over the past three months. It had come sometime around the second time he had tried to call Kelly and ask how she was doing and if she was coming back and where she currently was and what was she doing and hoping she wasn’t shoved into a trash can on the streets of New York (Toby had never been to New York but that was probably a thing New Yorkers did). Luckily Claire had been keeping tabs on Kelly, though he had suspected that was more to do with the fact that Claire was bunking in her bed and taking her messages. And then it hit him. Charlie and Bryce had been throwing large blocks at each other and occasionally Toby’s face while they watched The Lorax for the 2nd time that evening when finally — Who was taking care of Kelly’s plants? He doubted Claire even knew the difference between a plant and a weed outside of the fact that they were both green things that she peed on. So, Toby made the conscious effort to tend to Kelly’s garden — despite the fact that he had no idea what was what and how to tend to it or even if he was really doing it right. But after all the shit he’d put her through — after all the shit everyone had put her through??? It was the least he could do, right? He had tried to chase Hax and Claire out of her house with a rake, but that was a lost cause in and of itself. The garden would do for now. Toby had no idea when Kelly would be back or if she was even coming back. In fact, he was pretty skeptical to believe her reappearance back in Oxford until he saw it with his own eyes, because Claire and Caden were not very reliable sources. He kept up his usual twice a week routine of coming over and picking up a hoe and smacking it around before pulling things off of plants that looked like maybe they were dead and then dumping a bunch of water over all of it before stepping back to admire his handiwork. It definitely didn’t look like it usually did when Kelly was around to add her cute little pinteresty touches and he had a feeling that the things he assumed were weird flowers but might have actually been cucumbers had died but who liked cucumbers, anyway? Typical Belfront logic. At least, if and when Kelly ever came back, she’d have something at least halfway not very shitty to come back to.
Kelly woke up exceptionally earlier than usual this morning. She had been so excited to sleep in her own bed again that the night prior she completely skipped dinner, so she could snuggle up at 7:00 pm. There were many things that Kelly did not miss about Oxford: the heat, the difficulty finding fresh chickpeas at the grocery store, the family that must not be named. Kelly had left down for lots of reasons (let's pretend it was in fact that chickpeas), but her bed was definitely not one of them. She stretched out her arms, her head in the valley of two large pillows she sewn together herself. She rubbed her hands along the fabric of her quilt, made from the refurbished material of her grandmother's old skirts. The light shown in through semi-translucent curtains that gave the whole room a slightly pint tint. The air smelled like vanilla and honey. Birds dipping in her backyard birdbath sang a tune. If Kelly's hair wasn't so damn frizzy, she would have been a Disney princess.
She was not in fact one, though, because the first thing Kelly did upon rising at 6:45 in the morning was pour herself a hearty helping of wine. She held it in a coffee mug painted with dolphins. At least it looked like she was driving something appropriate. As Kelly sipped away at the adult grape juice, her thoughts went to her aunt and to Holly, the latter of which she hadn't seen in so long. She thought about her mom arguing with her aunt when she used to drink in the morning too. She thought about finding Holly on the couch at 2:00 a.m. The women of the Smith family somehow cloaked their rampant alcoholism in their big, innocent brown eyes. Kelly wasn't an alcoholic though... Right? She took another drink, actually shaking her head and making an uneasy sound in her throat. She was just going through something at the moment. This type of living wasn't permanent. She would put down the bottle anytime she wanted! ...Kelly just didn't want to right now.
These familial pondering rolled through her mind as she made her way from the kitchen to her back porch. The back door slammed when a gust of wind came through, followed by the crunching of critters through her garden. It may have been ungodly early, but Kelly's friends were early rises. The birds continued to sing and the rabbits, hidden from her sight, scrambled through the bushes... and then they sneezed.
Something sneezed. Someone sneezed.
Kelly nearly choked on her wine. It didn't feel good. Knocking one of her slippers off her her foot, she carried her mug in one hand and her fluffy weapon in the other. Ready for battle, Kelly tip toed through the dewey grass. She fully expected to find Hax again. As Kelly approached the site of the sneeze, her stomach tightened. Why was her life like this? The closer Kelly got, the worse she felt about this situation. One of these days, the person hiding in her closet was going to be a murderer (Ruby lololololol).
