_KKWT_

he/him|| 18 y.o|| Bill Williamson enjoyer || ru/eng|| artist/character designer|| DNI: weirdos

[kkwt00]

wow didn't expect to really get the local attention...

Hi y'all-

Guess i need to introduce myself a lil bit. My name is Nathaniel, am russian (if you even care) n am a transman(it is important for me, but don't really want to focus on that too much, so just...keep that in mind yk)

Also i do love Wiscuella n probably gonna draw some stuff bout it in future-

So. Um..Hope you'll enjoy

[ccghastly]

Bill Williamson's horse is named Brown Jack.

Which makes me think that either:

1. The horse Bill had before Brown Jack was black, and named Black Jack.

2. Bill wanted to name Brown Jack 'Black Jack', but the gang kept protesting that the horse isn't black, and Bill was thus stuck with the name Brown Jack.

[kkwt00]

Or

Or-

Or

Hear me out

The horse is fuckin BROWN so Bill just called him Brown fuckin Jack

Simple as dat

[kkwt00]

M startin to regret dat i made this acc mainly for Willscuella n rdr cuz am in ...like...at least 5 fandoms more and i wanna post about them too but i know dat ppl subscribed me mainly for Willscuella n now am trapped n it's my fault

So gen question...

Can i post stuff about other fandoms or y'all wouldn't give a shi n i kinda gotta make another acc?

[kkwt00]

You can't romanticise Willscuella

Hellooooo I wasn't posting anything here for a long time cuz I've been more interested in other fandoms recently

But anyways

There's a thought about Willscuella dat came to my mind

As much as i love them and as much as our small nation loves em i think we kinda need to understand dat u can't romanticise them...

And am sayin dat cuz even i and some of my mutuals r guilty for dat

Bill and Javier aint some two cuties patooties who'll have anyhow "stable and healthy" relationships. They never will. Because they're both extremely fucked up... Bill have zero fuckin idea how to express his feelings, he's at it, he doesn't even understand his own feelings most of the time, and when he doesn't understand them he gets angry. Javier is...stuck up. Like. Yeah. Admit it. He thinks too much of himself sometimes and especially he thinks he's better than Bill and he thinks he have a right to gloom him. We kinda need to understand that, okay?

Yeah Javier and Bill have a strong bond, they hold onto eachother as much as they possibly can

But am afraid non of em will ever even admit that it's somehow romantic or whatever. They're not a loving couple. They're two broken men who kinda have nothing and no one else to hold onto. So dats mainly from where their relationships r coming

And. About kids.

They would never be good parents...

For same reason as John wasn't fuckin a good dad.

Bill as a father? You want dat child to die dat bad? No. Like. No. Never. Bill would never be a father.

He's a drunk. He can't handle HIMSELF, you think he can handle a child? No. No. Nah. Never ever. He can't. He's not able. He's way too aggressive, way too cowardly, irresponsible, inpatient, and impulsive to be anywhere neer being a parent. Not even a good parent, but a parent in general. Plus. R we forgetting Bill's father? Yeah Bill says he doesn't want to be likes his dad. But guess what? HE ENDS UP BEING EXACTLY LIKE HIS DAD

THAT SHOULD TELL YOU SOMETHING

Javier? Well. Here's it's better. Kinda. Javier is way more capable of care and love, and like.... he's at least able to take responsibility and accountability. He's able to control himself most of the time, he doesn't do much of random fucking bullshit and he doesn't gets in trouble willingly dat much. So yeah Javier could be a parent. And...as we know Javier seemed to have good relationships with his family and he cared about his sister. So. Yeah. Javier probably would be able to be a parent. But a good parent? A loving father? Don't make me laugh, dude. Like. No. With the life that this guy lives? Never.

So when it comes to Bill....Bill is kinda the main problem. But with Javier it mostly about... circumstances and environment of the life dat he lives.

But yeah. They're doomed. They're fucked. They're absolutely NOT a loving couple. And absolutely NOT anything near parents

Yeah.

[kkwt00]

And btw ppl think that Bill and Javier are better than Micah

Boy oh boy do i have news for you!

