KYSHA

-🌹i'll always be your princess, lovie

[poetic-beats]

I loved you more than you loved me and that, truly, was heartbreaking.

(via poetic-beats)

[thepersonalquotes]

[khlfababe-blog]

If there was another girl, there will always be another girl. Even if he stops talking to that girl, there's always a chance of them talking to each other again. Even if they do completely stop talking, there's always a chance of there being a different girl coming in to the picture. If he left you for another girl once and you take him back, there's always a chance of him leaving you for another girl again. You'll never be the only girl for him because you were never enough for him, and that's something you need to look past your heart and realize. He will never change because he doesn't want to change, and that's something you need to look past your feelings and accept. He will always be someone who will lie to you because he doesn't care enough about you to be honest, and that's something you need to look past your emotions and understand. He's already proven that he can be easily distracted, he's already shown that he can be easily manipulated, and he's already demonstrated that he can be easily tempted. As much as you'd want him to be, he's not the right guy for you. Stop forgiving what shouldn't be forgiven, stop believing that he deserves you, and stop trying to force something to work that's not meant to. Please don't go back to him, because you can't find happiness where you've lost it.

-// Anees Bob

[thepersonalquotes]

[khlfababe-blog]

Dear girl, Forgive him. I know you hate him. I know you despise him. I know you can't stand the sight of him. I even know seeing his name makes you angry. Yes, you have every right to feel that towards him. He hurt you over and over, even when you've given him chance after chance. You could even say you're entitled to feel so much hatred towards him and nobody would blame you. But just think about it; what has hating him done for you? Sure, it's kept you more guarded against people. Sure, it's made you more aware of peoples' bad intentions with you. Sure, it's caused you to not trust anybody and therefore, not leaving yourself vulnerable for anybody. But hating him has also caused you to push people away. Hating him has also stopped you from being able to see potential in people who actually want to be with you. Hating him has caused you to be bitter, which led to you emotionally shutting yourself down, which led to you not caring if you hurt people in the process or not, which led to you being unable to love anyone, including yourself. Do you really want to feel this way forever? Are you sure you want to carry this with you for the rest of your life? Would you actually be willing to make the next guy pay for the last guys' mistakes? That wouldn't be fair to him or for you because how could you ever find happiness when you're the one preventing yourself from finding it? Deep down, I know you miss being loved and you even miss loving someone. Deep down, I know you're afraid to give as much of yourself to someone as you did to the last guy again. Deep down, I know you're even having trouble putting the wall you've put up down. But, you just have to let it go. Not just him, but that part of your life. I know that relationship with him took a huge toll on you and it's left you damaged, but it isn't too late for you to put yourself back together and there's also nothing wrong with having someone help you. You just have to start by forgiving him because that is the only way you'll ever move on to the next chapter of your life. Come back to being happy again because we all miss that.

[khlfababe-blog]

Don't you get it? She chose you. She chose you over everyone else. She always fucking chooses you. Every single time. All of these years. It's been you and only you. Has she tried to forget you? Has she tried to move on? Has she tried to drop everything? Has she tried to replace you? Has she tried to meet new people? Absolutely. But in the end, she just doesn't see herself going anywhere with anybody else and her thoughts just run back to you while her feelings have always been there. You always make her come back to you without fail. Even when you don't try, she comes back to you. And you know what's the most frustrating part about it? It's that she can't even understand why she can't stay away from you. Even when there's clearly better guys out there for her than you are, she would still choose you instead of any of them. There are so many reasons why she shouldn't even be a part of your life anymore, after everything you've done to her and put her thru, but yet, she's still here, after so many people have left your life. She's still here, and you still can't realize how lucky you really are.

[khlfababe-blog]

You don't want her anymore? Then why did you try so hard to get her in the first place? What was that all for? Just for the chase? Just for the thrill? Just for the excitement? Why did you go thru all of that trouble to get her to like you just to not feel the same way about her later on? Why did you go thru all of that trouble to get her to fall in love with you just to break her heart later on? Why did you go thru all of that trouble to be in a relationship with her just to have her go thru a break up with you? Why did you go thru all of that trouble to be more than friends with her just to suggest that you wanna be just friends again with her? Why did you go thru all of that trouble to impress her just to reveal who you truly are as a person once she started to feel comfortable with you? I guess the most important question is, why did you make her go thru all of that to leave her with nothing in the end? Not only did you waste her time, but you also wasted her thoughts, her feelings, her trust, and her love. You must be so proud of yourself, huh? You got what you wanted out of her and now she means nothing to you? She became another one of those girls you can add to the list of girls you've slept with, right? Yeah, right now, she just wants you to go fuck yourself and that one day, there will be a girl who will hurt you even worse.

