It's interesting how people can suck choad more than anything else on the planet. Judgemental douchey types without a clue about who you are or what could be going on in your life. Without question they don't know shit about fuck.
Tonight I started to go through and delete old YouTube videos of mine. Video clips of myself playing while I was really sick. Some of those days I couldn't stand up easily. Most of those days I could hardly walk. I'd be swollen and in more pain than I could ever explain to the world around me.
I decided to read some of the comments. There was some serious hate and bashing me going on. Not one person read the stuff that I wrote about how sick I am and how much it meant to just be able to play a little. Also they ALL ignored ALL of the videos me playing perfect and doing it LIVE. Well the views were there so I know they were watched but they certainly saved all of their comments for bashing me while I was obviously sick.
So many will never know what it's like to have chronic pain or to suffer from any sort of disease. That's cool. I WOULDN'T wish any of that on anyone. What isn't cool is how so many will go out of their way to create fake accounts just to be mean to others who are just trying to make it to the next day.
Those people can lick my bag. Seriously they can all line up or try to at the same time. My self confidence and will be to better far succeeds their need to be shitty ass people without reason.
Today a guy and a girl both told me about how much my determination was inspiring to them. They both told me that it made them want to do more. Both tried to workout with me and couldn't keep up or use the machines at my high settings. I came home and played guitar to a metronome and kept perfect time.
Be awesome you but don't let other people's insecurities ruin who you are or take you off of your journey. They don't mean shit. Be the best you for yourself. That's it. You're not going to be good for anyone else if you're not good to yourself first.
Here's my band, Mr Creepy. We're playing a cover of Talking Heads' "Burning Down the House." You can read the credits & see all of the top of the line musicians I'm playing with here.
Fuck what negative people think.
