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og followers will know my obsession with playlist curation lmao
sharing my heated rivalry (hollanov) spotify playlist
it made me irrationally upset to hear my friend say that they just couldn’t get past episode 1 of heated rivalry because of how explicit it was and that it just wasn’t for them
(we’ve told her multiple times that that’s fine, but that they just had to get past the first few episodes to really get it and see the beauty in it)
and then turn around and enthusiastically share how they’ve started watching off campus and loves it, a show that is as, if not more, explicit than heated rivalry
and don’t get me wrong, i enjoy off campus in its and my own way too
it just felt like they were saying the quiet part out loud, you know?
lmfao my mom extracted and saved the oil that came out from cooking salmon for its omega-3 and lovingly called it “omega oil” 😭 the way i cackled and she asked why 🥹🥹
im making shane and ilya individual depressing playlists on my spotify and wow…. shane is so olivia rodrigo coded its ridiculous
like bro
( a collection of too close for 'just friends' prompts. adjust phrasing as necessary.) feel free to make edits to better suit your muse.
They’ve always hugged, but lately those hugs linger just a beat too long.
Sharing a bed during a trip—neither of them sleeps much because they’re too aware of the other’s presence.
Accidentally slipping into couple habits (buying each other food, remembering their exact coffee order, fixing their collar, etc.).
Friends teasing them for acting like a couple… and both of them freezing because it hits a little too close.
One notices the other’s dating profile and feels irrationally territorial.
The line between “friendly banter” and “flirting” has gotten blurry.
A partner/bystander points it out bluntly: “You know they’re in love with you, right?”
A fight about boundaries—because one of them wants more, but is terrified of losing the friendship.
A drunken kiss that neither of them can stop thinking about.
Everyone else assumes they’re together already… and they can’t quite correct them.
“Do you have any idea what it does to me when you look at me like that?”
“You’re supposed to be my safe place, not the reason my chest feels like it’s going to explode.”
“We can’t—God, we can’t cross that line.”
“Say it. Say you don’t feel it too, and I’ll drop it.”
“You don’t get to touch me like that and still call it friendship.”
“Stop smiling at me like I’m yours.”
“If this is just friendship, then why can’t I breathe when you’re this close?”
“You’re going to ruin me, and you don’t even know it.”
“One more second like this, and I’m not going to be able to stop myself.”
“Tell me you don’t want me, and I’ll believe you.”
“Don’t kiss me like that and pretend it means nothing.”
“We’re not supposed to do this. We’re not supposed to feel this.”
“I’d rather lose my mind than lose you, and right now I think I’m losing both.”
“Do you want me to beg? Is that what this is?”
“If we cross this line, nothing will ever be the same. And God help me, I still want to.”
“If you keep touching me like that, I won’t be able to stop.”
“Friends don’t ache when the other leaves the room. So what does that make us?”
“Tell me to go, and I will. Please—say something before I do something we can’t take back.”
“Don’t call me your best friend when you’re looking at me like I’m more.”
“If this is nothing, then why does it feel like everything?”
“You don’t get it, do you? Every time you smile at me, it feels like a promise.”
“You’re in my head all the time, and it’s killing me. Friends aren’t supposed to feel like this.”
“If we cross this line, you’re not just my friend anymore. You’re my downfall.”
“You’re standing too close.”
“Do you even know what you’re doing to me right now?”
“Stop making me want something I can’t have.”
“I can’t lose you to this, but God, I can’t stop wanting you either.”
“You’re looking at me weird.”
“That wasn’t a… friendly thing to say.”
“Do you always stand this close?”
“Why does it feel different when it’s you?”
“You’re supposed to be my best friend, not the one making my heart race.”
“That… didn’t sound like a joke.”
“Stop holding me like that. Friends don’t hold each other like that.”
“Do you even realize how you’re looking at me right now?”
“Don’t call me yours. You don’t mean it.”
“I can’t breathe when you touch me like that.”
“Say we’re still just friends. Lie to me.”
“We’re not supposed to want this.”
“If this is nothing, then why does it feel like everything?”
“One more second and I’m not going to be able to stop myself.”
“Every time you laugh, I forget we’re not allowed to be more.”
“Tell me you don’t feel it. Please. Tell me I’m imagining this.”
“You can’t just kiss me and act like it means nothing.”