[khlfababe-blog]

She likes to see you being clingy. Most girls wouldn't, but she's one of the girls that would. She likes it when you purposely grab her hand, hug her from behind, or pull her in closer to show people that she's yours. She likes it when something exciting or funny happens during your day, she's the first person that you tell. She likes it when she comes back on her phone after she just got done with work, school, or doing her own thing to an "I miss you" or an "I hope you're having a good day" text message from you. She likes it when she gets that random phone call from you just because you wanted to hear her voice. She likes it when you text her during the whole day and keep her company without actually being there with her. She likes it when you're always asking her to chill because that lets her know you love being around her. She likes it when you're constantly flirting with her because that tells her that you don't want her to get bored or feel like you're not interested anymore. She likes it when you do these little gestures for her to make her feel like she's important to you, that she's special, and that you enjoy having her in your life.

[khlfababe-blog]

Your Depression Is Not Your Fault Just so you know, your depression is not your fault. You are depressed not because you are ungrateful, or because you are not *~choosing~* to be happy, as Pinterest and wellness “experts” may lead you to believe. You are depressed not because you are a lazy person who deserves to feel this way about themselves and about their life. Karma has nothing to do with your suffering, either. Nothing you have done, no mistakes you have made, no deadlines you have missed are the reason for this thick and hazy fog that has permeated every corner of your life. No. The truth is this: Depression does not give a shit about who you are. It has nothing to do with you at all. Nothing. Nada. Zip. You’re depressed because you have depression. Simple as. It’s a mental illness that is based on a variety of chemical and/or situational factors. It does not discriminate. It can truly happen to anyone. Even those who, on paper, have “best” lives, or are the “luckiest” around. Those with solid jobs and stable relationships and good families and beautiful talents. It does not matter. Depression can and will prey on them, too. Of course, I understand you may not feel this way. I know what depression says to you, what is has you believing. Depression is much louder than the voice of reason. It has you convinced that this is all of your fault. It has told you over and over again that you never do enough, never are enough, and never will be enough. It chides you for staying in bed, when the weight of your covers seems to be enough to keep you under them forever. Depression tells you that your inability to concentrate is simply because you are unintelligent and lack drive. Depression tells you that you are a bad friend, that you are bad at your job, that you have no hope for a better future. But these are not truths. These are the symptoms of depression. The way a cough is a symptom of bronchitis or a fever can signify the flu, lack of energy and concentration, persistent feelings of hopelessness and despair are all trademarks of depression. These aren’t character flaws. These are the side effects of a mind that is sick. Now, I understand how hard it is to reach out for help when you think something is your fault. It’s almost impossible to admit you’re drowning when you believe you’re the one who dove into too deep of waters. I sympathize that it is scary to reveal the darkest parts of yourself when you are already so low. But you must. You must seek help. There is no reason to go through this alone. There are hotlines and therapists and medicines and websites. There is community. There is treatment. And most importantly? There is hope.

[khlfababe-blog]

“I’m going to love you. I’m going to love you in your weakest moments to your strongest ones. I’m going to love you when you’re happy and I’m going to still love you the most when you’re sad. Don’t you understand? I’m here, and I’m not going anywhere. I want to love you, each and every piece of you. I want you with your imperfections as much as I want you for you. And I’m always going to want you, I’m always going to be here loving you with everything.”

-// anxiety;

[khlfababe-blog]

If a girl is stupid enough to love you after you broke her heart, I guarantee you, she is the one.

[khlfababe-blog]

Opinions aren't facts. Stop worrying about what people think about you.

[khlfababe-blog]

I say im fine but im going insane I say i feel good but im in pain I say it's nothing but it's really a lot I say im okay but im really not

[khlfababe-blog]

She's Sorry

She's sorry that she constantly wants to talk to you. She's sorry that she constantly wants to spend time with you. She's sorry that she gets sad when you don't reply to her fast enough. She's sorry that she becomes irritable when you don't fully pay attention to her. She's sorry if she says things that piss you off. She's sorry that she's a brat when she doesn't get her way. She's sorry if she comes off as annoying at times. She's sorry that she thinks about you too much and too often. She's sorry if you don't want to talk to her as much as she wants to talk to you. She's sorry if she has too much free time for you while you're too busy for her. She's sorry if she tells you about pointless drama that you don't actually care about. She's sorry if she vents to you about problems that you actually aren't interested in hearing about. She's sorry if she comes off as too clingy or overprotective. She's sorry if she's too nosey or too curious by snooping thru your things when you're not around. She's sorry if she doesn't give you enough time and space to yourself. She's sorry if she doesn't give you enough respect for your privacy. She's sorry if she misses you more than she's supposed to. She's sorry for everything, but know that it's all out of love for you.

[cassidymccoypoetry]

How is it that I can do nothing but think of you Yet you can do everything but think of me

C. McCoy, “Same Page” (via sadgirlpoetryy)

[khlfababe-blog]

To be beautiful means to be yourself. You don't need to be accepted by others, You need to accept yourself.

-// Thich Nhat Hanh

[thepersonalquotes]