the first time you come solely by grinding on mattsunâs thigh, the energy between you desperate and heady, youâre so embarrassed about it the next morning that you canât even look him in the eyesâŠand i think he likes that, likes the way he sees the blood rise to your cheeks every time you glance at himâso much so that later that morning he drags you over to the couch and makes you do it again and again and again
hello beloved kit!! itâs been such a while, i hope youâre doing well đ„ș just wanted to pop in with a lil sel question and ask how youâd rate last year + what youâre looking forward to this year? đ„ș i miss you loads! đ
SEL I didnât see this omg hi!!! It has been a while I literally have like abandoned my phone pretty much this year my screen time is negative
I would rate last year like ⊠a 7? I had a really great summer and birthday but it was definitely the hardest year of my degree I was in the trenches
This year Iâm looking forward to doing research over the summer and preparing for grad year! Super excited to get the fuck out
A/N.â my friend @/hiperacid2 planted firefighter Varka in my brain and the worms did the rest...
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CHAPTER 1
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synopsis: the miya twins have worn the same costume every halloween since they were born â itâd be pretty easy to get them mixed up, right?
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âMiss me?â
Atsumuâs hand rests on your shoulder from behind, and he snickers when you jump from his sudden reappearance. He hands you the cup you asked him for. âOoh, Halloweenâs got ya jumpy, has it?â
âOr maybe itâs the guy who never announces himself when heâs coming up behind me?â
âAw, whereâs the fun in that, princess?â he teases, his finger tugging at the fishnets beneath your little dress and belt. âMm, still hot even with an eyepatch.â
âYou got a thing for pirates, âTsumu?â
He pulls you in closer by your lower back, making sure you can hear the lust in his voice where you canât see it in his eyes. âIâve got a thing for pretty things in tiny dresses,â he murmurs, âespecially when I get to take it offââ
âWoah, slow your roll there,â you giggle, pulling his hand away from where it tried to sneak beneath the hem of your dress skirt. âRemember that weâre in public, Atsumu?â
âSo? Half the people here are either waitinâ for a bathroom to fuck in or are already doing it on the couch, weâre nothinâ special.â
You roll your eyes when his hands start to wander again, swatting them away with a glare. Well, as much of a glare as you can show with one eye.
 âI thought you wanted to find your brother, hm?â
âOh, yeah! Gotta get the annual Halloween Twins Pic,â he remembers. He and Osamu always get their routine picture of them in their identical costumes, every single year â they both dread it in their own way, but you think itâs sweet. âHave you seen him?â
âItâs like a needle in a haystack.â
âOkay, not that many people showed up as Ghostface.âÂ
You raise an eyebrow.Â
âFine, so itâs a popular costume! Whatever â I can recognize my own brother.â
âGood luck, âcause I canât.â
Atsumu says something in reply, but you really donât hear it under the mask or the music. You follow him around by his back, letting him lead you blindly through the house until you eventually end up in the kitchen.Â
You hear insults being traded and assume that theyâve found each other well.Â
âAbout time I found your ugly ass,â Atsumu grumbles, playfully smacking the back of Osamuâs head. Osamu raises a hand and Atsumu dives away with a yelp.Â
âYeah, whatever,â Osamu mutters, before his head turns to you. Heâs got the same mask that Atsumu has on. âHey.â
âHey!â you greet back with a smile.Â
âAinât her costume cute, âSamu?â Atsumu sings. âPretty.â
Osamu leans on the counter like heâs tired. âThatâs a trick question.â
âOoh, yer gettinâ good at this.â
You scoff, rolling your eyes and holding out your hand, empty palm facing up. âSo, whose phone am I taking the photo with?â
âRight! Here,â Atsumu hands you his phone, shoving Osamu into place so theyâre back-to-back, arms crossed. Theyâre clones, all right. âLook spooky?â
âTerrifying,â you laugh, snapping a few pictures and handing the phone back.Â
Atsumu lifts his mask, giving you a quick kiss on your waiting lips. âThank you, baby,â he says quietly. Osamu watches you from the side. âMe and âSamu are gonna go find an old buddy, wanna come?â
You smile, shaking your head. âIâm okay. Iâll watch our drinks â you wonât be long, will you?â
âNow, how could I stay away from ya? When youâre lookinâ this damn good?â he teases, slipping a finger in through your belt. âBe back in five, baby.â
âUgh, Iâll be waiting,â you taunt, glancing toward the hallway where the rooms tend to be. You watch as Atsumuâs head tilts; though you canât see it, you know his face is awestruck.Â
Osamu groans, grabbing his arm. âIâll have the freak back ASAP,â
âHey!â
You snicker with a nod, saluting him. âGood luck.â
âYeah, thanks.â
They disappear into the pool of people as Atsumu keeps on whining about something, probably you, and Osamu drags him by the bicep to the other room. Itâs pretty clear which one of them is more excited to see the friend theyâre trying to find.Â
