𖹭 chobits & chii , art, poetry & writing, psychology, cas,
making pretty things!!! morute, insects!!! the moon, jirai (kei) !!!
𖹭 socially anxious and socially awkward !! be patient :( 𓏲ꪆ
𖹭 yanblr, jiraiblr, petre/agere, $hblr and whatever else.
𖹭 sometimes i speak in third person!! it's just fun to.
boundaries ⦂ i'm not looking for a darling !! ˙𐃷˙ i do like attention and interaction for my entertainment though, so anons and asks are fine. <3 i will block you for fetishising my disordered behaviour
boundaries ⦂ i'm nonbinary/agender, just very feminine because i was raised femme and i love being feminine!!!! it's cute!!!!!! i'm fine with gendered terms and pronouns (not so much with he/him // masculinity), just do not reduce me to a gender or see me 'as a girl'.
boundaries ⦂ i will block if i feel it's necessary!! you will not stress me on the laptop or data i paid for. do not send your friends or whoever to ask me why i blocked you if i do.
boundaries ⦂ i condone what i say!! i'm anti rocovery / healing, whatever the term is. concern/comfort/whatever is repulsive and annoying, dni if this bothers you. i am insistent on being the worst i possibly can.
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e˚̣̣̣ ྀ⠀ ͜︵𝜗˚̣̣̣℘ྀི︵ ◟ ୧
ik i hated you five minutes ago and i still do and lwk everything's ur fault rn so please fucking leave me alone but like i still love u don't leave me or i'm killing myself i didn't mean it when i said to leave but i do but i don't but it's like if you actually listen that means you wanted to abandon me so stay but like go fuck yourself but please be nice to me forever but
◟ ͜ᛝ ˳˳˳ ۪۪۪ ꒰𑂘 ♡໒꒱ . ͜ ͜ 𓉸
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e˚̣̣̣ ྀ⠀ ͜︵𝜗˚̣̣̣℘ྀི︵ ◟ ୧
you're literally all i have but being with you means i have to be alive which is kinda getting in the way of my overwhelming desire to do nothing else but kill myself so i kinda don't care about you rn sorry
◟ ͜ᛝ ˳˳˳ ۪۪۪ ꒰𑂘 ♡໒꒱ . ͜ ͜ 𓉸
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e˚̣̣̣ ྀ⠀ ͜︵𝜗˚̣̣̣℘ྀི︵ ◟ ୧
the logic of being in a relationship with a yandere yourself but judging others' yan4yan dynamic because it's actually mentally ill and not just the "cutesy stalking / obsession = only wanting you"... i'm mentally ill. i'm going to be mentally ill in my mentally ill relationship. it's also not that deep if either of us carve our names into each other or i like that they would do that and want them to...?? stalking and somno is fine but sh is where you draw the line????? or dating a yan just to flirt with others if you feel like the relationship isn't that serious because you're so romance-centred you can't even wait for the relationship you initiated and egged THEIR feelings on for, only because you think dating someone obsessive means you just get the love you didn't get as a kid. then getting surprised when they show the mental illness traits you liked when they gave you attention.
i hate non-yans and fetishisers so much oh my god.
◟ ͜ᛝ ˳˳˳ ۪۪۪ ꒰𑂘 ♡໒꒱ . ͜ ͜ 𓉸
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e˚̣̣̣ ྀ⠀ ͜︵𝜗˚̣̣̣℘ྀི︵ ◟ ୧
when everyone's talking about getting yan anons but i haven't gotten past the 2021 tumblr character anons to feed people's delusions ( ╯□╰``` ) it's so embarrassing to ask for now, i wish i participated more because idk how i'll get them now. i love attention to feed my curiosity for people, so that's maybe my issue.
i'd ask for yanblr anons but i'm quite an oversharer so i'm nervous about the obsession becoming too much. still i'm not closed off from the idea, please anon me if you want to 🥹🌸
◟ ͜ᛝ ˳˳˳ ۪۪۪ ꒰𑂘 ♡໒꒱ . ͜ ͜ 𓉸
Tell me when to eat. Tell me who I can and can’t talk to. Tell me when to go to bed. Tell me when to touch myself. Order me around like a personal doll thing. Own me own me own me.
i feel like my time is slowly running out and i'll have no choice but to finally end it. there's no other way, i don't want to keep living at all even if things get better. i promised myself i'd die and i'm still not dead.
i'm actually so easy to be sent into $ui ideation that it makes me feel like i'm faking it sometimes. i just want to be out here already. i want to be triggered and have the will again even if i'm crying from my own patheticness. i'm tired of how much living just piles on me, i never wanted to be here anyways!!!!!
hi!! I'm sorry if this sounds weird, but how old are you? I really like ur blog and I would like to send you more asks! but first I'd need to know your age !
- 🌸 anon (?)
haiyaaa!! o((>ω< ))o sorry for getting back to u late but i'm 18!! i don't rlly mention it on my page much cus i'm scared of attracting creeps
