always so badly wanted to live

Emily. 30s. Saying words recreationally.

[lady-harrowhark]

putting your fist through a thick sheet of glass (i know you don't want to) on AO3

Written for The Big Resurrection Event (@tlt-big-resurrection), including artwork from @the-purple-duck

Harrowhark Nonagesimus and Gideon Nav have always been at each other’s throats, and the animosity has only intensified since the death of Harrow’s parents. But when a car accident leaves Gideon without any memories of her past, Harrow sees a chance at the clean slate she’s wanted for years. Becoming involved in Gideon’s recovery assuages some of the guilt, but as she and Gideon become closer and increasingly involved in each other's lives, Harrow worries that some of her secrets may be more than she can atone for.

Read it on AO3 Get the playlist here

[crimeronan]

sometimes i have strong opinions but they're also so inane that halfway through writing a post i'll be like "yeah, this is Absolutely not worth the energy it's taking" and delete everything. but then the opinion is still in my head. and i still want to share it. so within five minutes i go "you know, i bet i can phrase it more succinctly this time" and anyway. you all see where this is going. sometimes i do this four times in a row before i give up on the specific inane opinion and instead write a vague post about the concept of opinions as if that'll satisfy the urge to post the entirety of my inner monologue online. may or may not be relevant to what you're reading right now. and now all our lives have been enriched. you're welcome

[arieava]

literally beyond parody

[johntorrington]

toxic codependent familial dynamics this. toxic codependent romances that. what about toxic codependent coworkers. i can’t do my job without this guy here or i’ll kill myself.

[freakoutgirl]

how to do things that everyone else seems to do no problem

[aubreyroseart1124]

A Harrow montage for pride month because while she is a tiny angry lesbian I also lowkey headcanon that she’s on the ace spectrum 💜🤍🩶🖤

[postarcadian]

the thing I love most about how tumblr users use tags is that it’s like what if a social media website had a footnotes system

[snarling-through-our-smiles]

[segamascott]

[ilynpilled]

i like when fiction treats love as a more complicated force and not something that is inherently pure or redemptive. portray it as flawed and complex as any other human impulse. give me love as prejudice, love as possessive stasis, love as addiction, love as blindness, etc.

[misericordiia]

wound dressings and bandages are lingerie for the enlightened pervert

[expressions-of-nature]

by Nikolett Emmert

[aidashakur]

You literally just have to get really good at continuing.

[smoqueen-deactivated20251108]

sorry for the nervous breakdown everyone im actuallt fine because i have to be

[featherlight143]

Have you actually been attracted to a fictional character?

Real people are disgusting

Yes

No

What the fuck are you talking about?

Remaining time: 1 day 6 hours

I just learned that people actually felt attraction to fictional characters. I can’t possibly see how that could even work. Please tell me if this is true for you.

[scrapoddles]

Close ups from most recent

[gonzocoded]

don’t ever kill your self because maybe someday you will get brunch with your tumblr mutual