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writings and everything nice ♡

[kiraakirana]

from a kid who reads gory novels like how a shinobi should die to an adult reading icha icha paradise... we love the character development.

im so happy hes able to get over his demons and finally be at peace with reality ♥ must protect at all cost, he deserves the world 

[kiraakirana]

kakashi’s coping mechanism is reading smut, my coping mechanism is him.

in conclusion, thank you icha icha paradise. 

[kiraakirana]

𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩'𝙨 𝙚𝙮𝙚 | h. kakashi

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Tonight, a firework display will be held to celebrate Lady Tsunade's inauguration as the 5th Hokage. After going through vulnerable and unstable days after Orochimaru's attack and the 3rd Hokage's death, the villagers of Konoha finally come together to witness a new beginning under a new leader. A new light finally emerged from the brim of sadness, once again giving everyone hope towards a bright future for Konoha.

It was the talk of the village for the past few days, everybody was deciding what kimono to wear and who to invite. As you would be working late that night, you agreed to meet up with your friends at the firework display after you're done with everything.

You could hear the distant laughter and cheeriness while you were walking towards the venue. You smiled to yourself, happy that the depressing days after the attack is over and that the villagers are back on their feet. You had a purple kimono on with your hair down and a white flower clipping as an accessory. You were quite in a rush, so you didn't really put that much thought into it.

After talking with your friends for a while, you felt uncomfortable being a 5th wheel as it turned out that they each brought partners. Excusing yourself, you searched through the crowd for a certain shinobi with a distinct white hair. You weren't sure if he attended or not as he's not that much of a people person. But you were relieved when you saw him near one of the food stands with none other than Guy-sensei.

"Hi," you said as you gently tapped his shoulder. He was wearing a blue kimono with his mask, as always, still on.

"Hey," he replied as he put down his Icha-Icha tactics. "Eh? didn't see you earlier."

"Yeah, I just arrived a few minutes ago, had to work late for an impor- shit," you said abruptly. Panicking, you hastily went behind Kakashi's back to hide yourself when you saw the two guys who asked you out yesterday.

"What happened?"

"I'll explain to you later, help me hide please," you said quietly. Seeing how pathetic your hiding strategy is, Kakashi pushed you softly into an empty alley nearby and positioned himself dangerously close to you. He put his right hand on the wall next to you as an attempt to hide your face from whoever you were trying to hide from. Although it was considerably effective, it wasn't good for your heart, afraid Kakashi could hear its loud beating. Leaning close he said, "This way people wouldn't even try to approach."

You could only nod, looking down to gather your thoughts as you felt your cheeks heating up. Damn this copy ninja! Does he realize the things he could do to you? You have the hots for him and has been desperately trying to keep it oblivious, but right now, you weren't sure if you could keep your feelings in check from how close you two were.

"Well, if this isn't convenient," you muttered under your breath. Not wanting to waste this chance by looking away, you looked up to see Kakashi giving you a smile. "Well, if you don't tell me who you're hiding from, we would stay like this until tomorrow morning," he added, "Not that I have any problems with that."

Embarrassed, you pushed Kakashi and stomped away, "They're gone already." You then looked back at him who looked nonchalant about the entire thing, much like his usual self, walking behind you. To you, it seemed like he was acting indifferent, but you failed to notice that Kakashi was a nervous wreck. Even when his fingertips would brush your skin subtly, it would send shivers down his body. He was giving it his all to hold himself back and not get caught up in the moment.

How could he not? You were a famous kunoichi known for your intelligence and beauty. Despite being younger than him by a few years, he admired your maturity and tendency to remain cool-headed at all times. It's not rare that he overhears his comrades complimenting you. You were a truly skilled and hardworking shinobi who earned everybody's respect.

"Thanks," you said quickly.

"Couldn't hear you," he teased.

"I hate you," you replied while turning away. Kakashi was your senior in ANBU and because of your great chemistry and teamwork, you two were often sent together on missions, therefore explaining your close relationship. He was always there to give you advice and comfort you whenever you felt homesick during long missions.

