Ryxen's fixations.

music, dazai, kaiser. in common? manipulation

[ntixxx]

"I'm afraid (I'm afraid), I'm in pain (I'm in pain)"

~ Leave - Stray Kids

[kr-ryxen]

Girl valid

[kr-ryxen]

I'M LOSING MY MIND AHHHHH FJJFJDBDB

PSYCHOLOGY FINAL PROJECT. 500 WORDS MAX MAX MAX. MY INTRO IS 165 WORDS WHAT DO I DO I CAN'T WRITE 4 MORE PARAGRAPHS WITH ONLY 91 WORDS EACH WHAT

I THINK TOO MUCH I NEED MORE WORDS I HATE THIS WHY WHY WHY I DON'T WANNA ERASE MY THOUGHTS BECAUSE OF A WORDS COUNT😭😭😭😭

[batsandboba]

“scientists don’t want you know” is a phrase that always cracks me up because if you actually meet a scientist they will be shaking and crying like an overstimulated chihuahua with the need to let you know

[kr-ryxen]

That's such a cute thought 🥹

I CANT WAIT TO BE A SCIENTIST NDJDHFNDBD BARKBARK BRAK

[fungi-maestro]

Hm. Your interpretation of this character displeases me. Guards! Take them away! Make them read the source material once more, and if that fails, the stocks.

[kr-ryxen]

Ahem.. dare I say Mori Ōgai

[teathattast]

[kr-ryxen]

Happy chuuya day y'all

[kr-ryxen]

Happy Isagi day y'all

[kr-ryxen]

TW/Vent

Ugh I hate pain. I hate hate hate it. It's so terrible. It's actually exhausting. If anyone is curious about how CRPS feels, it feels like you're being set on fire, with your bones expanding through your skin and disintegrating at the same time, and like running a marathon with broken bones. Not to mention when you breathe with advanced CRPS it feels like your back is being skinned with salt rubbed into the muscle. It hurts so bad. You don't want to do anything. But you need to so you don't end up on the streets~ I hate it I hate it I hate I hate it. And it's so exhausting losing mobility. No sports, no nothing. :/

[kr-ryxen]

HAPPY HYUNJIN DAY YALLITO!!!!!!

[kr-ryxen]

Happy pi day whores

[kr-ryxen]

Happy i.n day yall~

[kr-ryxen]

I love music so much oh my GOODNESS.

[kr-ryxen]

Eventful, quite eventful first day of 2026. 3 fights, 2 black eyes ah quite fun indeed. Perhaps I'll make it this month without drowning!!

[kr-ryxen]

Update number 2 of the day. Wow I'm really active WOW.

I have indeed drowned. I have indeed already failed. Unfortunate indeed

[lixx66]

drunk🥃

[kr-ryxen]

I WISH LMAO

Dazai is so real, SO me coded ah how fun 😊

[kr-ryxen]

Okay. Current life update because oops!

SO. I went caroling with my choir the other day. It was all dandy fun. (I'm a tenor for reference so I'm legit in the back by the boys. Help.) Anyways, this guy, let's call him.. Riki (stop I'm listening to enhypen.) got on the topic of fanfiction. Riki is my partner's friend. So I was like "Lmao I wrote fanfiction all the time it's great" AS A JOKE. not really but WHATEVER. AND YOU KNOW WHATTT HE SAID?! "you should write about a Santa gaybar" and as one who never backs down, "Bet." The next day, he told me he was joking. I'm currently 100K WORDS IN.. UMMMMMMMMMMMM oops? Anyways I'm going to traumatize him later I have too many ideas help me.

[kr-ryxen]

Update. I broke up with my partner because I dislike being hit and Mr. Riki is the kindest person I've ever met in my life? Help? He's so amazing- who the hell completely flips their opinion on their friends because of one incident? VERY greatful, but aye aye aye now I refuse to let him get hurt ever...

AND IT ALL STARTED OVER FUCKING SANTA GAY FUCKING FANFICTION. WHAT THE HELL.

[kr-ryxen]

Valentine's is coming up 😞

First time in 4 years I will have no love how very very upsetting

Ah~ I should just die 🥰

[theunfortunate-author]