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elise ✿ 20 ✿ she/her

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hello there! 𓂃 ོ☼𓂃

fandoms i currently write —> jjk.masterlist ┊hq ┊aot ┊bebop

totally just rebranded my blog… currently working on a rules page. for now, just keep it sane please!

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do people still write crack fics these days 🚬🚬🚬

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Back study w Nanami

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I just took a bite out of my phone

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ass or tits?

cw: jjk 18+ // minors dni

listen i KNOW this is like top tier degeneracy but idc this discussion must occur. also these are simply my opinions—this is totally subjective. i am lacking in both departments anyways so consider this a third party assessment.

these men are going to the BAKERY .

okay. at #1. we have toji fushiguro. ive never been more sure of anything in my life. this man knows what it’s like to carry a wagon. he WILL appreciate a nice ass and he is not subtle about it in the slightest. he’s walking behind you in the kitchen? you’re getting groped. you’re cuddling? your ass is like home base to him. in public? good luck. you’re not safe there either. now… in the BEDROOM? ruthless. that man will borderline abuse your ass. looooves to spank you. loves to knead the flesh, loves to use it as leverage to slam in deeper. not to mention he’s a biter. don’t be surprised when you’re prepping for a shower and you see literal teeth marks on your ass.

#2. this spot is reserved for none other than ryomen sukuna. you better keep that shit COVERED when he walks by. that man is a PREDATOR. if he’s in a mood? you’re getting smacked. loud. hard. holy f*ck ow. will literally shove you against the nearest wall and press himself into you. your ass is his property. and one hand is never enough. if he’s touching, he’s gripping. if he’s gripping, he’s spreading. in the bedroom? you better pray. he’s obsessed with making it bounce, seeing you arch. he will smack, bite, and scratch your ass like he’s on a mission to brand you. best believe he will. phew

at #3, we have kento nanami. listen. LISTEN listen. hear me out. the man is sturdy. he’s not fumbling anything. he is the best ride you’ve ever had, to say the least. and unlike the other men, he’s tasteful about it. think slow, sensual massages. open-mouthed kisses down the curve of your back. will literally talk to it. “all this, just for me?” loves walking behind you. in the hallway. at home. getting ready in the mirror. you’ll catch him looking, but it’s… warm, somehow? like he’s proud. he might not be the biggest on PDA, but you’d be lying if you said his hand didn’t wander lower while you were in line at the grocery store the other day.

honorable mentions: todo and yuuji. ONLY because this is literally canon. i won’t venture into that territory though.

agree? disagree? lmk! i wanna know if you guys agree hehe

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sadist or masochist?

cw: jjk 18+ // minors dni

team masochist

he gets hard when you get mean.

satoru gojo’s cheek is red from where you slapped him. one eye is pinched shut, the other glossy, like he could cry. but of course he won’t. not with that dumb, wilted smile still twitching at the corner of his mouth. his body jerks under yours, yet he still refuses to beg. “f-fuck, you’re so mean…” he rasps. you don’t bother to acknowledge him. don’t even slow your pace as you slap him again, sharp across the same cheek. his head snaps to the side, mouth open. his hips buck hard enough to lift you, and suddenly he’s shaking. he’s so close. you grab your phone, continuing your movements on him. he’s gasping now, eyebrows drawn up like he’s in pain. that’s the face he always makes when he’s about to come. you don’t even have to look to know he’s almost there. you lift the phone. he sees it. you grin. “smile.”

choso kamo’s masochism is much softer. you’re literally just play-fighting on the floor. you manage to catch him off guard, arms looped around his neck from behind, legs locked at the waist. you’re not trying to be sexy. not even really trying to win. but you feel the way his body stiffens under yours, followed by the unsuspected swell of his cock against the heel of your foot. he freezes. “…get off.” you do, letting him go. he shifts forward, elbows on his knees, head bowed. the silence stretches too long to be casual. you glance at him, and his ears are pink. so are his cheeks. you sit there for a moment, watching the side of his face, before you finally break the silence. “…that explains a lot.”

honorable mention: mahito… aaaalso lowkey toji. tell me that man wouldn’t love to get his shit rocked once in a while.

team sadist here.