NO THEY'RE NOT :D

They're different. Yeah. They're ain't LIKE Micah. BUT. They're NOT better

So about kids? It's like sayin dat Micah could have a child?

Man. Those kids? They'll die. They'll die....

So. Yeah. No. Nah. Just no. Okay? We don't want kids to suffer with these two fuckers? Okay? Please no. For the sake of children

Who cares about Bill n Javier(/j)? Care about da kids. Bro they're fucked

[kkwt00]

You can't romanticise Willscuella

Hellooooo I wasn't posting anything here for a long time cuz I've been more interested in other fandoms recently

But anyways

There's a thought about Willscuella dat came to my mind

As much as i love them and as much as our small nation loves em i think we kinda need to understand dat u can't romanticise them...

And am sayin dat cuz even i and some of my mutuals r guilty for dat

Bill and Javier aint some two cuties patooties who'll have anyhow "stable and healthy" relationships. They never will. Because they're both extremely fucked up... Bill have zero fuckin idea how to express his feelings, he's at it, he doesn't even understand his own feelings most of the time, and when he doesn't understand them he gets angry. Javier is...stuck up. Like. Yeah. Admit it. He thinks too much of himself sometimes and especially he thinks he's better than Bill and he thinks he have a right to gloom him. We kinda need to understand that, okay?

Yeah Javier and Bill have a strong bond, they hold onto eachother as much as they possibly can

But am afraid non of em will ever even admit that it's somehow romantic or whatever. They're not a loving couple. They're two broken men who kinda have nothing and no one else to hold onto. So dats mainly from where their relationships r coming

And. About kids.

They would never be good parents...

For same reason as John wasn't fuckin a good dad.

Bill as a father? You want dat child to die dat bad? No. Like. No. Never. Bill would never be a father.

He's a drunk. He can't handle HIMSELF, you think he can handle a child? No. No. Nah. Never ever. He can't. He's not able. He's way too aggressive, way too cowardly, irresponsible, inpatient, and impulsive to be anywhere neer being a parent. Not even a good parent, but a parent in general. Plus. R we forgetting Bill's father? Yeah Bill says he doesn't want to be likes his dad. But guess what? HE ENDS UP BEING EXACTLY LIKE HIS DAD

THAT SHOULD TELL YOU SOMETHING

Javier? Well. Here's it's better. Kinda. Javier is way more capable of care and love, and like.... he's at least able to take responsibility and accountability. He's able to control himself most of the time, he doesn't do much of random fucking bullshit and he doesn't gets in trouble willingly dat much. So yeah Javier could be a parent. And...as we know Javier seemed to have good relationships with his family and he cared about his sister. So. Yeah. Javier probably would be able to be a parent. But a good parent? A loving father? Don't make me laugh, dude. Like. No. With the life that this guy lives? Never.

So when it comes to Bill....Bill is kinda the main problem. But with Javier it mostly about... circumstances and environment of the life dat he lives.

But yeah. They're doomed. They're fucked. They're absolutely NOT a loving couple. And absolutely NOT anything near parents

Yeah.

[kkwt00]

Why Shuri and Namor actually cannot be together like AT ALL

I know my acc was mostly about RDR, but boy how long I've been into MCU, especially Wakanda: Forever and had NO ONE to talk about it with..so am gonna drop it here casually

Y'know that thing was heard in the fandom and in interviews a lot. That...Shuri and Namor have something goin on. Even Tenoch himself said "everything could've been solved by a kiss and a hug, just like in real life", and that was the moment where i completely disagree.

Let's start with the most OBVIOUS facts. First of all. This..is politics. Unfortunately, politics cannot be solved by a kiss and a hug. Second. They just met eachother.. literally. Its was days, not even weeks, since they met eachother. They don't know eachother so good. Third. They had a major misunderstanding that led them both to the edge of international war... Fourth. Namor killed Shuri's mother.