“I’m trying so hard not to want you, and you’re making it impossible.”
“If you keep looking at me like that, I swear I’ll ruin everything.”
“Tell me to go, or I’m not going to.”
“You’re mine. God help me, I don’t care what we call it—you’re mine.”
“I’d rather destroy this friendship than pretend I don’t want you anymore.”
“Do you want me to beg? Because I will.”
“We’ve already crossed the line. The second I realized I loved you, we did.”
“Stop staring at me like that. You’re my best friend.”
“You can’t just… say stuff like that. We’re supposed to be friends.”
“Friends don’t make my heart do backflips when they smile.”
“Why does it feel like I’m cheating when you go on dates?”
“Don’t hold my hand if you don’t mean it.”
“We’ve been friends for years, so why does it suddenly feel different?”
“Don’t kiss me like that if you’re going to pretend it didn’t happen.”
“You’re supposed to be the one I tell about my crush, not be the crush.”
“That’s not a friendly kind of jealousy.”
“If we’re just friends, then why do I feel like you’re mine?”
!!!!!!!
betrayal is the juiciest most underutilized trope ever
that shit is so good if it's done right
like get two characters that are inseparable, written in the stars type shit, the two of them against the world, closer than blood, joined at the hip, a package deal
and then BOOM
betrayal
split up
never speak to each other again
it's fucked up it's evil it ruins both of them
you'll have one character ridden with guilt and regret, always replaying it in their mind, haunted by both the choice they made and the permanent lack of their person
and the other one is so shook to their core, if the person they trusted and counted on and leaned on more than anyone else in the whole world could do that to them, then how can they ever trust another person again
and they'll always be replaying it in their mind too, if there was something they could have done to prevent it
and even better
get the one who gets betrayed to see the signs, to know it's coming but write it off as anxiety or their own doubts and fears because the trust they've built with this person is stronger than that and they've actually come to believe their person would never do that to them and then BAM
their suspicions were right all along
and even better give both characters anxious attachment and abandonment and trust issues, give them childhood trauma from their parents and a lifetime of failed relationships that came before, make them believe they've finally found something safe and permanent and let them just be settling into it and trusting it and then rip it away
it's pure angst
tragedy in it's most perfect form
it's a canon event that could never have been avoided no matter what different choices were made
it's fate
it's death and rebirth and death and rebirth again, two broken souls coming together and becoming something new and beautiful together and then shattering into something grotesque and hollow and jagged and permanently scarred
it's so juicy
so angsty so intense so hurt/no comfort coded
it's delicious
ok im filo and apparently tumblr is being banned (already banned? idk) here in our country so to all my followers, if i never post again, thats why lol
ilya rozanov edit to tswift’s father figure, you will always be dear to me
my mostly unfiltered thoughts as i watch s4 of bridgerton! (episode 4)
edited and proofread because i was delirious and sleep deprived while watching! i also don’t want to be called rude names by subfandoms ✨✨💕
urgh i love shane soo much
he really stayed up all night planning the rest of his life with ilya just to ensure he doesn’t marry anyone else but him, goes on to relay his plans to ilya, but is then surprised when ilya calls him his boyfriend
what a cutiepie; basically implied his intention to marry and grow old with him, they are way past boyfriends even at that point
my mostly unfiltered thoughts as i watch s4 of bridgerton! (episode 2)
edited and proofread because i was delirious and sleep deprived while watching! i also don’t want to be called rude names by subfandoms ✨✨💕
my mostly unfiltered thoughts as i watch s4 of bridgerton! (episode 3)
edited and proofread because i was delirious and sleep deprived while watching! i also don’t want to be called rude names by subfandoms ✨✨💕
my mostly unfiltered thoughts as i watch s4 of bridgerton! (episode 1)
edited and proofread because i was delirious and sleep deprived while watching! i also don’t want to be called rude names by subfandoms ✨✨💕
whenever i think of s3 bridgerton, i cant help but think THEN cackle about the hot air balloon scene
like girl, bffr you had enough time to get out of there + lord debling (? forgot his name) was NOT effectively protecting pen in ANY way like TTTT
there’s a whole other world out there
can’t help but think back on that last scene in game changer where scott sees ilya dancing with a bunch on men naturally (like he’s used to it) and is like
“…there’s probably something there…. nah”