ROCK ME AMADEUS

like the magician who disappears but never reappears now playing : ice rose - captain beefheart

[samstalgia]

“… oh, pretty boy, can’t you show me nothing but surrender?”

੭ ✷ ִ ۫ ּ sam / solaris 𖤐 he/him [ftm] ⋆˚꩜ self proclaimed new york music scene fetishist ✶⋆.˚

ask to dm / ask to be moots :^)

𖤓 i draw a lot of little things , mostly of musicians or ocs

… actually, musicians is what i mostly talk about, but im sure you got that already

𖤓 i’m never this aesthetic , i like pretty things, but im quite lazy

if you’re my mutual and i unfollow you.. it was an accident! i unfollow people on accident all the time just remind me

i’m @samstalgia on most social medias, but here are links if you want them

⤷ airbuds spotify last.fm letterboxd

extra stuff under the cut .. 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞𓆝 𓆟 𓆞

directory (hope it’s not too much) :

#take a drag or two : talking/bullshit tag

#gallery : art tag (search if you dare.. don’t judge me on what you see though)

#if you’d like to make a call, please hang up and try again : ask tag

#jukebox : music tag

#daily cale : exactly what it sounds like.. my (not so) daily drawings of john cale

#dream catalogue : for whenever i dream and remember to write it down

#junk drawer : rant/vent posts that are too serious for my normal tag

#exhibit : a curation of aesthetic pictures that somewhat fit my blog theme

#sleeping in the midday sun : posts about john cale for your viewing displeasure

that’s it for now… thank you for reading this, be my friend and talk to me.. i love you! :^)

[samstalgia]

and suddenly i forgot how to draw

[rabbitkinglune777]

cool. another black child died in a hate crime

[rabbitkinglune777]

South Carolina jury finds store owner not guilty of murder in killing of Black teen | CNN

A South Carolina jury on Monday found a store owner not guilty of murder in the 2023 shooting of a Black 14-year-old.

apparently the murder happened in 2023 after doing some research but the murderer has been found not guilty.

black children get murdered and become victims of hate crimes every fucking day. this is ridiculous

[rabbitkinglune777]

im posting this here despite the website being extremely white centered, I want people to understand how in this country it's basically ok to murder and victimize black people, especially women and children in the name of "self defense" and white America will reward you for your antiblackness.

[bigopenspaces]

South Carolina teen falsely accused of shoplifting fatally shot by store owner: Police

A South Carolina gas station owner was charged with murder on Monday after allegedly shooting and killing a 14-year-old boy he believed was

[simsalabimbos]

The headlines of the two articles don't really convey how fucking horrible this was. To anyone scrolling by who wasn't going to click on the links, here is a short summary:

The store owner got his gun out, and he and his son started chasing the 14-year-old boy, because they FALSELY believed he stole FOUR BOTTLES OF WATER.

The boy who was being CHASED WITH A GUN FOR NO REASON did carry a gun, and it would have been very much justified to actually take it out (because he feared for his life since he was being CHASED WITH A GUN FOR NO REASON), but witnesses never saw it in his hands, and at no point did he actually point it at his two pursuers. He had his back towards them the entire time because he was FLEEING.

The kid stumbled and fell, dropping his gun in the process. The gun was only ever seen on the ground next to his body, it probably fell from his waistband or pocket or whatever, not his hands. And since it was dropped, he did not have it on him AT ALL when he was murdered. He was SHOT IN THE BACK WHILE LYING UNARMED ON THE GROUND.

The sheriff's report written in 2023 said that this was "not a bias-motivated incident" even though there is literally zero ambiguity that this man was just itching to shoot a Black kid. There is no other explanation for why you would take your gun out and chase him more than 100 yards over a vague, weak, unfounded suspicion that he might have stolen four (4) bottles of water. In and of itself, the train of thought "this Black kid was holding four bottles of water at some point, and now he's leaving the store, clearly there's no chance that he simply put them back, he must have stolen them" is already racist as hell. But the cops say "well there's absolutely no indication that shooting an unarmed 14-year-old Black boy because you falsely suspected him of stealing a few dollars worth of water was motivated by bias" because of fucking course they do.

The murderer was found "not guilty" because the self-defence reasoning was accepted even though multiple witnesses confirmed that the kid did not have a gun out as he was running from the store, and definitely did not point it at his pursuers at any point. If anything, the kid would have been the person for whom self-defence would have been justified since he was the one being actively chased with a gun.

[demonprincex]

on principle i'm completely with the tumblr users who wanna mock folks who don't listen to rap/hip-hop/jazz/country/etc but some of the discourse on the subject on here seems to indicate that people think merely consuming media is like an act of social justice or some shit and thinking about it like that is just as fucked. you're not like, doing a favor to Black people by putting on jazz records you know

[prometheist]

love having a mutual who likes one specific thing. Seeing it on my dash and thinking oh yeah it’s my Thing mutual

[coeurdeverre82]

spex apr 1983

[kuken-i-buken]

im kinda getting addicted to sandwiches

[kuken-i-buken]

death to the united states of america

[samstalgia]

thighs

[memories]

#remain in light and Other Things That Ruined My Life: An Autobiography by samstalgia

[anthonysperkins]

"I've been doing all the talking so far, haven't I?" "[Norman nods]" I thought it was the people who were alone most of the time who did all the talking when they got the chance." "[chuckles]" Here you are doing all the listening." "[smiling, nods]" "You are alone here, aren't you?" "Mmm-hmm."

John Gavin and Anthony Perkins as Sam Loomis and Norman Bates in Psycho (1960) dir. Alfred HItchcock

[samstalgia]

scents matter a lot to me

[samstalgia]

vibe check how did the smelling children’s hair post make you feel. do i share too much about myself. did it change anything about your opinion on me

[politijohn]

Source

Happy Pride Month!

[reasonsforhope]

Holy shit!!!!!!! HUNGARY DID IT!!!!

-via the Los Angeles Blade, June 1, 2026

[aomitois]

rb and tag your favorite song that's not in english, japanese or korean

[patriickzweig]

[miraclemaya]

pjack is resurrected on the third day of pride. consider that.

[samstalgia]

she’s so cute i need to beeeeeep bleeeep bleep bleeeeeeep beeeeep beep epnebeeeeepe beeep bleeeeeep beeeeeep beep eeeeeeep beeep eebeeeeep beepeneleeeep beeeppp (so tame that it is embarrassing to utter out loud)