hazardouslove

bpdposting 24/7 because i have no other outlet / / any pronouns / / hate this

[kittycupcakesze]

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intro post ! ⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢

♡ tobi !!

♡ any pronouns , mainly she/her

♡ demigirl berrisexual chud

♡ mainly posting whatever goes into my mind, i don't have an outlet for my bpd shit so here i am

basic info

♡ seventeen, dms are always free just know im socially inept

♡ bpd + ana, fuck my chud life

interests

♡ the beatles, touhou, song of saya, hello kitty, psychology, history(i know alot about ww2), postal, lovelive, etc

♡ #1 fan of msi of all time realest truest

♡ kinnie of saya, clay puppington, farnese de vandimion, etc

♡ no specific dni, just be WOKE and nice,, i block freely i'm sensitive sometimes

♡ enjoy my rambling if you want

credits for dividers: @anitalenia, @enchanthings, @angeliicide

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dressing up at work in the hopes another girl would like me knowing full well i cannot tell when someone's flirting with me and i'm socially inept

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the beatles speak to me in a very sapphic way i can't explain but i YEAAARNN I YEAAAAAAARNNN to be with another girl listening to them

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how to make friends when all you wanna talk about is a british boy band where all the members were probably gay

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Are you okay?

U look a road wreak 🫪

im so confused

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i wish my body didn't make me nauseous to look at no matter what i wear

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nothing brings me joy so time to take money out of my savings and spend it on clothes.

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bangs are too short but have to make do

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i always wanna post photos of myself when i feel cute and to get attention but then i think about it and feel like people are gonna call me the most unimaginable things on this planet

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how it feels to be socially inept girl but not in a cute way

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I crave attention why won’t people give me all attention ever

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when i'm obsessed how i look and constantly take photos of myself but i hate myself and i know everyone thinks im the ugliest fucking abomination to exist

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I want to be comforted and have others around but I hate everyone and wish I was dead

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when he talks like hes upset but says its okay please just be honest and say you fucking hate my guts please its far better please im going to cry

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the urge to spend all my savings because what's the point even if im going nowhere

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I hate everyone but I want friends but I hate this everyone annoys me why can't someone be devoted to talking to me the way I get

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Why do people who've done me wrong get to have fulfilling lives with friends yet I have no one around ?