But okay, let's talk about their relationship before everything went down the hill (even tho everything already started as a complete mess). It's true that they had this sorta dynamic going on first, the chemistry was... there. But it wasn't romantic chemistry. It's just two rulers met and found a common ground in eachother. They share the same responsibilities. Shuri was a princess, Namor is a king. They both have nations to take care of, which is a lot, and finding understanding in eachother is also a lot. They share same grief, true. They share same fears and a lot of other emotions. Like..duty and stuff. They do share a lot, and at that moment you might think "Oh they're so same", but that's a mistake. They're not the same at all. It's not "same people who handle stuff differently", it's two people with different worldviews. Sure, in the begging they were kinda bonding, y'know, kinda helping eachother, Namor showed Shuri his domain, gave her gifts, told her his story, about his people and etc. So there was a lot of common ground for the actual alliance. And this scene itself when they sit in this cave and share things, it's intimate, true.

But! But. But.

The moment we see that they can't be together is the moment when Namor says "let us burn it together". And Shuri was like "Nah, man, you're crazy. Like you actually nuts. You're goin absolutely bonkers. Offering me the war with the surface when I'm already at the edge of international war because of major misunderstanding that was caused by your actions". And at that moment..how does Namor behave? He's offended. He acts almost like betrayed. Y'know like he finally for the first time in forever found a person who understands him, and then this person immediately betrays him. He literally says, that "Yo, bitch, y'know i was trying to be nice, but you really makes it all complicated! If you're not with me then you're against me! So if you're not gonna help me I'm gonna destroy you first because now you know way too much!". He literally threatened her immediately after she said "no" to him...

Yeah? Y'all starting to see that now, right?

And now let's talk about how different they are. And it's actually deep, cuz it goes down to the..how they were raised. And it's obvious that even tho both of them share the same.."race struggles" let's call it that, Shuri grew up in a good surroundings. She had a loving brother, she had a wonderful mother, she's smart, she's educated, she's been with people who were supporting her, protecting her, teaching her, they were here for her. She grew up experiencing love, support, protection, loyalty, care, etc. There were traditions and a strong spirit of the people of her nation, which also made her who she is. How does she handle stuff? Peacefully, with logic and analysis, she always plan what she will do, how she will do, what she need to do, and what she need for it, why she's doin stuff and etc. She knows how to handle her emotions. She controles the situation. She is aware about how things are actually are.

What Namor experienced? Everything besides the good things. He was growing up in a constant fear, threat and hate. He lost his mom, his people was under a constant threat. He grew up in the feeling that the whole world is always against him. And he also was isolated from the real world for like...5 centuries, which is important. So how does he handle stuff? Obviously, violently. Because the world taught him that you need to punch first if you don't wanna be beaten up. He's intelligent, that's true, but he's way too driven by his hatred. He's way too fast, because he thinks that there's no time to waste, cause every minute cost him the lifes of his people. Which works against him. Since he's way too eager, way too passionate, gives himself way too much credit then he actually are, and also out of touch with how things are actually works at the current moment... He sets himself up for a lose. He's takin way too big risks for his people, without realising that by taking those risks, he threatens his own people by putting them in danger. He doesn't stop for a moment to think and analyse the situation at least a little bit, which costs him a lot and he don't even realise it.

That's why Namor ends up loosing to Shuri and that's why Shuri was the first one to realise that hatred should not power them.

There can't be no love between them. Yeah, they might understand eachother in something, they might have common ground, but they're way too different to actually be together.

Your first thoughts might be like "oh so he's the brute, she's the brains. Perfect! The balance eachother". But we saw how Namor responded after Shuri tried to ground him with her logic. He doesn't listen to her until she literally almost kills him. That's not love, not even close. Not even sympathy. It's understanding and silent admiration, yes. But also way too many misunderstandings and way too different worldviews.

And the most important thing is that Shuri is not only brains, she also the fist herself. She's strong. She's able to fight. She don't need no man to fight for her when she literally wins him

And Namor is way too out of line to even understand it. Because what did he says at the end of the movie? He doesn't admit his mistakes, he doesn't even realise them. He just retreats, accepts the truce, and believes he can still use Shuri and the truce between their nations in the war with the surface world. He literally says he will use her. He doesn't care about his own mistakes; he simply admits he got beat up, but he still tries to twist the situation to his advantage. Because he cares about nothing but Talokan and his own goals.

Y'all there's no love possible. Like ever.

