rest your love - taki ๐ค
pairing:idol!taki x collage student!reader (if you squint) established relationship but early on still
warnings:fluff, comfort, mentions of depression (not too deeply talked about)
synopsis: "when the world gets loud, you can rest your love on me" just some comfort from best boy taki after a long day.
disclaimer: my first fic!! not proof read, i do this for fun pls be nice!
some days were harder then others, taki understands that. but that doesn't mean you don't get worried about bothering him for being too much. and sometimes you can't help but try and hide a depressive episode from your boyfriend.
recently life's been harder then usual, mentally you've hit a slump and today made it feel ten times worse. you finally decided to leave your apartment for the first time in a week and your coffee spilled on the floor, your skirt ripped, they gave you the wrong order at lunch, you somehow missed the deadline for a final, your boyfriend hasn't texted you all day, and the cherry on top of all that, you started your god damn period. needless to say, you've been spiraling into a cycle of negative thoughts all day. you're overwhelmed, frustrated, and exhausted.
you're just about to get into the shower when you get a notification on your phone. "sorry i've been so busy at practice today. how was your day today?" you read the text from taki and decide you'll answer it after your shower. you think you'll explode over text if you don't take a minute for yourself to decompress from the hellish day you've had.
35 minutes of tears and some deep conditioner later you get out of the shower to 5 more texts from taki. "are you okay?" "baby??" "did i do something?" "are you mad at me?" and the last one sent 10 minutes ago; "i'll be there in 20 minutes" oh shit. now your long ass shower made you worry your poor boyfriend.
you were speeding around your apartment getting dressed and cleaning up your mess everywhere when, like clock work, 10 minutes later there's a knock on the door. you give your apartment another glance and sigh, hoping it doesn't look too much like you've been living off of junk food and shitty reality tv for the last week. when you fling your front door open you make eye contact with a pink stuffed cow with a little heart on it's eye. "whatever i did i'm sorry" came a voice from behind it. you grab the plushie finally making eye contact with your sweet boyfriend and that's all it took for the water works to start.
taki instantly takes your hands and leads you to the couch after closing the door. "hey what's wrong baby? i'm sorry if i did something to upset you." he kneels in front of you on the floor and rubs your hands "n-no" you sob out after, clutching your new, really soft, best friend "it wasn't you i'm sorry i just have been so depressed lately and i just didn't want to bother you because you've been so busy with schedules and practices and my day was so shitty today so i-" you get out in between sobs. he moves to sit by your side, taking you into a warm hug. "hey, let it out it's okay," he says as you sniffle and lean into his shoulder. "you know you can always talk to me about these things. never feel like you're being too much or bothering me. i want to know every thought in that beautiful head of yours. okay? and i'll reassure you as much as you need on that." you just nod and let a couple more tears fall. "thank you." you say as he wipes them. you guys sit there hugging for awhile until he pulls away from you pouting "i really thought you were mad at me" you giggle at his cute face. "i could never be mad at you sweet boy." he smiled, "good. now come on, don't you wanna watch a shitty reality tv show and order some tacos?" you fake think for a minute with your hand on your chin and then finally grin at him, "i'd love to."
some days were harder then others, taki understands that. but now your boyfriend reassures you all the time, that you don't bother him and he doesn't think you're too much. and now you don't feel the need to hide your depressive episodes from him. now whenever you feel a depressive episode coming on you guys have a routine of watching shitty reality tv and eating tacos together.
a/n: someone tell me this was okay?? :3 i tried <3 okie love yall bye bye!!
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