When Kelly saw the muddy workboot, she realized it was someone far worse than a murderer. She chunked her slipper at the body at hard as she could. It was anticlimactic... because it was a slipper.
"What!" She shouted. She didn't even bother to ask why Toby was crouching behind her vintage wheelbarrow covered in vines and roses.
red wine i'm fine: colton/kelly
Colton watched her as she attempted to come up with a reply, or comeback, he couldn’t tell which. Either way, it managed to bring an almost endearing smile onto the eldest Belfronts face, had he not forced himself to hold it back. Still, one proper look at the werewolf and it wouldn’t exactly be hard to tell what he was thinking. There was definitely such a thing as the “Kelly smile”. It pretty much resembled a first grader looking at the stars.
But of course, he’d deny it until the end. At least to his family, because what the hell did the Belfronts know?
And then he saw her reach for the empty glass and Colton could no longer keep a blank expression on his face. He took a seat opposite of Kelly in order to get a better look at her, a slightly amused (but also slightly endeared) smile on his face now. He’d only had the privilege of seeing this side of Kelly Smith a once before (even if she was only slightly buzzed off Claire and Rory’s special Belfront Punch), and in all honesty, he loved it. “You’re drunk.” It wasn’t a question.
With a quick glance at the bartender, Colt shook his head, indicating that another drink was probably the last thing Kelly needed. “Yeah, I can tell you’re thrilled to see me,” he teased, a grin remaining on his face. Who was ever glad to see the Belfronts? Hell, was it even possible to miss them? Probably not, especially since the Belfronts had a tendency to drive others away…like Kelly, for example. “How long have you been back?” he found himself asking, genuinely curious. He figured he might as well start with the basics, and not automatically ask Kelly how many drinks she’d had. Even if he was curious.
"I," she paused to regally smooth out her jeans as if they were a fancy dress, "am at peace." Kelly sat back in her chair. She was able to cling onto her pissed face for a few seconds, but eventually it faded away. Alcoholism was getting old for her. She had spent the last three months doing much of the same thing--getting drunk and reading Poe, getting drunk and reading Austen, getting drunk and reading literally anything. The wine made her brain vibrate, stimulating it as if she were going out into the world and starting conversations, laughing at jokes, having a grand ol' time. Her eyes lowered to the wine glass. Recently an empty bottle had become her greatest fear.
"A few days, I guess," she shrugged unenthusiastically. Each day seemed to blur together. The only thing that broke up the time were her meals, and as of late that meant Chinese take out and Chinese take out leftovers. Who was Kelly Smith without cooking? A mess, a damn mess. She didn't want that to show though. She wanted to damn Oxford and the Belfronts! Kelly wanted to prove that she was bigger than pouting re: Belfront rejection. She wanted to prove that she could survive without the Belfronts in her life.
It seemed, however, that she could not escape them. When she got back, Kelly found some of Claire's day of the week underwear in her washing machine. Apparently she had been a houseguest at some point just like Hax. Now, Colton sat before her as well. She should have known that a bar was a magnet for their lot.
"I don't remember, honestly," she continued. Kelly scratched her head. Suddenly, a pounding headache rushed through her skull. She rubbed her temple, groaning slightly. "What day is it?"
pavlovian nutmeg craving: brett/kelly
Kelly had nearly paced a track through her living room carpet. Distinct footprints formed by feet in fuzzy socks tracked her movements from the last hour. The air felt heavy. It lacked its usual bakery-esque quality. Sugar had not permeated the walls of Kelly's mom for many months, at least not unless Hax had decided to take up cooking while she was throwing himself a one-man uninvited sleepover at her place. Kelly missed the smell of flour and eggs. She missed finding sprinkles in her jean pockets and wiping dried icing off of her face before running to the store for emergency nutmeg. She missed all of that... and so she missed Brett.