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sadist or masochist?

cw: jjk 18+ // minors dni //fem!reader

team sadist

he loves to watch you squirm.

suguru geto has your wrists pinned behind your back with one hand like it’s nothing, your legs spread wide, heels dragging against the floor of his car as you squirm in his lap. you thank the universe that his back windows are tinted, because the sight of you like this would set women’s rights back at least fifty years. there are dark, swollen bite marks trailing from the curve of your neck down to the flesh of your shoulder. his cock is still snug inside you after coming, every lazy rock of his hips fucking the mess back into you. you’re shaking. gasping. “suguru, i can’t…” you feel his lips brush your ear, and he hums, deep and low. “shh. you can, pretty. i know you can.” he leans forward, cheek brushing yours, and he lets some spit fall. you feel it land, the warm substance sliding down your stomach, before his fingers trace it toward your aching clit. “cry on it if you need to.”

toji fushiguro keeps an iron grip tangled in your hair, pulling your head back just enough for you to taste the coarse fabric of your pillow, soaked through from your drool. “pathetic,” he grunts behind you. “pathetic little thing,” he says, punctuating his words with a brutal thrust. sex with toji feels like he’s trying to carve himself into your spine. it’s overwhelming, really. you can’t help but let out a pitiful whimper—quickly interrupted by a sharp slap to your ass. the sting sends a bolt of pleasure to your abused cunt, and he laughs through a groan. “aw, i know you can be louder than that.”

“bend over.” he says, his tone flat, final. apparently you hesitate a second too long, because your husband kento nanami folds you harshly over the kitchen counter himself. the edge of the surface bites into your hips as he takes a step back. “now lose the rest,” he says, eerily calm. you fumble to slip your panties off while he stands behind you, eyes trained on the invitation between your legs. you hear the faint sound of him slowly stroking himself, a ragged breath sounding behind you. you’re about to glance back when his free hand lands heavy on the nape of your neck, fingers curling around your airway from behind. “you already know who’s fucking you. eyes down.” you barely have time to register his words before he’s inside you with one sharp, punishing thrust.

team masochist here

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greetings juzz (jujutsu kaisen huzz)

this is a psa that i am in need of requests because i would like to write. so if you have any requests or suggestions LMK <3

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jjk masterlist .ᐟ

general fluff

(revising hehe)

general 18+

jjk men who lean sadistic

jjk men who lean masochistic

ass or tits? (ass)

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I WILL SINGLE HANDEDLY REVIVE THE HAIKYUU FANDOM IF I MUST. WHERE YALL AT!!!! 🔊🔊🔊🔊 WAKE UP

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Dating Bokuto looks like…

• him immediately eyeing you in the crowd with a wide grin on his face after scoring a point, as if saying “that’s for you!” he thrives off of your approval <3

• him being your biggest fan. he loves listening to you as you debrief your day, invested in the drama, chipping in with comments and siding with you loyally (even if you both know you’re in the wrong lmao). he cheers you on happily with anything you do, and he brags about you to his friends any chance he gets.

• trying to get out of bed in the morning and being anchored in by his arms around you as he sleeps peacefully behind you. he will literally whine if you try to get up without him.

• neediness. he requires a lot of reassurance that he’s a good boyfriend and he jumps to conclusions pretty often. he relies on your pep talks before his games to get into the right mindset, and you’re the only one who can lift his spirit after a loss. he also gets a little butthurt when you’re not spending time with him, but you’re patient with him because you know it comes from a good place.

• him being amazing with children. you’re proud to bring him to family gatherings because you know the kids are all ecstatic to see him— they barely acknowledge you when you arrive because they’re too busy crowding around bokuto as he greets them happily with fist bumps and hugs.

• him blowing up your phone with texts at all hours of the day. you think it’s endearing how he texts you about the tiniest things; something that happened in class, a dog he met on the street, or just how much he misses you.

• him getting jealous… back to the neediness thing, he does not like to see you interact with other men. you could be having a civil conversation with someone and suddenly he’s beside you with a hand clumsily around your hip, carelessly inserting himself into the convo.

• he loves carrying you. carrying you to bed, lifting you in his embrace when you get home, piggyback rides, etc. <333

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haikyuu masterlist! ♡

im still new so it’s very dry atm …

🌶️ means the material is 18+ !

🌸 means the material is sfw

general

haikyuu boys as kissers 🌸

haikyuu boys helping you babysit 🌸

haikyuu boys x popular romance tropes 🌸

aoba johsai

iwaizumi:

dress shopping 🌸

nekoma

kuroo:

the wedding guest 🌸/🌶️

fukurodani

bokuto:

dating bokuto looks like… 🌸

shiratorizawa

ushijima:

general nsfw headcanons - ushijima 🌶️

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SMTH WITH USHIJIMA preferably nsfw

Ushijima Headcanons (18+)

Minors do not interact ⚠️ This material is for 18+ readers only. Thank you

Now without further ado

• Getting to the physical stage with Ushijima can be difficult at times. He tries his best to balance volleyball with his romantic life, but often times he has a lot on his mind and you have to take initiative. It’s not that he doesn’t want to, of course he does, he’s just not overly needy.

