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silver-minnow

“You’re as beautiful as the day I lost you”

raccoonpoem3

They are so Greta Van Fleet coded, I can’t.

patchworkragdoll

I’ve been thinking so much about about post lavender field driftsey.

Drift under a tree in the middle of nowhere, wondering how many people AJ told, how many of them judge her for her past? wondering if Ghostie was waiting for her with open arms when she got back to the Academy, or whether AJ is just as alone as she is right now? Is Drift jealous that AJ, a person working to tear the Academy down, who doesn’t care for her dragon, or her town, or her classes, is safe within its walls, while she was forced out of her only true solace from the life she escaped?

AJ curled up on Ghostie’s bed, hoping, though she shouldn’t, that wherever Drift is she’s safe. Hoping she’s comfortable in a tavern or an inn. Hoping she hasn’t been found by bandits. Hoping she could maybe forgive AJ someday.

I just know for a fact neither of them are sleeping right now, they’re just thinking about everything that happened.

shae817

yk the funny part about driftsey?

aj's never been honest.

and it tears me up because i want her and drift to just BE OKAY so so badly

drift does not know aj, man, and i hear her say it every time they talk but she's wrong. aj hasn't shown herself to drift. they banter and the only time aj has been honest is when she said she wanted drift. aj knows drift, on some surface level, and drift knows aj in the same way. they've each seen hints of the real other, but it's never been stripped down and accepted.

but be so real with me right now, they don't know each other yet still they're so invested.

and it'd be so easy, frankly, for them to sit down and have a real, honest-to-gay fucking CONVERSATION. but aj can't do that. drift wants to, but aj stops it in its tracks each and every time

aj can't do it. aj can't.

and drift is drawn to it.

they both like a challenge, right?

they don't like it when it's easy.

shae817

this is all-consuming. someone put me down.

anywho, i wish drift would just snap already. like properly call aj out—because aj has NOT been real with her and drift has opened her arms countless times, and so aj walks up to her and leans towards her without touching, calls her pretty and tells her she'll try to be real, and drift is enough of a fool to think that the proximity counts as an embrace.

drift has begged for aj to be HONEST, and aj has slithered her way out of each conversation.

i know why—at least, i think i understand. aj is afraid that if drift sees the real her, drift will turn away. so aj puts on the front, lets it sit, leans into the insanity when she thinks it gives her control, and it only gets her feet stuck in the mud. they're both in fucking limbo and they felt the warmth of the other and thought they were moving forward, but they knew nothing around them was changing. and now aj's uprooted herself and trying to run, thinking that's what she wants.

it's like she's got the drift's earth on her skin, is itching at it like that'll make it go away, but it sinks deeper, smears, and leaves red marks and rashes from her damn nails.

it's like drift watches her go and stays sat in the mud, cries and begs for the earth to help her manifest and grow a shriveled, blackened rose. ignoring the decay that blends with the earth.

i'm going to put them in that jail cell and make them TALK to each other istg

guys this is all that's on my mind someone save me. i can't focus on my pre-semester work anymore. i need to slaughter the fixation

sodawhimsy

i don't think drift gets enough credit for her role in her relationship with AJ. she puts a lot of effort in to keep AJ safe, and she's genuinely interested in getting to know her as a person and not just as a romantic partner.

AJ in some ways seems to only see drift as an attachment to herself. She makes most of drift opening up as an excuse to tease her and mess around with her. She understands that she's pushing drift away and she says that she doesn't want to do that anymore but she doesn't stop, wheras when drift makes a promise she usually follows through.

Idk man I wrote this on like 2 hours of sleep it probably makes no sense

sodawhimsy

how to write driftsey fanfiction NO glue NO borax -AI

mvrzvq

um... so i was supposed to take a two week break but then i woke up with this idea at 6 am and had to make this!

rabiscouu

"Why can't you just be a good person?"

sockiepuppetry

Ok

huffy-the-bicycle-slayer

I haven't seen dancing pumpkin guy ONCE this year, are you guys okay?

huffy-the-bicycle-slayer

FINE! I'll do it myself

huffy-the-bicycle-slayer

Why did 12 people reblog this today??? IT IS ONLY AUGUST!!!

darker-than-darkstorm

According to this site, August 1 is the first day of Halloween.

the-haiku-bot

According to this

site, August 1 is the first

day of Halloween.

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

zipper-is-ranting

happy halloween ya'll

mexagirlish

happy birthday hallowen guya!!

spookthelilguy

happy Halloween mwahahaha

thememedaddy

homunculus-argument

It's wild coming from a household where people would go "well we're not going to cancel everything and ruin everybody's day just because you're feeling uncomfy" when all you wanted was to be allowed to go lie down for a minute because you're sick, to living around people who'll go "okay let's wrap shit up and go home, you're sick" when you were still pretty sure you can manage if you just go lie down.

Also did y'all know that playing up your symptoms for pity and attention is a completely different thing from just not going out of your way to hide your symptoms. Like apparently those are two different subjects. It's not manipulative to be visibly unwell when you're visibly unwell.