Her finger hovered over the call button on her phone. "Brett Barr" accompanied by several emoji hearts read in black print on the screen. "Just call her..." She paced another circle on the carpet. "Just call her NOW! Do it... NOW! Call Brett, Kelly. Call her." She mumbled and mumbled, scratching her head before finally...
She...
CALLED BRETT NOW.
Kelly squeaked nervously, reminding herself that she had no reason to feel this anxious. Of course, it would have been nice for Kelly to pick up a phone call from Brett at least once over the last three months, or congratulate her on her pregnancy, or just be there for her. Maybe Kelly did have a reason to feel anxious. She was angry and guilty all at the same time, her stomach twisting knots inside.
All the while the phone continued the ring. It seemed to get louder and louder in Kelly's head, until the receiver picked up. "Hello?" Brett's voice sounded so unfamiliar. "Hello?" She repeated.
Kelly couldn't talk. "Br-" she sputtered. "Brett."
carrier pigeon for the canary: jaden/kelly
The day MJ had left had been just like any other day. It passed in a completely normal way, nothing out of the ordinary. Jaden had been coerced into helping Harley rearrange the furniture and then the two had invited Dylan and Blake over and the Keventry/Moorehead cousins had spent their evening like just about every other, getting drunk while watching an old movie and throwing popcorn at Blake. Jaden had been completely unaware of how much history was repeating itself.
It wasn’t until the next day, when Jaden’s 16 phone calls had gone unanswered and he had traipsed over to MJ’s mother’s house to check on her that the reality of the situation finally hit him. Of course, Jaden knew that what Maggie Jean was going through was probably one of the worst experiences she had ever faced in her life. She’d lost her mother and a dear friend/ex-boyfriend in such a short time. He knew that life had thrown her some rough cards. But what he hadn’t known, was her plan to return to New York again.
He couldn’t blame her. She had every right to want to retreat away from her world that had taken so much from her. And yet, a part of him still hurt that she hadn’t even told him or Harley at the very least. She’d simply left and while Jaden respected her decision, he still wished she’d come home. So a couple days later when he’d heard from one of the Belfront’s that Kelly Smith was in fact going to New York, he knew he had to use this opportunity to communicate with her.
MJ wasn’t taking any of his calls, answering his texts, and was ignoring every single Facebook poke. But she couldn’t ignore someone actually there, telling her what Jaden had said, right? He didn’t know Kelly very well, but he couldn’t really let that stop him now. This might be his one chance. He’d probably looked like a crazy person, running up to her house for the first time, shirtless and sweaty from his run. But Jaden hadn’t really had time to shower and get properly dressed. Kelly had looked at him like he was crazy, but had actually agreed to pass on his message if she ran into MJ. And Jaden couldn’t be more grateful.
Everything had worked out infinitely better than he could have planned. That is until he actually had to wait for Kelly to return. The problem with not really knowing the person you asked to carry a message for you, meant they weren’t necessarily obligated to tell you their plans. And Jaden had waited and waited for days, for Kelly to return. He’d gotten so desperate, he’d rerouted his runs every day so that he could run by her house to check if she was home. He’d done this for a couple weeks before Harley had told him to stop creeping out Kelly’s neighbors. By then, Jaden had just about given up anyways. She’d been gone for 8 weeks when she had said she’d be gone for one. Maybe Kelly, like MJ, was done with Oxford.
That was why, when a knock had sounded on his and Harley’s door, Jaden had expected nearly anyone else besides the beanie-wearing, book-bag toting brunette who now stood at his doorway. “Kelly!” he said with a grin, the moment he opened the door, stepping forward and lifting her up in a big bear hug that probably wasn’t appropriate for someone who barely knew her. It was probably just as strange as him asking her to seek out another stranger even though he didn’t know her. But at least he was fully clothed this time. “You’re back. We had started to wonder if you were ever coming home!” he exclaimed with a chuckle, although it really was more of a question than a statement. “Come on in!” he added, stepping back a little and inviting her inside and off of his front porch.
