How awful it is to see yourself in the mirror and to see only the uncanny valley staring backâwith every inch of him seeming normal and human and whiteâexcept those eyes. Standing back from the mirror, nothing seems âwrongâ with them, but leaning in as close as the young Wilhelm is, he can see that dreaded touch of draconity that his former abusive mother was so quick to point out: the fact that his pupils are not perfectly round, but rather slightly pointed at the tips to create a curious oval-like shape, that the texture of his eyes instead of amorphous like a humanâs was interlocking patterns like scales. Oh, look at those ranerâs eyes, his white siblings would jeer, and their mother would join in. You think youâre some sort of hot shot because of your past life, huh? Newsflash, kid: Nobody cares who you were before, because theyâll never want to hear the music of a Raner. A filthy, common Raner.
Such terrible things to be thinking, so close to the premiere of his newest opera. Well, not one entirely new, as his past life had composed it in the afterlife long before heâd fallen out of favor with Artâs court. To not even have reached puberty, and to already have full-length works under oneâs beltâŚshould that not be a joyous thing? But thereâs the thing: It was, technically, his past lifeâs work. If he composed anything other than the four operas his past self had written in Artâs court, would anyone even be interested? Would they see the music of a genius like his predecessor, or would they only see the musically incoherent ramblings of a ranerâa derogatory term for Draconids? Heâs certain at this point he has only a sliver of Draconid blood despite the fact heâs been told heâs a quarter; those people mixed so much that there was hardly a pure one left, so he wouldnât be surprised if most of his quarter Draconid heritage were actually white. Yet, he thinks, it only makes his lot in life even crueler that he should be denied self-pride and the respect of his fellow man (certainly not fellow humans, though, by the standards of his abusers) by that sliver of draconic blood that others claim he possesses. (Well, heâs also Chinese, but most timesâlike nowâheâs quite comfortable in denying to himself that that part of him even exists.) Crueler still, he thinks, to have such greatness within himâyet for others never to see it because of such a minute thing as the shape and texture of those eyesâŚ
Heâs on the verge of tears when his mother knocks at the door.
   âWil? My son? Thereâs someone who wants to see you,â she says.
   âTell him or her I want to be left the FUCK alone,â he grumbles.
   âGender-neutral pronouns, dear,â Franzi reminds him gently, and he scoffs and rolls his eyes.Â
   âFor the hundredth time, Mom. Gender neutral for what? Arenât there only heâs and sheâs in the world? Shouldnât there be?â he snaps.
   âYouâd best not go repeating those opinions in front of your new guest,â she says. âSheâs very important.â
   âWho is she? The ruler of Germany herself? Depending on who it is, she might actually agree with meââ
   âSomeone far more important than that. Sheâs, shall we sayâŚâ Franzi thinks about how to break the news to him. âWell, thereâs no way I can say it thatâll make it easier on you. Sheâs an interdimensional dragon dignitary from a world called Urobia. Sheâs the ruler of all dragonkind in every universe, in fact. And she is very interested in you and your work.â
Suddenly his breath catches in his throat. If it had been any other type of all-powerful multiversal god who had caught wind of him, he would have gone on a power trip so grandiose it would make Richard Wagner look like Djedi Abai. But hearing that sheâs a dragon rulerâŚPeople always say that heâs a dragon, right? His stepmother had said so, and now his new mom said soâbut in a much more affirming and uplifting way. And he had never believed he was for a second, but what if it was true? Would that put him under her jurisdiction? What if this infinite ruler of dragons isnât here because she likes his work, but is actually here to punish him for spending his entire short life denying the truth about his heritage? Again, it all turned on those eyes: where heâd felt fear and despair, he should have felt pride in them, but itâs too late to take it back now. The cruelest fear of all digs into him, based on the same thing that first caused him pain: but for all of his anguish about those eyes, he would have lived to be the great artist that he had always felt destined to beâŚ
   âTell her she canât come,â he says, throat tight and tears springing to his eyes in his last desperate hope to save himself from the doom he feels is sure to follow.
   âSheâs the ruler of dragons across all time and space. I donât actually know what her rules are, but I feel like it would be wrong to say no.â
   âWho would you rather listen to? Some weirdo claiming to be the queen of dragons, or your son?â Wil burst out. âDonât let her in!â
   âI donât understand,â Franzi says softly. âShe is one of the multiverseâs foremost divine beings. More powerful than even the Primordials of our world. Isnât this the sort of recognition youâve always craved?â
   âI donât care if she rules the multiverse! She could be the only god in the multiverse and I wouldnât care! Iâm not fucking seeing her!â
And with that, he sprints straight out of his room and hurries out the back door. He would have hurled himself into the woods headlong in his desperate sprint to escape what he can only assume to be his fate, if not for the sight of said fate standing right in front of him.
The dragon before him stands tall and unfathomably strong, scales a ghostly white, flanked on each side by wings many times the length of her body. Not a particularly unusual appearance for a dragon (save for those abnormally large wings), but a magical being such as he can sense the unmistakableârunning into her so suddenly and feeling the immense power wash over him is like getting hit in the face with a door. And the fact sheâs here, and not at the front door like he was expectingâitâs as though she knew beforehand heâd bolt out in an impromptu escape, and came here specifically to intercept him. She doesnât radiate a threatening aura, but as any abuse survivor knows, arenât the biggest threats the people who try to hide that theyâre threats? His terror increases tenfold.
   âW-what do you want with me?âÂ