You sigh to yourself, leaning on the counter as you wait for them to get back.Â
Youâve always been pretty good friends with Osamu â you havenât been with Atsumu for that long, but while you have been, you've been on good terms with his brother.Â
They almost remind you of parallel lines, Atsumu and Osamu; theyâre alike but still separate, moving along beside one another. Itâs probably why itâs so easy to get along with both of them all the time, despite the fact they get at each other's throats.Â
It isn't too much longer after they disappear that strong hands come to rest on your waist from behind, making you jump. You turn around to find that itâs just Atsumuâs dumb mask looming over you, his head tilted to one side.Â
âJesus, âTsumu,â you grumble, âI just told you to quit it with that.â
Atsumu hums to himself, pulling your hips closer to his. He cages you in between the counter and himself.Â
âDidnât we also just talk about this?â you complain, but your brows relax when you feel his hand smooth down your hip from your waist.Â
âPlease,â Atsumu murmurs, playing with your tights. âI canât stop thinking about it.â
âAbout what?â
âAbout whatâs under that fuckinâ dress.â
Your face goes hot; he moves closer.Â
âPlease,â he repeats.Â
You donât care about what you talked about earlier â all youâre capable of doing now is nodding and taking his hand, letting him lead you out of the kitchen.Â
Your eyes train on his back as he knocks on doors, checking rooms and bathrooms until he finds one that opens without resistance. The second youâre both inside, heâs shutting the door blindly, locking it the same way.Â
The bathroom is cramped, but itâs enough space to get you up on the counter, your legs spread apart as he drops to his knees.Â
âHoly fuck, Atsumu,â you breathe, goosebumps running across your skin when he looks up at you in that stupid mask. He doesnât say a word, but you figure he has other plans.Â
His hand guides one of your legs over his shoulder, and he pulls the mask up on top of his head. Itâs long enough that it makes a cover over his face â like the bill of a baseball cap, or something.Â
You almost complain about it, about the lack of view between the mask and his hood staying up, but you fall short of words when he rips your fishnets apart at the crotch. He tugs your panties down your legs.Â
âI â youâre so goddamn lucky those were cheap,â
âUh-huh,â he groans, tugging you closer to the edge by the hips.Â
You gasp, hands gripping the counterâs edge. âCan you at least warn me before you â oh,â
You come up short for words as he flattens his tongue against your cunt, his hold on your thighs tightening when you arch your back.Â
Atsumu has always been good at this, but you find yourself at a loss this time; everything you want him to do, he does without request â like heâs tracking where you want his tongue by the way your hips roll alone.Â
His tongue flicks over your clit, drawing circles before starting over again. âShit,â you whimper, looking down at his fingers digging into your legs. âSo fucking good,â
You can feel his spit running down to your ass, you can hear how messy he is â he sucks on your clit with a low moan, one of his hands slowly moving from your leg to where his tongue was before.
Your deep breath shatters into stutters when he slowly pushes in his spit-soaked finger, kissing your clit as he drags it up against your walls. Everything he does is deliberate.Â
âOh my god,â you whisper, your head tilting back against the mirror as you grind against his face and hand, making sure heâs buried himself to the knuckle. âPlease, more, please,â
âFuckinâ begging,â you think you hear him murmur, his finger squelching as it drags out of your cunt. âI'll wanna hear this again,â
You canât even ask what he means before heâs slipping in his ring finger, too. His lips move to gently kiss your inner thigh as his fingers do the opposite, quickly thrusting in and out of your pussy, feeling it flutter around them.Â
The pressure in your gut builds quicker than you acknowledge itâs there, but youâre guessing he knows that by the way your breathing gets faster; his fingers drag against the sweet spot he was searching for. You feel him grin against your skin like he knows.Â
âIâm gonna cum,â you gasp, knuckles turning white from gripping the counter so hard. âAtsumu, Iâm gonna cum,â
âDo it, then,â he growls, and it takes you no more than a few more thrusts to clamp down on his fingers.Â
You cum with a cry, back arching and hips pushed forward. Atsumu doesnât stop until youâve rode it out fully, until you reach down and grab his wrist to force him to stop.Â
âOh, fuck,â you breathe out, fixing the strap that fell off of your shoulder. Below you, Atsumu slips out his fingers; you canât see him, but you can hear him suck them off. You think you hear him groan. âNeed you, âTsumu.â
He hesitates, pulling his mask back down before standing back up. Your eyes follow him until heâs above you again, and the way his hands drop to the button of his jeans alone makes you lightheaded.
