Hyperfixation Go Brrrrr

Key. AuDHD. Queer. Adult. Married.

[keytistic]

[keytistic]

V: [talking about a massively traumatic memory like it's a humorous anecdote]

Johnny: what the fuck

[teathattast]

[teathattast]

my ball, :)

[definitelyimportantpost]

[keytistic]

[chasoc]

Sometimes I want the sappiest, tooth-rotting fluff for blorbo. Other times, I just want to shake blorbo until the horrors fall out.

[the-girl-in-the-high-castle]

I obviously love the "You're the one, Buffy" speech with all my heart, but there is something so special to me about "As daft a notion of soulful Spike the killer is, it's nothing compared to the thought that another girl could mean anything to me."

That! That line hits so hard every damn time, because it's him saying "I don't care if the whole world thinks of me as a monster even now that I have a soul, but I can't stand the thought that you'd ever believe that I don't love you anymore. That you could think that you'd ever stop being the most important person in my life. Because that hurts more than all the hate and judgment I could get from anyone."

And that is just poetic cinema. It's Spike in his core.

[keytistic]

here comes trouble~

[keytistic]

[footlongdingledong]

love when theres a character whose entire existence is spoiler tagged by default. go behind the curtain boy

[keytistic]

don't need them to understand, don't need them to see, just need you to stay

[goth-queen]

[yankiimenherafreak]

happy pride month to all newsies fans I ain't never met a straight one

[wingkink]

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

[bebx]

[keytistic]

[keytistic]

Waiting in Dogtown

[keytistic]

The relic was a miracle. It's easy to get caught up in the frustration and grief of being overwritten, of slowly dying. It's easy to forget the reality that V died in that motel. If the relic had not been in their head, that would've been the end of their story. The relic, and Johnny, gave V something that most people plead for and never get - more time. Of course their impending death still hurts, of course they will rage against the dying of the light. They only have that chance to fight because of the relic. Because of Johnny. Even if they can't be cured, even if there is no happy ending, V got more time. Time to be with friends, time to fall in love, time to make an impact. Time to be someone that would be remembered. In the end, that was all they ever wanted. The entire game is the story of V's dream coming true, even if they don't always realize that.