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kori, 29, he/him, europe

did this blog just for venting thoughts i constantly repress

i spend most of my time watching movies, anime and videogames

thx 4 reading, enjoy

suicide would lead me to peace and erase all of these thoughts that constantly torture me.

there's nothing anyone can say to convince me otherwise.

this feels like a mental prison, and i would rather going back to the void than living this existence.

in my entire life, i have always felt wrong.

with family, with friends, with strangers.

they always told me that i was wrong because the way i think is different. it's like they're stuck in stereotypes, and i've always hated that.

everyone and everything is just boring, and i can't feel any connections.

i am so tired of feeling unmotivated and exhausted.

life feels empty, and my existence feels useless.

it feels like my presence doesn’t matter, like i'm just a waste of space, stuck in a brain full of negative thoughts that keep torturing me.

i can’t do this anymore.

somebody tell me.

why it feels more real when i dream than when i am awake?

how can i know if my senses are lying?

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