stargirl

reviving this old cringe account to hold myself accountable goal 120

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10/12: 169.0

10/14: 166.6

10/15: 166.6

10/16:

10/17:

10/18:

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every time i tell myself im gonna actually lock in i give up again but this time i seriously will. i have until june.

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12/18/24

w: 163.8

burn:

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12/17/24

w: 164.4

burn: none

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i’m ready :)

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if i cant be good at anything else, i’ll be good at being beautiful

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to be skinny for christmas

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i feel like I’ve been so sad and so sick my whole life, and every time i’m close to getting better my mom comes and pushes me back into the cycle i’ve been in since middle school.

i’m so happy i get to be free next year but i have this overwhelming urge to become so sick this year that she will finally notice. because otherwise all of my pain was for nothing

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I was finally getting better

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mirrorball really hits home these days

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gerber puffs are my fucking lifeline

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i just saw my sister weigh herself and she was exactly 5 lbs lower than me. I can’t focus on anything but losing more than her.

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i wish

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my parents love to point out that my sister is skinnier than me… not for long

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definitely not pro… i’m just getting sucked back in and i don’t know how to stop

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its been four months, im back i guess

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i want to be skinny because what if i trip and fall into the arms of the love of my life and i’m too fat for them to catch me?? like????

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(Not mine)