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[laluneinnocente]

I just peed myself >~<

It’s over

[stuckinapril]

So crazy how you have the worst day of your life but then the next day the sun keeps shining and the air’s just a little cooler w the onset of fall and you realize that there’s nothing you can’t come back from because the only time it will ever be too late is when we’re dead and not ever before

[stuckinapril]

I vividly remember talking to one of my favorite professors about how I’m scared things will fall apart after graduation and how I’m so unused to change and her just going “if things fall apart then they do and u just pick up the pieces and start over again and it’s fine. Things falling apart is not this mammoth fear u should be worried about” and I remember these words every time I want to pursue or seize something bc literally the worst thing that can happen is it doesn’t work out ….. and then I just pick up the pieces and start all over again

[laluneinnocente]

I always ruin everything

[laluneinnocente]

C’était trop beau pour être vrai…

Comment ai-je été si stupide

[laluneinnocente]

I love him so much but he doesn’t love me anymore, I became nothing to him. And just now everything is falling apart. I see no point in living. He was my strength, now I have nothing. He probably stopped loving me because of what I am. Not white, childish, embarrassing and disgusting girl. Lord knows how much I pray to change. He will never come back, I’m grieving and it’s so painful….

[laluneinnocente]

Ahhhhhhhhh

Haiii its been a while

Soon it’ll be a new year !!!

I hate my life but I’m grateful always

[autopsyfreak]

‘letting my intrusive thoughts win’

shut the fuck up.

you’re referring to impulsive thoughts, intrusive thoughts are undesirable and often horrific for the person experiencing them. you dying your hair randomly is not an intrusive thought.

if i let my intrusive thoughts dictate my actions, id be in jail for a long fucking time.

[laluneinnocente]

She whispers while I’m sleeping : “I love you when you smile”

I didn’t really lose you, I just lost it for a while.

[laluneinnocente]

The Angel Devil (1997)

[laluneinnocente]

[laluneinnocente]

“ you kicked and cried like a bullied child”

I always invented myself a life, where I had friends, a loving family and a big house. I had so much imaginary friends and we played together everyday. Now I kept these habits of day dreaming about having a perfect life, but now I only have one imaginary friend and he keeps bringing me down. Maybe he’s just an enemy. But I feel so lonely and I pity myself

9.5.24 | 17:20

[laluneinnocente]

[hikikomorinerd-deactivated20250]

[laluneinnocente]

I spent two fucking hours trying to open this fucking blade box or whatever it is called, I’m never buying these again they better be worth it. Where I live we are not allowed to use lighters or candles anything that contains fire inside of the house and they put smoke detectors in each rooms of every girls so I risked getting caught and I burned my thumb because of how many times I tried to flick the lighter it’s so red and it’s stinging so hardly bruh all of this only for that I snapped the box with all my strength and it opened. 😑

[laluneinnocente]

I’ve always been suicidal but I never died from it. A proof that the world is unfair, so many people that had a career, that wanted to live, to have a future. They died, tragically or not they died. Without even wanting it. You’d tell me, nobody wants to die… well I do. I’d trade my life for it.

[laluneinnocente]

Pendant la pause, je regarde les autres jeunes parler entre eux avec une fluidité incroyable. Leur language corporel, leur attitude… et je note. Pas pour les copier mais pour les comprendre. J’aurai tellement aimé être l’un d’eux, la plus part son plus jeune que moi au plus âgé mais ils sont tellement plus mature que moi. Ça rend triste, je ne veux pas rentrer dans une sorte de hiérarchie sur l’humanité et la société mais bref j’aimerai être pareil </3

[laluneinnocente]

J’aurais tellement aimé pouvoir être quelqu’un d’autre, pouvoir sortir sans me cacher, pouvoir interagir avec d’autre personnes, mais non. Je suis coincée dans ce corp, dans cet esprit et prisonnière dans cette vie.