It wasn't until Kakashi was discharged from ANBU that you felt his great impact on your life. You were in denial for quite some time, until you came to the conclusion that the reason you were constantly worrying and missing him was not because you were simply his friend, no. It was a feeling much stronger than that.

"Is this the thank you I get for saving you?"

You swiftly grabbed his hand and took him to the rooftop across the one where Guy and his team were sitting. This was the best place to see the fireworks and it also meant less chance to encounter the two guys you saw before.

"I saw the two guys that asked me out, they also asked me to go to the firework display with them."

"And you rejected them?"

"Yeah, I said I couldn't go tonight," she shrugged, "I mean, I'd rather go with someone else."

"Then why aren't you with this guy right now?"

That question caught you off guard. "Well, he's definitely here right now," you said awkwardly, "But I wasn't brave enough to ask him to go with me. Besides, I wasn't sure if watching firework is his thing," you said, letting out a laugh. Knowing him, you were sure he'd rather stay at home to read his books. You made a mental note to thank Guy for dragging him here.

"Oh."

"You're not going to press me further about who that person is?"

"No," he shrugged.

"You’re no fun," you said jokingly, although it was an attempt to persuade him to ask you more questions. 

He laughed and said, "Okay then, who's the lucky guy?"

"Well there's no fun in it if you directly ask me who he is, you have to guess."

"Then, what's this person like?"

"Um, let me think," you said as you carefully thought about him, "He may seem very nonchalant at first, but deep down he's someone who cares a lot for his comrades."

"Hm, that wouldn't narrow the options by a lot. How does he look like?"

"He has a distinct hair, tall..."

"Why do you like him?"

"I feel safest around him. He's a truly wonderful person, I wish I had the guts to tell him that. I feel like he doubts himself a lot. He needs to know that a lot of people are grateful for him, including me. I've never liked anyone else the same way I like him."

"As your senior, I say you should just straight-up tell him about how you feel,” he gave you a smile and a thumbs-up to encourage you. 

“Ah, so she has a special someone. I mean, it’s no surprise right? Someone like her couldn’t possibly be single forever. I guess I was too late, huh?” thought Kakashi. 

"Well, I don't know if he feels the same way..." you said, shifting awkwardly in your seat. 

"But there's no telling unless you tell him right?"

"Yeah, I guess...”

To hell with pride.

"I like you, Kakashi."

"Wait, I mean you should tell him that, not me."

"Huh? This whole time I was talking about you, damn it."

"Uh? So you?" he looked at you, surprised. You didn't know what made him so surprised though, wasn't that obvious hints? Who else has distinct hair in Konoha? Okay, aside from Guy and a few other people... Yeah, maybe you should've just said 'white hair' but it would be like giving it away.

"Yeah, whatever you're trying to say. If you're going to reject me, at least wait until the firework's over so you don't ruin it."

It was silent for a while and all you wanted to do was throw yourself to the river. Just kidding. You should've stayed home. But then again, there's no better time than right now. It’s either now or never. You had to get the weight off your chest and you’ve prepared for the worst possible outcome for years. "You know what, I'm sorry. I know it's ridiculous for me to like you when you have so many other-"

"I like you too, Y/N."

"Girls fawning over-" you froze for a moment and looked at him in disbelief, "Wait, did you just?"

"Come," he said as he stood up and gave her his hand, "I know a place where you can see the fireworks much better." It was one of your favorite Kakashi smiles, the one where you couldn't see his eyes. Despite not being able to see the rest of his face, this was enough to put the butterflies in her stomach.

It was a place near the river, far from the busy crowd. The water moves calmly and the fireworks could be seen clearly. "You know, I was serious when I said those things. I really see you as a wonderful person."

"Yeah, I know. I'm a very lucky guy."

"But don't get too full of yourself," you said jokingly, landing a weak punch on his arm.

You looked at Kakashi, who was laughing wholeheartedly, in awe. This was truly a sight to remember. Feeling entirely grateful, you gave him a shy hug, hiding your face on his kimono. Y/N who was usually a confident, collected person, became a mess whenever he's around. Only he’s able to do that. 

Kakashi ran his fingers through your hair soothingly and rested his head on top of yours. Despite the loud cracks of the fireworks, you could subtly hear Kakashi's soft voice saying, "Thank you, Y/N."

