Amuse me with the adrenaline rushing alongside the swiftness of your hands cupping my jaw as it fell, jolting intensely with the motion of your lips on mine and all I could do was scream without a sound, silently accepting your sudden imposition to kiss me, eyes closed to only feel my soul dwindling among the glinting stars, so high I can feel my wobbling knees lose its ground. Floating. Going into a shock of indefinite proportions to the curve of your smile you managed to form as you kept kissing me, and said, I love you, and I’ve never felt how this ride should never reach its point where friction halts your kisses, where the tension drives your breaths to stop beating as quick as your heart, and the end relaxes along with your jaw, and your hands are not raised anymore to hold my neck cracking to the sound of your breathless moans.
Instead, they fall on your sides, eyes burning from the ride, while I watch you and want more. I swear I can kiss you all day even if I’m so afraid of adrenaline, even if I’ve never been fond of losing control whenever I rode anything that made me feel I was being pulled in all directions, where my heart has cried over things that I am afraid will only knock me out, and kick me in with my weakness. But I want you to make my chest collapse as your sturdy hands hold my face as if it’s something worth to never let go of as the air washes our eyes, knocking out the concept of how to properly use our lungs because we are now our own oxygen, with the humidity from our own bodies melting my fears to love you.
Because you are the amusement I’d buckle with a seatbelt to cling on and bravely face the feeling of the unsteady safety and uncomfortable edginess of uncertainty to wherever this will take me. To wherever this will take us. You’d be there to show me I can be brave if I just trust you. Take me to a ride I’ve never taken. Let my heart experience the feeling where love leaves my heart in the open air, only to fall into the home of your arms, and you’d look at me saying, that wasn’t so bad. So kiss me. Kiss me, because I know this ride with you will lead to something epic.