KPDHCONFESSIONS

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[kpdhconfessions]

admin is an adult. masc terms only. he/him. open 365 24 / 7, however please be patient!

i have the right to not accept certain fesses or to block certain people. this is my page.

i am a neutral third party on most things, i do not condone any content i post.

absolutely no posts will be removed.

17+ page. im not gonna go out of my way to check every single persons page but i do ask that you are at least 17 years or older due to some of the confessions i may post.

anon names. you can claim an anon name, i keep track of all the claims with tags, do not ask me if something is taken because i will most likely say idk.

no rules or limits to fesses. this means you can send as many fesses as you want about whatever you want. i don’t care if it’s something as simple as a hi guys i will post it bc i think its fun ok? source calls, stories, rants, infodumps, ect whatever you wanna say ill post.

TRIGGERS ARE TAGGED AS THE WORD, NO CHARACTERS / SYMBOLS AFTER  ( EX: #DROWNING ) if i ever forget to tag something please let me know!

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Anon said that we need to be respectful of each other. I think that talking about rumi and jinu in some positive way, in politrix spaces, or gay spaces is disrespectful. If anon wants to talk about it, find the right audience

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Polytrix fans keep bullying Rujinu fans out of the fandom, posting hate posts in Rujinu tags here, and keep tagging their 'Rumi leaves abusive Jinu for Zoemira/Rumi cheats on Jinu with Zoemira/Zoemira kill Jinu' fanfictions as Rujinu on Ao3. Then act like the victims when called out.

I've been kicked out of FIVE communities across multiple sites for talking about Rujinu positively. I've gotten hate-filled dms. I've been called a fake queer, a homophobe, an abuser! I'm trans, my mom's bi, and I've run the GSA club at my school for two years now!

I used to be a multishipper, but Polytrix fans bullied me when I'd post about Rujinu, while Rujinu fans wouldn't interact if I posted Polytrix.

You all need to learn fandom etiquette before nobody wants to enter the fandom, and then nobody wins. We only win when we're all respectful to each other.

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i could never wrap my mind around polyamorous relationships. i didn't have anything against them, but they were the odd one out in my mind. however, and this might sound mightily stupid, but kpdh (aka polytrix) actually helped me understand and see poly relationships from a new perspective. nowadays i see it as something regular as anything, and i know that a year ago my stance was really different. so, yeah, thanks polytrix. gotta be one of the best ships out there!

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Lowkey hate honmoon baby Rumi. Like oh yeah let’s completely sand away a key and integral part of Rumi’s identity so that like…..Celine and Miyeong were in love forever and never looked at anyone else? Or maybe perhaps to make Rumi actually pure and good and not truly part evil demon? Like idk man I simply do not trust it it feels like a complete disregard of the story from its first breath for sake of less interesting but a more “pure” and sickly sweet concept

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Confession time, eh? Aight. I am 26, but this movie's fandom has kept me going on some rough days. Not even just the movie itself, because I have only seen it twice, but the fandom. Yall's art and stories keep me going. Literally, in my last job I would look at KPDH content to stay sane on my breaks, then when I got laid off, it has ensured I won't go batshit. I know that shipping culture can be rough, even in this fandom, but it feels less present to me. Either way, KPDH fans, you have made sure this adult doesn't go off the deep end.

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psst… u should send in a confession ♥️

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Sometimes it feels like people love the whole “KPDH’s story is an allegory for queerness” until you look at it in a way that isn’t just just making the characters bisexual. Like I think I would get shot if I made a fic where Rumi’s shame is being trans and Celine, Mira, and Zoey were transphobic in a way that mirrors their in movie behavior towards Rumi’s shame. And like the thing is I don’t even really care for the allegory and find it weak with plentiful issues, but if the fandom is gonna run with it I’d at least like interesting stuff to come from it instead of just pointing at it to validate headcanons (that don’t need validation in the first place btw!! You can just say Rumi’s bi cause you want her to be!!! Evidence for headcanons is just something that helps explain thought process, not something you need to use to defend it and make your headcanons seem Actually So Canon because your headcanons don’t need to be canon compliant!)

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BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out 🫶🏽

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I like jinu and rujinu but I hope they don’t bring jinu back in the sequel, or not just yet. I want the sequel to focus more the girls esp Zoey and Mira first than to do anything with Jinu.

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There has been more pushback against butch/masc Mira and I wanted to share my own thoughts on it. On one hand, I do think she's definitely more feminine than some people give her credit for. I understand why labelling her masculine could be seen as problematic because it is usually based on things out of one's control. A woman who is tall, deep-voiced, and tough shouldn't automatically be perceived as masculine, especially when their personal style says otherwise.

However, I've seen some be completely against any masculine presentation for Mira at all. They insist that Mira ONLY dresses hyperfeminine and putting her in masc clothing (such as suits and baggy clothing) erases her femininity. Imo her flashback punk outfit, disguise outfit, and final casual outfit were arguably fairly tomboyish but with feminine touches. These same people then turn around and say that Zoey and Rumi are the real tomboys or butches because they usually wear pants, ignoring the fact they also love makeup and wearing pretty outfits. That is a stereotype in itself, assuming women who aren't hyperfeminine must be very masculine instead of simply not leaning heavily toward either side of the spectrum.

Really, all three girls have traits that can be perceived as feminine or masculine which is subjective. There is nothing wrong with headcanoning any of them as butch, femme, futch, or not label them anything based on rigid gender stereotypes.

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Thirdlight drives me up a fucking wall. I just need her to exist more there's literally nothing. I need a name I need voice lines I need SOMETHING oh my god girl WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU???

So many people seem to think she's dead too and I hate that because it just doesn't make sense. Like if she were dead she'd at least be mentioned. She's not haunting the narrative the way Rumi's mom is she's conspicuously absent in a way that feels intentional. I have so many headcanons as to why that is. It makes me insane I love her so much I need her to be in the sequel I need to see what the whole entire fuck happened between her and Celine

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rujinu has an actual basis, but it kinda squicks me out when people ship zoe and mira with the saja boys, esp the ones the fans shipped them with. theyre obviously not into it.

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i love polytrix, but i agree that you should tag ships. theres a couple fandoms im in that i dont ship anything, and i'd rather see gen content than shipping. which is what tags help with.

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As much as I dont hate any ships most of the time for fandoms, the ships for Zoey or Mira with any of the Saja boys just icks me out. Like, at least Jinu has a personality we get to see, but the other 4 are just evil Canon fodder who they gleefully kill at the end. Maybe I'm silly, but mere attraction and then murder at the end doesn't make me think "These girls wanna be in a relationship with them".

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Okay!

Rujinu is comphet hetslop. A platonic relationship could have worked just as well, if not better.

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hey u should send in a confession.. <33