A slight "oompf" escaped Kelly's lips when Jaden wrapped her up into a tight hug. She coughed when he let her go, patting her chest with wide eyes. She hadn't been hugged in a long time, let alone squeezed like that. Kelly knew that people had noticed her prolonged absence; her cellphone record alone was evidence of that. She got calls on the daily from a Belfront or Brett, Lill or Holly. She rarely picked up. Kelly expected those people to notice when she didn't come home, Jaden though, she was surprised. They'd rarely spoken. We had started to wonder if you were ever coming home, repeated in her head. Was there some sort of weekly Where Is Kelly Smith? club that hosted a rag tag group of locals throwing out guesses of her location. The thought made her uncomfortable. She squirmed in her clothes and stepped in.
"Thanks," she chuckled weakly. She didn't know exactly what she was thanking him for, it just seemed like a normal thing to say in the moment. Kelly scratched the top of her head. How was she supposed to do this? Drop the token and leave? Kelly disliked small talk and she didn't know Jaden well enough to bring up a substantial topic. She cleared her throat, "--err M.J.'s fine," she squeaked. Kelly didn't know at the start of her sentence what she was going to say. Her words her quiet and unenthusiastic. Her face scrunched up. "She's fine, I think." She nodded.
"She gave me something..."
red wine i'm fine: colton/kelly
Colton had been sitting at home when he’d gotten the text from Caden saying that Kelly was back in town. Naturally, the eldest Belfront decided to ignore the message at first. This was Caden he was dealing with; the guy probably saw a stunning brunette with a head of curly hair and cardigan and assumed it had been Kelly. Wishful thinking, probably. Kellys sudden absence in Oxford had definitely taken its toll on the Belfronts but as usual, they all refused to talk about it. Especially Colton.
Two whole minutes had passed before Colton finally gave in and called Caden. Kelly was definitely back in town, according to his reliable source. And in all honesty, he wasn’t sure how he was supposed to react to the news. Colton had lost count of how many times he’d found himself thinking about Kelly Smith, especially over the past few weeks. It happened randomly, too. Sometimes he was laying in bed and found himself thinking about a pair of sweet brown eyes and a head full of curls, sometimes he was reading to Bryce when he’d suddenly lose his train of thought or whenever he rode through town on his harley in attempt to clear his head. The other day, Colton had walked by the community garden and found himself sitting at a nearby bench for a good twenty minutes before he realized he was supposed to meet his Claire somewhere. Yeah, Colton Belfront had it bad. Still.
Which is why he hopped on his harley and made his way to Oxford Barr. He couldn’t stay home; the silence wasn’t the least best helpful right now, especially since Bryce and Charlie were spending the night at Blair’s apartment, and he’d be bombarded by questions at Twin Moon. Thankfully, it was a slow night at Oxford Barr. It was the perfect place for Col to sit back and clear his head and shit. The werewolf stopped dead in his tracks as soon as he caught sight of her. There was Kelly, sitting on her own at the bar with empty glasses and a book in front of her. Honestly, Colton had hoped he’d come up with something to say to Kelly before he actually saw her, but it was too late to head back now. “I’m no expert, but isn’t reading in the dark bad for the eyes?” he asked, a faint smile on his lips as he approached her.
Kelly's face was pressed just inches away from the pages of her book. She was hunched over the table, the curve of her back nearly making a right angle. Long brown hair hung over the sides of her face; she would have been unrecognizable to anyone else, anyone but Colton. When Kelly looked up slowly, she revealed her pair of old reading glasses pressed closely to her face. They rarely made a debut outside of her bedroom. Other than the couple of times she'd forgotten them at one of the Belfront's house or on her desk at work, the black rimmed spectacles lived out most of their days in Kelly's bedside table. She looked especially librarian-y with them on, as if she was trying to make fun of herself. This was no joke, this was just drunk!Kelly.
She huffed and a piece of brown hair flew up in front of her face. As far as logic based thinking was concerned, Kelly had no reason to be angry at Colton other than the usual old peeves. Unfortunately for him, however, there was no a large part of Kelly's brain that burned every time she came in contact with anyone belonging to Belfront blood. Kelly pushed her glasses closer to her face with two fingers--very cool.
