TINA BABY!

Young, wild, and free. Livin life to the fullest. No regret, just fun.

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Queer babygirl

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Everyone always says “don’t talk about your goals, do them.” I’m just trying to warn these fuckers that are hurting me that they will be regretting being mean to me!🤷🏼‍♀️👸🏼✌🏼

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Don’t talk and tell someone you like them unless you’re emotionally stable.

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Found

I found myself a long time ago. I was lost for a long time. Even though I lose myself from time to time, I always know where I am and where I’m going. Because thanks to that moment years back where I told myself enough was enough, I will always find my way back. Back to where my thoughts make sense and my mind is clear. I found myself. That doesn’t mean I stopped growing and changing. It means I took ahold of my actions, my emotions, and my life. I love myself and I’m only getting better.

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Transforming

My head is full of the past that I thought I cured. I’m developing an eating disorder again and I’m terrified my body may go into shock. It’s not that I hate my body or myself. I’m constantly filled with others negative words, which makes me sick to my stomach, my appetite disappears. Even though I wanted to lose more weight, this isn’t the way I wanted to do it. At all. I don’t know what to do or how to feel and I have completely lost myself again, which is probably why history is repeating itself again. My calorie intake a day is less than 800 for the past two weeks. I have no desire to eat. I have to find and create myself once again. My mind is full of thoughts I can barely explain or even talk about to the average human. I need to heal. I need to fight for me. I need to stand strong once again. Because being trapped in an undesirable situation is not where I belong.

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The blue light

Everyday I try to be the best me and people are horrible everyday to me. Words and actions can not be justified by status. I work very hard on the things I can control, controling my emotions has always been difficult for me. Control, has always been difficult for me. I want to find peace within myself but the blue light pierces my eyes. My mind wonders and the next thing I know I'm looking at shoes that is a car payment. Swiping all over, click click click, wanting everything and only one click, instant gratification I achieve. Yet my car is only one of many bills but those shoes are one of well I guess a thousand. I want to throw my phone, break it completely but everytime it slips out of my hands my heart drops and a cold sweat comes on. A sign of relief or what I believe is just the cause by the expectations of society.

My blue light with be controled.

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Hi Tina here again and this is my 11th whisper. I had just recently come out about being bisexual and many people thought it ment I was a slut. Which is not the case at all. Yes I enjoy sex like everyone else but I didn't sleep around. Finally coming out to everyone was a big deal to me, my parents still are trying to accept it now going on 2 years and my friends thought I liked them like that... which wasn't the case. I am attracted to both sexes equally. I am attracted simply for the person, their soul, not just for what they have under their clothes. It took me a long time to feel comfortable with myself. I am proud of who I am and proud to say I am a bisexual. Be you, love yourself. -Tina xoxo

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Hi Tina here and this is my 10th whisper! So clearly I fall quickly and am a hopeless romantic. I honestly thought this awkward girl in this awkward situation would work out. We had so much in common and I would drive over an hour and a half away to see her. I could hold a conversation and contibute to the weirdness of any topic. She sent my flowers for my 24th birthday. Awkward people are amazing.

Took a chance with long distance.

-Tina xoxo

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Hi Tina here, this is my 6th Whisper. I have a big ass and uncontrolable whole body movement when I laugh. Watching Netflix is addicting. -Tina xoxo

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Hi everyone it’s Tina again. Here is my third Whisper I’ve ever shared. It all started with an Excel class that I thought I could pick up quickly. Well after watch everyone following along as I was 5 steps behind and the professor was getting annoyed with my questions, I felt lost. How could I be this slow or forgetful. Even at home I was completely confused. After hours of working hard I sent in my homework. The next morning I checked my email where there it was, a message from my professor. Hoping I did everything correctly all that was said in this email was, “This was not done correctly.” Sat there looking at this email thinking “what did I do wrong?”. I frantically looked through my papers to find out when she would be in her office to help me. I emailed her back asking if I could come in during her office hours and have her help me. She responded, “yes”. Now the day of the visit I waited for her for 40 minutes, I get it you’re a teacher things happen. We walked into her office together and as I sat their asking her what did I do wrong and can you show me. Her responds was “read your book”. I tried to explain that I did and if she could please show me and help me I would really appreciate it. She shock her head no and again said “read your book”. Standing there in her office with her beaty brown eyes and lips pressed together, I walked out. I dropped the class but unfortunately had to still pay for the class. All I wanted was her help but she didn’t even bat an eye.

