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Can’t get over this question

#laugh/cry rule #guess whose hospital is in a financial crisis #because the kept expanding despite hemorrhaging money & staff during the pandemic #so now they’re forcing huge budget cuts on all the training programs #so my residency ‘graduation’ this june was cancelled #just like my med school graduation was cancelled #l m a o

gf came to my hometown and met my family for the first time and the first social event after getting off the plane was hanging out with my brother (a catholic priest) at his place (the rectory of a catholic church) with some family friends (multiple other catholic priests) and y’all an entire chapter of my future memoir will be about the moment i told this born and bred southern baptist that the liquor cabinet is across the hall from the tabernacle holding the literal body of christ

#my brothers pal likes to call pigs in a blanket ‘jesus in swaddling clothes’#to which she responded #‘…i mean i guess y’all are used to eating him’#the love of my life

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#Okay but for real #I am at peak burnout and my patients have never loved me more #i’m getting more laughs than I ever have bc my filter is like 95% gone #idk if this is good or bad

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#interviewing for fellowship like

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Ok but the content these days is absolute 🔥

#i have been on tumblr long enough to watch two USWNT couples go from creepy fan speculation to out and wholesome as fuck #in the same ~decade that my own sexuality & relationship status went from ‘this is weird and bad’#to ‘nothing has ever been so clear and wholesome’#what a wild world #like truly this is some zoomer internet bullshit #but don’t know if I’d be where I am today without women’s soccer gay content #it really is gold

stumbled across a bunch of passion flowers yesterday just like… on the side of the sidewalk.

wild. (literally)

#if somebody can figure out how to design a simple-ish linework passion flower tattoo PLEASE hit me up #they’re so weird and great but the style of tattoo I want is more minimalist linework and idk if it lends itself to that #but still!!

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#talked to a couple friends today #about how it feels like residency has fundamentally changed my personality #like in a bad way #I am a worse person than when I started this job #and that makes me feel even more terrible than I already feel #anyway I have a migraine and am overbooked in clinic tomorrow #and have to finish my fellowship application by Tuesday #so I don’t have time to think about how I don’t like the person I am at work most of the time!#tbd

missed the actual parade because I was on a 28-hour shift but managed to meet up with my gf and a few pals at pride fest and wow. didn’t realize how much I needed this. love this community. weary af these days but ready to keep fighting.

#happy pride #lots of beautiful souls on this hellsite saw me thru some tough years coming to terms with all this #not around as much these days but still forever grateful #also SORRY I unironically love this polaroid app