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A/N: this is inspired after seeing Kakashi on episode 306 of Shippuden called ‘The Heart’s Eye’. It was so cute seeing Kakashi in a kimono, I just want to give him the biggest hug:(

[pururin]

[kiraakirana]

oh my god 

[femin1ze-moved-deactivated20210]

[kiraakirana]

h. kakashi hc ♡

.・゜゜・ just random kakashi hc ・゜゜・．

✰ literally the most gentle and respectful man that you'll ever meet ✰ the type of guy that would say 'come here, talk to me and lets figure it out together' when youre having problems ✰ never EVER yells at u even when he gets really angry (which is not often but when it happens, its usually from the built-up stress from missions but u guys always end up making up so its all chill) ✰ is always calm and composed. he eases your anxiety because he'd always reassure u that everything's going to be fine ✰ talks to u with a gentle, soft tone that he never uses to anyone else ✰ he becomes a big baby around u ✰ knows how excruciating being lonely feels like so he doesnt want u to feel the same ✰ therefore when he goes out to missions, he'd ask his dogs to look after u and he'd leave sticky notes on random parts of the house so that they'll remind u of him ✰ not big into pda because hes shy af but he'd be lowkey about putting his hands on your waist to keep u close ✰ touch starved but wont say it. but u def get the clue because he'd snuggle to you and get really clingy lol ✰ ALSO the type of guy that would defend u in public but corrects u in private. he doesnt want anyone to talk badly of u ✰ jealous but wont say it. lol this man wont say anything. but you'll notice from his annoyed behavior and his glare towards whoever it is flirting with u. and of course, they'd also get the clue cause nobody wants to have beef with the famous copy ninja ✰ yall would come late to meetings cause he wouldnt let u leave the bed LMAOO. he'd literally pull you back to bed and coo u with sweet words that you're left defenseless because hes such a slick talker:(( ✰ okay, despite him being shy about pda, he'd def say some dirty jokes here and there even when people are around JDJDJ. like lowkey ones because he cant help it when he looks at u, all pretty and talented. he'd be thinking 'how did i even get myself an entire goddess?' ✰ i def see him as someone clingy and wanting to touch u at ALL times when yall are in private. BUT thats only when he completely trusts u, then he'd give his everything to u ✰ like he'd wrap his arms around your waist while youre cooking and hes fresh out of the shower, only a towel around his waist ✰ and thennn he'd get all sly and kiss your neck, sometimes leaving a hickey when he feels like it ✰ when he needs extra attention and youre busy w stuff, he'd poke your leg and stares at u with puppy eyes ✰ oh my god im crying just by thinking about that ✰ or when youre getting dressed up and he just woke up, he'd hug u while sitting and half-sleepy, resting his head on your stomach ✰ he loves it when u run his fingers through his hair because its very comforting to him ✰ u love the color of his hair so much that u started talking about how u want children because then they'll have his hair color ✰ that among with thousands of other reasons ✰ kakashi def never bothered to think about having children, heck he never even thought that he'd get into a relationship ✰ its not something he really want but when he sees u with your eyes gleaming while talking about having children, he'd be 100% supportive of it ✰ despite him not wanting to have children at first, i can see him with a big family. like three children, 2 boys and 1 girl ✰ he grew up alone so this was new to him. but nevertheless, he's happy with his family because they got rid of the shadow that has been haunting him for years ✰ now he has something to look forward to when he goes home ✰ not to mention, he barely gets nightmares now ✰ he was glad he endured the pain in his past because what he gets in return is something much, much better than anything he could ever think of ✰ u and his little angels are his entire world ♡

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A/N: this is unedited bcs i suddenly felt like writing and posting this to share w u guys, i hope u like it!

[ydotome]

[kiraakirana]

team 7 ♥

[kiraakirana]

a place to start - h. kakashi

It has been a few days since the construction next to Y/N's house started. Day and night was filled with hammering sounds, and to make it worse, it was right next to her bed. As a result, she couldn't sleep for days. Kakashi, who had been one of her longest friend, noticed how restless she was because she couldn't perform up to her usual standard during missions.