[somebody025]

no one will make me hate you, you silly old men

light snack for my dear willscuella nation

[kkwt00]

YES YES YES !!!!

Am eating it, thanks

[kkwt00]

Y'all know those goobers who's like...create an rp account or something here on Tumblr. Ngl i lowkey jealous of em, y'all havin the maximum of fun

I think starting an rp account as Bill, the first post gotta be "why everything is so gay these days"

[rosesvineyard]

WOMP WOMP CRY ME A RIVERRRR 🗣🗣🔥🔥 WILLSCUELLA IS PEAKKKKKKKK

bro youre in a fandom what do you actually expect 😭 like-- like-- like-- like-- like-- 💀💀

alr, but on a real note, your whiny complaints are NOT gonna stop an artist from drawing a ship. don't like, scroll. block. filter your damn tags 💀 and let rarepairs live and let people have fun!!

"good artists always gotta do something like this" and it's a legal and perfectly reasonable ship 💀like alright buddy have you never been in a fandom space before.... lol newgen

(also love how they downplayed the population of the willscuella nation that's genuinely funny as fuck LMAO)

turning off ANON asks for now bc i'd like questions about GJ or Aluzio or Javi and Bill requests instead 😽😽 theres plenty of things to get pissed and whiny about in the world instead of a good ship ❤️

[kkwt00]

This fandom is so fucked up like .........

Dude. Yeah, there's a small amount of ppl who likes this REASONABLE FUCKIN SHIP, leave us be

Better worry about people who ship Arthur and Dutch or ARTHUR AND JOHN PERHAPS

[somebody025]

been doing some more exercises, playing around with new brushes and trying out new things I never draw and holy damn-

Bill in the flat cap is my new hear me out

That's it. Thanks for attention

[kkwt00]

Bro have so sorta vibe in this cap ngl

[rosesvineyard]

two kids and a father that was rotten to the core

Bill's childhood was so sad ARGHHH 💔 i've always liked to think that he has his (dead) mama's eyes and him and Jane look exactly like her 💔💔💔

[kkwt00]

Literally when i saw that I was like "IS THIS HIS FATHER?!-"

Peak.

[kkwt00]

I have a weird headcanon about modern Bill. Hear me out gang....i think... That modern Bill loves Kagamine Len.....

I have no idea from where that headcanon came from but I legit think that this guy would be a huge fan of Len. Cuz...yk...pretty anime boy....

[kkwt00]

Y'know i feel like liking Bill, Micah, Dutch n stuff in this fandom is already equal to like a war crime. You just share some shit like your thoughts on the characters or something and they hit you with

"Oh, do you know that they're bad? They're this and that" and blah blah blah

Do you know that your favourite character is also "bad"? Cuz if we look at the gang from the perspective of general civilian they're all terrible...

Like um... I'm sorry Savannah, but your beloved Arthur killed people. And John also did. Hosea is a liar and a scammer by the way.... Charles also did killed people. Sean killed and robbed and burned the fuckin fields like-

Girls are scammers, all of them, they've been.. scamming people on money and stealing. Sadie also kills people. Trelawney is basically a criminal because he's a literal informator for a criminal gang, so he literally participate in the crime, which is also a crime.

Uh-huh. You aware? Yeah?

The most innocent people in the gang is probably...like... Reverend (cuz he's just a drunker and addicted), Pearson (but am not sure, we don't know much about him) and Molly, cuz Molly is a former noble girl and she just... dropped everything for Dutch, and she never did anything. Kieran, maybe...but um, am not completely sure cuz. Well. He killed a guy. Once, but...he did. (When he saved Arthur)

So... let's just all keep in mind that we love characters from a criminal gang. And they all basically were a danger to society. Wow. Shock.

They're all different. That's the case. But they're all fucked up.

And i don't mean that to point fingers or some shit. I mean. Yeah, am aware what kind of character am interested in. But are you?- If you tell me that my favourite character is not a good guy, do you know that your favourite guy is also not an angel from heaven All characters are complex. Yours. Mines. All. Let's just all enjoy the complexity...cuz that's what makes this story interesting, and what makes our characters alive and human.