His hands work to tug them loose, unzipping them as you eagerly sit up. You feel him over his boxers, nearly dropping dead at the way he bucks his hips into your palm. He rests a hand on either side of you on the bathroom counter, leaning in on it, rolling his hips as you pump him through the fabric.Â
âMm, fuck,â you practically drool, âneed you to fuck me good,â
You giggle when his head tips back, your other hand pushing his sweater up so you can watch his abs tense; watch his v-line dip beneath his waistband.Â
Youâre sick of waiting.Â
Spitting in your hand, you take his cock out of his boxers and pump him up slowly, watching the way his body reacts to your touch. At first, you were a little curious about him keeping the mask on â but now? Youâve never seen anything hotter.Â
Atsumu grabs your hand the same way you grabbed his, tugging you off the counter. You almost trip over your panties, silly you and your shaky legs, but heâs quick to wrap an arm around your waist, nudging you to bend over the counter.Â
You look back at yourself in the mirror, his frame looming behind you. He holds the hem of his sweater halfway up his body, and the dim light against his glistening skin is enough to make your pussy throb.Â
âWatch,â he says lowly, his hand straightening your head to look forward again when you try and look back at him. He pushes your dress up your body, his hands smoothing up the dip of your back.Â
âFuck,â he groans, the tip of his cock tapping on your ass before it teases your cunt. âBeen waitinâ for this.â
Your jaw drops as he slips into you with ease, dragging himself back out just as slow; he builds his pace with every thrust.Â
Your fingers search to grip something, anything on the counter. His hands grip your hips as his own press flush against your ass, his cock reaching as deep as it can go.Â
âFuck, âTsumu,â you whimper. He fucks into you harder, his grip tighter. âShit!â
His balls slap against your clit as he fucks you up the counter, your breath leaving clouds on the mirror. Your tits spill out of the neckline of your dress and your ass stings where a fleshy handprint starts to form, yet youâre still fucking yourself back on him. âAtsuââ
He grabs the back of your belt that's somehow stayed on and yanks you back with it; you stare at yourself getting fucked in the mirror.Â
âWhoâs fuckinâ you this good?â
âYou!â you cry, gasping when he bends and pushes up one of your legs to rest on the counter. Your pussy squelches with every thrust, his cock bullying your cunt until you canât forget the shape of it. âYou areââ
âDamn right,â he grits, reaching a hand around your body to circle your clit. âAnd Iâm the one makinâ you cum, too.â
âYes! Fuck, yesââÂ
âCome on, baby,â he asks; his voice sounds like heâs taunting you. Itâs deep and unsteady, but the slight rasp nearly makes you cum on the spot. âYou know you want it, fuckinâ take it,â
You cry out in rhythm with his thrusts, his pace unrelenting, both of you so fucking close and slowly getting louder â you tighten around him and heâs murmuring next to your ear: âCum on me, baby, you can do it,â
Atsumu gropes your chest as you let go with a shudder, creaming around him as he makes no effort to slow down; he only stills inside of you once your whole body is filled with a hot tremor, his cum leaking out of your pussy only for him to slowly fuck it back inside.Â
You slump forward when he finally lets you go, your leg falling off the counter as you look at your disheveled appearance in the mirror.Â
The familiar sound of his jeans being zipped back up again comes from behind you, and Atsumu hands you your panties from the floor.
You snort. âWhat a gentleman,â
He shrugs, crossing his arms as he leans up against the door. He shamelessly watches you fix yourself up as best you can â you pull your dress back down, try to make your fishnets look as normal as possible.Â
âWay to fuck up my costume, though,â you grumble, crossing your legs to try and ignore the way cum soaks your panties. âI have to look somewhat normal, you know.â
âMm, you should. Better look nice so my brother doesnât think you fucked me.â
You furrow your eyebrows. âWhy would Osamu care?â
He breathes out a laugh. âOh,â he says, lifting his mask up. This time, you see him, and your blood just about runs frigid. âI donât. âTsumu might, though.â
You blink, shaking your head. âI â you â?â
âIâm not gonna tell him,â Osamu says, running a hand through his hair. His cheeks are flushed red â you just want to disappear. You feel nauseous, but you canât take your eyes off of him. âBut, you know. Might happen again.â
âWhâno, it canât. It wonât.â
Osamu shrugs. âOkay.â
You stare as he unlocks the door, opening it as the noise from the rest of the party floods your crypt. He leans down towards you, tilting his head.Â
âRemember how I made you cum,â he says in the quiet, âand then remember how he does.â
You swallow the lump in your throat, but it doesnât help the pit in your chest. Osamu laughs shortly again, âRight.â
âIâll give you an excuse, buy ya some time.â His eyes flicker from yours down to your open mouth, your glossy lips. âMake sure youâre not still droolinâ over it when you come out, âkay?â
And with that, he pulls his mask back down over his face and leaves the bathroom; you only watch him head down the hallway for a second before slamming the door shut, left with the sound of your heart beating in your ears.
Looking back in the mirror, you donât even know what to do with yourself. So, you wipe off your lips.Â