• If you want to get him worked up, mess with him. Wear his oversized clothes. Dress up for him. Make him jealous. Use his competitiveness to your advantage, that man is possessive.

• He’s dominant and firm, but he’s also loving. Majority of the time he’s very vanilla, his large hands handle you with care and he’s determined to leave you satisfied no matter what. He does tiny things like forehead kisses or brushing your hair from your face. <3 I hc that he has such an intimidating exterior, but really he’s a sweet guy. He’s never one to joke during sex, he values the intimacy of it. If you make it to that stage with him, he really truly has romantic feelings for you.

• As expected, he’s not particularly vocal during the deed. He doesn’t like to talk—he would rather show you how he feels physically. You may get an occasional groan from him, but otherwise it’s a lot of ragged breathing and low humming.

• Power bottom. He likes letting you take the reins. You’re so small against him, and he’s so strong that it takes little effort for him to get you off. He loves holding you down against his lap and watching you squirm, or even watching you ride his thigh. He holds eye contact so well it embarrasses you, and it sends you over the edge every time. He knows it.

• Big. So big. Did I mention that he’s big.

• He honestly takes some getting used to. You’re nervous the first time, and he can tell, but he’s done this before and he knows how to be gentle. He properly prepares you and makes sure you’re relaxed enough when the time comes.

• In the case that he is rough with you, it tends to be after a tough loss. You understand, and you encourage him to use you to feel better. He’s always very tentative afterwards, making sure to hold you gently, massage you, or help you clean up.

• When it comes to oral, he prefers to receive. Something about seeing you look up innocently at him while struggling with his size sets him off, he may have a size kink.

• He sees masturbation as a natural need, so he does it fairly often. On rare occasion, if he’s at an away tournament, he may even call you for help. Asking what you’re doing, or what you’re wearing.

• He’s very traditional, so he mainly prefers to keep it in the bedroom. He isn’t a fan of quickies, but very rarely you can manage to provoke him in the car or a semi-public place.

• He has a LOT of stamina. If he’s in the mood, he’s in the mood, and you’ll be sore for the next few days. ;)

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This is my first general nsfw hc post, I try not to be overly explicit, I hope that’s alright! Thanks for reading. :)

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I want to edit them to this song. My babies .

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ONCE AGAIN I AM ASKING FOR HQ FIC REQUESTS! 🙏🏻😇 # inspired

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hi! im relatively new to the haikyuu fandom as a writer! hope we can be friends :) who’s your favs?

ahh welcome!! im fairly new too so we can start out together :) my favvvvs hmm. i would say iwaizumi, keishin ukai, and asahi <3 but ofc i love them all. what ab you?

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haikyuu boys x popular romance tropes <3

🏡 best friends to lovers

iwaizumi, suga, hinata, noya, kuroo

🥀 enemies to lovers

kageyama, tsuki, ushijima, osamu

☯️ opposites attract

hinata, noya, aone, kenma

💝 fake relationship

asahi, tanaka, bokuto, atsumu

❤️‍🔥 forced proximity

keishin ukai, daichi, kindaichi

🖤 unrequited love

oikawa, yamaguchi, lev, asahi

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haikyuu men as kissers 💋

pt. 1

♥️ asahi

asahi is very vanilla- but don’t think that means he’s a bad kisser! he’s just very gentle and passionate. he’s a little slower than most because there’s always emotion behind his kisses <3 his shy nature adds a sweet and hesitant quality to his kisses making the gesture all the more endearing

♥️ daichi

daichi is a very confident and assertive kisser. he’s not afraid to initiate and his kisses don’t always have to have meaning. you think it’s cute how he kisses you without thinking, like it’s his first instinct. his kisses are firm yet gentle, just like his strong and caring personality

♥️ sugawara

suga is a very attentive person, so as a kisser, that trait shows. he’s very clearly focused on your needs and making sure that your experience is as pleasant as possible. his kisses may not be as intense or exhilarating as others, but they are deep and emotionally satisfying <3

♥️ kageyama

the poor boy is definitely awkward at first. romance has never been at the top of his list of priorities, and you try not to give him a hard time for being inexperienced, but you find it cute how flustered he gets whenever you try to make a move. once he gets more comfortable though, his kisses are very passionate and intense. when he wants to kiss you he will kiss you. just as you would expect from him, he puts a lot of focus into perfecting his technique and making sure you’re satisfied (you are no doubt).

♥️ keishin ukai

the man is confident to say the least. he’s initially a bit of a rough kisser, but you know that it’s just a part of his intense personality. he eventually learns to be softer with some practice, but you still have to remind him to slow down from time to time.

let me know if you’d like a part 2!