[kkwt00]

Strauss gotta have some sorta financial trauma. Cuz wdym your dad sold your fucking sister?-

okay it sounded funnier in my head

[rosesvineyard]

willscuella nation is the strongest nation!!🗣️🗣️

[kkwt00]

YEEEEAAASSSSS

EVEN WIKI TELLS YOU THAT THEY'RE CONSIDERED AS CLOSE FRIENDS IN CANON SO SYBAU🥀 FOR ALL WILLSCUELLA HATERS

[somebody025]

The person running this account either has serious complexes, is blind, or is completely insane.

My brain can't fathom that you seriously got out of bed one day and thought, "Yeah, from now on, I'm going to run a gay racist fan page." Like...huh? Are you like...I don't know, stupid? [I mean, I know you are since you run this blog, but besides,] are you taking it seriously? Does it give you satisfaction knowing you're doing something that's completely unnecessary, wrong, and at least weird?

 And let's agree that Bill himself is so disgusting? Did you see his forehead the size of an airport with bends bigger than the upper reaches of a river? And crooked teeth? All the chest hair, beer gut, and you seriously found it attractive? Did you see what he looks like in that sweaty, almost yellow union suit? [I swear I want to puke every time I see it].

 Man. get a grip, or something, because your authority figures are strange and disturbing. I bet you look just like him or worse and you're using this account to feel better, which is hilarious in itself. You're probably unemployed or still living with your parents and just have time for this kind of crap. Grow up. Get a job or go to college or something, because there's no room for parasites in society. What are you doing is wrong.

Hi, hello. Okay, i have small announcement.

I wasn't going to respond to this, but I'm getting more and more messages like this one here in my inbox. I didn't feel like responding to each message individually (so as not to mess up my blog), so I'll just paste few screenshots here. As you can see, we have a whole buffet here, for example:

hate on Bill:

hate on Willscuella:

hate on me and whatever the hell this passive-agressive thing is:

Yup. This all came in the space of two days, as you can see, and there's more. So I'm temporarily disabling anonymous messaging and taking a break, because I don't feel like dealing with this shit.

I usually don't give a damn about hate, but the number of messages I've received lately is seriously not okay, and I have the impression that it's just one person (or at most maybe two or three folks?) who wants to spite me. I'm not sad or upset, I'm just surprised and confused that people write something like this to me anonymously, instead of just blocking me or filtering out tags they don't like.

So, to the dear people who took the time to air their grievances, shape them into a ball of resentment and anger covered in feces, and then throw them at me, I hope you're feeling better now and proud of yourselves. If you are feeling brave enough, you can reveal yourself in the comments since you have opportunity now, or write me a private message so that I can gladly block you instead (because maybe you just don't know how to do it or something) and relieve your eyes from the suffering they undoubtedly experience by encountering my posts. I hope the rest of your day is as pleasant as you are.

[rosesvineyard]

how fucking bored are these people?

willscuella is forever peak and your art is forever peak.

[kkwt00]

Friendly reminder that RDR2 is the game about a CRIMINAL GANG

AND LITERALLY IN THE BEGINNING OF THE GAME THERE WAS A PHRASE ABOUT OUTLAWS

Those ppl are aware that their favourite characters also killed and robbed innocent civilians????????? Yes?

Like...my man, i have bad news for you, Arthur also killed people AND IF YOU SUDDENLY FORGOT HE BEATED THE MAN WITH TUBERCULOSIS TO DEATH. UH HUH-

There's no "good" or "worst" characters in the game.... They're all fucked up and that's the point.

[kkwt00]

It's crazy how ppl still separate characters in this game on "good" and "bad". Like...??? You really did missed the whole point of the game, did you?

It's not good or bad, it's about life that they lived, at what time, in what system and how it affected, and to what it leaded them. In this game there's no "evil for evil". It's not fucking Disney where characters can be evil just to be evil. Every character in RDR2 is fucked up for their own reasons. Because....life. Even Micah is not evil just to be evil, he's evil because the life that he lived and in what circumstances made him believe that there's no good in this life and the only "real way to live" is to be bad. Uh-huh.....