"What's up with you these days?" he asked while sitting down next to her.

"I haven't slept in days. The construction next to my house continues even at night, damn it," she replied groggily, resting her dizzy head against the tree trunk.

It was a few minutes before Kakashi opened his mouth to speak again but this time, he said something truly out of character, "Want to stay by my place?"

Y/N slowly processed his words and turned his head to look at him questionably, eyebrows furrowed. "I mean, it's okay if you don't want to. It's just that you have low iron or something right? It could take a toll on the success of the mission if you're sick."

Y/N bursted out laughing, hearing Kakashi trying to explain himself while scratching the back of his neck awkwardly. "You know, that was so out of character. You're such a private person so this is kind of new. Anyways, thanks, Kakashi. I'd drop by your place tonight."

-

So that was how Y/N end up on Kakashi's bed while he lied on the couch. It had been an hour since she laid on his bed, staring at the ceiling because no matter how tight she close her eyes, she couldn't put her mind at ease. She saw Kakashi reading his book and sat up. "Kakashi, why don't you just sleep next to me?"

"Huh?"

"Sleep next to me," she said, patting the empty space next to her, "I feel kind of bad if I sleep here and you on the couch. I'm not a messy sleeper, so you don't have to worry about being knocked over," she grins, tucking her messy hair behind her ears.

"Are you sure about that? I'm fine with being here, you know. I usually don't sleep anyway."

Noticing how Kakashi seemed set on his decision of not moving, Y/N walked to him and linked her arm to his, dragging him to the bed. "If I'm with you, you have to sleep. You're going to die from your lack of sleep someday if you keep doing that."

"Is that even possible?"

"I don't know," Y/N said, laughing a little. Kakashi chuckled and ended up sitting next to her, a book on his hand as she drifted off to sleep. When Y/N woke up an hour later to check on Kakashi, she saw him sleeping peacefully. Not used to seeing Kakashi like this, Y/N smiled to herself. She knew Kakashi suffers from insomia due to everything that happened in his past. She can't help but worry about him most of the time, despite knowing how much of an excellent shinobi he is. Therefore she was glad to see him in such tranquility, it's the least she could do.

-

It was around 2 in the morning when Y/N heard Kakashi's heavy and irregular breathing. He was sitting up straight with his hand covering his face. "Kakashi, what happened?" she asked worriedly as she sat facing him.

"Sorry," he whispered weakly, "I woke you up, didn't I?"

Y/N has lost all her rationality and didn't think about it when she pulled him in for a hug, resting her head on his shoulder. She ran her fingers through his white hair soothingly, "Shh, nevermind that." She pulled him closer so that they could share her body warmth since she noticed how cold he was, "It's okay, now. I'm here," she calmly said.

She knew it had to be one of his mental breakdown from a nightmare he must've had. She knew from the longest time that Kakashi was always suppressing his emotions. In a way, they're the same. They both had no one to confide into. She knew how lonely that feeling is, so now that she's here, she didn't want Kakashi to feel go through that alone. She often wished that she has someone by her side during her nervous breakdown, therefore she wanted to be there for Kakashi.

She also knew loneliness is hard to erase, especially if you had been so used to it. But if her presence could make even the slightest difference in his life, then she's willing to do whatever it takes, no matter how long.

She felt Kakashi shivering so she started drawing small circles on his back to calm him down. Once she felt that he had regained his regular breathing, she pulled him away as she stared into his eyes and unmasked face, hands resting on his shoulder.

She started caressing the scar below his eye and gave him a smile. "Kakashi, please know that you're not alone. I will always be with you when you need me, you don't have to shoulder your pain alone, you know. I'm willing to share it with you.

And your past, we both know we can't change them. They make us who we are. In other words, past is bittersweet. But despite everything, despite what your past may be, I'll accept you for who you are. Because the present you has become very important to me," she took a deep breath as she studied his face which he kept hidden from everyone. "And more than everything in the world, I don't want to lose you. So, thank you, for surviving until now."

The next thing she did was something done unconsciously and without much thinking about the consequences it may bring. She rested both of her palms on Kakashi's cheeks and leaned in, planting a soft kiss on the scar below his left eye.