Not every teacher is a teacher.

❤ Tina

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Hi everyone Tina again. Here is my second whisper I ever had, I was working at Subway for 6 years at this point. I saw it all, creepy customers, drunk customers, angry customers, happy customers, every kind of customers you could think of, I dealt with them. As prices rised in the world people took their frustration out on me. Most people would think "well that's not right, you have no control over this." And you're absolutely right, I'm just doing my job and making sure you get the delicious sub with triple extra bacon, double meat, with extra cheese and overly saturated dressing with a smile. After this man refused to pay the price for his sandwich. Ranting and raving about how the price is ridiculous and how I'm an idiot if I think he's going to pay. I looked them dead in the eye after he asked me why the prices have gone up. With a smirk on my face I announced to him it's because of inflation. Couldn't help myself, I am educated and just because I work at Subway doesn't mean you can speak to me in this manner. I out smarted him. The puzzeled red headed face man said "what does that have to do with anything, what does that even mean?" I couldn't help but let out a giggle, turned around and let my manager deal with him. After he paid for the sandwich and left, the next customer I rung out, who saw the whole ordeal was smiling. He began to take his sandwich and whispered to me "you deserve better". I could help but think about this all night. With in that week I quit. As many of you are thinking 'well that's not a smart idea'. Don't worry everyone I was working 2 jobs already at that time. That was my breaking point, even though I loved my job and I was the best damn sandwich artist, it was time for me to grow and move on from the dead end job I was working. Beautiful change, which I was not scared of but relieved. Education is everything. ❤ Tina

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Hi my name is Kristina, Tina for short. Maybe only two people actually follow me that actually know me. Like not all of me, but some of me. What I showed them of me at least, maybe not a lot but we have connected on some weird level. Anyways this is not about them, or anyone but myself. For once in a long time I can finally share only a little drop of my life. Here is the real and honest story, through my whisper app. Coming out, easier said than done. It was a part of me I couldn't suffer to hold provate anymore. But than again some people knew. My first ever Whisper, sitting in Friendly's on a dinner date with my mom, chatting it up like long lost friends would do. It's only been a little over a week. A week too long. Going over the menu where we both try to convince getting a salad was the best idea. As our lips dripped from the more appealing to the hungry eye. She joked about me being gay, right there right than I needed to tell her. I spoke becore with friends and my girlfriend so I figured since I finally got the courage to start dating girls, I should tell my mom. I thought telling her this in a public place it would turn out fine. When I saw the tears fall, I couldn't help but cry with her. Not that I was ashamed of who I was but because I will be publicly out for harassment, being in the closet was safe. Trying to explain to my mom what bisexual was, was more complex than I rehearsed while I laid in bed crying. She just continued to add "But you could still end up with a boy." Knowing my mother the way I know my mother, it was hard for her to understand. I told her "yes but I will end up with the person I love as well". I never went through phrases, I discovered myself more and more growing up. Looking back I feel bad for our waitress. I will be sharing every whisper I ever made with my story behind it all. No more hiding, this is me and this is my whisper. ❤Tina

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I’d fuck you anywhere at any time.

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I was called the heart of darkness but I honestly think I'm misunderstood.

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I love the innocence of children. They are unique and strong. Which is something so rare.

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My heart is gold and my hands are cold.

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Late night calls With bullshit excuses You clearly have no balls It pokes at my bruises Go fuck youself