"Isn't--" she began so proudly, trying to think of a word-class comeback. Her brain must have been wine-logged. "You're bad for--" She scrunched of her face, reaching for her glass while holding firm eye contact. Once again, she would have looked so cool if her plan had gone as expected. She tipped the glass up to her lips, expecting to get something from it... but it was empty. Kelly looked like a lab rat trying to get water from an empty bottle in its cage. She threw the glass down onto the table in frustration. When she looked over at the bar tender, he pretended not to notice her trying to flag down another glass. More huffing ensued. "It's good to see you," she said finally, looking up at Colton from the table chair. Her brows were furrowed, mouth turned down in an exceptional frown with big pouty eyes, very preschooler like.
the last three months, a story in gifs: kelly smith moodboard #5
featuring the best of kelly smith: "you lied jane austen!" "is this cat hair or my hair?" "WHERE IS THE WINE?!!!" "i recommend falling in love with a belfront boy, said no one ever." "ugh, ice cream belly again." "why does no one use a condom in oxford?"
carrier pigeon for the canary: jaden/kelly
Kelly remembered the day she left for New York perfectly, mostly because it seemed like a fresh start. Even though she wasn't leaving Oxford for a long time (or at least she didn't think so at that point), it felt like a chance to start over. New York was supposed to offer her the chance to focus on something other than a band of rugged man-children and their outlandishly hot female counterpart. New York was about books and books and books and happiness and definitely not Toby and more books and definitely not Colton. New York was about Kelly being Kelly without a Belfront in her life. It turned out to treat her pretty well.
She had a skip in her step as she walked to her car that morning to catch a flight. Her luggage, although heavy, barely weighed her down. It was all normal until Jaden Keventry came jogging around the corner. He was shirtless of course; although Kelly only knew Jaden as an acquaintance, both natives of Oxford, she had seen him shirtless more often than than not. Maybe he needed a charity started in his name...
Nevertheless, it was his request upon running up her driveway that was more striking. "Find Maggie Jean--um M.J. for me. Tell her to come back," were more or less his words. Kelly wished she could remember them exactly, because as soon as she spoke, she felt a heaviness in her heart; she wished someone would say that about her. Little did she know, in the following months she would be inundated with phone-calls from friends and family, worried that she hadn't come home. Kelly agreed... and much to her surprise, she did in fact run into M.J. Monroe while in New York. She was just as unfamiliar with M.J. as she was with Jaden. Kelly had been on her way to get coffee one morning when M.J. was exiting the backdoor of a small theatre. Kelly had exclaimed "M.J.!" at first, but the redhead hadn't heard. She had headphones in, probably used to showbiz fans shouting her name everyday. That's when she pulled out the big guns: "Maggie Jean!" Jaden had said it so distinctly back in Mississippi. M.J. whipped around immediately, petrification in her big eyes.
What M.J. had given Kelly in return for her message from Jaden now sat comfortably in the book bag over her shoulder. A heavy cardigan over her shoulders and a beanie covering her head of hair, she clicked down the Oxford sidewalk to the house she thought was Jaden's. She was nervous. The way M.J. had handed over her token seemed like it deserved a better carrier pigeon than some random girl neither recipient even knew that well.
Despite this, Kelly knocked mightily on Jaden's front door. She hugged the bag to her side. She hadn't been in contact since that day he came running up his driveway; it seemed like he should have gotten a little warning.
Kelly: Hey, it's [Kelly]. I'm sorry. [Brett], you're juggling so many things and I am just fucking up. But I need some help now, okay?
Toby: She went somewhere and got fucked up. Claire: That's not like [Kelly]. Toby: What has she done this month that is like [Kelly]? Colton: These passed few days she's been pretty down. We've been kinda hard on her. Toby: What so it's our fault? Colton: Didn't say that. Claire: You've been pretty much ignoring her. Toby: Stop.
Toby: You've always been there for us, and I think we've taken it for granted. I know I have.
Kelly: I'm not asking for your pity or your admiration.
Kelly: Yes! It's about me! Cause it's never about me, and I'm finally making it about me!
also feat. toby at inopportune moments and puberty!caden
a chronological telling of kelly's absence since mid august as shown through her instagram activity
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