Realizing what she had done, she dropped her hand and hung her head embarrassedly, "I'm sorry." It was also an effort to hide her blushing cheeks because she was feeling hot all over. Has she lost her mind? What on earth was she thinking?

Kakashi suddenly grabbed her hand and brought her closer. There was almost no space between them. Her heart was beating like crazy. She was afraid that he could hear the loud beatings because then he would know how much she's in a disarray right now.

Kakashi looked at her eyes in a way he had never before. There was a hint of gratefulness and determination in his eyes before they dropped to her lips. He leaned in and kissed them slowly but immediately pulled away as he wasn't sure if she wanted it or not.

Y/N who felt her knees went weak, was sure she could turn into a puddle of water at any given minute. She turned her head away, trying to hide the rosy tint of her cheeks. Kakashi dropped his head on her shoulder and said, "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that."

Surprised because he seemed to misunderstand, Y/N grabbed his shoulders and brought her hands to his cheeks before pulling him in for another kiss. This one to reassure him, that she too, felt the same way. For a very long time now, to be honest. But it was today that she finally came into peace with how she was feeling, no longer in denial about it and no longer trying to refuse it.

It was another short kiss. She was nervous and she wasn't exactly experienced on kissing. Kakashi on the other hand, was a very experienced kisser. He knew exactly how to put butterflies in her stomach (an in other areas as well, lol jk).

They pulled away for a second. Registering everything that had happened. Deciding that they both want more since those two short kisses don't seem to pay for the amount of years that they've both spent liking each other in secret, Kakashi leaned in and once he's close enough, Kakashi whispered, "Thank you, Y/N," before kissing her again. This one is long and passionate. She swore to God she could feel Kakashi saying 'I love you' against her lips. Damn, her head's in a frenzy and she felt her entire body heating up.

Still feeling very shy, once they pulled away from each other, Y/N buried her head in the crook of Kakashi's neck. She was a blushing mess. What she didn't know was Kakashi also has the same tint on his cheeks. They both ended up laughing while still embracing each other. Praying to God or whoever it is above to stop the time for a while.

She didn't know what she has done to earn herself a very precious person. Kakashi who was always followed by the shadow of loneliness and thinking he's going to be alone for the rest of his life, questioned himself if he truly deserves such a goddess who loves him for everything that he is.

"I promise I'll always stay with you."

It was a place to start. For the both of them who finally found light in their darkness.

- A/N: I just watched a bit of Kakashi's backstory since I'm still on season 6 of Shippuden, but I can't imagine the pain he goes through at such a young age. I feel like despite Kakashi trying his best to discard his emotions, he'd still be really fragile and nothing comforts him more other than reassurance and appreciation (as much as he hates to admit it). He can be really soft when he finally lets his guard down with the person he trusts (and believe me it takes tons of years for this man to open up but once he does, he'd turn jelly around you and becomes a big puppy who just wants to cling around you) or in other words, turns into a completely different person who craves affection. Ok that's too long for an author note lol. bye guys.

oh and i found the picture on pinterest but i couldn’t find the artist so you can notify me if u know who the artist is and i’ll credit them!

[kiraakirana]

simping hours

i literally love this man so much its crazy. i’ve never loved anyone to this extent. and to think he doesn’t even EXIST. but damnnit, i’d do anything for him. ANYTHING. 

[kiraakirana]

happy birthday - h. kakashi

The cold December air tickled her skin as she strolled quietly past midnight. The village's fast asleep and her only companion was the dim lights of houses and the occasional rustles of leaves.

It was her birthday, a special day ought to be spent surrounded by loved ones. But for her, it brings her nothing but pain and loneliness. She never really celebrated her birthday, therefore nobody knew about it. Growing up, her birthday was just like any other day. She was never given gifts and she's okay with that. But deep down, she wanted to be appreciated and praised on the day that only comes once a year. She wants to spend it with someone who'd make her happy. She wanted to be happy. But her situation says otherwise.

So there she is, strolling through the quiet village, hugging herself trying to spread the little amount of warmth she has left while burying her face in her maroon scarf. She didn't really know where to go, but she knew it has to be a place where she can keep her mind occupied.