[rosesvineyard]

honestly like everybody is fucking bad 💔 and that's BEAUTIFUL because the characters are NUANCED. the game would be absolute shit if every character was just a perfect little angel 😭

[kkwt00]

"But you don't understand. There's... there's good guys like Hosea, Arthur, Charles, John, Sean, Lenny, Tilly, Karen, Mery Beth, Sadie, Molly, Abigail, Javier and bad guys Dutch, Micah, Bill and useless fuckers like Uncle and Reverend 🙄🙄🙄"

Can we stop????? Like. This is dumb as fuck. I swear. This is stupid...

[somebody025]

The person running this account either has serious complexes, is blind, or is completely insane.

My brain can't fathom that you seriously got out of bed one day and thought, "Yeah, from now on, I'm going to run a gay racist fan page." Like...huh? Are you like...I don't know, stupid? [I mean, I know you are since you run this blog, but besides,] are you taking it seriously? Does it give you satisfaction knowing you're doing something that's completely unnecessary, wrong, and at least weird?

 And let's agree that Bill himself is so disgusting? Did you see his forehead the size of an airport with bends bigger than the upper reaches of a river? And crooked teeth? All the chest hair, beer gut, and you seriously found it attractive? Did you see what he looks like in that sweaty, almost yellow union suit? [I swear I want to puke every time I see it].

 Man. get a grip, or something, because your authority figures are strange and disturbing. I bet you look just like him or worse and you're using this account to feel better, which is hilarious in itself. You're probably unemployed or still living with your parents and just have time for this kind of crap. Grow up. Get a job or go to college or something, because there's no room for parasites in society. What are you doing is wrong.

Hi, hello. Okay, i have small announcement.

I wasn't going to respond to this, but I'm getting more and more messages like this one here in my inbox. I didn't feel like responding to each message individually (so as not to mess up my blog), so I'll just paste few screenshots here. As you can see, we have a whole buffet here, for example:

hate on Bill:

hate on Willscuella:

hate on me and whatever the hell this passive-agressive thing is:

Yup. This all came in the space of two days, as you can see, and there's more. So I'm temporarily disabling anonymous messaging and taking a break, because I don't feel like dealing with this shit.

I usually don't give a damn about hate, but the number of messages I've received lately is seriously not okay, and I have the impression that it's just one person (or at most maybe two or three folks?) who wants to spite me. I'm not sad or upset, I'm just surprised and confused that people write something like this to me anonymously, instead of just blocking me or filtering out tags they don't like.

So, to the dear people who took the time to air their grievances, shape them into a ball of resentment and anger covered in feces, and then throw them at me, I hope you're feeling better now and proud of yourselves. If you are feeling brave enough, you can reveal yourself in the comments since you have opportunity now, or write me a private message so that I can gladly block you instead (because maybe you just don't know how to do it or something) and relieve your eyes from the suffering they undoubtedly experience by encountering my posts. I hope the rest of your day is as pleasant as you are.

[rosesvineyard]

how fucking bored are these people?

willscuella is forever peak and your art is forever peak.

[kkwt00]

Friendly reminder that RDR2 is the game about a CRIMINAL GANG

AND LITERALLY IN THE BEGINNING OF THE GAME THERE WAS A PHRASE ABOUT OUTLAWS

Those ppl are aware that their favourite characters also killed and robbed innocent civilians????????? Yes?

Like...my man, i have bad news for you, Arthur also killed people AND IF YOU SUDDENLY FORGOT HE BEATED THE MAN WITH TUBERCULOSIS TO DEATH. UH HUH-

There's no "good" or "worst" characters in the game.... They're all fucked up and that's the point.

[kkwt00]

It's crazy how ppl still separate characters in this game on "good" and "bad". Like...??? You really did missed the whole point of the game, did you?

It's not good or bad, it's about life that they lived, at what time, in what system and how it affected, and to what it leaded them. In this game there's no "evil for evil". It's not fucking Disney where characters can be evil just to be evil. Every character in RDR2 is fucked up for their own reasons. Because....life. Even Micah is not evil just to be evil, he's evil because the life that he lived and in what circumstances made him believe that there's no good in this life and the only "real way to live" is to be bad. Uh-huh.....