She found herself sitting on the damp grass from yesterday's rain, next to the peaceful lake. She smiled a bit to herself when she saw the full moon glancing at her direction. She brought her knees to her chest, hugging it tightly. It was exceptionally cold today. Or was it her fault for wearing clothes that are too thin? But whatever, she couldn't care less.

Suddenly she felt a hot tear trickling down her face. Why was she crying? There isn't a particular reason to be sad. It was always like this, so why is she getting so emotional? Annoyed, she harshly wiped off her tear. She didn't want to show up at tomorrow's meeting with her eyes swollen. Nobody needs to know that she's secretly breaking inside.

She didn't know if she was dreaming or not when she felt a rather heavy jacket on her back. She turned her head and saw a masked figure with a headband covering one of his eyes. It was Kakashi. And of course, he has his Icha-Icha Makeout Tactics with him. "What are you doing here?"

"I thought I could take a walk for some fresh air. I just happen to find you here," he said while shrugging.

"No one takes a walk at 2 am."

"Same goes to you," he said cheekily.

"I have my reasons."

She turned her head back and stared at her reflection on the lake. What is that pervert, emotionally-distant Kakashi doing here? And out of all people, why does it have to be someone she likes?

Kakashi is her sensei who is 5 years older than her. She trained under him for a considerably long time and was frequently sent on missions together because the Hokage thought that they have perfect teamwork and a very high success rate. Of course, Kakashi didn't know about her true feelings because she wouldn't know where to start if she were to confess. She didn't even know when and why she started feeling differently about him. All she knew was that he was the only one who could comfort her while making her heart beat irregularly fast at the same time.

She respects him a lot as a senior but from the many years they spent together, they have always had a close relationship where she didn't have to act so cautious around him. Sometimes she even feels like he treats her differently. She wonders if he feels the same. But moreover, she wonders if he only sees her as a little sister. Damn it, she didn't want him to see her that way. Anything else other than a little sister.

"I'll leave you alone. I'm going back. Goodnight, sensei."

"Wait!" he said as he grabbed her hand out of the blue. Kakashi looked like he had lost his cool as he scratched the back of his head nervously.

"What?"

"Happy birthday, Y/N," he whispered in a low voice.

"How'd you know-"

"This is for you," he said as he handed a small box. Surprised, she opened it and saw a small diamond necklace. "I didn't know what to buy because I found out last minute but Guy said girls love gifts like this," he explained awkwardly.

"Thanks, sensei," she said weakly with a forced smile on her face. "I guess I have to prepare gifts for your birthday too," she jokingly said. "Anyways, here's your jacket, it's no good catching a cold when it's going to be a season packed with missions."

"Actually, you can keep it, Y/N."

She didn't know if it was her suppressed emotions coming up to the surface or the thought of Kakashi wishing her a happy birthday but the next thing she knew was she had her face resting on Kakashi's chest as she felt incontrollable tears rushing down her face. "You have to stop doing that, sensei."

"Doing what?"

"Giving me false hopes and making me fall in love with you even more," she said while punching him weakly.

It was quiet for a while and Y/N seriously debated about leaving the village and becoming a rogue ninja if she ended up being rejected. Just kidding. But she was panicking because before she knew it the words rolled off her tongue quickly.

"Thank God because I was about to go crazy," he finally said.

She pushed herself away from him, "Eh, what do you mean?"

Answering her question, Kakashi pulled her in for a hug. "I l-love you too, Y/N."

She pushed herself away from him again, Kakashi was a blushing mess but still, she couldn't believe what was happening. She looked at his eyes and said, "Please pinch my cheeks."

Kakashi laughed and pinched her cheeks softly, "You're not dreaming, Y/N."

She laughed and nuzzled her face into his chest, savoring his cologne which she loves so much. And then she started crying again because she had never felt happiness to this extent in her 22 years of living. Kakashi just patted her back and occasionally run his fingers through her black locks. "There, there."

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A/N: I guess birthdays aren't that bad if you spend it with a certain Copy Ninja. Happy birthday to me. 

Written while listening to the Steven Universe OST.